So tomorrow is the day I finally turn 21 and I cant believe it. With everything thats gone on over the past year I was sure 21 would be an age I would never reach. But thanks to a few great friends who were always there and to  Leoreese for being such a great mate, especially to someone like me. I cant wait for this year to start, I can already tell its going to be great.

So yeah, I am trying to trade my car for two 2001 VW jetta VR6's, and I was wondering what I might need to know. PLEASE HALP!

So last night I was tripping pretty hard with a few friends, having some fun and relaxing, we went to sleep around 3:34-3:40 in the morning. I woke up at 5, drove home, then drove to work at 12. I didn't think anything interesting would happen today, but then that all changed with the bombings. One bomb was set off at my school, at the JFK Library, blowing a huge chunk of wall out. I just got a text from the school saying, and i quote,

"UMass Boston Alert: Campus will close at 6pm as a precaution as officials investigate incident at JFK Library. No credible threat to campus at this time."

What they mean to say is that they don't know if a bomb went off or not, but they are trying to figure it out. This is to crazy for me...... I was looking at the JFK as the sun rose over the bay, and in that moment, I thought to myself "I love this state, I love this school, I love my life." Now I pray for those who are injured, deceased, missing in the chaos, and all us Bostonians. Why us, why today, just why.

So yeah, I need to find a way to make money, rather than just spending money. Anybody have any ideas? I am going to be getting a job soon at Costco, and the pay is really good (around $11 an hour), but I need money to pay off some bills. Should I just whore myself out by making amateur porno's? They would be solo ones, so it might work..... Hmmmmmmmmmm....... Right now that is the best choice.

I just managed to get my SL account back after almost 3 months of it being down, so I am looking to add some friends on it! Just note me if you want me to add you. :)

So I just turned 20 today, meaning today is my birthday, and I can't believe that I'm 20! Wow, this is crazy....

I had a dream last night, and it really kind of jolted me. All that happened was that I was laying in bed, tapping away at my phone like most nights, but somehow that night was different. I had stumbled upon a picture on FA that really interested me.... And all I remember about it is that it was a a headshot picture, multiple views and angles, but the thing I really remember we're the eyes. They were lazer blue, like annoyingly blue. But I liked that..... Up untill I realized the eyes had no pupils, and that scared me. I don't remember what animal it was, but it had grey fur and really pointy things on his head.... Then I said "Man, those eyes are really cool." Right before I passed out. But I woke up from this dream convinced that I was hypnotized. Anyone have any input?

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Just smoked my first ciggarett today, and I gotta say, its nice! I might start smoking normally.... Input anyone?

Go see this bros!

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But I do apparently. I've been working every day since I got to Ireland...... Getting ready for puck fest and herding sheep. And btw, dragith, I got that beer, but I dun drunk it..... Sorry! Also, im going to be working in a bar on puck fest, so YouTube it and see why I am afraid for my life.

Flight has been delayed...... untill 3 AM. fml! Oh well, cya all in about 5 weeks!

The countdown is on! I'm going to Ireland in about 10 days....... I wish I was there yesterday.... XD

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So yeah, I got my report card back yesterday and wow, just wow. I fuck around for the last quarter of school and I get first honors.... But then I study my tail off for my chem. Final and I get a 75? Now that's not cool. And as for math, which I neglected to study for, I got a 97.... On a fucking final.... Either I'm really smart and I don't know it or the teacher REALLY likes me. Over all, my parents are overjoyed with my grades, and so am I. As for social life, it's been downhill, only because another classmate died. He got hit by a car and was picked up by my godfather, who is a EMT. He told me everything.....

Life man, its a Messed up thing.

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So yeah, its been about 10 days since a friend of mine died. Still upset, but mostly shocked..... But im getting along quite well. I also got my Bad Dragon "toy" a few days ago. Yes i have used it and all i can say is ouch. I only got a small and it still feels like a freaking freight train ramming into me. But oh well, not complaining that much! Also, i am still getting used to my car, and driving without all the snow on the ground is much better than getting to the end of your street without even pressing the gas pettal. (ice....durp a hurp). And my mood has changed for the better i think, because i see myself less as a self enclosed person and more as a person that will jump into conversations unannounced. And as for my fursona, he is changing as well, for the better as i see it! He is no longer Kangen Sheproo, he is now a German Sheproo. Thats right folks, i am more german shepard and less kangaroo. (personally, the kangaroo thing was just a phase and my transition into a German sheproo has been quick). So watch your backs!!! I might just GLOMP YAH!

His name was Chris Donlon, and he dien this morning. I miss him already. Pray for him and his family.

So apparently my parents got a hold of the copy of "Heat #3" that i bought online. Now my mom is watching me like a hawk and says she is going to keep tabs on my spending. I really just want to tell them the truth, but i know that if i do then the outcome will NOT BE PRETTY! Both of my parents are homo-phobes, and i really want to tell them that i'm gay, That wouldn't work even if i had Jesus in my side in the argument. And they both don't understand the furry fandom, they think we fuck animals and drool over anything with fur. *sight deeply* I just don't know. Any suggestions on how i could tell my parents that i'm gay? If not, just encourage me to keep it a secret until i move out.

Just bought my first "toy" from www.BadDragon.com, and I am really excited to get it! It's a Razor, small, charcoal grey. Apperently it will take 3 weeks to make and send, so now it's just a waiting game. Maybe will record my first experiences with it? I don't know yet..... Oh well.

Apparently, a guy who's mom lives up the street from my house is looking for someone to shovel out his mom's house every time it snows. I didn't know exactly how much i would be shoveling, but to give you an idea, he explained where to shovel over the phone for about 5 minutes. Sound bad yet? Well, when i started shoveling, mother nature decided to give me a little shower, an ice cold shower. But i got it all done in about 1 and a half hours, no big deal. So i call up the guy thats paying me for shoveling, and he ask's how much i should get payed........ I paused, wanting to say "over 9000" just for the lol, but i ended up saying "uhhhhhh, just throw me a number." And when i said this, i was thinking around 25-30$......... But he said "Well, if your willing to do this every time it snows, then i will pay you 100$, 150$ if its really bad."

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I LITERALLY FAINTED WHEN I HEARD THIS!

So now every time it snows (friday of this week and sometime next week) i get payed 100$ or more! I might just be able to commission a fursuit....... :D

I dont know why but ive been depressed lately. I should be happy because of the life that i have. My parents got me a car and i have really great friends...... its just that around this time of year the grey skys and gloomy weather make me upset...... *sighs* I really need a life of some sort. Either that or some kind of long term relationship that i can really enjoy. Oh well, maybe soon i will find someone.

Its finally snowing in Boston. Cars are white, streets are icy, and schools are closing..... but not mine! We were already in school when the snow started at about 1:30-1:55. All the kids in my double lunch (a study period then a lunch) literally RAN outside and started screaming "SNOW!!!!!!" and some went as far as to do there own little snow dance. All i did was watch because i was sick, but i still went to school, because nothing, and i mean NOTHING is going to ruin my perfect attendance!

Oh my good lord......... i woke up this morning to my whole body curled into a tight ball under the covers...... Why? Because it was about 12 degrees colder in my room that the rest of the house!!! I could literally see my breath. The windows are shut, its a new room, so im thinking that the insulation was only done half ass....... so here i am freezing my ass off and that guy who did the insulation is living the good life spending my parents cash on whores and coke........ Not saying that he really is, but im really pissed off right now......and cold. No hug's for the roo! D: