I recently been contacted by a user named, “vi3O” earlier today and they were claiming to be hacked themselves while they were trying to hack my account via Discord. Luckily, Fur Affinity flagged them down as a scammer/hacker and this account will be deleted off the site since I already received an automatic email from FA. This individual was a tricky one and I took the risk while I was being very suspicious of them dur to their account creation date being very recent with nothing on their profile.

If you ever run into an account like vi3O, please DO NOT give them your Discord account and if you went ahead and did so, please DO NOT accept any friend requests from them on there. It’s alright when someone created an alt account sometimes, but when an individual like vi3O tries to phish you, use common sense, not your empathy.

Just in case anything happens to my Fur Affinity account due to current events, here are my other socials!

 ~YouTube~ https://www.youtube.com/Trainmaster189
 ~Twitter~ https://x.com/OwenConcorde
 ~Weasyl~ https://www.weasyl.com/~owenconcorde
 ~Discord~ Owen Concorde#3619

For everyone who watched my profile over the years, I would like to say "thank you" for watching me as well as favoriting my works! I couldn't be here without the support and I really appreciate it! God bless!

I'm just purging some of my older stuff, especially things that 10+ years old which are my older art and journal entries. My Anthrocon 2015 Compilation pic is no longer online because a lot of the fursuiters I've met on my first year at the con who I wouldn't consider my "friends" for different reasons (politics, moral issues, etc.). I just feel it's time to move on that era of my life (and the history of my LM art) and it's no different then when I slowly moved on from my high school/work study years in the early half of the 2010s.


Art News 8/23/2025:
I am not dead, but I just took another unannounced hiatus and even working on some art. These new pics will be uploaded soon as I finish my current sketchbook.

 JacobTheRanger joined Fur Affinity last Friday, 8/15/2025, so everyone please give him a nice warm welcome!

My one new friend,  king-joel2002 just joined FA and he's into living/anthro plane art, so please give him a warm welcome!

I hate to bring bad news, but there is a new bipartisan bill that is meant to “protect the children”, but it actually has a far darker agenda at play.

If you are from America and you truly care, please read this article and share this around if you can. I really appreciate it!

https://indiegamenews.github.io/Ind.....meNews/?Page=9

P.S. Even though there’s not much I can really do about it since worrying is bad for my mental health, but it’s nothing new since the SOPA/PIPPA days of the old Obama Admin (when I was in high school). I just need to spread awareness on this issue again.

With all the crazy stuff going on in America and the outside world I’m just going to choose peace over having a war mindset. I know I may like military history and the excitement of military aesthetics, but I would rather be chill and work on myself. I forgive others who did me wrong, even in the past and focus on stuff that makes me happy since I can no longer afford drama of any kind. Wars happen over people’s ignorance and their ego displayed on a far wider scale. Life can be horrible, but it can also be very beautiful by just not being a sponge absorbing negative energy that goes around like a disease.

Take care! Peace!

This is a non-political, nonpartisan journal entry.

If you live in the United States and care about the future of the toy and hobby industry with the tariffs, please sign this petition. Thank you!

https://www.hobbycoalition.org/?utm.....7-91666813&;mc_cid=7e39c3a571&mc_eid=dc7b5f3c38

I understand that war is everywhere now (World War III, civil wars, race wars, e.g.), but I would like to share a video. I am not innocent either because I've got into drama a lot in the past and suffered bullying both online and in person (e.g. high school). I am just staying out of the drama just what I said about online friendships and the mainstream furry community. This whole system we're into is designed to make us hate each other to the point where we drain our energy and kill ourselves in the process. I am now taking a better path by working on myself and not have beef with anyone, even those who did wrong to me, especially those in the past.

I am just leaning more towards making real life friends more because I don’t trust very many online people, especially from the furry community. When I was little, I mostly played by myself with little things like Matchbox cars because my Mom and I didn’t have internet yet. I didn’t worry about politics (with the exception of 9/11) because I was in my own little fantasy world and being separated from all the evil that is going on. I wish I were a little boy again when times were more wholesome. I am done with going to Anthrocon indefinitely because one, it’s full of weirdos (not all, but many) who do inappropriate stuff in hotel rooms and two, it’s going full-on cashless.

I also don’t even trust using dating apps because of all the catfishing that’s going on. I really would love to dress up as my characters, but I am focusing on more train stuff at the moment. However, I am still drawing my characters as my current escape from reality and I haven’t let anyone tell me any different for five years now.

Since FA now allows display names to anyone site wide , I am now “Owen Concorde”!

I remember I used to change my name on DeviantArt to Owen Concorde when I used to be on there. I am finally happy that DA is allowing this change to happen. I may still be “Trainmaster” because I love trains, but I love being Owen just as much!

I was looking forward to seeing my Dad and my Grandpap again this weekend for the first time in years, but I can’t now. My only living grandpap and the only grandpap I love just passed away yesterday (4/2/2024) and I’m really upset now. My Papap was sick a few days ago and he hadn’t ate anything prior to passing away. My Mom and my grandmother were excited to see them again, but they can’t and my grandmother was crying when I told her the bad news.

Please send prayers to me and both sides of my family and thank you!

Today is the 10th anniversary of my 21st birthday!

Wow, time flies!

I would like to let everyone know that my 31st birthday is on Tuesday, 02–25-2025!

I just woke up after having another weird ass dream, so here I go!

I had a dream about I had a head transplant and my head is already on another guy’s body (I don’t know the donor) and I’m already on some kind of hospital recliner chair. A nurse was in the room with me and she said that I needed to be put on anesthesia again for about two years (WTF?), so my head and my new body can be compatible and work well together. The nurse puts me to sleep, but I’m still awake for some reason, but my Mom was also in the room and she wanted me to relax. The moment I was finally put to sleep, I then woke up. I still remember the dream without a few details, but I still put it on here anyways.

Until recently, I had some weird high school and thrift store related dreams, but they weren’t as interesting or absurd as this head transplant dream.

When it comes to friends, only miss the ones that truly care about you a lot more than others, not those who don’t, even if they cared about you only in the beginning of that relationship.

I just finally made a very tough decision (years in the making), but I feel like letting go of this one “friend” who I was around IRL because we grew apart from when we were student coworkers in a special ed work program for two years (I was in 10th & 11th grade). I noticed how far apart we grew over the years even when I spent time with my Dad and how we have more differences than in common. I have healed from past friendships before and some were easier than others, especially when people change and move on. My Dad is here to stay and I will serve him like I serve my Mom. This “friend” of mine even made a bad first impression on me before we grew into friends for a while, but I should’ve done things differently to save myself from bullying and humiliation that we went through.
Why waste my energy on this individual who I only saw for two years (only 2 or 3 days of the week) when I can be with my Dad who has been around since when I was born. Family and also close friends are the ones I can be with and I can be true honest self around them even if we like completely different things. Also, I did well without the person, before and after this friendship like I did with every other ex-friend/fake friend of mine out there.

From the last journal where I mentioned my Dad, I mentioned this "friend" there. I do not like Dragon Ball Z and one of the many reason why I do not like that show because it reminds me of this "fake ass friend" and I can't let him rent space in my head anymore.

I just would let everyone know that today is the day that I have passed my driver's test! I only missed two, but I am very happy that I have now my license. I waited ten years since I was 21 to get my license because I had very bad fear of driving when I had a lot anxiety and depresssion back then. I enjoyed my journey to get my license with my driving instructor since last November and I even wrote a very positive review/survey about him on my way home today.

Dad News:
My Dad and I have been slowly getting along lately despite both of us having our issues. My Mom wants to make sure that my Dad and I are close again because he's my family and I'm supposed to prioritize my family over anyone else. I'm still healing from missing a certain "friend" of mine from my first two years in the special ed work program who was made fun of for associating with back in the day. I cannot let that high school bullying trauma come back as I try hard moving forward and restoring the realationship with my Dad, especially with therapy. When it comes to anime, I'm only into Gundam and Robotech (mecha genre) thanks to my Dad and that so-called "friend" of mine is a huge Dragon Ball nerd (shonen genre) and I'm personally not a fan of DBZ.

Just in case you haven’t seen my Christmas special artwork, Merry Christmas!

About the gifts, I will not be asking anyone for gifts, especially in art form. If anyone does it for me whether it’s Christmas, my birthday, or any other time, I will eventually appreciate it. I understand everyone may be busy. I would love to make some Christmas gift pictures for others like I used to several years ago, but I just had to make my Christmas pic and prepared to spend time with my family.

I just completed my six and final one hour driving lesson with my instructor and I just took some practice tests around my local DMV. I'm now ready for my test, but that will be sometime after New Year's. I will be going back to my normal art submission schedule until that test will come even though it's more of a Christmas break.


Prayer Request:

Please pray for my Mom to feel better again because not all of her recent problems slipped away from the last time and she has breathing difficulties because of it.

I can say about all her problems from the first request from November is that my Mom had lots of blood clots in her lower abdomen and all the way down to right before her left knee which swelled up upper left leg (these clots formed a giant clot). She also has a few blood clots in both her lungs and only the giant leg blood clot I said was surgically taken out (like a large intestine ripped out of her) before she went home before Thanksgiving. Mom is currently prescribed medication (two shots a day) to making the remaining blood clots in her lungs to dissolve and the unfortunately they're not dissolving fast enough. She has been coughing non-stop because of the clots in her lungs and she even took cough medicine to try to stop coughing, but she's still not feeling well. My Mom thinking about being in the hospital again and they might keep her again just to get the remaining clots out of her lungs or whatever else they might do. Please pray for her to get better since we got stuff to do right around Christmas and I love her a lot.

For anyone who has ever watched the poplar PBS Kids Show, "Arthur", I just found a recently uploaded video about some theories involving some of the characters and the fictional town of Elwood City, PA (not the real Elwood City, PA).

I hope everyone (US friends only) had a good Thanksgiving supper yesterday and I am at least very happy that my Mom came home the day before and she is feeling better. Thank you for your prayers!

I'm currently taking a break from my driving lessons until after Thanksgiving. However, if anyone prays, can you please pray for my mother. She's in the hospital for something serious and I'm very concerned about it. I'm just afraid she may not be home for Thanksgiving because she has a lot of things wrong with her at the moment and I would like to see her be well again.

Alright everyone, I just would like to let you know that I just changed my driving school (and instructor) because my first local driving instructor has too much people on his schedule and this is during a school year since it's mostly high school kids who have their lessons later in the day. I already had my first lesson with my old instructor back in 10/28/2024 and I was very nervous/anxious because he had me on a morning appointment because I'm an adult, not a high school kid. My new driving instructor is very good with kids and adults with different intellectual disabilities and does only them. Also, my first two appointments with him are booked this week in the afternoon which is more manageable than my old instructor.


Other News:
My one and only Dodge Viper GTS character finally got a name despite not having anymore new works made of him yet. The Viper's name is officially, "Otis Vipermann" which I thought out of thin air after I had some old early childhood memories of when I used to watch Milo & Otis on VHS. If the name sounds good for a pug, why not a Dodge Viper?

Tuxspeedo Viper - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57080624/

I just would like everyone to know that I just had my first driving lesson yesterday (10/28/2024) with my local driving instructor and I did very well except that I was anxious while turning the wheel. However, my next appointment with him has already been booked three weeks from now even though I’ll still be practicing with my Mom in between these appointments. I don’t know how long this will be, but the appointments with the instructor can either be three or four before he decides that I’m ready for the test. In the meantime, I can practice, with my Mom and stuff like the steering wheel (I’m struggling with hand-over-hand turning) will come to me naturally. I’ve been feeling somewhat frustrated and overwhelmed by this and how it might take more than a month for me to accomplish.

My Mom just had a calm talk with me about this and she doesn’t want me to give up on it because having a driver’s license is important in the US. I just got to enjoy my driving lessons and be excited for the day when I get my driver’s license. I just would like to let everyone know all this and please don’t expect art from me all the time because of this scheduling and I cannot stay up all night all the time.

In the meantime, I have more finished artwork to submit soon. Four of them are ready and I just got done with two more that I’ll be editing and preparing for submission after when I wake up.

Goodnight everyone!

A former troll of mine just came to me and he apologized for trolling he did a few years ago. This person is  OrdovicianInnova and now just joined the furry community and the living machine community.

His apology journal -https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10974728/