So after 14 years of working in one and the same place I will loose my job
My factory decided to close completly.
It´s not no or directly but sometime in this year.
My mood is down in the gutter and not in good way.
at least I have allready a new jobinterview lined up

So first Nope I don´t have it (yay) doesn´t mean I won´t get it but that´s another storie

Second please people stay indoors and/or not in large groups.
This situation is taxing to all of us but some rules should be common by now.
No shaking hands or touching faces
keep some distances if you need to shop or be outside
and if you shop do it responsible no overmass shopping

I live with my Ma and Grandma (89 years) together
My Ma is a nurse and got allready her papers as a systemimportant person status.
I also go still to work but it´s a matter of time that we close down.
at least I have netflix to watch and several books to read

I just want to say please stay safe you all

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Go to him get commissions he does wonderfull work and hi comics are greatly written

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Anybody else having trouble with the belfry ?
https://new.belfrycomics.net

OK I know it really looks a bit cheap and awefull but on the other hand Arnie against Jackie.
I will go into this movie just for that.

So the old year is behind us as is a whole decade
For me the decade was a rollercoaster of up and downs with relationships coming and going
finding new stuff that interrests me and stuff that I did toss out the window because I lost interrest
sadly the last year was an intense ride and it all ended yeterday on a sour note for me.
Nothing big but yeah not the best ending.

Now I try to leave the bad behind me and get over it. I´m looking forward into the future and hope that it gets better.

Well with all that said
I wish you all a Happy New Year and a Happy New Decade

I really really looked forward to this years EF but what followed was a rollercoaster of emotions for me.
So let´s start at the beginning
I packed my stuff in my car and had a nice drive to Berlin. I made good time and arrived bit earlier than I thought at the Estrel on Monday .
I checked in checked with some friends to see who wants to meet and with my buddy Drift we drove our cars to the Collogne Arcaden (much cheaper than the hotel parking space).
The walk back to the hotel was nice and me and Drift caught up what happened had some Döner as food and arrived back at the hotel.
That´s when it got ugly for me I got a call from a Coworker who informed me that my working place did go into insolvency (again). He couldn´t say much more just that.
So there I was several hours from home with such a notice and I was thinking to driving back home at that home.
After clearing my thoughts and a quick phonecall to my mother I decided to stay because there wasn´t a damn thing I could do.
Neverless because after some more thinking I decided to shorten my stay around 1 day.
The whole situation gave me a short fuse and anxiety.
So if I did come off as in thoughts or mean or such things. I´m sorry.
I began my work for EF and all in all the Artshow team really helped me a lot to get my head into the con.
Thank you guys and girls. I own you for that.
The con rushed by me in a hurry and stuff I normally do I just couldn´t do this time because of my situation.
Then came my Birthday thanks again to all the people who came to me and gave me congrats
but the bests thing was that my best friend/brother phoned me in the evening saying sorry that he called so late and told me that his second child was just born and I will be his godfather. So yay.
the rest of the con rushed by me then and on Sunday I drove home and arrived safely.
On Monday I got by my working place only to be told no news so far.
There is a bit more but I can´t talk about that so far but if anything will happen I will keep you all up to date.
So yeah I couldn´t really enjoy the Con.
But the con itself was really great and wonderfull.

So this year is really really mixed for me lot of personal shit just hit the fan but at the same time I'm at EF and that's awesome
So yeah ....
Not much to add to that

With Eurofurence around the corner I think I jumped on the bandwagon

Where are you staying?
Estrel Hotel

Means of transportation?
I drive there with my car

Sharing a room with?
Got a room with as always

Do you have a doorsign?
Tardis

What is your gender?
Male.

Relationship Status?
Isngle and looking

How old are you?
too old

How tall are you?
180

Which languages do you speak?
English, German, Gibberish and Drunk

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
IArtshow

Who will you be with?
with friends and my artshow collegues

Do you do free art?
Not an artist

Do you do trades?
How? I don´t draw

Do you do commissions?
you will get some Stickfurs drawn for 1000€ per figure

Do you have prints/ CDs?
nope

What suit(s) will you have?
I will have Angus with me

Can I dance with you?
If I´m not occupied and on the dancefloor sure why noz

Can I touch you?
only if I can touch back

Can I talk to you?
Naturally

Can I hug you?
Hugs are a good way to say hi

Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yeah you can

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
I get drunk yay

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Drinking is not an issue, smoking is a no no for me

Can I give you lots of money?
ohh yeah ^^

Can we hang out?
I will be really busy at the con but maybe

Are you nice?
50% say yes

Other cons you may go this year?
Games Con in Cologne

Attending any events?
Pawpet show

How can I find you at the cons?
Artshow is the best bet to catch me

Are you buying art?
If I can

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
I´m busy most of the time so I don´t have much time on my hands

What is the best way to contact you?
Hmmm probably look for me in the artshow

May I kidnap you to my room?
and do what ?

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Since I work deep into the night and try to relax afterwards for a bit before going to bed and have to be up early I would say it´s normal

Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
because I suck at remembering people

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Please don´t

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Questions are perfectly ok with me but expect an honest answer

and yes I activated the feature

https://twitter.com/i/status/1122160434256080896
Just found this

Wish you all a Happy New Year

ohh and I got me a Twitter
https://twitter.com/tobi3B

Maybe a few have allready guessed it but I´m a huge Superheronerd
While I can´t say that I have one favorite Spiderman is really high up (especially after Homecoming)
Now they bring out Into the Spiderverse with Miles Moralies as Spiderman and the Multiversum of Spiderman
While I did know about Miles (huge Easter Egg in Homecoming where his Uncle has a cameo and mentioned his nephew) I never saw him as the main protagonist for a movie.
but
Man they really pulled that one
the movie is really great the artstyle is comicbook style but for each Spiderman unique
Penny is Mangastyle while Noir is in black and white and gets a interresting interrest into a rubikcube because colors *grins* and Ham is just Toony
one of the easter eggs I realised later are the Kirby Krackles https://tinyurl.com/y7jxyr56
That movie isn´t just funny no there are sad moments and downright tragic moments
but first of all it´s also a comming of age thing
Miles need to learn to be himself and not a copy of others
he struggles for most of the movie with himself what he is what his future is and suddenly he also needs to learn his powers
I just can say one thing
Go see it

So yeah since tumblr decided to hang himself
I made a Twitter to follow friends and artists
maybe I will post fro time to time stuff I will see
https://twitter.com/tobi3B

Stan Lee just passed away at age 95
May he rest in peace

My grandma had a nasty tumble and broke part of her hip
She just got out of the surgery where she got a part new hip and she is doing well for now

Now comes the hard part for me and my mother
My Grandma was always a hard working woman and never accepted help from anyone
and now she is forced to get help
Yes there will be screaming
Really looking forward to it (eyeroll)
I love her to bits but yeah she is a handfull sometimes

So finally I could watch the first episode (The woman who fell to earth) yes I know that´s the second episode but the first where you can see Jodie Whittaker as the Doctor
and I have to say
I like her so far Quirky and mysterious a good mix also I wasn´t the biggest fan of Capaldi
Old man who tries his darnest to appear young also Sonicglasses ??? really ???

The new Sonic Screwdriver jumped in my opinion on the top of them all (mostly because you expierience how it is made and yes also the look https://tinyurl.com/y94bowsf
All in all I hope to see more of her the first impressions are (at least for me ) really good

So I went and watched the new Venom movie
A lot of reviews are allready out there and most see it as a really bad movie
My opinion is a bit differrent but a few things first
the movie suffers because of three things
First Baggage
If you hear Venom the first thing people think is Spiderman but here is no Spiderman (except a small remark about the screw up Eddi Brock had at the Daily Buggle which can only be the tampered Spiderman pictures be)
also the MCU has a big bad influence on peoples mind (almost all movies where great with good storie deep characters and well placed action and humor) Not in Venom (while the action is good and teh CGI is well executed the plot and the chars are standard and not really fleshed out)
and Deadpool ( also a antiherobut that movie just didn´t take itself serious and has a lot of violence in it well blended together) and while Venom has a few good jokes it just is to serious in itself so that half the jokes just miss the mark and the violence while there is victim to the cutting board to make the movie PG-13
So you go in and expect a lot but don´t get it

Second The Plot and the Chars
as mentioned before the plot is when you boil it down to it just a good buddy movie which have seen a dozent times allready (Eddy and Venom) both struggle in the world and they have to work together to become something better there is a bit of romantic mixed in it and a few other things but well they just don´t matter in the grand pic
and the chars are all dull and have little personality except for Eddy and Venom

Three marketing ...
if you saw the trailers you have seen half the movie allready
the did push it out and blown everything up so that in the end you are frustrated when you leave the theater

Now leaving all that out and seeing only the movie without thinking about it
then it´s a good action movie where you can leave your head and your stress home and enjoy some movie
you will forget the mvie as soon as you leave the theater but you are refreshed

you should probably watch it on DVD when it comes out (that is my opinion)
Not a bad movie but also not a good movie either

well this week is interresting so far for me
several Doc appointment
and coming Monday I have a operation in front of me
yes I´m grumpy yes it hurts and I sure hope that after that OP I don´t have this pain anymore
and No I won´t tell you where I get stitches afterwards
Just a little rant
nothing to worry about just that I will be offline next week because they want to keep me a few days in the hospital afterwards

Yep one year older
I feel to old

Where are you staying?
as always Main Hotel The Estrel

Means of transportation?
6 hour car drive enough time to listen to a radio play

Sharing a room with:
Boss of the Artshow Cairyn and Farysa

What is your gender?
I have a dingleling

Relationship Status:
Single looking and looking and looking

How old are you?
I´m old at the begin of EF 38

How tall are you?
1,80 m

What names can I call you?
Tobi/Blacktail and yes even Selene

Which languages do you speak?
German and English

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Artshow or wandering around getting a drink or searching for food

Who will you be with?
Who ever wants to hang out with me
Most of the time the Artshow team

Do you do free art?
Don´t draw so nope

Do you do commissions?
Nope

What suit(s) will you have?
My Blacktail suit and my Angus O'Brown partial

Can I dance with you?
well I can´t dance I just hop around like an idiot but if you wnat to be embrassed by me sure

Can I touch you?
ask first please

Can I talk to you?
Not a problem there talking is always nice

Can I hug you?
yes love hugs

Can I snuggle with you?
Well yes but ask first but I will probably say it´s OK

Can I give you lots of money?
Ahhh sure but ... why ?

Can we hang out?
you can but be aware that I work most of the time

Can I take photos of you/with you?
yes do that and tell me when you upload it

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
yes yes yes (wheat beer if you do that)

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Non smoking (killed that habit over 20 years ago)
Alcohol I drink and can drink a lot

Are you nice?
Most people say yes but I can also be a big asshole if I feel like it

Other cons you may go to?
MMC

Attending any events?
Artshow =^.^=
and I always try to catch the PawPuppetShow

How can I find you at the con?
look at my badge but like I said go for the Artshow I sit most of the time behind registration

Can we go out for a dinner?
If I have the time sure

Are you buying art?
I have my sketchbooks with me so probably

What do I have to watch out for when I am meeting you?
I´m not really outgoing a bit shy you would say just be clear and speak normally and all is OK

What's the best way to contact you?
On inkbunny (Selene) or here on my account or on my FL account (https://fetlife.com/users/1500370)

May I kidnap you to my room?
Well it depends for what

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
at the con that is normal I work hard all day until late in the night and be up early for another round

Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
Uhhh names and faces really are two things I can´t keep up with
and if we only talked once and briefly sorry that happens to many times to be all stored in my brain

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Nope my room is off limits for most people (maybe close friends) but they know why I am strict there

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
No problem there but I will answer like I was asked