I'll be removing all Tresh and Tsar art shortly (probably tommorrow), but I wanted to put this up in case anyone who saves art wants to save the art before it goes away.

Copy-pasting the reason for the deletion here.

For those who don't want to read, it's easy enough: Tsar and I are not a couple. Not mates. Not together. So there's no reason for that art to still be up. It only serves to hurt me right now.



Things are just not good for me right now.

THe fact of the matter is, I loved Tsar. I loved him deeply. Every day I checked on him, told him I loved him, prompted him to eat, drink, take care of himself. I cared so deeply about him. I told him, I knew he was stressed. I knew he was sad. But I'd be there. I was there. I stayed faithful, I stayed true. I had promised him...I had kept that promise. I would be there. I would be faithful and I would be there for him through everything, and I WOULD get to him.

I saved to get a passport. I got that passport. I nearly made it to Canada. Turned out, Tsar can't get a passport himself, so he couldn't get me over the border. I was willing to let a complete stranger help me to get to him! But that person backed out, so it wasn't even my fault that I couldn't get to him. So...I said, we'll make plans for a later date. I'll get to you. I will. And that was my goal.

Then...then I see recently that he's changed his info on FA. He has a mate all of a sudden. Not a single word to me about this. No telling me that hey, he's interested in this other person.

And I find out...because I failed to get to him for the holidays...he'd given up. He'd given up on me, he'd given up on us...he'd given up. He'd found someone else. He had always told me, never give up. Always keep up hope! We'd make it happen! He told me this, so many times.

But he NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT THIS OTHER PERSON. He fell in love...and he kept letting me tell him I loved him. He kept letting me tell him every day how special he was, how loved and appreciated and valued. While he was in love with someone else.

THAT HURTS.

How can anyone do that to a person?

It's...it's devastating. It's painful and it hurts like hell, and it's just...

I never gave up. I stayed faithful. I stayed true. I kept my promise.

But...all I can say now is...I wish him happiness. I do.

ALl I can do now is just start concentrating on me again. Get out of my current living situation and into something better. Hopefully.

But I am SO VERY TIRED. Every damned day.

Tsar was...he was my heart. He was trusted. Valued. LOVED.

And he tore out my heart and stomped on it.

I'm slowly working on updating my galleries now with all the various art I have. You'll find all of my characters that have been mine for more than a few pieces of art will now have their own folders. I'm slowly working on uploading all of them, giving credit where I can. SOme of this art is VERY VERY OLD.

Just a notice: in a few days, this gallery will be being wiped of all content. I will slowly be putting art back up, organized into folders, but all art depicting myself and my former mate will be removed. I am beginning the process of a divorce and seperation, and I need to remove these things from my life as well.

So! Save the art if youd like, itll all be going away soon.

Most of the single art will be put back up, but slowly and better organized.

As a reminder, I am ALWAYS open for commissions involving my characters. I'm pretty much open to drawing anything you'd like, involving any of my characters.

The answer to that question is ABSOLUTELY.

ANY of my characters, with the sole exception of Tresh, is available for commission pieces. :) Whether what you want is canon to their stories or not, I don't mind.

So yes, Coris and Saereth and the Unicollie are ALL able to be in commissions with your characters. I wholeheartedly welcome you commissioning me to draw your character with any of them. :)

As well as my lesser known and less drawn characters, which are in a list previous to this journal. :)

These are my alternate characters, not including my main character, Tresh:

Calliope, the rainbow eastern with 10 wings and 10 limbs: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14515608/
Cyndweveren, the mystic eastern: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14494686/
Oran Mor: Mystical dragoness, embodiment of the Celestial Song: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14494576/
Talakestreal, the Bladed Butterfly: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14067339/
Saereth, Tresh's twin sister, hermaphrodite: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8290785/
Kael'mar, alien: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8290755/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152513/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152505/
Coris, twin brother to Saereth and Tresh, has two cocks: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152543/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152540/
Haelythia, wyvern with wings that change patterns: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152534/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152528/
Trill, gay rainbow squirrel alien: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152519/
Celeste, celestial angel dragoness, spirit of Christmas: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152502/

I am going to be auctioning off ONE piece of art with Noodle-kitty Tresh. ANY rating.

I very very rarely do any sort of adult art with with my characters, so this is another RARE slot.

I'll get more details up shortly, but basically...it will be whatever you wish. If you want your character all wrapped in a noodle-kitty's coils, that's fine. If you want your character doing horrible things to her, that's fine too. It's an auction piece, so however you want it to be, it will be.

I'll be posting the auction image here and on my other account soon.

Uploading a few new commissions into the gallery.

My personal art has all been moved to the scraps gallery as well.

The Family:

Tresh. Absolutely unavailable to other males for commission. Available for commissions with other females. No sex with males other than her mate. Commissions with her are very much a discussion based thing...if I am not comfortable, I will not draw her with your character. I do not mind snuggling pictures, I do not mind female sexual pictures, but there will be no sexual pics with other males without the prior permission of my mate/husband.

Many many many forms, check the gallery to see


Saereth. Available for anything. Capable of shifting her gender, so if your dream is to have a beautiful big-breasted woman penetrating you...she's your girl. She's also drop-dead gorgeous. She does not have Tresh's grace with dancing, but does have the beautiful charisma and glorious dragoness appeal

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152494/



Coris. Available for anything. Male, two cocks. Currently being broken in by  kalamadae and  jadekatt but will be available for commission after those pieces are finished.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152545/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152543/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152540/

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These are my three characters. Tresh is my fursona. The other two are her siblings. Coris is younger than both of them. Saereth is technically the oldest by the canon.

I'll be sharing their stories sometime in the future. :)

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Talakestreal:

Alternate fursona, the character that owns and operates the  talakestreal account.

Available for commission as well, if you like:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152475/

Perfect song for this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dcj3Go3vFZw

It's one of those things that I never talk about, but which is ingrained and remembered in my heart.

I am a dancing dragoness. My soul, my spirit, is always dancing. Tresh sings with her feet, her arms, her voice, all that she is moves and communicates. Her spirit constantly dances. Her dance is spirit and song and voice and celestial.


Her feet sweep across the sands, making patterns, tracing the flow of energies, bringing them up up up and through herself, channeling them. Casting them like an ancient spell, to her watchers, to the worlds.

It started when she was young. When her teachers realized that she was a dancing dragoness. This is rare. This is something that few dragons show an ability for. It started out with a bud painted on her hip, and as she grew, as she aged and become more and more agile and beautiful, she was allowed to paint more, until at her peak, the rose twined around and around her, a perfect open rose at her throat.

I remember dancing for dignitaries, covered in veils, nothing showing, but oh how they looked, oh how they wanted to touch. Dancing just out of reach, veils moving, cloth moving like gossamer. Weaving and wandering, round and round the worlds, completely within the dance.

Dancing for joy, dancing for love, dancing for the sheer glory of movement in the stars and energy. Losing myself to the feelings. Beautiful beautiful dragoness, everyone who sees her dance is entranced with her beauty and want to possess her.

I am long since retired from actively dancing. The dragoness dance has long since passed beyond being physical. Tresh moved beyond the dance, and became more than the Dance. She is the Celestial Song, all motions and actions within her life guided and moved by the music within her.

Dancing Dragoness who steals hearts.

Tresh is me, who I once was, who I am inside myself. No matter what the human form is, Tresh is me.

I just reposted a bunch of pictures of Tresh. Finally got the move finished, so now ;icontalakestreal: is ONLY for commissions/trades/requests, and  Tresh is for my personal art, and art I commission from others.

Tonight was the big upload of Tresh pictures done by me.

Tommorrow, the goal is to get pictures of  raziel0682 and myself uploaded. :)

This is now officially my account for everything I get form other people. This will include gifts, trades, commissions. All images, past and future, will be placed here.

My other account is  talakestreal and that is my commissions account. Please go there if you want to commission me, or just want to watch the art I sell/create.

I will also be placing my personal art here, art that is just for me/just of my fursonas.

Putting this to use! All commissions and art will be placed here from now on.

Here is the gallery where I will upload my clean art, and the art I want to show people. There will be nothing above a mature rating on here, nothing more than a little nipple or hte like showing. Nothing erotic.

I have another gallery, under the name Talakestreal, and that is my main gallery.

This one, the good stuff will go into. I will only upload three pieces a day, until I have posted all my good art. That will be all.

I won't be adding anyone to my watch list, because I watch people on my other name. THis is just to showcase art...and to give people a look at my good clean art. For art exchanges and such. :)

I probably will never update thsi journal again...

Please feel free to watch both accounts, though you will see double in your inbox then. :)