I was involved in an accident recently. Got lawyered up, opens and shut kinda thing. I'm just grateful to be alive at this point, definitely glad I always wear a helmet. But sadly my bike was totaled, hence why I'm honestly happy to be alive. Lot of pain don't get me wrong, but I'm alive at least

Hey long time no post, but here's the details, this artist  createdbyvivi is holding a raffle. Rules are the classic sub like and comment.

They have some cute stuff so wanted to share so they can get some more awareness. Good luck!

So just randomness, I'm afraid of heights and roller coasters especially when mixed together, a roller coaster that I can't tell how high it goes, doesn't bother me at all. But if I see how high up I am going, yeah no thanks. Yet I also have zero issue weaving in and out of traffic at speeds I won't admit I go. On the freeway, like it's nothing. Not one bit worried or anything.

It's just one of them things like, why am I scared of heights, when this thing is obviously way more dangerous. I personally believe it comes down to a lack of control. As long as I am the one controlling the movement, then I am fine. Though to find that out I do believe I would need to go hang gliding or something, and I'm too damn poor to afford that currently hahaha. Just wanted to share some random thoughts.

Well on the 16th I'll be 31. Definitely been an interesting year to say the least.

Wooo gave my self two anxiety attacks thanks to this fucking post so deleting it.

My friend  doubledee is doing some awesome retrowave headshots in limited quantity. If you like stuff from the 80s then you should check it out at least! Link below.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28447559/

Take a look over here, specially if you LOVE 80's themed stuff like I do.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28447559/

 doubledee is awesome, you should at least take a look at her work.

So with Battlefield V coming out in a few months, friend and I have been jumping back on BF1 for the PS4 a bunch, getting pumped up for the next installment in the series. We have a few other friends that will be of course getting the game, but the more people to run with, the better. If you plan to grab it for PS4, or at least have BF1 for PS4 and want some people to run with from time to time, hit me up.

Been hunting this guy FOREVER, so he finally decided to attack us, after we sunk another ship that had a fort key (LOTS of money) We sadly could not recover the key, but we got to fight the kraken and beat it!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kfj.....LvyBI&t=9s

My gamer tag incase you play sea of thieves, is Axel Grimwulf. Feel free to hit me up if you too play the game. I'm on PC my self, but thankfully it's cross platform.

So bascially they are the games public event mini raids. A lot of fun to say the least. Got a minute video here about the EPIC rewards a sloop crew of two can get! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4L.....ature=youtu.be
Was a blast of a fight, took about 40 minutes total for the two of us, had to kill a galleon crew in the process. Then run from another Galleon as we went to secure our loot.

During one of the scale tests a friend of mine and my self took to the seas on a sloop. Here are some of that one days highlights, not all battles were included from that day mainly due to some lasted half an hour to an hour.

https://youtu.be/ZEBM5rLwxjA

8pm 1/24/18 I will be streaming after work the Sea Of Thieve's beta from my PC.

Jibber jabber: So thanks to being in the alpha I got a invite into the closed beta, sadly it seems that there are no keys to give out to invite friends which is a shame. People can get into it via a preorder though. So if you really want to try it, you can always preorder at like gamestop for like what 5 or 10 bucks down. get the beta code, and if you don't like it. you can cancel it. But I have a feeling anyone with a flare for sailing or piracy will REALLY love this game. Beta will end on monday the 29th, so I will stream when ever I am free.
My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/scritzero

So, I'm super hyped about this game. So I decided to start making a discord for it, to bring fellow furrys together for adventures on the high seas. if you are interested then please jump on it

https://discord.gg/Mut9pzw

There are more channels then whats shown. Think of the tavern as a recruiting spot. With 'membership' opening up more options in the discord.

Main point of moving my account is just due to I don't like having this old name anymore, but I am also super lazy about moving my account over.

So I got to play in the tech alpha for the game. It's not implemented many of the games final features, and was pretty basic, but still some of the most fun I have ever had in my entire life for a game. This was with nothing but pick up groups.

Now one thing I need to say is I am a 'bit' bias, as I love everything pirate related & sea related. I love games that have sailing in it to say the least.

One good thing to note is the game is going to be for Xbox and PC, now before you think PC has a huge advantage, it doesn't. They put in a few things to help give the console players a chance to fight against PC players. Primarily due to it helps you when in a duel keep track of the other player, and using the cannons currently is a bit difficult to say the least. That and I noticed it's best to play with a group instead of going solo. Solo play seems more for truly independent people. Yet even then they will be forced to run from most fights unless they can take the fight right to the enemy when they are distracted. Yet it's hard to sail a ship, fire the cannons, make repairs, and bail water when all by your self. As to do anything you need to do it manually. Lowering the sail, raising the anchor, firing the cannons, etc are all actions that you need to manually move to the object and interact with it. Making you feel like a total badass when sailing on the small ship (when you do something awesome) But the game is truly the best when with a group, but still playable when solo or with a single buddy.

Yet its when you are with three other people that you get the galleon and get to experience what the game wants to truly offer you. Working as a team, finding the loot and cashing it in, or stealing from others is the best to say the least. I wish I could have streamed the game, as it's just a blast to even sail out on the open ocean between treasure hunts, or bounties.

The art style is breath taking to say the least, with inspiration obviously from Monkey Island. To sum it up, if you like action & adventure with pirates, then you should look into this game.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WB9.....Ma5M&t=69s

DAAAMMNN this game is good to say the least. I got in the Tech alpha, can't wait to buy this game.

And I get to work today lol. Oh well could be worse. At least this will keep me busy.

So kinda getting sick enough of the weeaboo name i used in high school veing on my profile, so gonna start moving over to  axelgrimwulf in the near future. So gonna take time to try and refollow everyone i can and all that fun stuff. I'll probably keep all the art I have on here still here. Just probably add a moved to said account on wach one.

Well little less then a month away and I'll be thirty. I've already done a lot in my life already, the only thing I ever truly worry about is, did I already hit my plateau? Did I already do the great work that I will do in this life? Then I think, what will I see next? What's next? I look at what I have lived through. Every challenge that has been placed in front of me to end me, I have passed.

I've lost count of how many times I have escaped death. I'm not 100% happy with where I am in life, but I am doing well to say the least. I bitch about things I shouldn't bitch about, I see that I do have the sin of envy at times. Mainly over being the son of a black sheep to a rich family, I've caught my self whining and crying over not haven gotten a million dollar property like my cousins got, or the 100k that they got, yet I got 10k my self. Let me help my parents when they needed it. Let me get a older BMW. Let me rent an apartment six months in advance.

To move forward in life I need to learn to be grateful for the things I have, and try not to want to consume more. The one thing I'd love for my birthday, would be the drive to write again. I beat my self up, saying I am a terrible writer, complaining at every mistake I make. Yet I have friends that have me lead games of Shadowrun, they love the story's I put together, yet I can't write a story, or a poem, and I haven't been able to for years. Not more then maybe once or twice a year if I am lucky, and it's normally just a few strings of words for the books in my head.

I find it funny that I went from a introvert in person, to an extrovert, while originally online I was an extrovert, yet now online I am an introvert. I think that is what keeps me from writing, that or the work I did in the military bugs me more then I admit to my self.

This year I know I just want to start focusing on what I can be grateful for in life. Annnnd to budget better so I am not living paycheck to paycheck XD

Details are here. You got till august 25th 2017
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8354303/

So the ever awesome Milky  purplepardus is in need of some help to keep up on their medical bills that they have, the journal is here, they are hoping to do sketchs as they can get them back to people faster then full commissions, but they are still open for all that they have posted here. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8313047/
This is the person that has done the awesome feral work of tsuki with keira that I have show cased not long ago. So their work is awesome, the sketchs are not bad in price at all and it would help them out. If ya got some bucks to spare and want some art I do suggest giving them a consideration. If you'd like to share their journal I'm sure they would appreciate it. I know life is a pain for all of us, joys of life, so sometimes a little word of mouth can help.

Seems thwy are giving away 5 million copies of payday 2 on PC via steam, go grab it if you want a free game.

I have been playing BDO for PC for about two weeks now. Its a lot if fun. Hack and slash style mmorpg. With tons to di ti say the least. Game also gave me codes to give away for people to try the game for a week. If you buy the game, because it has no sub. Its 10 bucks. The game gets most if its money from the pearl shop. Which has cosmetic items and booster packs for exp and stuff and convenience items as well. So if you want to try it just comment on here I have at least 8 codes left to give away, and I will note you a code.

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The servers are one mega server and you can jump around on them every 15 minutes so no need to worry about picking the same server. I'm just on the NA or north American servers.

So in the past I had a stalker, that ended up being taken care of when I told them I enjoy hurting people, which caused them to say they couldn't ever be friends with someone like that.

Now mind you this person in the past had spammed me for attention. Threatened me multiple times to kill me. Made tons of accounts just to harass me and everything. Six months later FA replies that they have taken appropriate action. Which was nothing.

Now again the problem of the stalker harassing me is dealt with already. But they had seemed very serious on the intent to cause me harm. If I had been someone else and was not confident in my abilities to defend my self this would all have worried me. I mean shit I had a year and a half worth of messages of this person harassing me and threating to kill me and FA didn't give a shit.

I can only imagine people that are in actual danger might feel having the admins not give a shit about them. It's just fucked up if you ask me.