Im not on here as fequent due to just having low self esteem to do anything really.
my relationship isnt the greatest and i just dont feel happy with life anymore
my car wont start and i feel under appreciated at my job. im just not sure how much more i can handle and when enough is enough.
the pressure from my family is overwhelming at times too.
Sitting around all day every day playing on my phone since i have no other entertainment options nor do i have anyone to hangout with,
Let alone myself. to talk how i want to about what ever i want.


im just done




if you want to chat more im on telegram toxicwolfy18 or Twitter @ toxic_wolfy
DA shockmyworld12


i frequent these more as they are more mobile friendly.

Generally on FA only at work or to check for messages

Midwest furfest this year was something. it was great and wonderful until then end, then it because bittersweet and salty for me. but such is life.

i made a few new friends and saw a old friend too.
It was a great enough con that i actually cried when i had to leave this time due to meeting a wonderful friend i had started talking to month ago. it was great to see them in person.
cant wait to do it all over again


may have some big changes coming soon. keep your eyeholes open folks.

Hi all,

Open for PWYW commissions
I am needed the extra funds for my horse who has been giving me trouble lately with keeping his weight on. I received a message this morning from my barn manager stating we were out of grain and beet pulp.

2 bags of senior feed grain is 24$ per bag
Beet pulp is 14$ per bag.

My goal is the above but i would be happy to just get him at least a bag of grain.


I am willing to draw just about anything but i am still having trouble with anthro full bodies so if youd like one, youve been warned it may not be the greatest .

Examples are on FA here or at

https://sta.sh/22ak0yixgspv?edit=1

https://sta.sh/264pq621x5y?edit=1


Can message me here or on telegram Toxicwolfy18

Hey y'all,

Anyone who can help! There are other items that can be received for helping! i know for a fact someone is offering YCH artwork upon proof of donation!

https://www.gofundme.com/usps-lost-my-package

super depressed lately...feels like i dont have any friends that truely care about me or want to even be around me. i was recently ditched by a friend/co worker, she probably doesn't even remember or know, but she was one of the few real life friends i had. i literally dont have anyone outside of my boyfriend who wants to be around me where i currently live. i moved here little over 2 years ago and had only made 2 "real" friends my ex boyfriend who i moved here with and my current boyfriends ex girlfriend but shes fell out of existence with us for who knows why,. ive tried to make friends and want to make friends and go out and do stuff but im never invited...


I feel like i have no one left and no one cares...

I feel like ive become a shell of my former self...i hardly see friends...im hardly by my horses....i hardly suit...


What am i becoming....



I miss my old self...

Where are you staying?
Aloft

What day are you getting there?
Wednesday

How are you traveling?
In a car with my mate and maybe a friend

Who will you be rooming with?
My mate . Gothrin fox And Friend

How is the best way to find you?
Look for a skull wolf with a design on the skull

Will also be sporting my usual hat

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Not sure yet

What do you look like?
Well I'm 5 ft tall , decent body , longish brown black hair , will be wearing a blue and black and light blue tail

Will you be suiting?
Affirmative, yes, confirmed, ahmm, indeed, positive, correct

Do you do free art?
not really

Do you do trades?
possibly

Do you do badges?
yes

If you have an Artist's Table, what will you be selling?
Nope cause I'm not in it

What is your gender?
uuuuuuuuh..........Dead Wolf girl

How tall are you?
short
as
in
5
ft short

Can I talk to you?
yus!

Can I touch you?
hugs are fine anything else is for close friends and mate

How can I find you?
Hat
or
suit

Can I visit your room?
IF i or my mate invite you

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure as long as there is no roofies and what not

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
maybe

Are you nice?
naaaaahhh

Will you be going to parties?
If invited yes !

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
poke me or jump in front of me or call my name


Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Yes if you are invited

Can I look in your sketchbook?
maybe

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
sure if your good

Can I take your picture?
Sure

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet up with all my friends.
Dance till my legs fall off
maybe get stuff

Looking for a room for two people , one suiter one not, both are quiet and respectful , looking for main hotel mostly but would be okay at any!

I'm 20
He is 22

If you have any questions please pm me

Im looking for an artist willing to do a triad icon ( three connecting icons ) for me , my boyfriend and my girlfriend

im also looking to possibly get an full picture done also :)


if interested shoot me a PM :D

So funny thing last year i convinced my parents to come down for a day, both of them ( they are divorced ) so it was great having them down and everything, well this year i asked my mom and she said shed love to go again ! so thats kinda fun :) i love sharing the furry side with my parents, i also recently came out to her has polyamory and she seems alright with it so far :)

Where are you staying?
Main hotel

What day are you arriving ?
Thursday evening
Means of transportation?
car. 5 hour drive for us all x.x used to be an hour till we moved

Sharing a room with:
and one more on facebook :)

What is your gender?
Girl but tomboyish

Relationship Status:
happy taken by my two lovies and

How old are you?
19 but some say i look older

How tall are you?
5' :c

Which languages do you speak?
English and a bit of Japanese/polish

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
everywhere at once , ill be volunteering again this year

Who will you be with?
Quite a few people , some i havent seen since i moved , a few i see once a year and of course my lovies

Do you do free art?
sure if you have something to doodle with i can do it

Do you do trades?
maybe

Do you do commissions?
I do


What suit(s) will you have?
Just Amaris http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12938403/



Can I dance with you?
Sure but i always get taken away by my friends to dance

Can I touch you?
you can hug me anything else is permission granted only unless i know you really well

Can I talk to you?
YASS

Can I hug you?
If im in suit sure , if not ask first

Can I take photos of you/with you?
Sure i love photos but photos dont love me

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
totally! has to be a closed drink or nonopen drink that i can see with my own eyes

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
drink-yes on the occasion
smoking/drugs- hookah yes , cigs no

Can I give you lots of money?
make it rain .

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
yaas all the cuddles

Can we hang out?
Yep as long as you dont creep

Are you nice?
yes

Other cons you may go to?
maybe Fursquared and Fur Migration

Attending any events?
Not sure , i go to all the dances , im usually in the dealers den a lot , but other than that who knows

How can I find you at the con?
im short , probably will have black and red hair , i usually have on a black fadora with goggles on it .

my hooman face : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12938403/

Can we go out for a dinner?
depends. please ask first

Are you buying art?
always

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
I have bad ankles and a bad hip so glomping or jumping isnt a good thing always so please ask prior


May I kidnap you to my room?
maybe


Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Maybe , depends if i like ya enough


who else is going to MFF?????

I accept Paypal and google wallet !!

Lines 8$
headshots 10$
Full body 15$


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17448956/

Boyfriend got a new job up in northern WI( eau clair ) ( currently in SE WI ( kenosha)) so this is a big move for me as i have lived in kenosha my entire life. I will be bringing my two horses with me and trying to start anew. If you or know anyone up in the area looking for barn help please PM me :) with the move slowly creeping lots is gong through my head as ill be leaving my whole family behind but i know it is for the best.
ill admit i am stressing a tad bit already as i have quite a bit to do ! Before i got up there my boyfriend will be heading up that way in 1 1/2 short weeks form today. it will be two months until we see each other again due to me having to finish out the current lease. I will e staying behind to finish up the last few things i listed below ( crazy)


To do before moving
- pack in the next few months
- get horses vet checked/ cared for before moving as to find new boarding
- get hooves done
- pack horse gear
- get pet snakes ready for travel
- find car
- eventually find horse trailer ( we have a big 4 horse but im only taking two so i wont need it after getting them up there )
- settling in
- finding new job ( hopefully at a local stable )

Been gone so long to concentrate on work and spending time with my loved ones in this hard time


So on February 15 the me and my boyfriend celebrated out two years together , on that same day my sister lost the love of her life in a tragic car accident , she is having a hard time having been diagnosed with PTSD and more she has a lacerated liver , broken wrist , collapse/pincured lung and will be unable to work for a year

So she is in need of help between medical bills and needing food for herself and the two "fur babies" she and josh have

Any amount helps and I will even do art for people who donate ! Ease share share share !!!

http://www.gofundme.com/Brittanysdonation

A series of NSFW questions stolen from
1. Do you watch/read pornography?
yes

2. Would you ever consider making (acting or directing) a porno?
maaaaaybe

[#3 was lost?]
?

4. Are there any friends you've thought about sex with?
yes

5. Any of your friends you HAVE had sex with?
yes

6. Someone famous you would have sex with?
just a few

7. Attracted to (men/women)?
Both

8. Do you masturbate?
often lol

9. Would you rather oral or anal?
i like both so..idk

10. Would you rather be the dominant partner, or the submissive partner in a relationship?
I am a switch so both, though I like being the submissive more.

11. Would you ever want to be tied?
i love it

12. Would you ever want to tie someone up?
its fun

13. Ever offered to tie someone up?
yes

14. Anyone ever offered to tie you up?
not often

15. Would you rather your sexual partner be shaved, or unshaved?
Shaved or well groomed, overly hairy isn't really attractive to me.

16. Are you a flirt?
can be at times

17. Do you own sexy underwear?
Many

18. Pee games?
eh...im mixed about it if i do its extremely limited

19. Your weakness?
romance , kisses , honestly

20. Favorite features on a sexual partner?
Eyes , they tell stories sometimes you cant even say

21. Your best features are?
You tell me!

22. Would you have sex with music playing?
Yes i like to but not all the time

23. If yes, what song?
something up beat and tecno-y

24. Favorite word for sex (fucking, humping, shagging…)?
Breeding/mating , or fucking

25. Whispering or screaming?
Whispering

26. When you want to have sex with someone, what do you do about it?
Flirt, tease, show affection, get shy and hint heavily ;P

27. Would you consider tying up someone and hurting them / being tied and having someone hurt you?
yes

28. Would you consider tying someone up and tickling them / being tied and having someone tickle you?
maybe

29. Would you rather be on top?
i like both i am more dom with women and more submissive with men

30. Sex on a holiday? (Easter/Halloween/etc..)
hell yeah

31. How much would you do for your sexual partner?
anything and eveything

32.Threesome?
duh with being poly and open and searching helps :P

33. Sex before marriage?
to late to take that one back lol

34. Something that's important in sex that most people overlook?
Communication, Boundaries.

35. Pussyfart.
ew no

36. Tongue in your private area?
please do

37. Tongue in your bellybutton?
eh it tickles

38. Tongue on your other private areas? (female)
yes

39. Zodiac sign?
Aries

40. Tips to turn you on?
Bite me ;P

So I got a call this morning from my friends wife , whom has puppies ( sire my fog and mother is theirs ) anyways she called because the dog I picked out to be mine and was supposed to be free now will be costing me double due to him going to the vet
He might not live due to him having uncontrollable seziues and I guess they are demanding money now too which is bull

Also I am currently jobless and have basically 30$ to help pay my half of the rent this month my mate is paying for me until I find a job , which will be soon


Right now I am screwed 400+$ for a vet bill and I don't even know if he's going to live ...he looks so much like his grandpa who passed by my birthday last year which is why I wanted him so badly


I would set up a patron but I don't know...

Help and advice is always welcome..


Made a fundraiser http://gfwd.at/1zpPRzA

Welp I am back to searching for a job , I previously worked at Amazon in a sort center and was unlucky enough to be kept on , now I have a month to find a new job , until then I need money for food and necessities


If you would like to help out by commissioning or donating it would be greatly appreciated !
Right now I am open to unlimited slots


General pricing / info
can be done traditional and colored digitally or just all done traditionally
These will be cut but not laminated as I do not own a laminator and shipped to you!

sketch ( full body) : 8$
Lined Sketch ( full body) 10$
head shot colored and can be sent for (2$ more) is 10$
Colored Couples badge 15$
Full body colored Traditional 20$ ( extra character is 5$)
Full Body Colored digitally 25$ ( light shading)
traditional full page drawing ( extra character is 5$) 30$ fully colored and sent to you ( for an extra 2$

Slots
1
2
3
4
5
..ect

PayPal is zorpixfang[at]gmail.com ( please note in the comment section it is for Andrea or toxic ! Thank you !)

So someone from Australia is trying to get a replica of my suit Amaris so makers please please keep a look out and inform me if you see anyone trying to replicate my suit ! Makers please be on the look out !!


I've never had this happen before and thankfully someone friends with the person came to me to inform me and had showed me info from the person on it

so i decided this year i was going to try for the artshow but now i dont feel so confident nor do i feel like my art is good enough...i feel like just quitting which i might do..i had hoped to maybe sell the art but i just dunno anymore i have a half finished peice and one drawn out but thats it....

Where are you staying?
Hyatt

What day are you getting there?
Thursday mornin

How are you traveling?
In a car with my mate and maybe a friend

Who will you be rooming with?
 zorpix  metrowulf  tiger_six Blue Bill , blue bills friends

How is the best way to find you?
Im a dead wolf how am i not hard to find..
i do have multicolored hair

Are there any panels you might be attending?
my mates that hes in , maybe the art show if i can finish the painting by then

What do you look like?
A yeen or elk or I will probs steal all my friends suits so who knows. Look for my crew and you can find me usually. But i have brown hair, pretty decent body, and might be in lolita idk

Will you be suiting?
Affirmative, yes, confirmed, ahmm, indeed, positive, correct

Do you do free art?
not really

Do you do trades?
possibly

Do you do badges?
yes

If you have an Artist's Table, what will you be selling?
Inone as im not in it

What is your gender?
uuuuuuuuh..........taco

How tall are you?
short
as
in
5
ft short

Can I talk to you?
yus!

Can I touch you?
hugs are fine anything else is for close friends and mate

How can I find you?
Hair
or
suit

Can I visit your room?
IF i or my mate invite you

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure as long as there is no roofies and what not

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
maybe

Are you nice?
naaaaahhh

Will you be going to parties?
probably not

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
poke me or jump in front of me or call my name


Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Yes if you are invited

Can I look in your sketchbook?
maybe

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
sure if your good

Can I take your picture?
Sure

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet up with all my friends.
Dance till my legs fall off
maybe get stuff

We had two people drop out of the room
If interested message me or  zorpix for more Info !

We have two female rats ( willow and taz) that need a new home we don't have the time nor the commitment for then they come with a three story cage , a half full bag of food and tons of toys ! We are asking 80 for EVERYTHING! What a steal !


If interested message me or my mate for more Info

Fucking sucked

So with it being my mates bday I wanted it to be nice but...that didn't happen


We don't know how or anything
But my horse ended up sick with a fever :( she's doing much better now but yesterday afternoon she was horrible we thought it was colic so we kept walking her not letting her lay down ect. I ran into the barn to clean it up a bit cause it was a mess
Next I hear is my boyfriend screaming for me cause she payed down and didn't want to get up....Anyways vet came out and gave her a few thing though..I'm not looking forward to the bill...we already have it at 500$ due to coggings ( horse ID for the year to show they had shots and what not ) and basic shots back in July , now we have about another 200$ on top of it -.- expensive animals but I love them


Don't have a paypal set up for donations but I'd die if I did get donations :( ( I hate begging)

I'm in a tight spot as having recently moved on top of it too

Hope she did okay last night , waiting to go see bugsy this morning yet ;3;
Poor baby:(

I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSE YOU OF HATING AN ANIMAL JUST BASED OFF HOW MANY PHOTOS OF SAID ANIMAL YOU HAVE AND THINK YOU KILL SAID ANIMAL JUST BECAUSE THEY ASSUME YOU LIVE IN THE COUNTRY

I SERIOUSLY GETTING SICK OF PEOPLE AND THIS SITE

SO KINDLY FUCK OFF GOOD SIR AND LEAVE ME AND MY ANIMALS ALONE

Lots have happened this past month!

I moved in with my amazing and loving mate
I finally got a snake which I've always wanted one and who I'm spoiling rotten :P
I've gotten a steady job
Thinking about going back to school part time
We got a new horse an OTTB rescue from the track


Crazy crazy crazy
Will post photos soon :)