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Posted 11 years agoNot have to take 15 minutes to explain a simple reference
Not have to worry about keeping things PG
- my computer
- my room
- things i buy
Not have to take an hour or more to eat dinner all fancy and dressed up in the dining room.
Be able to be myself instead of being "part of the family"
Not have to "get along" with thease people that the only things we have in common are the roof we live under, the number of years we have lived under it and in 2/3 cases genetics and last name... and alcohal
(will update more later)
Not have to worry about keeping things PG
- my computer
- my room
- things i buy
Not have to take an hour or more to eat dinner all fancy and dressed up in the dining room.
Be able to be myself instead of being "part of the family"
Not have to "get along" with thease people that the only things we have in common are the roof we live under, the number of years we have lived under it and in 2/3 cases genetics and last name... and alcohal
(will update more later)
This will do for now~
Posted 11 years agoThe hope is, once I have my room complete (is a door to much to ask?) and things start calming down again, Ill start getting back to my more productive hobbies. =w=
till then, this quiz was kinda fun
!MORE PLEASE!
(more particularly, art memes?)
Natural Hair Color:
[] Brown - $10.00
[x] Blonde - $7.50
[] Black - $1.50
[] Bald - $0.50
[] Other - $5.00
Eye Color:
[] Brown - $5.00
[x] Green - $10.00
[] Blue - $15.00
[] Hazel - $7.50
[] Other - $1.50
Height:
[] Over 7' - $20.00
[] 6'8? to 7' - $17.50
[] 6'0? to 6'8? - $15.00
[x] 5'5? to 5'11? - $7.50
[] 4'10? to 5'5? - $8.50
[] Under 4'10 - $9.50
Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[x] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[] 0 to 18 - $10.00
(few months till...)
Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[x] First Born - $32.00
[] Only Child - $25.00
[x] Second born - $15.00
[] Middle child - $10.00
[] Last Born - $10.00
[x] third born - $55.00
[] fourth born - $30.00
[] fifth born - $40.00
[] sixth born -$21.50
(First between parents, Second to my Dad, Third to my Mom)
Drink?
[] I did like once - $40.00
[] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[x] Sometimes - $21.50
[] YES - $20.00
[] only weekends - $30.00
[] Every other day - $5.00
[] Once a day - $1.50
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[] No - $60.00
Vision?
[] perfect vision $40.00
[x] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[] No correction $10.00
[] Glasses $5.00
[] contacts $2.50
[] Surgical correction -$10.00
Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $30.00
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[] Under 7- $45.00
Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$75.00
[x] Red - $60.00
[x] Black - $10.00
[] Yellow -$47.50
[] Brown - $30.00
[] Purple - $22.50
[] White - $40.00
[] Aqua - $35.00
[] Orange - $30.00
[] Blue - $30.00
[] Pink - $10.00
[] Other - $50.00
Letter your middle name(s) start with:
[] a-f - $5.00
[x] g-k - $17.50
[] l-p - $30.00
[] q-u - $35.00
[] v-z -$25.0
Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[] white - $11.00
[] green - $33.00
[x] black - $11.00
[] purple - $22.00
[] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[] blue - $22.00
[x] other - $35.00
First letter of the person you last talked to
[x] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[] z - $25.00
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0 (used Excel like an engineering BAWS)
[x]Nope- $100.00
[] some- $75.00
Total: $439.00Birthday!!
Posted 15 years agoI forgot to mention in my last update... My 22nd birthday (was) this last monday (Nov 15th)... not like ive done anything to celibate... or gotten any special presents yet... =.=;;
What age do you stop caring...?? >>;
Not that I don't care, just curious what the usual age is... thats all...
What age do you stop caring...?? >>;
Not that I don't care, just curious what the usual age is... thats all...
updates! +Aki Con
Posted 15 years agoWOW! didn't know this was so out of date!
So yes...
Life is looking much better!
Found me a mate~ wheeee~ Celeste the black shepherd~ >w< <333
Going to Renton Tech College, I'm in the middle of taking Psychology 100
And
I just got back from Aki Con! Bought a few more gifts for my mate, less for myself, enjoyed some gaming/boffing and most of all, enjoyed the company of many crazy con goers, including two fur suiters (know here as Razzy_Lee and RXDragHunt)!!!
I wish, I had a tail to swish, at times like dish (this). >w<;;
Though Saturday night could have been better due to a random and severe headache, followed by a miner strain of the convention plague. -cough cough- x.x;;
(Pictures will be uploaded soon)
So yes...
Life is looking much better!
Found me a mate~ wheeee~ Celeste the black shepherd~ >w< <333
Going to Renton Tech College, I'm in the middle of taking Psychology 100
And
I just got back from Aki Con! Bought a few more gifts for my mate, less for myself, enjoyed some gaming/boffing and most of all, enjoyed the company of many crazy con goers, including two fur suiters (know here as Razzy_Lee and RXDragHunt)!!!
I wish, I had a tail to swish, at times like dish (this). >w<;;
Though Saturday night could have been better due to a random and severe headache, followed by a miner strain of the convention plague. -cough cough- x.x;;
(Pictures will be uploaded soon)
hell
Posted 15 years agoI hate my life, sick and lonelier than usual... enough said... =_=;;;
For better and.... rather not think about the rest
Posted 15 years agoTurns out my most recent love only ever wants to be friends. Thanks to how the last few days have gown (I believe) I was incredibly able to take this news and not explode into an emotional rampage but role with the hit and make a turn for the better.
Looking back on it, I'm quite perplexed by my behavior and astonished at the outcome.
Looking back on it, I'm quite perplexed by my behavior and astonished at the outcome.
No Subject
Posted 15 years agoMy best, ya right...
So we broke up after Sacura Con. and I'm now doing my damdest to give her space to think and meanwhile straiten myself up to make her proud.
So we broke up after Sacura Con. and I'm now doing my damdest to give her space to think and meanwhile straiten myself up to make her proud.
Mates holding on for dear love.
Posted 15 years agoThings have been going quite rough and awkward with my mate and I.
For a long time she has been planing to go see this guy on the east coast for a month out of next summer. Depending on how things go, she might end up staying there too.
The main reason being, she isn't in a stable living environment and is being offered such (and everything else she wants out of life) by said guy.
Most recent she has been quite busy with parties with her family and friends and wrapping up her Senior Project.
Part of me thinks shes trying to avoid talking to me and the other keeps beating the shit out of that part for thinking such things.
*sigh* I'm not giving up, there's still a few months left, I shall stay determined to do my best.
Meanwhile, my Winter quarter of College is starting up a bit shaky as I try to keep my self together, positive and productive.
LIFES A BITCH!! x_X
For a long time she has been planing to go see this guy on the east coast for a month out of next summer. Depending on how things go, she might end up staying there too.
The main reason being, she isn't in a stable living environment and is being offered such (and everything else she wants out of life) by said guy.
Most recent she has been quite busy with parties with her family and friends and wrapping up her Senior Project.
Part of me thinks shes trying to avoid talking to me and the other keeps beating the shit out of that part for thinking such things.
*sigh* I'm not giving up, there's still a few months left, I shall stay determined to do my best.
Meanwhile, my Winter quarter of College is starting up a bit shaky as I try to keep my self together, positive and productive.
LIFES A BITCH!! x_X
Rurrr! Mate found!!
Posted 16 years agoOk for those who dont know, (and actually read this)
Teh Trom has at last found a mate, the lovely Okami Rikoh!! Be hoping to draw her soon/again (better)~
Thanks to all that kept telling me I wold *huggles and cookies for you*<3
(this also served the purpose of unstretching my page after the OC quiz >w<;;)
Teh Trom has at last found a mate, the lovely Okami Rikoh!! Be hoping to draw her soon/again (better)~
Thanks to all that kept telling me I wold *huggles and cookies for you*<3
(this also served the purpose of unstretching my page after the OC quiz >w<;;)
OC quiz
Posted 16 years agoAttacked by Kami ^-^;
1. Choose 5 of your OCs
2. Make your OCs answer these questions
3. Tag 4 other people
Ok-
Trom Blitz Alexandre
Mocktore Moyer
Lex Inferno
Myou
(Undecided)
A. How old are you?
Trom- 20
Mocky- 5 years, In need of upgrades.
Lex- 18
Myou- 18
(Undecided)- I feel the closest assumption to the age I act (for human years) would be around late teens. Yet I just crashed to Earth a few years back... and gained a feel of self awareness fairly recently...
B. What's your theme song?
Trom- ???
Mocky- Technologic
Lex- Girl on fire? (loves the fire)
Myou- ???
(Undecided)- Reanimator
C. What were you made for?
Trom- To love all! ...but mostly teh Kami♥
Mocky- To spread humor and manage Troms computers
Lex- So that all that cross me shall burn!
Myou- To be the Troms muse and put dark fealings to positive use.
(Undecided)- To live... and... reanimate
D. You a virgin?
Trom- Nope F3
Mocky- *look at non existent crotch parts*... maybe one day the master will design them parts...
Lex- ...Holy crap... I am! O_O;
Myou- ...what is? >.>;
(Undecided)- Guess that kind od depends on what corps I use... But that excuse aside, yes.
E. Have any kids?
Trom- Had... She has long since grown, and gone along with her mum...
Ish thinking bout more >w>♥
Mocky- cant have
Lex- no
Myou- nu...
(Undecided)- Haven't been here long enough for such affairs to take place.
F. Favorite Food and Drink?
Trom- Blue berries, smoothies and sweets/fruits.
Mocky- I run of Mtn Dew and Energy drink.
Lex- Japanese food, and the occasional person that pissed me off roasted to a golden brown. *licks chops*
Myou- I don't eat much.
(Undecided)- Same as Mocky, for starters. Yet I can consume things threw my borrowed biological parts, so far, food is food.
G. Killed anyone?
Trom- A few n00bs.
Mocky- *scratch head in thought* ...nuu >.>
Lex- I eats the n00bs.
Myou- *hide poison blades* nu uh, not me, no way 9.9;
(Undecided)- I'm reanimating(ed) roadkill...
H. Hate anyone?
((ugh, I was raised Cristian, tout not to hate... though I cant help but hate n00bs (stupidity/ignorance) and back stabbers ))
Trom- *agrees with the creator*
Mocky- *blink* ... *run google search on "hate"*
Lex- *agrees with the creator*
Myou- Well... meh
(Undecided)- I feel so fresh out of the box... *watches Mocky's search*
I. Any secrets?
Trom- umm... oober crush on teh Kami? ._.♥
Mocky- ...I am practicing on making balls that can catch Furrs
Lex- Eating sugar makes my fire turn funny colors >w<;
Myou- ...I am the masters muse?
(Undecided)- My design was going to be an upgrade for Mocky. But he was to much liked how he was.
J. Love anyone?
Trom- Kami!! >w<♥
Mocky- ...Do I even have a heart? >.>
Lex- Hasn't crossed my mind.
Myou- Forde? >w>
(Undecided)- *ditto Mocky*
K. What is your job?
Trom- Loving and being cute♥
Mocky- Managing the computers.
Lex- Protecting.
Myou- Inspiring and helping the master with his literature. (tougher than it sounds)>.<;
(Undecided)- ...Helping?
L. Favorite season?
Trom- *shrug*
Mocky- *shrug*
Lex- I no like winter! >.<;;
Myou- *shrug*
(Undecided)- Season?
M. Who's your best friend?
Trom- Kami >w<
Mocky- Bic
Lex- ???
Myou- Forde
(Undecided)- ???
N. Hobbies?
Trom- Loving and being cute♥
Mocky- Managing the computers.
Lex- Practicing the marshal arts and fire elemantal.
Myou- Floating about or hiding in the shadows.
(Undecided)- ...reanimating road kill?
O. What are you going to do when this tag is over?
Trom- "Hang out" with Kami
Mocky- Continue my job.
Lex- Burn stuff.
Myou- Sleep in mid air.
(Undecided)- IDK
P. What is your eye color?
Trom- Green? ...Red? ...Orange? *unable to keep track due to reshuffle of his looks*
Mocky- Green.
Lex- Fire read.
Myou- Purple, duh.
(Undecided)- One robotic and the other changes with my hoast.
R. Any last words?
Trom- love makes the world go round?
Mocky- um
Lex- um
Myou- um
(Undecided)- um
S. What is your greatest fear?
Trom- Not being loved.
Mocky- Water getting in my circuits.
Lex- Water
Myou- Light
(Undecided)- Not having a host?
T. Does your name have a special meaning?
Trom- Nope
Mocky- No.
Lex- Nope
Myou- It means darkness (or something like) in Japanese.
(Undecided)- No.
U. What's your species?
Trom- Foxeh .w.
Mocky- Robot Coon
Lex- Dragon
Myou- Panther
(Undecided)- Robotic Parasite?
V. Any siblings?
Trom- yush, Draka... but she seems adopted...
Mocky- no
Lex- I was an only drakeling.
Myou- nu
(Undecided)- What is the meaning of this word?
W. Where do you live?
Trom- Woods.
Mocky- In the house with master.
Lex- I want to move out of this egg shell... into a nice old stile Japanese fashioned cave.
Myou- Within the shadows.
(Undecided)- Woods.
X. Do you find yourself attractive?
Trom- I've been told I am.
Mocky- Is there a reason?
Lex- Yar
Myou- Yush >w>
(Undecided)- ...In a slightly grotesque way...
Y. Would you kill yourself to protect the one you love?
Trom- ...would take a bullet for...
Mocky- Can I dye? I consist of a mere program.
Lex- High! (Japanese for "yes!")
Myou- Can I dye? Im a spirit.
(Undecided)- Sure... I'd most likely just need to find a new host afterwords anyways.
Z. What are your powers or forms?
Trom- Fire/darkness elemental, can sprout wings, can turn chibi .w.
Mocky- Can take a few different robotic forms, technological expertise
Lex- Fire elemental, flight, martial arts
Myou- Dark elemental, only physical when willed to be so, masters muse
(Undecided)- Can take over no longer animate beings with bionic repairs, muse two
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Tags: all that this
1. Choose 5 of your OCs
2. Make your OCs answer these questions
3. Tag 4 other people
Ok-
Trom Blitz Alexandre
Mocktore Moyer
Lex Inferno
Myou
(Undecided)
A. How old are you?
Trom- 20
Mocky- 5 years, In need of upgrades.
Lex- 18
Myou- 18
(Undecided)- I feel the closest assumption to the age I act (for human years) would be around late teens. Yet I just crashed to Earth a few years back... and gained a feel of self awareness fairly recently...
B. What's your theme song?
Trom- ???
Mocky- Technologic
Lex- Girl on fire? (loves the fire)
Myou- ???
(Undecided)- Reanimator
C. What were you made for?
Trom- To love all! ...but mostly teh Kami♥
Mocky- To spread humor and manage Troms computers
Lex- So that all that cross me shall burn!
Myou- To be the Troms muse and put dark fealings to positive use.
(Undecided)- To live... and... reanimate
D. You a virgin?
Trom- Nope F3
Mocky- *look at non existent crotch parts*... maybe one day the master will design them parts...
Lex- ...Holy crap... I am! O_O;
Myou- ...what is? >.>;
(Undecided)- Guess that kind od depends on what corps I use... But that excuse aside, yes.
E. Have any kids?
Trom- Had... She has long since grown, and gone along with her mum...
Ish thinking bout more >w>♥
Mocky- cant have
Lex- no
Myou- nu...
(Undecided)- Haven't been here long enough for such affairs to take place.
F. Favorite Food and Drink?
Trom- Blue berries, smoothies and sweets/fruits.
Mocky- I run of Mtn Dew and Energy drink.
Lex- Japanese food, and the occasional person that pissed me off roasted to a golden brown. *licks chops*
Myou- I don't eat much.
(Undecided)- Same as Mocky, for starters. Yet I can consume things threw my borrowed biological parts, so far, food is food.
G. Killed anyone?
Trom- A few n00bs.
Mocky- *scratch head in thought* ...nuu >.>
Lex- I eats the n00bs.
Myou- *hide poison blades* nu uh, not me, no way 9.9;
(Undecided)- I'm reanimating(ed) roadkill...
H. Hate anyone?
((ugh, I was raised Cristian, tout not to hate... though I cant help but hate n00bs (stupidity/ignorance) and back stabbers ))
Trom- *agrees with the creator*
Mocky- *blink* ... *run google search on "hate"*
Lex- *agrees with the creator*
Myou- Well... meh
(Undecided)- I feel so fresh out of the box... *watches Mocky's search*
I. Any secrets?
Trom- umm... oober crush on teh Kami? ._.♥
Mocky- ...I am practicing on making balls that can catch Furrs
Lex- Eating sugar makes my fire turn funny colors >w<;
Myou- ...I am the masters muse?
(Undecided)- My design was going to be an upgrade for Mocky. But he was to much liked how he was.
J. Love anyone?
Trom- Kami!! >w<♥
Mocky- ...Do I even have a heart? >.>
Lex- Hasn't crossed my mind.
Myou- Forde? >w>
(Undecided)- *ditto Mocky*
K. What is your job?
Trom- Loving and being cute♥
Mocky- Managing the computers.
Lex- Protecting.
Myou- Inspiring and helping the master with his literature. (tougher than it sounds)>.<;
(Undecided)- ...Helping?
L. Favorite season?
Trom- *shrug*
Mocky- *shrug*
Lex- I no like winter! >.<;;
Myou- *shrug*
(Undecided)- Season?
M. Who's your best friend?
Trom- Kami >w<
Mocky- Bic
Lex- ???
Myou- Forde
(Undecided)- ???
N. Hobbies?
Trom- Loving and being cute♥
Mocky- Managing the computers.
Lex- Practicing the marshal arts and fire elemantal.
Myou- Floating about or hiding in the shadows.
(Undecided)- ...reanimating road kill?
O. What are you going to do when this tag is over?
Trom- "Hang out" with Kami
Mocky- Continue my job.
Lex- Burn stuff.
Myou- Sleep in mid air.
(Undecided)- IDK
P. What is your eye color?
Trom- Green? ...Red? ...Orange? *unable to keep track due to reshuffle of his looks*
Mocky- Green.
Lex- Fire read.
Myou- Purple, duh.
(Undecided)- One robotic and the other changes with my hoast.
R. Any last words?
Trom- love makes the world go round?
Mocky- um
Lex- um
Myou- um
(Undecided)- um
S. What is your greatest fear?
Trom- Not being loved.
Mocky- Water getting in my circuits.
Lex- Water
Myou- Light
(Undecided)- Not having a host?
T. Does your name have a special meaning?
Trom- Nope
Mocky- No.
Lex- Nope
Myou- It means darkness (or something like) in Japanese.
(Undecided)- No.
U. What's your species?
Trom- Foxeh .w.
Mocky- Robot Coon
Lex- Dragon
Myou- Panther
(Undecided)- Robotic Parasite?
V. Any siblings?
Trom- yush, Draka... but she seems adopted...
Mocky- no
Lex- I was an only drakeling.
Myou- nu
(Undecided)- What is the meaning of this word?
W. Where do you live?
Trom- Woods.
Mocky- In the house with master.
Lex- I want to move out of this egg shell... into a nice old stile Japanese fashioned cave.
Myou- Within the shadows.
(Undecided)- Woods.
X. Do you find yourself attractive?
Trom- I've been told I am.
Mocky- Is there a reason?
Lex- Yar
Myou- Yush >w>
(Undecided)- ...In a slightly grotesque way...
Y. Would you kill yourself to protect the one you love?
Trom- ...would take a bullet for...
Mocky- Can I dye? I consist of a mere program.
Lex- High! (Japanese for "yes!")
Myou- Can I dye? Im a spirit.
(Undecided)- Sure... I'd most likely just need to find a new host afterwords anyways.
Z. What are your powers or forms?
Trom- Fire/darkness elemental, can sprout wings, can turn chibi .w.
Mocky- Can take a few different robotic forms, technological expertise
Lex- Fire elemental, flight, martial arts
Myou- Dark elemental, only physical when willed to be so, masters muse
(Undecided)- Can take over no longer animate beings with bionic repairs, muse two
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Who wants arts?
Posted 16 years agoWell its summer and.... im freaking bored
so yes, WHO WANTS ARTS!?
in a few days i hope to have info for some sort of cash exchange... guess ill start with optional donations xP
I would like to do an art trade or two too if anyone elce is interested .w.;
so yes, WHO WANTS ARTS!?
in a few days i hope to have info for some sort of cash exchange... guess ill start with optional donations xP
I would like to do an art trade or two too if anyone elce is interested .w.;
help?
Posted 16 years agoI got a few more things troubling me now.
My Photoshop crashed and i need something new, or buy the stupid thing again.
Also my love search continues a bit rough.
=.='
But a bit of good news is that I got my College classes under control. ^^;
My Photoshop crashed and i need something new, or buy the stupid thing again.
Also my love search continues a bit rough.
=.='
But a bit of good news is that I got my College classes under control. ^^;
spunky
Posted 16 years agoThis spunky fox has a yearning for some drawing!
Still have a long list of gift art from... way back... guess i should do that first...
But for now im in school all day today and has lots of homework to do. xP
Still have a long list of gift art from... way back... guess i should do that first...
But for now im in school all day today and has lots of homework to do. xP
been a while?
Posted 16 years agoya it has... first quarter of collage has come and gown.
how did my rep turn out? unfortunately, same old crap
oh and here's a recent development, Im giving up on looking for love! yup, its been driving me insane for years and i just cant take it no more.
how did my rep turn out? unfortunately, same old crap
oh and here's a recent development, Im giving up on looking for love! yup, its been driving me insane for years and i just cant take it no more.
Wish me luck
Posted 17 years agoStarting collage tomorrow,
new environment,
new place, new people,
new first impressions...
perfect chance to reinvent myself...
....but what should the new me be?
In other news,
A while ago I got 3 new pares of trip pants
Last week I got a headset (headphones with a mike) and Spore.
Also a neat little astrology book... that I'm hesitant to let my parents see or hear of... for multiple reasons >.>;
Unfortunately Spore won't work on any of our computers yet, but that problem will be resolved this week.
I have 3 old computers siting here waiting to be reconstructed into a better computer this. x3
BTW
Sorry ive been busy lately, the house is a bit of a mes and my parents are throwing a fit...
but now... shower @_@;
hope to tty all later xP
new environment,
new place, new people,
new first impressions...
perfect chance to reinvent myself...
....but what should the new me be?
In other news,
A while ago I got 3 new pares of trip pants
Last week I got a headset (headphones with a mike) and Spore.
Also a neat little astrology book... that I'm hesitant to let my parents see or hear of... for multiple reasons >.>;
Unfortunately Spore won't work on any of our computers yet, but that problem will be resolved this week.
I have 3 old computers siting here waiting to be reconstructed into a better computer this. x3
BTW
Sorry ive been busy lately, the house is a bit of a mes and my parents are throwing a fit...
but now... shower @_@;
hope to tty all later xP
was to hyper to title it
Posted 17 years agoToday was a good day. A bit scattered but good...
I finally got to talk to talk to someone I love very dearly, it was a bit short lived, but it felt oh so good to hear her voice again.
message to:[you sound allot happier on the phone] <33
Got to visit with some friends that I haven't seen all summer and show off my new stuff *also got lots of hugs* ^-^;
I also recently drank a Monster... felt a bit weird for a while, but im feelin really good now... infact, im feeling up to do some late night drawings... ttyl!! x3
I finally got to talk to talk to someone I love very dearly, it was a bit short lived, but it felt oh so good to hear her voice again.
message to:[you sound allot happier on the phone] <33
Got to visit with some friends that I haven't seen all summer and show off my new stuff *also got lots of hugs* ^-^;
I also recently drank a Monster... felt a bit weird for a while, but im feelin really good now... infact, im feeling up to do some late night drawings... ttyl!! x3
Obsession...if anyone cares...
Posted 17 years agoI... I know I have a problem now... Ive become way to obsessed and way to connected to things here. Sorry to those I have pestered... Just spending way to much time here, usually just wandering around... meanwhile lots of unfinished projects are piling up, driving me crazy... Thus, I'm going to start limiting my computer usage until I can clear my list... *sigh* Ill still be on in the mornings, and late afternoon/night... ttyl
wahts going on...
Posted 17 years agoI know this girl... shes so nice, I wish nothing more than to be with her forever<3
But... I just cant seem to satisfy... or ever understand exactly whats going on.....
I do know... that I will NEVER give up...
*sighs and hums to Story of a Girl*
But... I just cant seem to satisfy... or ever understand exactly whats going on.....
I do know... that I will NEVER give up...
*sighs and hums to Story of a Girl*
Fixing myself
Posted 17 years agoI'm tired of my issues and problems, as I know many other people I know are as well.
My mind needs some fine tuning and my sole needs a phoenix restart.
Thus now I seek solitude, and pardon me if I seem a bit grumpy or spacey.
If you wish to help... I think the best thing to do is be hoist with me and tell me when anything I do bugs you.
In other news, I foresee good learning experiences ahead... with my nephew soon to be sharing my room for a year a speech class and..... a new found need to sort out my... um... social functions...? >>;;
me-emo+sugar/techno=good? *tries it*
My mind needs some fine tuning and my sole needs a phoenix restart.
Thus now I seek solitude, and pardon me if I seem a bit grumpy or spacey.
If you wish to help... I think the best thing to do is be hoist with me and tell me when anything I do bugs you.
In other news, I foresee good learning experiences ahead... with my nephew soon to be sharing my room for a year a speech class and..... a new found need to sort out my... um... social functions...? >>;;
me-emo+sugar/techno=good? *tries it*
Plans...
Posted 17 years agoNext few weeks:
Okay, for starters I'm almost dun with my school work, barely one more week! YAY!!
So I most definitely will be graduating this year. x3
I got my prom tickets and the band that is going to be playing is All American Rejects!! w00t!!
Summer:
I know I'm going to be a TAing for a summer class that is in dire need of help considering the teacher wont be there for the first 3 days. He actually asked me to do this so I feel honored.
I'm going to apply for a job at Info Tech soon, its a computer parts shop. x3
Also I'm going to be taking karate classes on the weekends!
Oh and don't forget forfilling all my "obligations" here with art and such... and all the work at home I have been putting off/promising my mom... like remodeling my room... and getting my drivers license >>;;;
After Summer(Fall):
I'm already signed up for High Line Community Collage classes. most likely going to be taking the buss... its cheaper than paying for gas!! Dx
Beyond ???:
Ive been thinking of plans beyond all of this... including moving out...
With all the connections I have...theres allot of possibilities...
My friend works for an airlines company, they get free tickets.
Dad and brother in law do realestate, they can find me a real nice house.
My other brother in law knows everything about computers and cars, he could build both from scrap and hotwire anything.
My sister is going to start her own gothic bar and night club.
....
To top it all off I'm going to become a computer/robotics engineer, thats allot of pay for doing something I can sit and do for hours!
So, ya... ether move into a nice big fancy house on the edge of the woods living very happily with some one... or who knows... burying myself in my work and dumping my cash into research..... but... I need to get facts straitened out with.... that... some one... first... merr... >____<;;;;
Okay, for starters I'm almost dun with my school work, barely one more week! YAY!!
So I most definitely will be graduating this year. x3
I got my prom tickets and the band that is going to be playing is All American Rejects!! w00t!!
Summer:
I know I'm going to be a TAing for a summer class that is in dire need of help considering the teacher wont be there for the first 3 days. He actually asked me to do this so I feel honored.
I'm going to apply for a job at Info Tech soon, its a computer parts shop. x3
Also I'm going to be taking karate classes on the weekends!
Oh and don't forget forfilling all my "obligations" here with art and such... and all the work at home I have been putting off/promising my mom... like remodeling my room... and getting my drivers license >>;;;
After Summer(Fall):
I'm already signed up for High Line Community Collage classes. most likely going to be taking the buss... its cheaper than paying for gas!! Dx
Beyond ???:
Ive been thinking of plans beyond all of this... including moving out...
With all the connections I have...theres allot of possibilities...
My friend works for an airlines company, they get free tickets.
Dad and brother in law do realestate, they can find me a real nice house.
My other brother in law knows everything about computers and cars, he could build both from scrap and hotwire anything.
My sister is going to start her own gothic bar and night club.
....
To top it all off I'm going to become a computer/robotics engineer, thats allot of pay for doing something I can sit and do for hours!
So, ya... ether move into a nice big fancy house on the edge of the woods living very happily with some one... or who knows... burying myself in my work and dumping my cash into research..... but... I need to get facts straitened out with.... that... some one... first... merr... >____<;;;;
merr... busy!
Posted 17 years agoBusy busy busy... so caught up in my work I barely have any time to think about anything else!!! Dx
....
At least I'm starting to catch up now... x.x;;
...
and Bun?...if your even still here... sorry for being so confused all the time... really not sure whats going on... with anything really... its not just you...><;;
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At least I'm starting to catch up now... x.x;;
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and Bun?...if your even still here... sorry for being so confused all the time... really not sure whats going on... with anything really... its not just you...><;;
Looooonnng weekend!
Posted 17 years agoWell this weekend has been very eventful, enjoyable, and flat out tiring.... actually, not just the weekend, the last few days...
Friday, I found out it was the Day of Silence, and gladly participated to support my many friends, in spite of my parents frail objections. x3
After school, I edged the yard with our industrial weedeater and kinda wore myself out trying to start the lawnmower.
Saturday, my Dad got the lawnmower running and I finished the yard. Then we packed everything up in the camper and took off to Gold Bar (a kindof campsight were my sister ones property) From there, my sister and I went for a ride with a few friends and ended up with the car in a ditch. Tried for hours to lift the dang thing out but got almost no ware until someone came and pulled it out with a big old muddy truck.
The same night we also played lots of pool as usual.
So... ya...
MY ARMS FEEL LIKE THERE GOING TO FALL OFF!! X.X;
The BEST part of it all?
I got to talk to my most favorite person ever practically nonstop for what seemed like forever!!!
*squeaks and curls up in the corner of my bed squeezing the heck out of a pillow*
puuurrrrrrruuurrrrrrrrrruuurrrrrrrrr
LOVE YA BUNBUN!! ^///^<333
Friday, I found out it was the Day of Silence, and gladly participated to support my many friends, in spite of my parents frail objections. x3
After school, I edged the yard with our industrial weedeater and kinda wore myself out trying to start the lawnmower.
Saturday, my Dad got the lawnmower running and I finished the yard. Then we packed everything up in the camper and took off to Gold Bar (a kindof campsight were my sister ones property) From there, my sister and I went for a ride with a few friends and ended up with the car in a ditch. Tried for hours to lift the dang thing out but got almost no ware until someone came and pulled it out with a big old muddy truck.
The same night we also played lots of pool as usual.
So... ya...
MY ARMS FEEL LIKE THERE GOING TO FALL OFF!! X.X;
The BEST part of it all?
I got to talk to my most favorite person ever practically nonstop for what seemed like forever!!!
*squeaks and curls up in the corner of my bed squeezing the heck out of a pillow*
puuurrrrrrruuurrrrrrrrrruuurrrrrrrrr
LOVE YA BUNBUN!! ^///^<333
Documenting a mental rant
Posted 17 years agoToday my dad confronted me with the fact that when I keep jumping down from my bunk bead every day I'm gradually causing permanent damage to my legs, ect. ect.
Well, this thought bounced around in my mind for a wile, and now I have a bunch of theories and such like, "there mus be some way to trigger a truly rejuvenating response within your cells to repair and reverse such damage". So much that I want to confront the government on there parameters on experimental research on genetics and using humans as test subjects.
If we lax these laws, I don't see any harm, only good... It could bring dreams to reality.
I always strive for the impossible and somehow make it possible.
So...ya... just a rant... and more proof of my mind in action...
Unfortunately I can't seem to do this with my homework...
Well, this thought bounced around in my mind for a wile, and now I have a bunch of theories and such like, "there mus be some way to trigger a truly rejuvenating response within your cells to repair and reverse such damage". So much that I want to confront the government on there parameters on experimental research on genetics and using humans as test subjects.
If we lax these laws, I don't see any harm, only good... It could bring dreams to reality.
I always strive for the impossible and somehow make it possible.
So...ya... just a rant... and more proof of my mind in action...
Unfortunately I can't seem to do this with my homework...
Doing a 180
Posted 17 years agoLong story short, I utterly hate myself today.
All I managed to do today was play video games until I gave myself a migraine, be a total pane to my friend and family, and drive myself insane.
Absolutely no work was accomplished and I feel like shit.
Not to mention, at this rate I won't graduate, get a job, or anything!
Thus, I've decided I'm going to stop lingering around the computer so much and just do whatever needs to be done.
No more video games, no more net surfing.
Ill still check here and on Gaia every now and then though... and be on MSN...
At this rate, hopefully ill be caught up by the end of the week...
For now... sleep is good... *curls up and passes out*
All I managed to do today was play video games until I gave myself a migraine, be a total pane to my friend and family, and drive myself insane.
Absolutely no work was accomplished and I feel like shit.
Not to mention, at this rate I won't graduate, get a job, or anything!
Thus, I've decided I'm going to stop lingering around the computer so much and just do whatever needs to be done.
No more video games, no more net surfing.
Ill still check here and on Gaia every now and then though... and be on MSN...
At this rate, hopefully ill be caught up by the end of the week...
For now... sleep is good... *curls up and passes out*
Big Update
Posted 17 years agoSakura Con was a blast! From the shops to the raves to cosplay to the random activities that started in the middle of everything!
I saw two people in full fur suits and gave them hugs, repetitively joined in a massive game of spin the bottle glomp stile, and went to the Gaia Online panel.
I also bought a Naruto hoodie, an eared hat from Fur Star, a bunch of pins to go on it, and sword! x3
In other news,
I changed my plans on my education. No longer going to go for the extension on my free schooling. Just going to go straight to collage... but first I have to graduate, and that means catching up all my school work. *points to comic*
I also plan on buying an MP3 Player with the 100 some dollars that I will soon get for doing yard maintenance wile my neighbor is away for 3 or more months...
Also I don't feel to good right now... maybe something I ate... maybe I'm sick.... maybe I'm just freaking stressed!!! x___X;;;
Thats all for now... *K.O.s*
I saw two people in full fur suits and gave them hugs, repetitively joined in a massive game of spin the bottle glomp stile, and went to the Gaia Online panel.
I also bought a Naruto hoodie, an eared hat from Fur Star, a bunch of pins to go on it, and sword! x3
In other news,
I changed my plans on my education. No longer going to go for the extension on my free schooling. Just going to go straight to collage... but first I have to graduate, and that means catching up all my school work. *points to comic*
I also plan on buying an MP3 Player with the 100 some dollars that I will soon get for doing yard maintenance wile my neighbor is away for 3 or more months...
Also I don't feel to good right now... maybe something I ate... maybe I'm sick.... maybe I'm just freaking stressed!!! x___X;;;
Thats all for now... *K.O.s*
