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Posted 15 years agohttp://www.ustream.tv/channel/secre.....ld-of-the-shaw
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Come watch!! No plans really, fixing my handpaws and jamming out, might draw or something after.
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Come watch!! No plans really, fixing my handpaws and jamming out, might draw or something after.
ARTING TIME!! COME WATCH! (Offline) D8
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.ustream.tv/channel/secre.....ld-of-the-shaw
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YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SEE DA SHAW!!
... I is good artist now? D:
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YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SEE DA SHAW!!
... I is good artist now? D:
Now for something completely different
Posted 15 years ago*disgruntled/worried Shaw*
Posted 15 years agoCan't seem to get to sleep these nights lately...
Had a nightmare again last night. Niennis, Arra, Jase, Sumo, Swift and Faulkner were skinning me alive and cutting out chunks of flesh. When i woke up both my arms and one of my feet were numb from being in awkward positions/covers wrapped around them too tight. psych said to write down what i remember of them, that it would help next week.. i dunno we'll see. the few hours of sleep i'm getting when i have them is deffinately not enough rest for the amount of energy i'm putting out these days.
BLARGH! ... just need to spend more time around fuzzy warm people things I think.
Any furreh gatherings round the South ark/Louisiana area going on? e_< I'm too tired to search right now... gotta find some coffee and go running, try to get a nap in later this morning.
Had a nightmare again last night. Niennis, Arra, Jase, Sumo, Swift and Faulkner were skinning me alive and cutting out chunks of flesh. When i woke up both my arms and one of my feet were numb from being in awkward positions/covers wrapped around them too tight. psych said to write down what i remember of them, that it would help next week.. i dunno we'll see. the few hours of sleep i'm getting when i have them is deffinately not enough rest for the amount of energy i'm putting out these days.
BLARGH! ... just need to spend more time around fuzzy warm people things I think.
Any furreh gatherings round the South ark/Louisiana area going on? e_< I'm too tired to search right now... gotta find some coffee and go running, try to get a nap in later this morning.
the darker days make the good ones brighter
Posted 15 years agoonly got about 2 hours of sleep last night. but did a lot of very heartful and progressive thinking towards my own being and personality. a lot of assessing where i am in life and what i want to accomplish.
thanks all you friends i've been talking about recently, you've put a lot of really helpful thoughts in my head. i noticed that a lot of times i use take myself out of conversations, situations, activities i want to be in from a giant insecurity of how i look and a shyness i've just never been able to shake.
BUT from now on, when i want to jump in a conversation i will (not in an annoying way though)
When I want to go out and do something, I WILL
I refuse to sit on my ass and complain about being bored and not going out and doing anything to remedy this. I can't occupy myself on this damn computer ALL day.
I'm going to work on my art.
I'm going to work on my writing.
I'm going to exercise on a regular schedule, and not just running anymore.
I've gotta start pushing myself instead of relying on other people to drag me along. I'm going to look more towards self motivation and productivity from now on, sometimes you just gotta try and do things alone. not that I don't want to NOT do thing with any of you!! I do, I hope you will all help me when I need it, just some words of encouragement now and then. Keep my morale up. :)
I'm a lucky guy with a lot of great friends, and it took me losing one of the greatest to realize how much they all mean to me. I hope you can all forgive my massive amounts of complaining i have done and will help me in my more positive and jovial pursuit on life! Cause when I'm too tired to do it alone, I'll need y'all to help me up. And when I can't get up, I'll need you to drag me along again :P
<3
Ever YOUR friend
Trav- Kevin.
thanks all you friends i've been talking about recently, you've put a lot of really helpful thoughts in my head. i noticed that a lot of times i use take myself out of conversations, situations, activities i want to be in from a giant insecurity of how i look and a shyness i've just never been able to shake.
BUT from now on, when i want to jump in a conversation i will (not in an annoying way though)
When I want to go out and do something, I WILL
I refuse to sit on my ass and complain about being bored and not going out and doing anything to remedy this. I can't occupy myself on this damn computer ALL day.
I'm going to work on my art.
I'm going to work on my writing.
I'm going to exercise on a regular schedule, and not just running anymore.
I've gotta start pushing myself instead of relying on other people to drag me along. I'm going to look more towards self motivation and productivity from now on, sometimes you just gotta try and do things alone. not that I don't want to NOT do thing with any of you!! I do, I hope you will all help me when I need it, just some words of encouragement now and then. Keep my morale up. :)
I'm a lucky guy with a lot of great friends, and it took me losing one of the greatest to realize how much they all mean to me. I hope you can all forgive my massive amounts of complaining i have done and will help me in my more positive and jovial pursuit on life! Cause when I'm too tired to do it alone, I'll need y'all to help me up. And when I can't get up, I'll need you to drag me along again :P
<3
Ever YOUR friend
Trav- Kevin.
6 months
Posted 15 years agoi thought about this all day, even tried to write out something nice, but when it comes down to it there's nothing i can write to make it feel any better, or do it any justice. 6 months ago today, Lauren Silikan McDarren Taylor, my truest and closest friend and loved one passed away.
I had a short poem written out, but it's not good enough.
I visited her grave, her mother and her sister.
Sorry CAFA, I found money to visit but I needed this visit more.
There was a lot of things I wish I could say to her, wish we could still do together.
she kept my spirits up when i didn't think i was gonna make it. kept me pushing forward to my goals when i just wanted to be lazy. Sil was the kind of person who if you met, you would never forget. And I believe that growing up with her has been the greatest landmark in my life so far. I will never forget her, i will never not hurt when i think about her and i wouldn't change that for anything.
i don't want to say much else... i feel like i can't fully put to words the person she was. i didn't call anyone today, i didn't message people, i spent the day driving and thinking. if you have a friend you cherish then tell them how much they mean to you, hold them close and always stay in touch. there's no price tag that can be put on a perfect friendship.
i didn't cry today until i checked my facebook when i got home... and it told me to reconnect with my friend lauren taylor. i miss you more than anything in the world.
I had a short poem written out, but it's not good enough.
I visited her grave, her mother and her sister.
Sorry CAFA, I found money to visit but I needed this visit more.
There was a lot of things I wish I could say to her, wish we could still do together.
she kept my spirits up when i didn't think i was gonna make it. kept me pushing forward to my goals when i just wanted to be lazy. Sil was the kind of person who if you met, you would never forget. And I believe that growing up with her has been the greatest landmark in my life so far. I will never forget her, i will never not hurt when i think about her and i wouldn't change that for anything.
i don't want to say much else... i feel like i can't fully put to words the person she was. i didn't call anyone today, i didn't message people, i spent the day driving and thinking. if you have a friend you cherish then tell them how much they mean to you, hold them close and always stay in touch. there's no price tag that can be put on a perfect friendship.
i didn't cry today until i checked my facebook when i got home... and it told me to reconnect with my friend lauren taylor. i miss you more than anything in the world.
Random Fact of the Day
Posted 15 years agoTater tots were introduced in 1953
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serious time, please read.
Posted 15 years agokay so this may end up being one of my longest posts ever, i apologize ahead of time, but please stick through and read it all.
so i've been laying in bed for the past 3 hours staring at the ceiling thinking about everything me and the psychiatrist went over today and well.. everything from the past few months really. i figured i'd put it up where some people could read this since i thought of quite a bit of information some of you friends needed to hear/be told.
first off the couple of bad nightmares i had the past 2 nights we figured had a lot to do with how alone i was making myself now that i'm back home. i feel like i've gotten a bit cut off from my friends since there aren't any here anymore. but on the same note, i feel that a lot of my relationships with friends are more like acquaintences that i'm seeing as a lot closer from my end than they may be seeing from their end. i know i'm not the most interesting person out there, but i do enjoy it when people actually sit down and talk with me. even short conversations about nothing in particular seem to make my day lately. but of course, nobody has been talking with me much, and i can't remember the last time someone actually took the time to start a conversation with me, i've always got to be the one to begin it. sorry, i'm kind of beating a dead horse on that one... moving on..
i had been messaging someone that randomly added me from the con for the past 2 days, just general conversations about where we lived and what we did and such and ended up mentioning Sil and how i had been missing her pretty bad lately. well he responded with "..What are you still doing missing a person that's been dead for 6months? Get over it it's not a big deal dude." i didn't exactly handle that situation very well, as anyone that knows mine and Sil's relationship might understand. i KNOW that she's been dead for 6 months, and i'm not still mourning her death, but i do miss her something fierce.. she was a giant part of my life, and i'm still a bit lost without her to be honest. she was always there for advice, was always nice to me but could straighten me out when i needed it, she was a fierce friend and i can't see myself replacing her for some time still... and she could mix a drink and give a head rub like nobody's business..
i guess out of all of this what i'm trying to get across is that, to some of you i may not be the most exciting, interesting, best looking or most intelligent person - of all these things i am aware, but i consider every one of you a very close and dear friend to me. i am always here to listen when people need me and i'd do anything for any one of you.
i'm sure at times i can seem like all i do is complain, but most of the time i am a happy person that's just bored in this dead end hole in the ground of a town. i hope this helps some of you better understand where i'm at right now and what's been going on, or maybe i missed my whole train of thought after the first few sentences. anyone reading this has made some kind of impact in my life, in a big or small way, and for it i thank you. you've helped turn me into the crazy mixed up person i am today, and i love who i am today and you should too. love yourself that is, not me, but i do appreciate feeling the love too.
So from the bottom of my heart, my dearest friends, i say thank you and i love you all, never forget that. no matter how new or old our friendship is, you are all dear to me and i don't know what i would do without you.
*this note not edited or proof read. i put down what came to my head, had a lot more going through it when i started o_o*
so i've been laying in bed for the past 3 hours staring at the ceiling thinking about everything me and the psychiatrist went over today and well.. everything from the past few months really. i figured i'd put it up where some people could read this since i thought of quite a bit of information some of you friends needed to hear/be told.
first off the couple of bad nightmares i had the past 2 nights we figured had a lot to do with how alone i was making myself now that i'm back home. i feel like i've gotten a bit cut off from my friends since there aren't any here anymore. but on the same note, i feel that a lot of my relationships with friends are more like acquaintences that i'm seeing as a lot closer from my end than they may be seeing from their end. i know i'm not the most interesting person out there, but i do enjoy it when people actually sit down and talk with me. even short conversations about nothing in particular seem to make my day lately. but of course, nobody has been talking with me much, and i can't remember the last time someone actually took the time to start a conversation with me, i've always got to be the one to begin it. sorry, i'm kind of beating a dead horse on that one... moving on..
i had been messaging someone that randomly added me from the con for the past 2 days, just general conversations about where we lived and what we did and such and ended up mentioning Sil and how i had been missing her pretty bad lately. well he responded with "..What are you still doing missing a person that's been dead for 6months? Get over it it's not a big deal dude." i didn't exactly handle that situation very well, as anyone that knows mine and Sil's relationship might understand. i KNOW that she's been dead for 6 months, and i'm not still mourning her death, but i do miss her something fierce.. she was a giant part of my life, and i'm still a bit lost without her to be honest. she was always there for advice, was always nice to me but could straighten me out when i needed it, she was a fierce friend and i can't see myself replacing her for some time still... and she could mix a drink and give a head rub like nobody's business..
i guess out of all of this what i'm trying to get across is that, to some of you i may not be the most exciting, interesting, best looking or most intelligent person - of all these things i am aware, but i consider every one of you a very close and dear friend to me. i am always here to listen when people need me and i'd do anything for any one of you.
i'm sure at times i can seem like all i do is complain, but most of the time i am a happy person that's just bored in this dead end hole in the ground of a town. i hope this helps some of you better understand where i'm at right now and what's been going on, or maybe i missed my whole train of thought after the first few sentences. anyone reading this has made some kind of impact in my life, in a big or small way, and for it i thank you. you've helped turn me into the crazy mixed up person i am today, and i love who i am today and you should too. love yourself that is, not me, but i do appreciate feeling the love too.
So from the bottom of my heart, my dearest friends, i say thank you and i love you all, never forget that. no matter how new or old our friendship is, you are all dear to me and i don't know what i would do without you.
*this note not edited or proof read. i put down what came to my head, had a lot more going through it when i started o_o*
again? really?
Posted 15 years agowoke up again terrified for my life sweating and heart racing again last night, more than once
I don't know what's bringing on these nightmares but they need to stop. it's doing terrible things to my psyche.
has this happened to anyone else before? i really feel like i'm gonna die when i wake up from these things and it takes well over an hour for me to calm down enough to just turn the light back off and try to go sleep again.
I don't know what's bringing on these nightmares but they need to stop. it's doing terrible things to my psyche.
has this happened to anyone else before? i really feel like i'm gonna die when i wake up from these things and it takes well over an hour for me to calm down enough to just turn the light back off and try to go sleep again.
kay so i was terrified
Posted 15 years agoseriously i woke up out of a dead sleep and started crying my head off.
i kept thinking i was utterly alone, everyone was dead or didn't want to see me.
i remember dreaming everyone i knew was sitting around talking, but nobody was paying attention to me. then people were dead, and the ones that weren't got up and left. Then I felt like I was falling and woke up, my heart all a flutter and sweating and just couldn't stop crying and feeling like something terrible was happening.
i dunno... i needed to get this down somewhere since i finally calmed down. i've not felt that terrible before in my life.
i kept thinking i was utterly alone, everyone was dead or didn't want to see me.
i remember dreaming everyone i knew was sitting around talking, but nobody was paying attention to me. then people were dead, and the ones that weren't got up and left. Then I felt like I was falling and woke up, my heart all a flutter and sweating and just couldn't stop crying and feeling like something terrible was happening.
i dunno... i needed to get this down somewhere since i finally calmed down. i've not felt that terrible before in my life.
i dunno
Posted 15 years agomowed the lawn before it rained today. almost all day.
And for the rest of the day I doodled and thought and where I am in my life right now. apparently i'm at a point where I'm second guessing a lot of the things i'm doing. i'm not sure if i wanna join the armed forces anymore, but i need a job. if i don't go to the forces, i'd like to have some kind of college degree for a job and actually have a career. but if i go to college i know i'll do good the first half of the semester and then lose interest and bomb out the last half.
got a bit depressed by it all so went jogging through the woods a bit, had a good long run and cleared my head only to come back to my room and find one of my dogs had destroyed my doodles x( NOOOOOO
I can't be mad at him though.. he's too cute and old and fluffy to be mad at.
oh well.. i guess i got a bit of the PCD and just wanna be around everyone again, i can't stand this being alone at home all the time anymore. ElDo is killing me slowly.
And for the rest of the day I doodled and thought and where I am in my life right now. apparently i'm at a point where I'm second guessing a lot of the things i'm doing. i'm not sure if i wanna join the armed forces anymore, but i need a job. if i don't go to the forces, i'd like to have some kind of college degree for a job and actually have a career. but if i go to college i know i'll do good the first half of the semester and then lose interest and bomb out the last half.
got a bit depressed by it all so went jogging through the woods a bit, had a good long run and cleared my head only to come back to my room and find one of my dogs had destroyed my doodles x( NOOOOOO
I can't be mad at him though.. he's too cute and old and fluffy to be mad at.
oh well.. i guess i got a bit of the PCD and just wanna be around everyone again, i can't stand this being alone at home all the time anymore. ElDo is killing me slowly.
Soo.. MFM 2010.. this is.. THE REPORT
Posted 15 years agoSo i was a little iffy on the new hotel layout at first, but i think it was just because i wasn't sure where everything was, by the time i left on monday, I was in love with it. The area is beautiful, the rooms are great, even though our tv didn't work the one time i wanted it too, and for the most part the temperature in the building wasn't too bad.
So first off a BIG ol thank you to
Niennis and 
Calico-Feathers for being SOOOOO awesome and finishing up my suit partial before the con. I love you guys so much!! XD Also met some awesome other people I can't even remember most of the names right now, I'm a little too occupied with da concrud i've got going on.
But yeah.. got back home safe and can't wait to get to another con, CAUSE I MISS ALL YOU FURRYS!! You're all so awesome and make me feel all welcome. :3 Anyway I'm going to lay down or something..
So first off a BIG ol thank you to
Niennis and 
Calico-Feathers for being SOOOOO awesome and finishing up my suit partial before the con. I love you guys so much!! XD Also met some awesome other people I can't even remember most of the names right now, I'm a little too occupied with da concrud i've got going on.But yeah.. got back home safe and can't wait to get to another con, CAUSE I MISS ALL YOU FURRYS!! You're all so awesome and make me feel all welcome. :3 Anyway I'm going to lay down or something..
ZOMG MFM TIMES!?
Posted 15 years agoSooo I leave in about 14 hours to head to little rock and stay at a friends house for the night so i only have about a 2 1/2 hour trip to the con friday early morning!! :D :D EXCITEDDD!!! I've been hyped up for the con for almost a month now, i even have the precon jitters XD
So anywho, I should be there early early friday morning and be wandering around doing random whatevers for the rest of the weekend. If i'm sitting around holding my stomach, lead me to some food pls ^_^ THANKS!!
Can't wait to see you all there!! If you're going please drive safely, if you're not going, wish you were and we'll miss you!!!
*flails and tries to go to bed*
So anywho, I should be there early early friday morning and be wandering around doing random whatevers for the rest of the weekend. If i'm sitting around holding my stomach, lead me to some food pls ^_^ THANKS!!
Can't wait to see you all there!! If you're going please drive safely, if you're not going, wish you were and we'll miss you!!!
*flails and tries to go to bed*
Streamins
Posted 15 years agoBored so I'm gonna do some streamin. Not sure what i'll be doing but something will occupy the time.
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/secre.....ld-of-the-shaw
GOGOGOGO :D
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/secre.....ld-of-the-shaw
GOGOGOGO :D
HAH! I'm gonna anti-protest!!
Posted 16 years agoSo I found out today that there will be some people from the Westboro Baptist Church protesting at my old college in Magnolia!! OH and I thought the day would be boring today!! For those of you that don't know who they are, www.godhatesfags.com , now you do. Go to their picket schedule and search for your town or one close by - their probably going to picket. Go buy yourself a dollar air horn and have some fun. I know I will. Bunch of idiots.
Awesome!
Posted 16 years agoSo - lot happened the past couple of days. And by a lot I mean I laid in bed and whined a lot.
My insomnia is back and in a full uproar. Didn't sleep at all last night, slept 3 hours night before, I'm tired but I can't fall asleep. I thought I got rid of this crap for good, but of course like all bad things, it never really goes away it just takes a break.
Soooo now I sit around and hope that things start rolling my way in the next day or so. Guess that's about it though... tacos are good... banks are dumb... doggies are AWESOME.
OH!andihave52squaresinmyroomkthxbai :D
My insomnia is back and in a full uproar. Didn't sleep at all last night, slept 3 hours night before, I'm tired but I can't fall asleep. I thought I got rid of this crap for good, but of course like all bad things, it never really goes away it just takes a break.
Soooo now I sit around and hope that things start rolling my way in the next day or so. Guess that's about it though... tacos are good... banks are dumb... doggies are AWESOME.
OH!andihave52squaresinmyroomkthxbai :D
Would you meme thingadoo JUST DO IT
Posted 16 years agoIt takes like 2 minutes and it's fun. XP ENTERTAIN ME!!
Y=yes
N=No
/ = maybe
Would you...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?
Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About having Sex with Me?
Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
Y=yes
N=No
/ = maybe
Would you...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?
Am I...
[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About having Sex with Me?
Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend
ADD IT!!
Posted 16 years agoKay, I'm really bored and i've only used this webcam once and now I have the itch to use it (Thanks Ami) SOOOO
Everyone get on Skype or YIM and watch it NAO You'll get to see me go from that "Just woke up" look to OMG HE'S A BOY SCOUT in 30 minutes. :D
You know you want to.
Skype: Travishaw
YIM: Greywolf8605
Everyone get on Skype or YIM and watch it NAO You'll get to see me go from that "Just woke up" look to OMG HE'S A BOY SCOUT in 30 minutes. :D
You know you want to.
Skype: Travishaw
YIM: Greywolf8605
Curious Ferrets making fursuit stuffs NAO!!
Posted 16 years agoWhat a roller coaster weekend.
Posted 16 years agoWeekend started off terrible, moved into the better area, then dropped a bit when I got back home.
Went and visited my grandma, aunt, uncle and 2 cousins in Tyler, TX this weekend. Watched a peewee football game my cousins are cheerleaders for, ate at this awesome home cookin cafe and went out on their boat for a little while, then it started raining. Played a lot of cards and talked a lot about the rest of the family and what I plan to do with the rest of my life. Going to have to go visit them more often, really gorgeous house.
Anyway, that covers Saturday and Sunday I just drove back home to an empty house and everyone gone for the week that i know in town. FUN.
Friday however was a very somber day. http://greywolf8605.livejournal.com/41464.html here for details on what happened...
Anyway, I should try to get a little sleep for class tomorrow. I love you all. :)
Went and visited my grandma, aunt, uncle and 2 cousins in Tyler, TX this weekend. Watched a peewee football game my cousins are cheerleaders for, ate at this awesome home cookin cafe and went out on their boat for a little while, then it started raining. Played a lot of cards and talked a lot about the rest of the family and what I plan to do with the rest of my life. Going to have to go visit them more often, really gorgeous house.
Anyway, that covers Saturday and Sunday I just drove back home to an empty house and everyone gone for the week that i know in town. FUN.
Friday however was a very somber day. http://greywolf8605.livejournal.com/41464.html here for details on what happened...
Anyway, I should try to get a little sleep for class tomorrow. I love you all. :)
Most uncomfortable seat ever
Posted 16 years agoBeen riding my bike everywhere this week, and all I can say is the seat it came with is the WORST SEAT EVER. My ass has never hurt in such an odd way.
Anyway.. got my first psych test today and need to finish up my paper for comp when I get home. THEN it's time for some arts. I need to keep working on my drawing so I can turn down the suck.
Well, time to fill up the water pack and head out for class!!
Anyway.. got my first psych test today and need to finish up my paper for comp when I get home. THEN it's time for some arts. I need to keep working on my drawing so I can turn down the suck.
Well, time to fill up the water pack and head out for class!!
Been a long one... REAL long one.
Posted 16 years agoWell... after an excruciatingly long week, things finally started to work out a bit and I got out and had a little fun.
Mom is having some light radiation therapy to keep the cancer from spreading and is on some steroids and stuff, she'll be having surgery to remove a little over 1/3 of her lung on the 15th.
Went to the fair for a VERY short time on Friday night. Was way to crowded for my liking. Usually I don't mind the really big crowds, but this was pretty rediculous, waited for a good half hour to get on one minute long ride. T_T But I guess it was okay anyway, at least I was with friends, so we went bowling afterwards. Yesterday we had a nice long day in the park, had a nice picnic and then went skating that night. Today I just hung out with my two best guy friends in the world and kind of dicked around town. Ate some great pizza down on Main street, wandered around the square and found some awesome buildings to climb and then we went to wal mart where I bought a new bike to ride to school and stuff since my old one broke. Only cost me $65 and its a pretty decent bike. :D
So yea, things deffinately turned around and I've got nobody but my friends to thank for it. :) I don't know where I'd be without all your thoughts and calls and texts at every hour of the day and night to try and keep my spirits up. You guys and girls make me the person I am today and I couldn't have better friends if I wanted them. <3
Well... time for a shower and a cold drink to accompany a movie before bed. Keep in touch everyone! Hope you all have a wonderful week.
Mom is having some light radiation therapy to keep the cancer from spreading and is on some steroids and stuff, she'll be having surgery to remove a little over 1/3 of her lung on the 15th.
Went to the fair for a VERY short time on Friday night. Was way to crowded for my liking. Usually I don't mind the really big crowds, but this was pretty rediculous, waited for a good half hour to get on one minute long ride. T_T But I guess it was okay anyway, at least I was with friends, so we went bowling afterwards. Yesterday we had a nice long day in the park, had a nice picnic and then went skating that night. Today I just hung out with my two best guy friends in the world and kind of dicked around town. Ate some great pizza down on Main street, wandered around the square and found some awesome buildings to climb and then we went to wal mart where I bought a new bike to ride to school and stuff since my old one broke. Only cost me $65 and its a pretty decent bike. :D
So yea, things deffinately turned around and I've got nobody but my friends to thank for it. :) I don't know where I'd be without all your thoughts and calls and texts at every hour of the day and night to try and keep my spirits up. You guys and girls make me the person I am today and I couldn't have better friends if I wanted them. <3
Well... time for a shower and a cold drink to accompany a movie before bed. Keep in touch everyone! Hope you all have a wonderful week.
<_< Bleh...
Posted 16 years agoSo 3 different doctors are 85% my mom has a tumor on her lungs that they believe in cancerous, they sent a sample to a specialist and will have 100% results tomorrow.
Great way to begin the week.
Sorry for the journal spam. >_>
Great way to begin the week.
Sorry for the journal spam. >_>
WARNING!! D=
Posted 16 years agoBe on the lookout!!
GOODER is on the loose. Should be considered armed and dangerous!!
Last 2 known locations were Murfreesboro where it surprised 2 locals and a visitor and at El Dorado where an unknowing roommate and friend were ravaged!!
A reward shall be given for gooder information on the subject...
P.S. - gooder is not a word x)
Trip review!
Posted 16 years agoSo this weekend was full of events, some good, some bad... So here we go!
The BAD...
I had to drive 8 hours...
On the way to Nashville Friday I was in a wreck and the front of the truck is messed up pretty bad.
The wedding was canceled and moved (Who does that?)
A dog pounced on my ... lap.
My back got hurt a bit in the wreck I had.
Lauren's car exploded sometime this weekend.
AND OF COURSE my mom has been really sick and has no idea why.
I had to drive 8 hours...
The GOOD!
I got to see Kathryn and Abby!! <3
Got to meet about 10~ furs from the Nashville area at a coffee meetup on Saturday, that was pretty fun.
Scritches and back rubs were had.
Got to read the Serenity comic books from b/w the series and the movie HOMG HOMG HOMG *drool*
Got a lot of thinking done in sitting around, got me more comfortable with myself.
Last but certainly not leastest FEETS, TAILS, HANDPAWS get started on soon! xP
There was a lot of family griping the whole 30 minutes I interacted with them, but I won't go into that since there's not really much I can do about it.
Lots more happened this weekend that I'm sure I forgot or don't want to put on here, so deal with it. teehee anyway, love you all!
The BAD...
I had to drive 8 hours...
On the way to Nashville Friday I was in a wreck and the front of the truck is messed up pretty bad.
The wedding was canceled and moved (Who does that?)
A dog pounced on my ... lap.
My back got hurt a bit in the wreck I had.
Lauren's car exploded sometime this weekend.
AND OF COURSE my mom has been really sick and has no idea why.
I had to drive 8 hours...
The GOOD!
I got to see Kathryn and Abby!! <3
Got to meet about 10~ furs from the Nashville area at a coffee meetup on Saturday, that was pretty fun.
Scritches and back rubs were had.
Got to read the Serenity comic books from b/w the series and the movie HOMG HOMG HOMG *drool*
Got a lot of thinking done in sitting around, got me more comfortable with myself.
Last but certainly not leastest FEETS, TAILS, HANDPAWS get started on soon! xP
There was a lot of family griping the whole 30 minutes I interacted with them, but I won't go into that since there's not really much I can do about it.
Lots more happened this weekend that I'm sure I forgot or don't want to put on here, so deal with it. teehee anyway, love you all!
