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Posted 9 years agoGood day ladies and Gentleman, its Tetcil here, or Tiwolfie which ever you prefer.
Just posting an update as it's been awhile. Last post was what? Nov 26th? Ouch. However atleast I manage to post most of the work I've done. Still have 50 to go. I gotta make sometime to work on those.
If you're wondering how I am, I' fine. It has been rough. I've been busy trying to do artwork for my online stores. I'll be posting links to them below, but yes I've been trying to sell my artwork. Through sites like society 6. The art I do for that has pretty much consumed my life. I only hope it pays off at some point.
I'm still unemployed and it isn't as if I'm not trying to find one. I've tried. I've looked. I've applied. I've taken suggestions from friends, but I just can't seem to get a foothold. Sucks but that is my reality. It is frustrating... and I'm tired of all the websites, all the applications , and all the interviews that end with nothing but a handshake, a fake smile, and on occasional letter or message stating my effort in trying to obtain the job was appreciated. All that just aggravates me.
So I've been pouring my focus into my artwork. Trying to do my best and improve. Trying to transition from traditional to Digital without losing either, but I have limitations that kind of hinder it but not by much.
All in all I'm trying to build my career off my talents and even now that is not showing much promise.
I'm easily demotivated...and brought into the sinkhole that is my depression. I feel terrible when my family looks at me and think I'm wasting my time. I feel bad that I can't help my folks financially. I feel even worse when ever Rinoaai brings up me visiting her and I'm unable to answer, because I have to think about how much funds I have left in my account before I'm penniless.
It hurts to think that after all I've been through I have nothing to show for it.
Oh well so about them links...
Here's my tumblr...I don't post much of anything here other than my adds for my to stores so its one way to get info on whats been posted. I also try to post like deals like whether there is free shipping involved or something like that. It also acts as a hub to all the other sites I'm on.
http://wolves-with-stripes.tumblr.com/
Here's my Society 6 pages, its nothing really special at the moment and really only has three images available for sale as prints or merchandise. At the moment I'm working on a project called "Lovecraft Cuties" So if you like cute girls loosely referencing eldritch horror by all means go ahead and check the two that are up.
https://society6.com/wolveswithstripes
Finally this is my 3D Print page. Here I work on 3d models that can be 3d printed. At the moment all I do is make small accessories for board games. It's something to do in between art pieces. Currently I'm designing figures for the popular boardgame " Betrayal At House on the Hill " I suggest looking that one up its a real fun game and it's expansion is coming out October.
https://www.shapeways.com/designer/pixelraizer
Ok so there are some relevant links. If you wanna get access to other links just use my tumblr as it is a hub page for everything. It could even lead you to my facebook as well as my deviant art page I think.
So once again I'd like to apologize for the lack of content and how slow I am. I also like to apologize for being a sad sack. Otherwise if you read this thank you. No TL;DR this time so no brownie point at all unless you read this whole thing
Now I'm not asking any of the watchers/followers to buy anything but yeah its nice if you do and would probably encourage me a tick or two. If you can't buy anything don't worry about it , you can show support by taking either of my store links and sharing it around as much as possible.
As always, ta ta for now.
Just posting an update as it's been awhile. Last post was what? Nov 26th? Ouch. However atleast I manage to post most of the work I've done. Still have 50 to go. I gotta make sometime to work on those.
If you're wondering how I am, I' fine. It has been rough. I've been busy trying to do artwork for my online stores. I'll be posting links to them below, but yes I've been trying to sell my artwork. Through sites like society 6. The art I do for that has pretty much consumed my life. I only hope it pays off at some point.
I'm still unemployed and it isn't as if I'm not trying to find one. I've tried. I've looked. I've applied. I've taken suggestions from friends, but I just can't seem to get a foothold. Sucks but that is my reality. It is frustrating... and I'm tired of all the websites, all the applications , and all the interviews that end with nothing but a handshake, a fake smile, and on occasional letter or message stating my effort in trying to obtain the job was appreciated. All that just aggravates me.
So I've been pouring my focus into my artwork. Trying to do my best and improve. Trying to transition from traditional to Digital without losing either, but I have limitations that kind of hinder it but not by much.
All in all I'm trying to build my career off my talents and even now that is not showing much promise.
I'm easily demotivated...and brought into the sinkhole that is my depression. I feel terrible when my family looks at me and think I'm wasting my time. I feel bad that I can't help my folks financially. I feel even worse when ever Rinoaai brings up me visiting her and I'm unable to answer, because I have to think about how much funds I have left in my account before I'm penniless.
It hurts to think that after all I've been through I have nothing to show for it.
Oh well so about them links...
Here's my tumblr...I don't post much of anything here other than my adds for my to stores so its one way to get info on whats been posted. I also try to post like deals like whether there is free shipping involved or something like that. It also acts as a hub to all the other sites I'm on.
http://wolves-with-stripes.tumblr.com/
Here's my Society 6 pages, its nothing really special at the moment and really only has three images available for sale as prints or merchandise. At the moment I'm working on a project called "Lovecraft Cuties" So if you like cute girls loosely referencing eldritch horror by all means go ahead and check the two that are up.
https://society6.com/wolveswithstripes
Finally this is my 3D Print page. Here I work on 3d models that can be 3d printed. At the moment all I do is make small accessories for board games. It's something to do in between art pieces. Currently I'm designing figures for the popular boardgame " Betrayal At House on the Hill " I suggest looking that one up its a real fun game and it's expansion is coming out October.
https://www.shapeways.com/designer/pixelraizer
Ok so there are some relevant links. If you wanna get access to other links just use my tumblr as it is a hub page for everything. It could even lead you to my facebook as well as my deviant art page I think.
So once again I'd like to apologize for the lack of content and how slow I am. I also like to apologize for being a sad sack. Otherwise if you read this thank you. No TL;DR this time so no brownie point at all unless you read this whole thing
Now I'm not asking any of the watchers/followers to buy anything but yeah its nice if you do and would probably encourage me a tick or two. If you can't buy anything don't worry about it , you can show support by taking either of my store links and sharing it around as much as possible.
As always, ta ta for now.
Happy Thx Giving from the wolf with the stripes.
Posted 10 years agoIf you read this, good on you, you are a nice person and I appreciate that you've taken the time to read on what has happened in my life and to understand what is going on with me. If its too much of a read just Scroll down and read the TL;DR ( Too Long ; Didn't Read) Version of this journal.
Hi, Tetcil or Tiwolfie here just writing and update. Since the last thing I wrote was in February.
I'm just writing to all my watchers that I'm still alive, and I'm still working on the 100 project little by little. The progress is steady I think I started this in 2010? And due to some events it went on to 2015. So About 5 years. I feel bad of course. I'm gonna finish and I'm just about half way. If you peeped at my Journal headers/footers you'll see that I have made progress and I only have 5 more til I reach 50. In which I hope to finally post the next 25 when I do.
My pace will pick up just alittle bit as recently I've become unemployed... sad but true. It was a terrible how I lost the job at the factory too. I went of a 2 week vacation that I had requested and Okay'd because my sweetheart Rinoaai was visiting me. It was a wonderful two weeks and I miss her already. However, turns out the factory replaced me immediately so when I went to return there was no place for me. I was essentially lay-offed.
I don't min it though. I hated that insufferable place all it seemed to do was sap me of my creativity, and hurt me physically. I understand that a job is a job, that it isn't suppose to be enjoyable, but in honesty I rather not believe that. Don't get me wrong there were times at the factory I enjoyed it but most of the time I felt miserable.
By the way the reasoning for my lay-off was because my performance was not to their expectations. Despite the fact that 1. I rarely made a mistake creating the part for the factory. 2. Nothing I ever machined, tooled, inspected , and packaged was ever returned, and I was a model worker because I kept to myself and focused on the job rather than walk about and socialize. Needless to say the reason for my lay-off was , despite how everything I did was high quality and accurate, because I as slow. I wouldn't make production and in honest I dunno why, I tried my best to pick up my pace, but in honesty I'm doing it as fast as humanly possible but apparently nope if I can't make 400 parts in an 8 hour work day then I must be slow.
Regardless ever since I left that terrible place the department I worked for has gone under. They can't make shipments cuz they don't have enough. Other , slacker, employees are recording their counts inaccurately. The supervisor is extremely incompetent to the point that the majority of his work is done by a brown nosing Q.C. ( Quality Control Inspector ). Now I probably just sound mad, but hey it is what it is.
Also around this time prior to my vacation I had to say goodbye to a wonderful friend. My beloved Cat companion, passed away, not naturally but it was for the best. The poor fella was suffering from chronic constipation, and a kidney infection that may as well have been killing him slowly. I was hoping he would hang on til Rinoaai had visited so she could meet him but alas the poor boy couldn't take it. He was growing thin, he was rarely visiting his box to the point he stopped entirely, and even stopped eating all together.
In the end I made the choice to take him to the vet for any solutions. There were solutions, but temporary and very costly solutions. The last solution was to put him to sleep. It really was my only option as he was suffering despite not looking it, and I would know he was because I just had the feeling. He could never speak or show it but some sort of 6th sense connection was telling me that he was. I made the hardest decision I ever could make and I watched him pass away infront of me.
I always told myself that death is natural. Death is just another inevitable fact of life, an end to an experience. The closing chapter. I've had family members die in my family, but in honesty I never felt anything, because I never cared? I guess? I'm not heartless by a long shot, because the people around me that did feel for these passing family members were the ones that I was sad about. I took pity on them. I mean not to long ago my grandfather had also passed away and I felt nothing, but clearly my father as distraught and for the first time I saw him cry as he had lost his father. I felt sad, not because my grandfather died, because I barely knew the man but atleast respected him, but because here infront of me was a man who has nary ever shedded a tear and he was crying. I took pity on him and said nothing.
When my pet passed away I cried and even now it almost brings me to tears because now I'm rather lonely these days in my home, because I don't hear the pit patter of his paws as he strolls around the house, his collar jingling with every movement. I miss him, So it was pretty heavy for me. It still effects me honestly, because I remember those final moments.
I had him cremated and atm he's in a nice floral tin on what I can only describe as a foyer's mantle, which was a place that he would often climb up to to look out the hexagon shaped window when he was a young cat.
Enough of the sad talk right now I need to move forward and do something with my life. I've been searching for jobs and applying but no matter where I apply I hardly get an answer. It always bugs me. Even though I now I have some work experience, that work experience will only ever amount to more factory work and in honesty I NEVER WANNA GO BACK TO A FACTORY AGAIN. Kills my creativity, ruins my motivations, and hurts my hands to the point I can't even hold a pencil , and annoying politics as well as silent judging. I just wanna have a simple job, maybe in retail as some stock boy but I could never really get that specific of a job as those are the jobs that seem to turn me away
My only option is to try and make money off my artwork, but I wouldn't even know how to go about it. I don't have any experience with paypal so I don't know how to go about using such a thing and at times I don't even know if people even like what I draw...
I've had thoughts on maybe making t-shirt designs for like websites like Etsy and often wonder if anyone would even like any of that merchandise at all. I mean I'm not that well known as an artist here or DA which is why I started project 100 to gain a foothold on some recognition. I rarely post anything and I understand I work slow, its just my process. I have no consistency, and sometimes no drive because I don't really get much feedback, and yeah no idea on how to use paypal.
Thx for listening/reading.
Hi, Tetcil or Tiwolfie here just writing and update. Since the last thing I wrote was in February.
I'm just writing to all my watchers that I'm still alive, and I'm still working on the 100 project little by little. The progress is steady I think I started this in 2010? And due to some events it went on to 2015. So About 5 years. I feel bad of course. I'm gonna finish and I'm just about half way. If you peeped at my Journal headers/footers you'll see that I have made progress and I only have 5 more til I reach 50. In which I hope to finally post the next 25 when I do.
My pace will pick up just alittle bit as recently I've become unemployed... sad but true. It was a terrible how I lost the job at the factory too. I went of a 2 week vacation that I had requested and Okay'd because my sweetheart Rinoaai was visiting me. It was a wonderful two weeks and I miss her already. However, turns out the factory replaced me immediately so when I went to return there was no place for me. I was essentially lay-offed.
I don't min it though. I hated that insufferable place all it seemed to do was sap me of my creativity, and hurt me physically. I understand that a job is a job, that it isn't suppose to be enjoyable, but in honesty I rather not believe that. Don't get me wrong there were times at the factory I enjoyed it but most of the time I felt miserable.
By the way the reasoning for my lay-off was because my performance was not to their expectations. Despite the fact that 1. I rarely made a mistake creating the part for the factory. 2. Nothing I ever machined, tooled, inspected , and packaged was ever returned, and I was a model worker because I kept to myself and focused on the job rather than walk about and socialize. Needless to say the reason for my lay-off was , despite how everything I did was high quality and accurate, because I as slow. I wouldn't make production and in honest I dunno why, I tried my best to pick up my pace, but in honesty I'm doing it as fast as humanly possible but apparently nope if I can't make 400 parts in an 8 hour work day then I must be slow.
Regardless ever since I left that terrible place the department I worked for has gone under. They can't make shipments cuz they don't have enough. Other , slacker, employees are recording their counts inaccurately. The supervisor is extremely incompetent to the point that the majority of his work is done by a brown nosing Q.C. ( Quality Control Inspector ). Now I probably just sound mad, but hey it is what it is.
Also around this time prior to my vacation I had to say goodbye to a wonderful friend. My beloved Cat companion, passed away, not naturally but it was for the best. The poor fella was suffering from chronic constipation, and a kidney infection that may as well have been killing him slowly. I was hoping he would hang on til Rinoaai had visited so she could meet him but alas the poor boy couldn't take it. He was growing thin, he was rarely visiting his box to the point he stopped entirely, and even stopped eating all together.
In the end I made the choice to take him to the vet for any solutions. There were solutions, but temporary and very costly solutions. The last solution was to put him to sleep. It really was my only option as he was suffering despite not looking it, and I would know he was because I just had the feeling. He could never speak or show it but some sort of 6th sense connection was telling me that he was. I made the hardest decision I ever could make and I watched him pass away infront of me.
I always told myself that death is natural. Death is just another inevitable fact of life, an end to an experience. The closing chapter. I've had family members die in my family, but in honesty I never felt anything, because I never cared? I guess? I'm not heartless by a long shot, because the people around me that did feel for these passing family members were the ones that I was sad about. I took pity on them. I mean not to long ago my grandfather had also passed away and I felt nothing, but clearly my father as distraught and for the first time I saw him cry as he had lost his father. I felt sad, not because my grandfather died, because I barely knew the man but atleast respected him, but because here infront of me was a man who has nary ever shedded a tear and he was crying. I took pity on him and said nothing.
When my pet passed away I cried and even now it almost brings me to tears because now I'm rather lonely these days in my home, because I don't hear the pit patter of his paws as he strolls around the house, his collar jingling with every movement. I miss him, So it was pretty heavy for me. It still effects me honestly, because I remember those final moments.
I had him cremated and atm he's in a nice floral tin on what I can only describe as a foyer's mantle, which was a place that he would often climb up to to look out the hexagon shaped window when he was a young cat.
Enough of the sad talk right now I need to move forward and do something with my life. I've been searching for jobs and applying but no matter where I apply I hardly get an answer. It always bugs me. Even though I now I have some work experience, that work experience will only ever amount to more factory work and in honesty I NEVER WANNA GO BACK TO A FACTORY AGAIN. Kills my creativity, ruins my motivations, and hurts my hands to the point I can't even hold a pencil , and annoying politics as well as silent judging. I just wanna have a simple job, maybe in retail as some stock boy but I could never really get that specific of a job as those are the jobs that seem to turn me away
My only option is to try and make money off my artwork, but I wouldn't even know how to go about it. I don't have any experience with paypal so I don't know how to go about using such a thing and at times I don't even know if people even like what I draw...
I've had thoughts on maybe making t-shirt designs for like websites like Etsy and often wonder if anyone would even like any of that merchandise at all. I mean I'm not that well known as an artist here or DA which is why I started project 100 to gain a foothold on some recognition. I rarely post anything and I understand I work slow, its just my process. I have no consistency, and sometimes no drive because I don't really get much feedback, and yeah no idea on how to use paypal.
TL;DR
I'm Alive
Still working on Project 100 and the few requests.
Rinoaai and I are back together and we've met <3
I lost my job unfairly.
I'm on unemployment
Job hunting is a bust because I'm not given a chance.
My Cat passed away and I'm sad.
I want to go into merchandising my artwork or even getting commissions but don't know how to go about it.
I have no idea on how to use paypal nor have an account.
I need help/advice.
I'm stressed out, by a few external factors. ( Family )Thx for listening/reading.
Thanks!
Posted 11 years agoThanks you so much all of you people who've favorited the first 25 ladies in " Project 100 ". I would also like to thank all the people who've decided to watch and continue to watch me. Thank you thank you thank you! Expect the next 25 probably late March or early April. I think I deserve a good rest for now. Good night fellow furs. :)
Chips in the Figurative Slab.
Posted 11 years agoSo far I've done 37 pieces for the 100 project. Sweet. I decided to look ahead for the next few in order to reach 50. Some are ok but there are few little chinks in the project. Seeing as I'm taking so long I notice that some people may have left FA. Essentially I'd be making art for no one.... so I'm debating whether to remove them or not.
Another Chink is the linked references which aren't from FA are kind of well gone. Now rather than remove I'd made sure to go to a page to make sure they haven't gone and left note to see if they respond. If They don't respond within 5 days or so I'm likely going to remove them and have 1 free slot.
But back to the former issue. I'm probably going to leave a poll:
http://strawpoll.me/1143427
The question is simple. Should I create the piece that is part of the project even though they no longer are on FA to See it?
Once I've finished and posted the first 50 out of the 100 I will have to go down the list again and check each person to see if they are even still on FA as well as to see if there are appropriate references to work off of.
Well have a nice night Folks!
Another Chink is the linked references which aren't from FA are kind of well gone. Now rather than remove I'd made sure to go to a page to make sure they haven't gone and left note to see if they respond. If They don't respond within 5 days or so I'm likely going to remove them and have 1 free slot.
But back to the former issue. I'm probably going to leave a poll:
http://strawpoll.me/1143427
The question is simple. Should I create the piece that is part of the project even though they no longer are on FA to See it?
Once I've finished and posted the first 50 out of the 100 I will have to go down the list again and check each person to see if they are even still on FA as well as to see if there are appropriate references to work off of.
Well have a nice night Folks!
Workin Hard
Posted 11 years agoSoooo when was my last update ? June. Yeah well I hae a couple things to say to everyone. Nothing bad I swear, infact all good news.
Finally the last thing I want to say from the bottom of my heart and most sincere. Thank you. All of you watchers who look at my art and like it because of how cute it is or how quirky it is Thank you. I promise to get everything done for everyone and I'll message you to those whom volunteered their characters to this project and to those who've made request. I promise to message you just as soon as I upload each and every picture. Again thank you so much an please keep watching and please share around.
1. I'm working super hard on the 100 project with some help from 
rinoaai when it comes to the poses.
2. I have art in other areas of the web. such as my account on Deviant art
http://burnangel.deviantart.com/
Feel free to follow that and see some non-fur art.
Then there's my facebook page Wolves With Stripes
https://www.facebook.com/WolvesWithStripes?ref=hl
Feel free to like the page and comment on any pics that are up. I plan to put alot more art on that page for the reason that I'm looking to actually , whats the damn bloody word, Monetize? My artwork at some point. Once I find a job to actually support that. ( Gotta make money to make money. = x= Vicious circle G Vicious circle, YO )
Feel free to share these places with friends to get my name out there ya know.
I've come to realize that if you want your art noticed at all you need to socialize and make friends with people who like artwork as well as people who do art as well so my aim is that to have a close circle of friends I can trust. Rinoa Ai being one.
3. Speaking of socializing and making other friends out of artists let me do some shameless advertising. If you like my art at all please please visit Rinoa Ai's FA Page.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rinoaai
She's a super talented sweetheart of an artist and just like me she's looking to get her name out there.
She's even doing something similar to me with 100 project granted she is only doing 50 so snag a spot quickly cuz this is a sweet deal to get free arts from a person with super-talent.
Here's a link to the journal.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5479356/
Please watch her page and make the request via note or comment on the journal while they're still slots, and if she gives you a spot please share her journal about and get the word out she really deserves the attention.
Finally the last thing I want to say from the bottom of my heart and most sincere. Thank you. All of you watchers who look at my art and like it because of how cute it is or how quirky it is Thank you. I promise to get everything done for everyone and I'll message you to those whom volunteered their characters to this project and to those who've made request. I promise to message you just as soon as I upload each and every picture. Again thank you so much an please keep watching and please share around.
Deeply Sorry
Posted 12 years agoHowdy watchers.
Its been sometime since I've posted. I mean when was my last journal entry ? Yikes, a year ago ^^;
Well I want to formally apologize to all of you who have requests as well as those who have volunteered their characters for my 100 project. I'm very sorry that its been this long for met really post anything.
I won't bother saying the reason for being away so long. Just know that it likely had to deal with my education and personal issues. However, I'm back and I'm working on everything again. If you have been keeping track of my Journal Headers and Footers you'll see that I've finally hit the 25% mark . 75 % to go ^^; slow and steady.
Um... I'll try to scan the 25 that are done just to have something posted , I don't know when because I'm not fond of the the scanner that I own at the moment.
so again I apologize for taking so long and I thank you for being so patient.
Its been sometime since I've posted. I mean when was my last journal entry ? Yikes, a year ago ^^;
Well I want to formally apologize to all of you who have requests as well as those who have volunteered their characters for my 100 project. I'm very sorry that its been this long for met really post anything.
I won't bother saying the reason for being away so long. Just know that it likely had to deal with my education and personal issues. However, I'm back and I'm working on everything again. If you have been keeping track of my Journal Headers and Footers you'll see that I've finally hit the 25% mark . 75 % to go ^^; slow and steady.
Um... I'll try to scan the 25 that are done just to have something posted , I don't know when because I'm not fond of the the scanner that I own at the moment.
so again I apologize for taking so long and I thank you for being so patient.
A Me MeMe
Posted 13 years agoHow are you? : Not too great...I've had better days though.
What on your mind : The new year and how it'll be no different from last year.
Any New Year Resolutions?: Just 4 , 1 is to go to the gym more often. I've seem to grown a few pant sizes...-sigh- then second is a tad personal but it involves finding someone. The third , to find a job or some means of establishing some minute(my newt) cash flow. 4 Obtain my license.
Any Pains?: My eyes are red, my neck and shoulders stiff as hell, and I could be getting sick maybe or maybe its just in my head.
Did you do anything new in 2011?: Well no and yes. No cuz all I did was home n go to school. Not entirely exciting... however my friends have started visiting more often ever since I started my Video production class. Which would be the yes part, I made short little films, learned how to use 3d modelling program, and every now and then went to the gym when I wasn't making films.
What do you hate about yourself?: A long list of things really but I will name the top few or rather the ones that for stick out. My jealous nature. I hate that, I hate that when I look at something or someone and see something that I would like to have or be able to do and grow jealous. Mind you I keep the terrible feeling caused by jealousy at bay so I don;t do something irrational. Another thing I hate my possessive nature. This doesn't happen often with things. Seeing as I'm only semi materialistic seeing as there are only a few things in my life that I would say " MINE " to. However, with people particularly female it occurs most often. There are times where I am inamored by a woman and although I attempt to seek a relationship nothing occurs but subconsciously I assume they're just for me until bang someone is cut and pasted into the picture. At which point I can be rather coniving and making snide and snarky remarks. Not that I mean to..... I just do it naturally. I lose more friends, particulary women, this way. Sigh what else... my procrastination. ah yes. I hate this so much . I make plans , well thought out ones, but something interrupts it whether it be my passive nature ( which I also hate) where I avoid take charge of a situation, or the fact I get easily distracted by other things. Sigh I hate that, and although I work alot quicker under pressure by deadlines, due dates , etc etc it puts alot of stress on my psychy. How I stay sane I don't even know anymore. My luck is something I also hate. I'm not unlucky although in certain spectrums of my life I am. Socially I'm awkward and my luck in this field ebbs either for good or worse . Usually worse. In the school work field .... I get so worried that I might fail a course but lo n behold I pass with barely any effort on my part. Which is good, but I wish I was more confident that I wouldn't worry about it every waking hour. As I tell my friends , lady luck loves me when it comes to games of chance. Cards, dice, , whatever I seem to win out but when ever it comes to a girl my luck just dips. I tell my friends lady luck loves me and would rather not share me with another woman. e.e I know sounds rather egotistic of me. Last thing I hate is the zest of life , pessimism
Do you like anything about yourself: A few things, my drive. I dunno , when I get going, I go and keep going but when drive gets bogged down by external things well . The weight is heavy , but a burden I must bear.
What have people called you?: Goof, there are times where I am "goofy" . Like sing songs about burritos in the shower, act out fighting scenes in my room for ha's ha's, say random things amidst a conversation. ( Could be a mild case of tourrettes, cuz at times I can't help myself but say pineapple, A fruit I dislike as itself but tastes good if prepared in a certain way. I've been called cute, although I don't see it some girls have called me this . I've been called handsome rarely but again I dun see it. I'm not appealing to anyone let alone myself. Annoying, this I can see. I have a habit of annoying people just by being present. I dunno , maybe I emit some wave, or aura that just pisses people off. Retarded, hard to believe really. Computer-wise I can type well and give you something coherent to read. Meet me in person and I'll likely be silent , say something stupid, or better a perverted joke/innuendo, maybe even squeeze in a " Thats what she said " Which leads to another thing I've been called. " Pervert " Can't blame people who only look as deep as the skin. I may say these dirty jokes aloud and I'll admit I'm a pervert, but atleast I'm an honest pervert, not just some guy trying to get in your pants, or a rapist. I've been called a stalker, but again thats due to my possessive nature. People assune just because you know alot about a person that you are stalker. What am I take for ? Some delinquent who hides in some bushes looking in to a girl's room via binocculars or listening through a wall via hearing apparatti? Nay I say, nay. I merely listen to whatever I'm told, and if it is a person I care about I try my best to retain the information they tell me. ( doesn't always help, my memory isn't what its use to be ) I've been called a recluse or a NEET. Just cuz I rarely go out. If I go out its cuz someone invited me, or I need something . Other then that I remain confined by 4 walls, a ceiling, and a floor.I can't really help that. I'm the kind of person that needs constant stimuli or I get bored and irritible. Hence I shy away from parties.
Things you believe in ? : I believe in alot of things. Things that would make people argue. I believe in a god, but not in religion. I believe if you are morally good then its ok. Holidays n Birthdays, I don't have a problem with them. I don't mind celebrating them just that I don't believe it any different from a normal day. The day of your birth has no meaning since you are constantly getting older and degrading day by day. Its real significance however is just a marker so you know how long you've been alive for important documents. I do believe in love but not fairytale love, or romantic love anything. But I believe in what love really is. A word without a definition but only defined by the individual. Different people have different definitions, and although I'm merely doing what I've said "defining love " for me that is the truth. I believe that politics sucks, cuz no matter who you vote for you are screwed. Some people don't get that running a nation is hard, that you have to do something bad for the long run to get something good in the end. ( Those that do understand thumbs up tp you ). but again it sux. I believe that if you want it bad enough that you can do it, just at your own pace.
Your race ?: I'm Hispanic on ther surface, but in depth I'm an american of puerto rican and dominican decent. There could also be possibilities that I'm french , african, possibly even irish or italian but I haven't looked that far into my ancestors.
Anything else to say ? : No not really . I always have that problem with people specfically those with careers where the objective is to talk to me. Doctors: Have any questions? Therapist: How has it been since our last session? etc etc My natural response to ththose questions respectively is no and, I don't remember that far back well. I don't have questions since I understand you and I will follow your direction as long as it leads to me having good health or feeling better. You expect me to remember three weeks ago our last session? My mind is like a fucking computer that constantly defrags itself and deletes unecessary information. Which in this case since my life barely changes all days blend into each other and I can't really remember because If I try it'll likely be something just that day or something much further back that isn't even relevant >.<. I use to remember my old phone number , now that I have a new phone that displays its number in an easily located area on it I have noo need to remember either number r_r. I might as well start carrying a book of numbers cuz I forget to charge my phone and yeah dun wanna be caught near a payphone trying to remember someone's number. Sometimes ya just can't be traditional media since it lasts as long as you take care of it where as digital media all ya have to do is accidentally put your flash drive in the pocket with a magnet and there goes all your work. Not wiped but now your data is corrupted and you can't access the drive without formatting it so yeah deleted r.r ..... I mean seriosuly both digital and traditional are valuable media sources. One is reliable as it can store info in so small that you don't have to worry bout the clutter of papers and such. Eh I'm rambling...well done. Doubt anyone will try this me me but it something there for people who want to get to know me or just want to hear the ramblings of some 22 year old .
What on your mind : The new year and how it'll be no different from last year.
Any New Year Resolutions?: Just 4 , 1 is to go to the gym more often. I've seem to grown a few pant sizes...-sigh- then second is a tad personal but it involves finding someone. The third , to find a job or some means of establishing some minute(my newt) cash flow. 4 Obtain my license.
Any Pains?: My eyes are red, my neck and shoulders stiff as hell, and I could be getting sick maybe or maybe its just in my head.
Did you do anything new in 2011?: Well no and yes. No cuz all I did was home n go to school. Not entirely exciting... however my friends have started visiting more often ever since I started my Video production class. Which would be the yes part, I made short little films, learned how to use 3d modelling program, and every now and then went to the gym when I wasn't making films.
What do you hate about yourself?: A long list of things really but I will name the top few or rather the ones that for stick out. My jealous nature. I hate that, I hate that when I look at something or someone and see something that I would like to have or be able to do and grow jealous. Mind you I keep the terrible feeling caused by jealousy at bay so I don;t do something irrational. Another thing I hate my possessive nature. This doesn't happen often with things. Seeing as I'm only semi materialistic seeing as there are only a few things in my life that I would say " MINE " to. However, with people particularly female it occurs most often. There are times where I am inamored by a woman and although I attempt to seek a relationship nothing occurs but subconsciously I assume they're just for me until bang someone is cut and pasted into the picture. At which point I can be rather coniving and making snide and snarky remarks. Not that I mean to..... I just do it naturally. I lose more friends, particulary women, this way. Sigh what else... my procrastination. ah yes. I hate this so much . I make plans , well thought out ones, but something interrupts it whether it be my passive nature ( which I also hate) where I avoid take charge of a situation, or the fact I get easily distracted by other things. Sigh I hate that, and although I work alot quicker under pressure by deadlines, due dates , etc etc it puts alot of stress on my psychy. How I stay sane I don't even know anymore. My luck is something I also hate. I'm not unlucky although in certain spectrums of my life I am. Socially I'm awkward and my luck in this field ebbs either for good or worse . Usually worse. In the school work field .... I get so worried that I might fail a course but lo n behold I pass with barely any effort on my part. Which is good, but I wish I was more confident that I wouldn't worry about it every waking hour. As I tell my friends , lady luck loves me when it comes to games of chance. Cards, dice, , whatever I seem to win out but when ever it comes to a girl my luck just dips. I tell my friends lady luck loves me and would rather not share me with another woman. e.e I know sounds rather egotistic of me. Last thing I hate is the zest of life , pessimism
Do you like anything about yourself: A few things, my drive. I dunno , when I get going, I go and keep going but when drive gets bogged down by external things well . The weight is heavy , but a burden I must bear.
What have people called you?: Goof, there are times where I am "goofy" . Like sing songs about burritos in the shower, act out fighting scenes in my room for ha's ha's, say random things amidst a conversation. ( Could be a mild case of tourrettes, cuz at times I can't help myself but say pineapple, A fruit I dislike as itself but tastes good if prepared in a certain way. I've been called cute, although I don't see it some girls have called me this . I've been called handsome rarely but again I dun see it. I'm not appealing to anyone let alone myself. Annoying, this I can see. I have a habit of annoying people just by being present. I dunno , maybe I emit some wave, or aura that just pisses people off. Retarded, hard to believe really. Computer-wise I can type well and give you something coherent to read. Meet me in person and I'll likely be silent , say something stupid, or better a perverted joke/innuendo, maybe even squeeze in a " Thats what she said " Which leads to another thing I've been called. " Pervert " Can't blame people who only look as deep as the skin. I may say these dirty jokes aloud and I'll admit I'm a pervert, but atleast I'm an honest pervert, not just some guy trying to get in your pants, or a rapist. I've been called a stalker, but again thats due to my possessive nature. People assune just because you know alot about a person that you are stalker. What am I take for ? Some delinquent who hides in some bushes looking in to a girl's room via binocculars or listening through a wall via hearing apparatti? Nay I say, nay. I merely listen to whatever I'm told, and if it is a person I care about I try my best to retain the information they tell me. ( doesn't always help, my memory isn't what its use to be ) I've been called a recluse or a NEET. Just cuz I rarely go out. If I go out its cuz someone invited me, or I need something . Other then that I remain confined by 4 walls, a ceiling, and a floor.I can't really help that. I'm the kind of person that needs constant stimuli or I get bored and irritible. Hence I shy away from parties.
Things you believe in ? : I believe in alot of things. Things that would make people argue. I believe in a god, but not in religion. I believe if you are morally good then its ok. Holidays n Birthdays, I don't have a problem with them. I don't mind celebrating them just that I don't believe it any different from a normal day. The day of your birth has no meaning since you are constantly getting older and degrading day by day. Its real significance however is just a marker so you know how long you've been alive for important documents. I do believe in love but not fairytale love, or romantic love anything. But I believe in what love really is. A word without a definition but only defined by the individual. Different people have different definitions, and although I'm merely doing what I've said "defining love " for me that is the truth. I believe that politics sucks, cuz no matter who you vote for you are screwed. Some people don't get that running a nation is hard, that you have to do something bad for the long run to get something good in the end. ( Those that do understand thumbs up tp you ). but again it sux. I believe that if you want it bad enough that you can do it, just at your own pace.
Your race ?: I'm Hispanic on ther surface, but in depth I'm an american of puerto rican and dominican decent. There could also be possibilities that I'm french , african, possibly even irish or italian but I haven't looked that far into my ancestors.
Anything else to say ? : No not really . I always have that problem with people specfically those with careers where the objective is to talk to me. Doctors: Have any questions? Therapist: How has it been since our last session? etc etc My natural response to ththose questions respectively is no and, I don't remember that far back well. I don't have questions since I understand you and I will follow your direction as long as it leads to me having good health or feeling better. You expect me to remember three weeks ago our last session? My mind is like a fucking computer that constantly defrags itself and deletes unecessary information. Which in this case since my life barely changes all days blend into each other and I can't really remember because If I try it'll likely be something just that day or something much further back that isn't even relevant >.<. I use to remember my old phone number , now that I have a new phone that displays its number in an easily located area on it I have noo need to remember either number r_r. I might as well start carrying a book of numbers cuz I forget to charge my phone and yeah dun wanna be caught near a payphone trying to remember someone's number. Sometimes ya just can't be traditional media since it lasts as long as you take care of it where as digital media all ya have to do is accidentally put your flash drive in the pocket with a magnet and there goes all your work. Not wiped but now your data is corrupted and you can't access the drive without formatting it so yeah deleted r.r ..... I mean seriosuly both digital and traditional are valuable media sources. One is reliable as it can store info in so small that you don't have to worry bout the clutter of papers and such. Eh I'm rambling...well done. Doubt anyone will try this me me but it something there for people who want to get to know me or just want to hear the ramblings of some 22 year old .
December Holiday Update
Posted 13 years agoBeen awhile . I really don't have much to say for an update other than that my fall semesters over and I got til Jan. 20 before I head back for spring. For those part of my 100 project I'm terribly sorry. I'm usually alot faster, but I tend to lose motivation rather easily. Right now with xmas on its way I'm on overdrive to try to finish the 1st 25 ladies for the project. Hopefully I'll have all of them done by xmas or little later after xmas. Then I can start withthe next patient 25. As you can see I've made quite the bit of progress the passed few days if you've been paying attention to my header/footer.
At the moment the only motivation keeping me going on this is you the people :) of FA, although it couldn't hurt to hear it from someone abit closer. Sigh
Regardless I'm fine, the surgery I went through took a toll on me but I'm back up to 100% , and working out sometimes when I'm not too busy.
Other than that nothing very significant. Well Happy Holidays, and what not. Enjoy your xmas furs and furrettes.
At the moment the only motivation keeping me going on this is you the people :) of FA, although it couldn't hurt to hear it from someone abit closer. Sigh
Regardless I'm fine, the surgery I went through took a toll on me but I'm back up to 100% , and working out sometimes when I'm not too busy.
Other than that nothing very significant. Well Happy Holidays, and what not. Enjoy your xmas furs and furrettes.
Late July Update
Posted 14 years agoWe;ve hit double digits!
If you have been paying attention tomy header and footers you could see the prgress and so far I've made it to double digits . Huzzah! :D
Aside from that everything is moving swell. Surgery is next week! Everyday closer is a rise in a excitement and fear!
Keep watching fellow furs and pay attention to the progress :D
If you have been paying attention tomy header and footers you could see the prgress and so far I've made it to double digits . Huzzah! :D
Aside from that everything is moving swell. Surgery is next week! Everyday closer is a rise in a excitement and fear!
Keep watching fellow furs and pay attention to the progress :D
July Update
Posted 14 years agoUh god, working on these 100 pics is takinglonger than I anticipated. dunno if I'm just rusty or that school and personal issues really do screw me over.
But yeah update to explain how everything is coming. I'm doing my best to work on two pics simultaneously . I would try going for a third but I think I'd just strain myself. Ontop of that I'm having Surgery this July. I can't say much cuz its a personal matter. All Ican say is that it is to remove an insecurity since my days in elementry school. I would have had it sooner and lead a less stressful life but insurance are bastards . All four of the fuckers I've had. I've had doctors run appeals and even ask them what I need to do. I even got a psych eval per request and they tell me " NO"
Well they can't say crap now since the surgery is paid out of pocket. Litttle ppl 1 Insurance 0 r_r ( although technically its Little ppl 1 Insurance 100 but meh screw et )
Once I have the surgery things will move at even slower pace seeing as I'll be healing and doped up to handle the intense pain I will have to endure in the coming days. I can only hope nothing goes wrong. I understand the risks, I understand what I must endure , I even understand the possibility of not being happy after this experience.
I dunno part of me scared. Part of me is excited. Part of me is happy. Part of me is sad at the reality. Another part of me just hopes something goes wrong and gives me a long dirty nap pushing up daisies.
Sorry if this just sounds depressing. I don't really have anyone to talk to this late at night. Any online friends I have literally don't exist anymore. I mean most of the time I'm online and I got no one absolutely nobody to talk to . Again sorry depressing.
Well I'm going to go to bed. Any encouraging words are well appreciated. I thank anyone who reads this and watches me for my art despite the fact that I'm not even half as good as any well known artists names on FA . Just thanks you.
But yeah update to explain how everything is coming. I'm doing my best to work on two pics simultaneously . I would try going for a third but I think I'd just strain myself. Ontop of that I'm having Surgery this July. I can't say much cuz its a personal matter. All Ican say is that it is to remove an insecurity since my days in elementry school. I would have had it sooner and lead a less stressful life but insurance are bastards . All four of the fuckers I've had. I've had doctors run appeals and even ask them what I need to do. I even got a psych eval per request and they tell me " NO"
Well they can't say crap now since the surgery is paid out of pocket. Litttle ppl 1 Insurance 0 r_r ( although technically its Little ppl 1 Insurance 100 but meh screw et )
Once I have the surgery things will move at even slower pace seeing as I'll be healing and doped up to handle the intense pain I will have to endure in the coming days. I can only hope nothing goes wrong. I understand the risks, I understand what I must endure , I even understand the possibility of not being happy after this experience.
I dunno part of me scared. Part of me is excited. Part of me is happy. Part of me is sad at the reality. Another part of me just hopes something goes wrong and gives me a long dirty nap pushing up daisies.
Sorry if this just sounds depressing. I don't really have anyone to talk to this late at night. Any online friends I have literally don't exist anymore. I mean most of the time I'm online and I got no one absolutely nobody to talk to . Again sorry depressing.
Well I'm going to go to bed. Any encouraging words are well appreciated. I thank anyone who reads this and watches me for my art despite the fact that I'm not even half as good as any well known artists names on FA . Just thanks you.
Update, personl you should watch!
Posted 14 years agoAs you can tell progress is happening slowly but surely :D
I try to do alittle everyday and alot during monday becuase moday I like to go to the mall, walk around, , eat a meal, and get to work on some art. I finally found a place where I can draw that isn't my house . At the sametime I'm hoping to get some attention while I draw at the Brass Mills Mall. I dunno maybe get some lovely filly to notice me and talk to. If not oh well :/
Still looking for my puzzle piece to my heart.
My car is fixed too :D so now I just need to earn my license and then I will never have to ride the buss ever again! :D Instead of paying buss fare! I will be paying for gas.......
Why do I feel like that is a step down.... eh whatever
I'll also be taking psychology during the summer and I'm starting today :D I'm kind of anxious to see how the class is.
Oh and people please watch rinoaai She is an amazing artist that doesn't recieve many comments on her work. Her work is amazing and personally I love it with all my heart and every fiber of my being down to my dna even! So please visit her page and check out her art. She may not post often because she has to work and is usually tired after working shifts but when she does its good quality work that is a must see and should be appreciated with favs and comments!( especially comments. )
I try to do alittle everyday and alot during monday becuase moday I like to go to the mall, walk around, , eat a meal, and get to work on some art. I finally found a place where I can draw that isn't my house . At the sametime I'm hoping to get some attention while I draw at the Brass Mills Mall. I dunno maybe get some lovely filly to notice me and talk to. If not oh well :/
Still looking for my puzzle piece to my heart.
My car is fixed too :D so now I just need to earn my license and then I will never have to ride the buss ever again! :D Instead of paying buss fare! I will be paying for gas.......
Why do I feel like that is a step down.... eh whatever
I'll also be taking psychology during the summer and I'm starting today :D I'm kind of anxious to see how the class is.
Oh and people please watch
rinoaai She is an amazing artist that doesn't recieve many comments on her work. Her work is amazing and personally I love it with all my heart and every fiber of my being down to my dna even! So please visit her page and check out her art. She may not post often because she has to work and is usually tired after working shifts but when she does its good quality work that is a must see and should be appreciated with favs and comments!( especially comments. ) Updates, game reviews and emotional status reports -w-
Posted 14 years agoWelll first lets start with the game report :D
L.A. Noire. Say you like wastching CSI or any of those cop dramas you watch on t.v. Wel LA Noire is all that and a bag of chips in the 1940's! I had so much fun in this game. ( despite the fact I crashed my car alot.... and I ended up restarting the parts of the game becuase I wanted to get perfect but I digress) La noire is a fun game where you use your keen observation, your ears, and your handy dandy case book :D and solve crimes. I start out as a patrol cop, get promoted to Traffic, then Homicide ( which was gruelingly long ) , Vice ( DRUG BUUUUUST lol ) , and of course Arson ( I'm investigating aburnt building woo r_r ) . Each one has anumber of cases ( Hoomicide haveing alot <3 ) Each one starts with an elaborate crime scene ( or not so elaborate) and from there you make connection with the clues and from clues you get from people you talk with which leads to the hard part of the game. Interrogations, the games graphics are stunning enough to make the faces in game seem realist so realist that during interrogations anything you see that seems off in the person's behavior ( aka shifty eyes, avoiding eye contact while talking to you ) can mean they're lying or holding out info! As the detective youhave to figure these out and make sure ya get everything out of these douche bags -w-. However, after all the excitement of solving cases its not til I reach the end of the game that I feel very sad becuase of the way it end. ( I'm not a spoiler :P Go play the damn game. However I will give a hint its A "trEnd of rockStar"lol )
All in all this game deserves to be one of my all time faves next to Red dead redemption -w-
now for updates on work , um well due to getting my hands on La Noire r_r ( damn you fran how dare you make me play this game ) I've been kinda negligent on drawing the ladies XD. Sorry but I work on it when I can slowly but surely.
Last would be my emotional status. Wel writing this kinda lifts my spirits. ( plus that game was fun ) I stil can't be affected by the sad ending and the troubles of my own life. I'm rather unhappy. Very lonely also. I can't seem to find my special someone . Online, offline, doesn't really matter. I can't seem to find my missing puzzle piece. It a sad feeling and when I think about it becomes a real mood killer. Everyday I come online and Ijust want someone to talk too. I go on facebook and I have so many pals I know from hi school and college only to realize they don't talk to me anyway. Same with my Im's too I've got a whole list of people who either don't come on anymore or just ignore me. Even my ex, who's lost that certain charm I use to love about her...Its rather scary. To think that maybe I deserve to be alone. that maybe there isn't someone for everybody. I mean I was ina realtionship not to long ago and I get dumped near the end of my semester because " We rarely see each other" kinda hard to see each other when the only days I'm free is 1 day on the weekend and you spend you're week end babysitting your aunts kids. Bleh .... if theres any girl Iwould really want its someone similar to one of my characters . " Zazz " Although I could fantasize all I want I'm not gonna find a girl with that much moxxy and care even i I decide to cross dimensions. +sigh+ I like to apologize if if I'm being a downer. I just really need some sort of outlet for this light depressing emotion I'm feeling. If ya read this thanks for listening really it really helps.
L.A. Noire. Say you like wastching CSI or any of those cop dramas you watch on t.v. Wel LA Noire is all that and a bag of chips in the 1940's! I had so much fun in this game. ( despite the fact I crashed my car alot.... and I ended up restarting the parts of the game becuase I wanted to get perfect but I digress) La noire is a fun game where you use your keen observation, your ears, and your handy dandy case book :D and solve crimes. I start out as a patrol cop, get promoted to Traffic, then Homicide ( which was gruelingly long ) , Vice ( DRUG BUUUUUST lol ) , and of course Arson ( I'm investigating aburnt building woo r_r ) . Each one has anumber of cases ( Hoomicide haveing alot <3 ) Each one starts with an elaborate crime scene ( or not so elaborate) and from there you make connection with the clues and from clues you get from people you talk with which leads to the hard part of the game. Interrogations, the games graphics are stunning enough to make the faces in game seem realist so realist that during interrogations anything you see that seems off in the person's behavior ( aka shifty eyes, avoiding eye contact while talking to you ) can mean they're lying or holding out info! As the detective youhave to figure these out and make sure ya get everything out of these douche bags -w-. However, after all the excitement of solving cases its not til I reach the end of the game that I feel very sad becuase of the way it end. ( I'm not a spoiler :P Go play the damn game. However I will give a hint its A "trEnd of rockStar"lol )
All in all this game deserves to be one of my all time faves next to Red dead redemption -w-
now for updates on work , um well due to getting my hands on La Noire r_r ( damn you fran how dare you make me play this game ) I've been kinda negligent on drawing the ladies XD. Sorry but I work on it when I can slowly but surely.
Last would be my emotional status. Wel writing this kinda lifts my spirits. ( plus that game was fun ) I stil can't be affected by the sad ending and the troubles of my own life. I'm rather unhappy. Very lonely also. I can't seem to find my special someone . Online, offline, doesn't really matter. I can't seem to find my missing puzzle piece. It a sad feeling and when I think about it becomes a real mood killer. Everyday I come online and Ijust want someone to talk too. I go on facebook and I have so many pals I know from hi school and college only to realize they don't talk to me anyway. Same with my Im's too I've got a whole list of people who either don't come on anymore or just ignore me. Even my ex, who's lost that certain charm I use to love about her...Its rather scary. To think that maybe I deserve to be alone. that maybe there isn't someone for everybody. I mean I was ina realtionship not to long ago and I get dumped near the end of my semester because " We rarely see each other" kinda hard to see each other when the only days I'm free is 1 day on the weekend and you spend you're week end babysitting your aunts kids. Bleh .... if theres any girl Iwould really want its someone similar to one of my characters . " Zazz " Although I could fantasize all I want I'm not gonna find a girl with that much moxxy and care even i I decide to cross dimensions. +sigh+ I like to apologize if if I'm being a downer. I just really need some sort of outlet for this light depressing emotion I'm feeling. If ya read this thanks for listening really it really helps.
Update
Posted 14 years agoI must have a season pass to an amusment park of emotional roller coasters cuz all I I ever run into is drama.
Anywho, if your wonder how I'm progressing so far on the 100 O+ project please look at the journal header as it gives a percentage of the progress. Which piece I'm working on and of course which ones are done and which ones I haven't started. This way no one ever has to ask me how it is going. EVER
On another side note this tigerwolf is single again :/ . Sigh yet another relationship down the drain. I'm starting to think why I even try anymore. I just want a nice lovely girl who's kind and has a wild spirit. Not someone that just never talks to me for days on end >.<
-sigh-
But yeah back on track again, uh I'm working little by little and this semester is almost over too. Just 1 week and a day of exams and everything will be peachy .
Again if you want to know the progress look at the footer. Anything else feel free to ask about me or anything .
Anywho, if your wonder how I'm progressing so far on the 100 O+ project please look at the journal header as it gives a percentage of the progress. Which piece I'm working on and of course which ones are done and which ones I haven't started. This way no one ever has to ask me how it is going. EVER
On another side note this tigerwolf is single again :/ . Sigh yet another relationship down the drain. I'm starting to think why I even try anymore. I just want a nice lovely girl who's kind and has a wild spirit. Not someone that just never talks to me for days on end >.<
-sigh-
But yeah back on track again, uh I'm working little by little and this semester is almost over too. Just 1 week and a day of exams and everything will be peachy .
Again if you want to know the progress look at the footer. Anything else feel free to ask about me or anything .
chance at free art
Posted 14 years agojust click et and read
Posted 14 years agoUpdate 032520011
Posted 14 years agoJust an update on how everything is so far particularly the 100 O+ project
Well here's the progress so far!
Yes its alittle slow cuz I end up running out of poses for certain numbers but I'm doing ok. Its alittle slow due to college but I work on it
Well here's the progress so far!
Progress14%Yes its alittle slow cuz I end up running out of poses for certain numbers but I'm doing ok. Its alittle slow due to college but I work on it
WE HAVE CLIMAXED!!! ( Project 100 O+ )
Posted 15 years agoWe've done it 100 ladies listed to be drawn!
Past Journals will now be deleted after a couple messages have been answered.
disregard the slashed one r.r ( Realized I need those journals to get back to refrence and answer messages to ppl who didn't react fast enough to catch these slots. ^^
Thank you everyone who have helped.
I'm sorry if those of you who wanted to be part of the project did not get to but I'm still free requests so note me requests and I'll be on it when I can!
Again thank you thank you and REALLY Thank you!
Now everyone hit the showers! Wipe off that spunk ! continue your lives Happily with the thought of this striped wolf working real hard!!!!! :3
disregard the slashed one r.r ( Realized I need those journals to get back to refrence and answer messages to ppl who didn't react fast enough to catch these slots. ^^
Thank you everyone who have helped.
I'm sorry if those of you who wanted to be part of the project did not get to but I'm still free requests so note me requests and I'll be on it when I can!
Again thank you thank you and REALLY Thank you!
Now everyone hit the showers! Wipe off that spunk ! continue your lives Happily with the thought of this striped wolf working real hard!!!!! :3
Project 100 O+
Posted 15 years agoOk let me write these guidelines for people ^^;
1 Nudity is involved in this project. The cleanest I can get is using the number to cover them
2 The female character must be female. Herms or males will not be accepted unless the owner agrees to allow me to gedner bend their character or allow me to draw the herm as a girl. If you don't want this i'm sorry. Your volunteered character can't be accepted.
3. also Feral female will not be accepted except if the owner gives me liberty to anthro-ize the character into humanoid form. ^^
hmmn what else oh!
However, if you wish to recieve art from me do not be afraid to ask simply ask for a request instead of being part of the project. Just know I'm doing this on my own time so you must wait. Send requests via Note
Also warning all those who get pushy on artists for being slow or anything. If I recieve any message of "when will it get done" or any form of RUSH then I will immediately terminate the request or remove you from the project. I'm doing this on my own time for FREE. So be greatful be thankful and courteous. I'll be your friend if you be mine ^^.
So without further au dieu check out my list below and see how far we are :3
1 Nudity is involved in this project. The cleanest I can get is using the number to cover them
2 The female character must be female. Herms or males will not be accepted unless the owner agrees to allow me to gedner bend their character or allow me to draw the herm as a girl. If you don't want this i'm sorry. Your volunteered character can't be accepted.
3. also Feral female will not be accepted except if the owner gives me liberty to anthro-ize the character into humanoid form. ^^
hmmn what else oh!
However, if you wish to recieve art from me do not be afraid to ask simply ask for a request instead of being part of the project. Just know I'm doing this on my own time so you must wait. Send requests via Note
Also warning all those who get pushy on artists for being slow or anything. If I recieve any message of "when will it get done" or any form of RUSH then I will immediately terminate the request or remove you from the project. I'm doing this on my own time for FREE. So be greatful be thankful and courteous. I'll be your friend if you be mine ^^.
So without further au dieu check out my list below and see how far we are :3
CLOSED(requests are accepted. )Journal Meme's
Posted 15 years agoI kinda Yoinked this from Popsky :3 and plus I'm bored.
Also I just realized how to use headers and footers :D so now I don't repost my checklist like how I use too <3 Hurray ok now for the meme
Tomorrow is Day 2 <3
Ok Down belows my checklist :3 if you are new to me thenI tell you I do free arts. I'd also like to note I do have standards as well so I won't draw disgusting stuff like scat and such but if you want me to draw something just ask but please understand if it something I won't draw I'm sorry plz respect wha tI say Q^Q
Other than that yes free arts.
Also :D I'm starting a prjoect called 100 Ladies so if you have femme character that you want drawn by moah then don't hesitate! I'm trying to reach 100!!! only 58 spots left Comeon spread the word! Get people interested for me pretty please! QwQ
well heres my checklist Footer yay :D
Also I just realized how to use headers and footers :D so now I don't repost my checklist like how I use too <3 Hurray ok now for the meme
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confessionDay 11. I loves your arts
2. Scrambles
3. Miss you
4. Still love you
5 NOUGAT!
6. Wheres the Bronwies gone ?.?
7. Rawr rawr ;3
8. Hey pretty ladeh ;3
9. Say what?
10. POR QUE!!!!!!!!???????Tomorrow is Day 2 <3
Ok Down belows my checklist :3 if you are new to me thenI tell you I do free arts. I'd also like to note I do have standards as well so I won't draw disgusting stuff like scat and such but if you want me to draw something just ask but please understand if it something I won't draw I'm sorry plz respect wha tI say Q^Q
Other than that yes free arts.
Also :D I'm starting a prjoect called 100 Ladies so if you have femme character that you want drawn by moah then don't hesitate! I'm trying to reach 100!!! only 58 spots left Comeon spread the word! Get people interested for me pretty please! QwQ
well heres my checklist Footer yay :D
