with the way things are right now in my life, i just don't see myself doing any new art. sometimes i feel like i want to, but then i get started and get frustrated and just give up. its not drawing that's causing the frustration though. its the things im going through and feeling. i just feel like i lost my spirit, not just for art, pretty much for everything. the things that i once loved doing i don't feel like even bothering with them. it feels like i want to do something and i know what i want to do, and then when i go to do it, i just feel empty. like whats the point?

ive had to deal with depression for half my life at least, but never this bad as its been lately. i just feel alone, and i am alone. there is no one around to talk to except for my doggies. i just want someone to spend time with, but everyone around here is too busy with there own things. anymore i just feel like sleeping most of the time.

~sorry

wow um i hardly go on here anymore lol. now um all the menus and such are all changed around or whatever. oh my.

anyway maybe i should do up some more art sometime here

bored

wtf. and just like that my day is ruined.

ass - holes.


why the hell is it that just because someone doesn't like me that i should have to change? i've gone through all this shit before. i tried. f*** this. i tried to change myself to please people. it didn't work. i get bitched at for not being myself. if i am myself, well thats not any better, maybe its worse. f***ing bull f***ing shit.
seriously what the hell? all that i know is that im me. however annoying or whatever it is that people find me, thats too damn bad. im tired of f***ing around just to try to make people happy. if you don't like me, then deal with it. mother f***er, i am so fed up to my ass from all this stupid shit. what the hell? just what the hell?
nothing i do is right. so what the f***?

i don't know what i am, so what if i don't fit in to any of the groups or what ever the f*** you call them. its a bunch of bull shit anyway. i am me, and if anyone has an issue with it, you can gladly go f*** yourself with a rusty razor blade.

f***ing assholes.

with love
now go f*** yourself

i forgot what i was going to say.

ok bye.

random thing of the moment:
floating jelly cake <3

banannab effffffffffffffffffffffffffffff you bannannanab effff you

(i like ranting about things thak make no s=centes.)
(andms i am aslo a little trippy for some reason o.oo)

cauze i do

and also the older journal page is way dated lol!

I'm Tizzle the Floofie just call me Tizzle. Right now I'm too fricken lazy to fill out all this stuff or post anything cause all my art is on the other computer and I'm just too lazy too. Probly dont help much that I'm not in the best mood either:/ Stupid stomach cramps :C and stupid people being stupid.

Edit:
And now I have fricken art block. WTF. Feels like I just want to...
Anyway...

Ok enjoy your day. Bye.
(I hope its ALOT better than mine has been lately)