Come visit and listen.

For the ask tracer
Send me a Note with the Question you would like asked.
Would you like your Fursona name mentioned or be Anonymous?


http://www.spreaker.com/page#!/show.....oddball_antics

Drop by my facebook page if at all possible.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Trace.....61199200560171


In other news. I may be taking on a Co-host. Not sure. We will see how it works out.

Drop me a line.
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Well Here I am. I was accused of saying something on stage that I never say.

So Last night on stage. I let them have it.
The dirtiest, vulgar, and downright loud show I have ever done.

So you know the word was SeeYouNTea. (i am sure you can figure it out)

Well, When attending a comedy school i was told that when performing in urban areas that there are some key words that I as a white male should steer clear from in a show.

Steer clear.... I would say I ran right into them last night. And surprise surprise. People enjoyed the hell out of that show.

So my confession for the day.
I have never been one to follow someone else's advice blindly.
Having said that.

I have never done a Radio show. Just for the Fur Fandom.

Is this something I should change?

Well For today's confession.
First off. I have been camping. A lot. I enjoy it. Its a blast.
However my confession the last time someone found this out.
Well, I didn't hear the end of it all night.

I believe the term was "How un-american?" Look you camp in a tent. I camp in a camper.
You enjoy vanilla. I like living. (allergic)

However Please do not call me un-american just because I have never had a Smores ( i think thats how you spell it)

So. Share some confessions? Or shall I just bother people more with pointless journals :P

Peace
-Tracer

Anyway,
Here I am, Surrounded by a world of crappy events day after day after day.
I missed the Halloween party with Haru, E, And Kota. Bujo's party, a chance to hang out with some very awesome furs. And today. A wake. Tomorrow. Funeral.

People need to stop dropping dead!

ok. Well now that that is out of my system.
On the bright side I have been chilling out with a few good friends around 3 am. Which has utterly fucked my sleep schedule, but it keeps my mind off things. Also apparently I have a relatively high tolerance for booze. Woooo... wait.. damn it.

I was talking into doing an Eyeball shot (vodka or everclear in a shot glass. pressed against the eye socket and drained into the tear duct.) all I can say. NEVER AGAIN!!!! That friggin hurt! instant drunk. but never again!

Been working on some art lately.
I dusted off my old sketch pad and have been doing some stuff for some of the Furs I know. Perhaps When I am ready. I will upload some on here. But not until I think it is FA ready.

Otherwise. Drop by and say Hi peoples.

On another front I will likely be moving soon. The house sold to a local contractor. So we are all going to get plastered one last time in the front yard and the next morning watch as they level the house.

Whats Next for me some may ask. Well, I am not going to have much need for a house for a bit. I am going on the road soon for Comedy so me being around... yeah, likely not so much.
However I have been debating on buying a new house. If anything to have a place to come back to.

Its going to be a sad day. So many years there. And we have all gotten used to each other. However we are parting ways and most of my room mates have already settled into new housing arrangements for themselves. Well here is hoping life works out.

Well, I need to go take a shower to be ready for the wake tonight. (because in a few hours. I go Shopping!)

Laters All!
Peace.
Tracer

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then repost as your __% Innocence. Lowest number you have the more you've done!"

100%

(X) Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
(X) Had sex.
(X) Been to a concert.
(X) given a handjob.
(X) gotten a handjob.
(X) given a blowjob.
(X) gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
(x) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. Playfully, but it counts...

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88% Yep I am screwed...

(X) felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
() Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. =(
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
() Been to prom.
() Cried at school.
() Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
(X) Went streaking.
(X) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

(X) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
(X) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
(X) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(X) Gotten an x-ray.
(X) Hit by a car.
(X) Had a party
(X) Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 71%... oh this is gonna be bad i just know it.

(X) Played strip poker/darts.
(X) Got paid to strip for someone.
() Run away from home.
(X) Broken a bone.
(X) Eaten sushi.
(x) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
(X) Made porn.
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
(x) Been in love

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%

(x) Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
(X) Laughed yourself to sleep.
() Stabbed yourself.
(X) Shot a gun
()Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(X) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(X) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(X) Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 53%

(X) Watched a person die.
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
() Put somebody in the hospital.
(X) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
(x) Kissed somebody of the same sex.
() Dressed punk.
(X) Dressed goth.
(x) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 45%

(x) Avoided somebody.
(x) Been stalked.
() Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(X) Ridden a horse.
() Cut yourself.
(X) Bungee jumped.
() Ding dong ditched somebody.
(X) Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 39%

() Got caught stealing something
(X) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
() Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
(X) Gone out with your friend's crush.
(X) Got arrested.
() Been pregnant.
() Made a girl pregnant.
() Babysat.
(X) Been to another country. MOTHER RUSSIA!
() Started your house on fire.
(X) Had an encounter with a ghost. ...... I believe so.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 34%

(X) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
() Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(X) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
() Gotten cut from a sports team.
(X) Been called a whore.
() Danced like a whore

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 27%... told you i was Screwed...

(X) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(X) Been in a car accident.
(X) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
() Been told you have beautiful hair.
() Raped somebody.
(X) Danced in the rain.
(X) Been rejected.
(X) Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
(X) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
() Been raped.

FINAL PERCENTAGE: 20%



0_0 Yep. Screwed! So... How innocent are you?

Well I am taking my laptop with me so I will be able to keep in touch.
But 12 shows in 6 days. Lets see which goes down first. Me from lack of sleep. Or my credit card from over use.

Anyway,
While I am outta town I am gonna be recording again. Nothing huge just some minor stuff. So if you are interested in hearing a sketch or want to voice an opinion about something let me know. I will be happy to talk some trash on the subject and post it for at least my listening pleasure.

Note: Comedy is half Alcohol and half A.D.D.

Hey look a new hard cider. is that a bike? I wonder who actually reads these things?
Did I just say that?'
Am I gonna post it.


yes. Yes I am.

Ok well hit me up and leave a message after the beep........
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Beep.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/windsong85/
She does fur suits with competitive pricing
And she is trying to get her work up off the ground.
Drop her a line and see what she has to offer.

Tell her Tracer referred you :P

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2769584/

3 Free Commissions!
Go check it out. If anything it helps another get some exposure.
Even if you don't win. Give them a look over and enjoy.
The art is very well done and worth the time to check out.

So I was feeling... well lets call it adventurous. And Decided that I was going to do some commissions. But I sat down and wondered where I would be in this world with out my friends and their more than generous donations, advice, and help.

So here's what I am going to do.
For a little while I am going to be posting up my online radio show.
Like it. Love it. Hate it. Or Whatever It will be there for people's listening pleasure.

I am going to however start an "Ask Tracer" weekly segment.
Which I will post here.
Feel free to ask anything from the downright odd.
To even if you would like to ask for advice on certain issues you are having with your life.
I will be there as a friend to answer what I can. To offer a kind or helpful word.
And all in all try to have fun with it.

Or hell.
If you want.
send me a topic to rant about. And I will try to have a short 3-5 minute rant posted up within the week.

I do however have a few rules.

1) One question per week per person.
2) Please send your questions to me as a note.
3) Post in your Note if you would like to be named or anonymous.
4) Don't hold back. Ask anything you would like to know or would like to hear about. Even if I don't know it. i will at least try to make something up for a quick laugh. (Kidding I will do my best to answer in my own. Interesting way.)
5) Post a link to your page or Journal it. Share the fun.
6) Watch me. :P I want you to be able to know when the show hits and its easier to just ask you to watch my page rather than track you down and Note you. ( Hey gimme a break. I am allowed to be lazy to. ^_^)
7) If you ask me to rant on a subject. Be prepared for anything.
8) Last but not least. Have fun. And remember I am just here. Watching you.0_0..*smirk*

Take care and I look forward to hearing from you.

Peace!
Tracer

We went into the room.
Heard very calming heartfelt words.
I was surprised to be at another funeral.
My childhood friend of 20 years lay there in a casket. It didn't even look like him.
He had a can of pabst blue ribbon, his necklace, he was dressed in all white compared to his customary all black. He once told me...

"I follow my life in the eyes of a Johnny Cash song. I wear black everyday. As much of it as I can. I wear it to mourn the needless deaths of those who have done nothing but live. When I die. I will be burred in white. Because my mourning will be over."

We did the only thing we knew how. His family mourned. His friends mourned. I kept my promise. The same promise all of my friends ask me to make. "Be the rock". So I was.

No tears. No emotion. Just. Me.
I stood there and took it. I looked at the body. And knew he was not there. He has better things to do. *smirk*
I offered my condolences. And hugged a lot of family and friends.
Everyone knows my promise. No one talks about it. They know I can take it.
Twelve Friends in four years. Six friends in just as many months.

I can take it. Not a tear.
Friends cried at the Irish wake.
I sang. Its how he would have wanted it. No sadness. Only happiness. I am the rock.

We drank. And told stories of how we met him. Its hard. But not a tear.
I am the Rock.

My silent promise goes on.
We sit around and talk about our own mortality.
A friend of mine who is very ill.
He asks me to make the promise.
That silent promise that in my group of friends.
Only I can make.
And I made it.
I am the rock.

I come home.
My family and friends come to console me for change.
Its hard loosing a brother.
A comrade.
A best friend.
I don't break.
I don't waiver.
Not a tear.
I am the Rock.

Its how its always been.
I am used to it.
This time it was different.
It hurt as it always does.
But something had changed.
I had nine friends come to me.
And told me to break my promise.
I told them I can't.
Once I make a promise.
I keep it.
It's how I am.
They understand.
And leave the subject alone.
They want me to feel better.
But that will take time.
They want me to cry.
To break and shatter my silent resolve.
But I can't.
I won't.
I am the Rock.

Cry for me.
Break and crumble for me.
Grieve and mourn for me.
If you do anything for me.
In these times feel for me.
It's what I need.
Do this for me.
Smile.
Feel.
Live.

And I will keep my promise to you.
When your time comes.
When family and friends assemble.
When tears are shed.
When memories become something to hold.
I will be there.
I will not Cry.
I will not break.
I will keep my word.
My Promise.

I.
Am.
The.
Rock.





(I miss you. And I will always remember you. Your life will be celebrated everyday. Take care and See you later man. - Your Brother.)

People have been asking me how long I have been doing comedy. And I Normally give a very vague answer which some how leaves them satisfied and me off the hook with out having to divulge to much information about my personal life. Well, To answer the question.... Nope. Not gonna do it.

If Anyone has questions for me.
Any at all. Hit me up on here.
And I will answer any questions on my radio show.

I am performing tonight in my home town of Saint Charles Missouri.
Which should be fun. Trying out some new material.
And I will be buying drinks for the first 5 people who show up.

Send me a note before 5 pm Central Standard time for info.

On the other side of the tracks, I was actually surprised the other day when Someone recognized me from some of the shows I have done. Which is weird. (for me anyway) I am booked to perform at the Comedy Star in California (sometime in February) I will get info and post it here as well.

Anyway. Questions. I don't care what the questions are. Just ask something. Its my way of getting to know the community better and your chance to get to know me.

That. And if its a particularly odd question. I may go off on it for a moment or so. Who knows.

So, post your questions, And listen to my end of the month show. Which will be posted on www.Furryaffinity.net , www.spreaker.com , and facebook. ( as well as my site which is down due to technical difficulties.

Take it easy.
And as always.
Peace!

To find out if he is commission worthy.
Please check him out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:21610007

He does some fun stuff. That and I am cheap. So the more shinnies I can get for free. The happier I will be :P

Well,
Not much going on. I am almost finished with filming the DvD. Though I have no clue why people still call it filming when its no longer on film. Oh well. So. Three days left. Then my free time becomes that again. Free time. How I miss thee.

I have been drinking a bit more than I should lately however. I am still dealing with a certain loss that left me a little numb inside. But what worries me is that when I start to get close to someone. Even as friends I start shutting them out. I don't know why. I am highly embarrassed of my home at the moment. Its in complete disarray. Stuff everywhere. It's almost to the point that I don't even sleep there much anymore. I don't want people visiting me because of the shape its in now. And as is, I am looking for a new house. I may take a friend. up on an offer and go look at a house in his neighborhood.

Friends wise since I have been doing comedy I have made tons of friends. But only a few real friends. Zantor [ http://www.furaffinity.net/user/zantor64/ ](whom I believe I may have pissed off the other day), Haru, Kota [ http://www.furaffinity.net/user/wolfrunner/ ] (he is a great person inside and out), and E [ http://www.furaffinity.net/user/eynkiwolf/ ] ( who is adorable in his own right). I have only just recently become more active within the furry community after a rather large falling out with my ex-mate. Since then I have been a bit Jaded about coming back. So here I am.

Randy [ http://www.furaffinity.net/user/randygross/ ] who I only recently started talking to has been a great person and seems to care a lot for other people. I am glad to have met him. And Xixion [ http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xixion/ ] Is a great guy, and fun to hang around he is pretty much as stable as you can get. And I admire him for his resilience.
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I got pretty trashed the other night and probably said a HUGE amount of stupid things via text. If you are one of those people. I am truly sorry.
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You know who you are. I was not avoiding you coming over. Not one bit. However, I do not like people at my house for the state it is in. I can handle a few messes here and there. But right now I am in the middle of packing everything up to go in storage to find a new home. And Its just unbearable for me. I was not ignoring any phone calls. I fell asleep. I was tired. Still drunk when I woke up the first time and started texting people, And I am so very sorry for worrying you.

I may rant and throw comedic fits from time to time. But I want you to know. I am truly sorry. As I said I don't get much free time anymore. And I try to see as many people as I can when I am in town, and this time i over did it. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
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I will be going back on the road soon for comedy.So I will not be getting a lot of time to meet and hang out with the Saint Louis Local area furs. Which sucks, as they are a great bunch of friends who I was hoping to get to know better.

I will be back on air on www.spreaker.com to do my pod cast/online radio show very soon.
Tracer's Trash talk and Oddball antics.
I have added a questions section to part of my show. Meaning I will answer to the best of my abilities no less than Thee questions on my end of the month shows. You ask. I answer. I am not the smartest Raccoon out there. But I will do my best.

Now in the mean time. Send those questions in. And keep'em rollin. If you have something that Irks you. Send me a note. Hell I might even go off on it on my show.
Want your music on the show. I will happily post and credit the writers, composers, and editors.


Oh well.

This has been me unloading my fears lately to the FA world.
Take care and stay...safe... moderately... ok well. Don't die.

Peace,
Tracer

Well, Here we go again.
Out of the hospital and recovering nicely.
Its been a while. So Here I am. I made this page.... a long time again on a computer far far away (in ohio) But now I am in Saint Louis Missouri, I still travel doing comedy. I perform at Ren fests and Pirates fests as a singer. I enjoy my talents. And enjoy sharing them with everyone else.

So.
Going on in my life.
A very close personal friend of mine passed away recently.
I am still a little numb from it. But I think I will do alright.
On the plus side I have reacquainted myself with the Saint Louis Furs to a point.
I dropped away for a bit just being a lone fur for a bit.
I was trying to distance myself from drama.
And found out that it always finds its way back.
This time. I would rather have the support of my friends to rely on. Rather than just try to handle it on my own.

Well stop by and say hi from time to time.

Tracer