I am on a differnt comp my is all about dead in the screen. The monitor I hooked up so I can see stuff is going out and on so having to use another computer source for the time being. I am just updating that I wont be able to reallies chat or be on till my new desktop arrives. I know I know it should be in at my moms house since yesterday will pick it up after I get off work. I hope it there it should be. If not I will get on as soon as I can possibly. I wont have messanger for awhile I might try meebo when I can but like I said I probly wont be able to get on so I am not ignoring you or any of yall. Will post as soon as I am fully back I hate having to do it but there is no other way as my comp that I normally has my icq number I dont rember it I know it here but the comp I have doesnt have icq. Well the one that I am borrowing so can right this message. I am only on to really do school work right now so I dont fail. But anyways that is another matter. THough once I get my comp I will update and reply to everyone that has left me a message. I really am sorry about this but the screen on my 10 year old laptop has finally gone out and I am in need of a new monitor it seems so I can see anything as it keeps turning off and on and not letting me see anything like it supposed to. Well anyways just wanting to let everyone know that I am fine and hopping about trying to get back on to my friends. Hope to get back soon.

Sincerly
 Tobu

Sorwies I havent been on lately but my laptops backlight finally failed after 10 years of service....I think it been 10 years I count myself lucky it lasted this long. I am having to use an old Monitor right now to even see anything. Bright side I passed my first class for school and onto my next one. The only thing is now it hard to do anything with my laptop so havent been on plus work been driving me made. I guess should feel lucky I do work but two jobs and school reallies killing a bunnies. Though I reallies need go through my submission list. It really piling up as well also I am getting a new desktop. It should be here within 3 to 5 days I am having it shipped to me. It will be considerably faster than my current 384 mb laptop which will probly use when I need travel. Well anyways just wanted to let yall know why I havent been on much as of late.

Hope all is well Ja Ne...
 Tobu

When did you learn about Michael Jackson?
In thee 80s *giggles* when I was a child I even had the Red leather jacket trimmed in black.

What do you like about Michael Jackson?
His ability to put on a show

What is your favorite song by him or Jackson 5?
Bad

Did you like his new appearence?
Eeps I liked the 80s jackson better

What will you miss about him?
I will miss his charasmatic nature and his ability to put on a show

Now I will tag three people

 baby_bunnygirl
 AriaLunaris
 buckhopper

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS


1) I am huge Basketball Fan (San Antonio Spurs)
2) I am very friendly and easy going
3)Always willing to try something new once
4)Always been a bunny furre
5) My favorite games are Final Fantasy and Legend of Zelda
6) My favorite anime series is Saber Maniotte J
7) I am a baby furre but never public announced it till 2 years ago
8) I do have a herm fursona ...*giggles* but umm they are not on furaffinity *nods nods* shhh....
9) Have an irl brother who just got into the fandom well recently annouced he was a furry he is a panda really need get a drawing of our two characters together will have to ask how he looks as one *lol*I mean as far as his markings and everything.
10) umm... lets see ohh yeah I am bisexual dont know if this counts or going to far but couldnt think of anything else *giggles*


umm for tags not sure *giggles* umm okay
 AriaLunaris
 buckhopper
 JCs_Fluffy_Tail
 Xizana
 Colley

Apparently I was at anthrocon without ever making the trip. My friend  charlie_kit brought it to my attention. Now I am not mad so dont take it that way I am actually honored and seeing if anyone saw me there *giggles*. Well apparently Marci McAdam's was selling prints of my fursona well of one of the pics she did for me. It was of this pictures http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2076929/ . Apprarently from what she said it was a popular piece. I know charlie picked one up not sure how many other baby furres out there got one.
But I just love knowing that my fursona is out there now *giggles* I reallies hope to meet more furries and baby furres and cubs or what ever u liked to be called. So if ya saw me at AC give me a shout. I am glad that she did and hope whoever got a print of me enjoys it.

 Tobu

http://www.nba.com/spurs/news/090708_mcdyess.html

The San Antonio Spurs Annouced they have signed former detroit piston Antonio MyDyess to a contract to bring him out of detroit to San Antonio. YAY! I love this deal more help for Duncan.

Just learned and not sure how many of you basketball fans out there have heard about this. But it has come to my attention that at the Lebron Skills Clinic Lebron and NIKE had confiscated video footage as well as camera footage of the skills clinc. This was in part due to the fact that Lebron aka King James got dunked on in one of the games by a young just out of college player by the name of Jordan Crawford. Immeditatly after the dunk Lebron had called over the head of NIKE basketball operations and spoke to him briefly. Shortly there after NIKE started confiscating all the tapes and photography as to not show the footage of Lebron being dunked on apparently. Now the head of NIKE basketball operations is refusing to speak to reports. Though when Lebron said he would the head of NIKE basketball operations stepped in again and nixxed the whole deal. Now NIKE has done a lot of good for basketball over the years but they are also a company that wants to portray truths as they have lead us to believe. But why are they worried about Lebron being dunked on. Is it because it would portray part of their business in a bad light. Our guy got dunked on the King....what do we do now. Now they are dealing with worse press now that it got out and they are refusing to talk or let Lebron talk apparently. I wonder what do you basketball fans and non basketball fans think of this. One of the NIKE officials also asked the sports report when he asked to speak to head of basketball operations "Are you going to write about this?" and he said "Yeah". Not sure what NIKE will do once this story blows up to much to were they should have just let the tape out and footage out. I wonder if their is footage out there that made it out of the gym. But before you say maybe there was no taping of photography allowed. They had no such rule in place....one of the filmers was with a camera set up on tripod not secretly videotaping. He was just there videotaping under a press pass. Why he gave up the tape maybe he was bullied into it. Or maybe he felt he couldnt win so giving it up was his best option. But I will say this NIKE has gotten themselves into a whole lot of hot water over a talented player yes....but one that has yet to win it all.

That said tell me what you think...

Okay I might be slow but did this ever come to theaters. Because I never heard about it and or was it pushed back....
Please let me know for I am a huge fan of this game series....still play the original NES versions.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKGe.....mp;feature=fvw


Supposed to be out April 1st 2009 was it just pushed back or was it released in theaters?

What I thought would be a happy fourth of July. I have learned recently that the sports world suffered a loss. With the passing of Quaterback Steve Air McNair. The Quarterback of the Tennesse Titans was found fatally shot today with a female in a condominium in Tennessee. He was 36 yrs years old and played most of his 13 years with the Titans. He will be missed I am a die hard Cowboys fan but I always respected the ethics and could appriciate what he brought both on and ...and off the field. This is just another sad story in a long series of deaths that shocked us all. Rest in Peace Steve McNair you will be missed.


I hope everyone has a safe and happy fourth of July.



 Tobu

It was released that the spurs have obtained Richard Jefferson from the Milwakee Bucks....
While I am thrilled to see him come to the spurs it was at a price....
The spurs have traded for him and have given up Oberto, Bowen and Thomas to get his services.
It was a three team trade so the bucks got Bowen and Thomas and Detroit got Oberto with them sending Amir Johnson to the Bucks.
I have always trusted in the spurs decisions as I do now...and it will be hard to say good bye to those guys....but sometimes a sacrifice needs to be made to make a run.


Full Details are at http://www.spurs.com

Sorry but I am a basketball fan *giggles*

Okay everyone I have found out recently there is a furre in need of help. Currently this person was injured in an accident.
Can see full details in this journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/786191/
Currently tygurstar is putting up a silent auction to help this person and it is to a good cause. Please check this journal entry out from tygurstar. Here auction journal is here.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/789331/
Any help would be much appriciated.

Allright all am at akon. So far have run into  DAQ  king_cheetah  poinko  rncoyote  fredgdperry Rod Espinosa, Ben Dunn, Tiffany Ross so far.... just got done hanging out with  rncoyote *smiles* I am so glad did come actually. Got some new art didnt post earlier was because by the time I went to bed at 8 am this morning I work up at 2pm I had been up for 48 hrs. I was a bit silly even more so than usual. So far the con is good the anime larp went very well and didnt last as long this year which was a blessing as couldnt stay awake anymore. I am just having fun hanging out in the room with my brother right now Spoof who is a furry but doesnt say he is but he is a panda so have to get something of his fursona drawn he already into the fandom just hasnt gotten his fursona down. *smiles* He says he wants to kill me in my sleep like he always does but a Panda cant catch a bunny. *smiles* but anyways I just thought would post what is going on still going to try and find a Kamen Rider CD for  colley so far the search not going so well. But anyways about to head back to the dealers room to get some of my pictures will post more later I am so being a hypper bunny found these energy drinks shaped like mana and healing potions. They are super great and taking one I am reallies wired right now. BUt anyways will respnd more later and will try and be on my messangers later tonight well talk to yall later.

Ja Ne
:Icontobu"

Have happy and safe memorial day. Please never forget those who would lay down their lives and have paid the ultimate sacrifice so that we may be free.

I remeber when....

I served in the US NAVY it gave me a respect for military I never really had before then. I never thought about it as I grew up till a recruiter talked me and my friend into joining and it was the best experience of my life. I been around the world made many friends in the military....I even lost a few. Like a Pettiofficer Bacon...yes his last name was Bacon. I will remeber him for who he was a good friend. I miss my friends when I got out I lost contact with them currently looking for them like PN2 Chu, SM1 Munar, and SN Famorcan. I have other close friends and I rember the comradory we shared and the good times when I look through old photographs. I will always remeber what the military taught me that there are things in life worth protecting with your own life. I wish I was still in I do stop in with the recruiters and talk to them and have a laugh and I even stop to talk wth people in uniform and just thank them for their service. For nothing prepares you or opens your eyes like going and seeing other countries that are not like this country. And it makes me feel lucky I have the freedoms I do and I will always salute those few that make the choice to lay down their lives so that we may continue to be free and live our lives the way we choose. So to this I will raise my glass and toast those of the military that are serving now and I will also drink to those who have paid the ultimate sacrifice. As well as console any family that may have lost a loved one in their line of service to this country. To this I say Happy Memorial Day may it be a blessed one and may those in Harms way return safe to their loving families.

Okay all...
Well as yall know I had one of the most bittersweet birthdays...as we buried my grandfather on my birthday last firday on the 8th.....but anyways I am doing better and havent been around much with everything that has been going on so imagine my surprise when I have like 300 submissions to go through *lol*...but thanx to everyone for their support or my family and me. It does mean alot to me it really does....but anyways I was not allowed to stay home for very long as my friends in the city of San Antonio kept taking me out.....and dragging me all over town to do things ....like saw Star Trek twice....and Wolverine finally with the CGI as I saw the other copy without it...*lol* it was nice to see the CGI in it....as well...as was taken out for sushi and just well not left alone for very long. I really do need get out more *lol*.....I think all I do all day is watch sports....be on computer of work...wtih some sleep in between but anyways my main reason for writing was to thank everyone....and I mean that and I will be up and hopping again as my usual self in no time....which means lots more giggling. But anyways I will talk more about other things later I just thought would take some time to post. Talk wtih yall later and if need reach me yall know my messangers on my page...if dont have yahoo or icq and wanna talk to me message me and I will add ya to my aim or my msn but I am usually on yahoo or icq most...*smiles*....

Well talk with yall later
Ja Ne
 Tobu

Okay all....I just got word from family as just woke up....
My grandfather died at 10 am this morning on May 5th....
3 days short of my birthday...
and on Cinco de Mayo
I am going to go out and try to celebrate the way he would have wanted by trying to have fun.
And throwing a party like everyone else....still feel empty inside but I know he wouldnt want me to be down he would want me to celebrate life and all that is in it.....Not sure what will do I do have bowling today last night of my league night....but I am not sceduled but I will got still to be with friends and to have a good time well try to.....
I got a few calls to make to close friends and family to talk with them....
I know a few of u have my phone number and I have already txt u about my grandfather....
Thanx for all your support guys it does mean alot to me truely it does.....
The world lost a great man ....a man who loved life and touched many lives in the time he was here.....
I will miss him alot more with each day that passes only knowing he is at peace will bring me comfort....
I wish was with him and not working last night....I got off work 3 hrs before he died,...
I really should have returned to the hospital but I was just to exhausted .....
The world will keep going as I must....I will be on my messager later....to talk to people as I would love to talk...if u dont have me on the list and wannies add me feel free I love chatting with people....
Well anyways all thanx you all for all your support and thanx for cheering me up so much....
I will talkies with yall soon....

 Tobu

Okay all I just stuck up my granfathers CD Boleros Immortales.....
As of when I left the hospital my grandfather is still in the same way as when I arrived....
He is currently on morphine I know that and sedated so he is resting without pain...but he is still fighting....I am going to miss him so much when he is gone.......part of me doesnt want him to go...but part of me knows that it best he does so he doesnt suffer anymore.....I am not sure what I am going to do when he does finally pass on....my birthday is in 4 days....on the 8th....it not going to be the same without him .....my birthdays always depress me I really dont need another reason to be depressed this friday....I do thank everyone for their support and their kind words during this time of hardship for me and my family.....I am emotional wreck right now....I just cant do anything right now...so I am going to have to get to work soon....yes I am going to work I need something to take my mind of this.....I told my dad to give me a call no matter what I am going to answer because I wanna know....and it will probly cut my day short tonight but ....hey....they are lucky I am going in more to take my mind off the hospital and to distract me than anything else......I reallies hates going through this and putting up my woes here but this does make me feel better talking about it and knowing I have friends who care and support me....


 Tobu

Okay all well I just got back from the hospital a little while ago...

The family has agreed and we have signed the no resucitation forms...meaning they will not administer cpr to him.

When I left they had given him so morphine I am currently working to record some cds that my grandfather made of himself singing because he loves to sing.

I am going to work on those and then hit bed then get up and go to see him and hand out cds.

 Tobu

*sighs* allright all things have gotten worse and so close to my birthday on the 8th and I cant deal with it.....*sighs*

Apparently my grandfather is having complications.....I just found out threw some messages left on my cell phone....
Just got off the phone with my grandmother and will be heading back to St Lukes to see him....
He is apparently in bad shape and they dont know how much longer he has got....

This is another reason for me to be depressed on my birthday....I dont want him to go but part of me think it probly best as he wont suffer anymore...I am no good with hospitals and will be stepping foot into one soon. I am not sure what will happen or what I am going to do....I might not be on much for awhile....because I have enough trouble coping but will try and get on. Hopefully things turn out allright....not sure if they will the operation went well....now he is back in....dont know what to think we where given some hope with the operation but now....ohh well I have to go I need to get to the hospital my uncle and my grandmother are there and possibly some cousins.....
I dont...
*sighs*
I have to go


 Tobu

Okay Starwars fans I know I am one I think I worked to late or my brain is not reallies working as wrench went in and I havent gone to bed yet....I was at work and this thought crossed my mind....ok midiclorians I probly spelling it wrong but u get the point....they are like a symbiote or something like that....that lives in a creature and helps the alien or human out....that it lives in ....so is it like a virus and if so....can there be a cure made for it....I mean a person could really profit if they made a something that could kill the midiclorians inside of a person or alien....man imagine what the sith or jedi would do if such a cure arose...would they join forces or try to be the first to aquire it would the Huts get it or some other bounty hunter....it would mean bad news to either side because their whole powers are based of their midiclorian count...take it to zero and not so strong with the force they will become....*lol* not sure but some rogue doctor out there could think hey lets try this and experiment and couple decades later he or she is holding what could destroy the force most effectively....so I ponder this...why hasnt anyone who is both annoyed with the jedi and sith just develop this but I answer myself....then there would be no story...and you cant have star wars with out the war aspect *lol* so I am guessing no rogue scientist will ever pop up wtih this antidote....dont get me wrong I love star wars just something I was ranting about at work for some reason I got on a tangent and just thought would share my thoughts with yall.....might have to do a fan fiction now with this but not sure what era of star wars to do this in......*lol* till then I guess wont write it till figure that out...would like to pick out the best era for it....*lol*....but anyways I hope yall found this amusing I was just musing like all writers do every now and then.....

 Tobu

Thanx everyone for your support....
I just got back from the hospittal about 10 minutes ago.
My grandfather was sadated so just stood there watching him.
The nurse came in and he told me that the operation went well apparently he had to get it done earlier than friday. I was kinda shocked.
The nurse told me the operation went well and he had a new heart valve and that he should be okay. I was relieved to hear it as I had arrived at the hospital two hours early for visitation and I sat at the starbucks having a coffee and a couple of oranges by myself thinking. I was the first to see him the rest of my family hadnt gotten there yet and left before any arrived my grandmother was supposed to be there later.....but I watched over him as long as I could and I am glad to see him better. Though he is hooked up to alot of machines and was out cold. But I am glad he is better. I am reallies looking forward to seeing him home. Though he has less hair on his head than I remeber last time I saw him. But I am glad I have friends here who support me and I will be on more ...as I think I shouldnt hide and be depressed I should find comfort in the fact I have friends who care....

 Tobu

Okay all here is the what is going on. I dont remeber if I reported that my grandfather was in the hospital or not. But anyways just learned that he is not doing so well....he seemed fine but apparently he got worse. Right now the doctors told us he needs surgery. They told us if he doesnt get the open heart surgery he will die of a heart attack. But that if he goes to surgery he might not make it there is a slim chance he will. He is going to have surgery on friday I am hoping to see him today. I just got off work and heading to bed after I write this. I not sure how often I will be on but I will try and be on if can. As I checked my messages and my father told me the news....I didnt find out till I was at work and checked messages at lunch to see why he called. My grandfather is currently in ICU and I am hoping he will pull threw....I am always optamistic and usually happy very few things in life will depress me and this is one of them. I am reallies hoping he will pull threw.....

Not sure what else to write I just wanted to let my friends know the situation with me.

 Tobu

In april of 1992 my cousin Melissa was murdered.....44 dollars is what the theif had run off with. For years my family has prayed and asked for anyone with information to come forward and help us solve this case.....Nothing till recently when Louis Cervantes Salazar confessed to the killing an hour before he was to be executed for another murder. I am not sure what to feel right now there is closure yes...but I wanted to see him I wanted to ask him why did he tear my family apart that faithful easter back in 1992......why he could have tied her up locked her somewhere and taken the money why did he have to kill her. Though the confession does bring some comfort I am not sure what to feel as I am mixed right now over many things. Why do people do this why murder why commit crimes. Crime will always be here and I am hoping that one day people dont have to suffer like this. I truely am.....I just wish it wouldnt be this way.....I dont know what else to write....but will link the stories ...that have haunted my family for years.....and have left a void where non should be.

Rest in Peace Melissa and watch over your sisters and family always.

I hope Louis Cervantes Salazar finds peace for he will have to answer to the Lord and I am hoping he can atone for what he has done as I dont wish him or anyone ill will.

http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/st.....rder_case.html

http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/sp....._44_taken.html (Original Story from 1992)

Eeps me got tagged to do this so here goes me promise to answer to the best of my abilities....*giggles and smiles* mmmm....*thinks*


~Top 5 Favorite Movies~

1. Watership Down
2. The Secret of Nihm
3. Some Like It Hot
4. Space Jam
5. Harvey

~Top 5 Favorite Songs~

1. Black Hole Sun - SoundGarden
2. Christmas Eve (Sarajevo 12/24) - Trans-Siberian Orchestra
3. Cliffs of Dover - Eric Johnson
4. Who's Your Daddy - Lordi
5. El Gato Triste - Chuck Mangione

~Top 5 Favorite TV Shows~

1. NBA Finals
2. Super Bowl
3. Law & Order (Had to put over NCIS now because of my fav actor Jeff Goldblum)
4. NCIS
5. NCAA Final Four

~Top 5 Favorite Video Games~

1. Total Annihilation
2. Final Fantasy VI
3. Legend of Zelda
4. Metroid
5. Super Mario Bros.

~Top 5 Favorite Artists~

 AriaLunaris
 FredGDPerry
Micheal Van Slyke (not sure if he is on FA)
Joe Rosales (not sure if he is on FA either)
 DAQ

~Top 5 Fears~
1. Bees!!!!!
2. Losing someone close
3. Losing a friend
4. Heights
5. Dying

~Top 5 Turn Ons~
1. Good Personality
2. Long Hair
3. Shyness
4. Frilly Things
5. Mary Janes

~Top 5 Turn Offs~

1. Shallow People Who Hurt Others
2. People are too controlling
3. People who think they know everything or something about everything when they dont
4. Those who constantly have nothing nice to say
5. Bullies

~Top 5 foods~

1. Steamed Carrots
2. Edamame
3. Pen Nang
4. Enchiladas
5. Sushi/Sashimi


~Choose 5 People To Tag~

Eeps I have to tag peoples *giggles* ummm....ummm...*closes eyes and randomly tags*


 rabbitkit
 snuggems
 AriaLunaris
 Nerdytigerfox
 JCs_Fluffy_Tail

Eeps me sorwies didnt do a voice one *giggles8 but ummm....me to shy....ohh if left something off you curious about let me knows and me will respond.

Hey all I just found out a talented artist is in need of help.....

She has a furbuy auction up and her artwork is very awsome. Please take a look and help out.


http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1008878.html

 wolfen89

Okay the people are mad at people again. I recently read a journal with where they messed with cartoons. Recently this has happened to ones like Winnie the Pooh where they made christopher robin into a girl because "Boys cant play with Dolls" because that would make them gay. *shakes head* they...also wanted to remove the count from Seasame Street because he was too scary for kids. Now most know I am a baby furre so even keep up with todays cartoons for kids because I have nephews and nieces so watch them with them. Now under attack is Dora the Explorer apparently parents are outraged because Mattel wants to release a line of Dora aimed at Tweens. Now compared to Bratz this dora is tame and I dont see why they are so outraged. But anyways *shakes head* I dont see a problem with this as this is tame compared to like I said before Bratz and some of the other things that have come out for girls.
Here is the link:

http://specials.msn.com/Search.aspx.....&gt1=46001



 Tobu