Almost got into a fight yesterday. Glad I didn't as the guy then attempted to shoot someone 10 minutes later. Thankfully he was caught and no one got hit. My mind set is still stuck in my old military combat mindset (never saw combat but still fall back on training when shit hits the fan) making my insomnia worse then normal. Going to try and sleep now. Oh well at least this time I was not the one being shot at XD

Main stream doesn't talk about it. Yet over the past few years, there has been an increased number of Muslims killing Christians in the middle east. Which is now being called a killing spree as they just go wild killing Christians, specially in Egypt currently.

Where are the people protesting their deaths? Where are the people screaming they need to help them, to get them to safety? Why is it so few people fucking care?

I'm no Christian my self, but that doesn't mean I will turn a blind eye to their suffering and deaths by a group that believes it's perfectly acceptable to kill 'infidels'.

The Muslims that follow Mohamads teachings in his later years once his brain was swiss cheese from his syphilis, are just as fucking insane.

Yet it's not PC to say it's wrong for Muslims to kill Christians. Its not PC to report when Muslims riot in a country, it's not to tell the fucking truth.

This world is burning and bleeding, yet the wound won't cauterize because the people in power keep saying "everything is fine. Nothings happened. No no no don't look there, thats not Muslims killing people, thats not anyone throwing molotov cocktails at cars. Nothing is wrong here because we were good people and welcomed in the Muslims, their not rapping our women left and right. It's totally safe for everyone to venture into refugee zones, no thats not a cop car on fire from entering a no go zone, i mean refugee zone. Everything's fine."

Of course, don't just take my word for it. Do your own research. Look at both sides, look at the side that says everything is fine. Look at the side that shows the world burning. Because some do use this information to insight fear, while others use lack of information to keep the livestock calm.

So I was talking with a gal, she warned me she had triggers. Now i thought having a trigger is not as bad as people jest aboit it. That it's more often just a warning about what pisses you off. Well when I said I didn't want to meet right away for casual sex, well that triggeres this person. She went insane on me. I said I was just trying to be respectful of her, but no. Apparently I was insulting her, so she continued to insult me and belittle me for not wanting to instantly jump into bed with her. Needless to say I no longer talk to them.

I just didn't expect someone to loose their mind over me wanting to wait on meeting them since they were trying to come over and stay the night when I had yet to meet them in person.

 asher.dameron is holding an art raffle for free currently. Its the watch me, post this, link back, secret passphrase kinda requirements for getting in.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8058479/

Well today is the day, I get to fly back East to Maryland for University for one of our countries best schools for cyber security =3

I'm just sadly going to be with in the Washington DC beltway @.@ hate the traffic in that area. At least it will be in a decent neighborhood. I will just most likely have roommates since I had to use off campus student housing.

Oh well, I will know tomorrow if I will have roommates or not when I check in that morning.

So my friend Heroshi told me that if you time it right, you can use the hatchet to stop someones bayonet charge. And today I gave it a try as a last ditch move.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqWRpKU86mg

So apparently people have been killing them selves because of Trump being president elect.

All I have to say is if you are scared don't give up on life. The future is not written in stone, and the loss of life by self harm is something that shouldn't be done. I say that because there are people that may need you and your strength to move forward and continue on in life. The world will be a darker place to many if you give up. So I please never give up.

If you are strong and see people faltering then please try to help them through the hard parts in life as well.

Just another video I threw together from some of my gameplay with some music that I felt went well with it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAXHrtXnOWs

So, I'm a ok gamer I like to think, I top the charts in games from time to time in pvp. So I am thinking about doing armature youtube highlights for Battlefield 1, did one for the open beta and it is in the link below.
Constructive criticism is very welcome.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6n185Vi17Y0

Watched the single player game play trailer ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8Zbs0qFPv4 )
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Below this is a deeper thought, so before that I wanted to say this.
I'll be getting BF1 for PS4, I'm on the hype train big time after I played the beta, like to the point I am watching game play videos from people, that is how hyped I am about this game.
So if anyone else is getting it for PS4 and would like to game on it in the future, please let me know if you would like to.
Because that damn beta and the game play videos out there got me ready, and I want people to join up with from time to time to dominate the battlefield lol.
anyways below is how the trailer gave me major feels, and what these feels were. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!!!!!!
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and it just hit me hard, in a good way though.
It hit me hard when the player dies, and it gives you the name of a kid who died at that battle, and how old they were.
As a Veteran, or a person it made me think what I was doing at that age, and what my dreams were, what I was nervous about, the challenges I faced and the things I overcame around that age.

Then it shows another name and their age, and I thought to that time, again, and again, and again.
When I saw the ones older then my self, I though of the things I want to have accomplished by that time in my life. Think about what they may have been dreaming about before the war, what they wished for after the war, or just after that next moment.

It made me think of the major, my life is at risk moments I have had, from hearing a bullet zip past my head, to when someone I once cared about tried to open my throat with a blade, right down to trying to keep my semi truck at the times brakes from not going out while maintaining my speed when fully loaded going downhill on a steep grade and it was raining.

The video got me to shed a tear for the loss of life, the kind were you feel better afterwords. I guess I feel that way because of looking at the fear of being forgotten that many of us humans have, yes we may only have their name, the year they were born, and the fact that they died at that battle, but their memories still exists.

Anyways if you took the time to read that, thanks for your time! You have a great day!

So I'm about to get my AA in computer science from ITT Tech, yeah its not the best school system I know, but i had some of the best teachers there that were able to help me push to learn more in my field of expertise. Well now our government has said that all veterans using the GI bill to attend school there are done, we can't attend anymore no matter how close to graduation we are. This is for California that I know, but most likely other states have jumped in on it.

So this leaves me and other veterans attending ITT Tech completely fucked over. So come this Tuesday (Due to holiday) I need to see what schools around me are still OK according to the VA and pray they transfer most of my credits to the new schools. As well as start my job hunt then instead of my original plan of once I started classes.

We fight to defend this country, and all it ever does is let us down.

Suprised I'm even awake to boot. Horrible insomnia the night before. But seems four hours of sleep are just what I need to start my birthday today haha.

First we can all we socially akward and what not and thats ok. I'm sure I've seemed a bit oddball to writers or artists I've met, even met a pornstar before, find a way to say you like their work with out coming off akward.
So being akward is fine, i commission porn a lot, when someone comes up to me and straight up says they wish they could fuck a character of mine IRL ot gets creepy. Specially when they then start to ask for life advice. Just no please don't

Well first I want to see if anyone is paying attention, so if you actually read this and you know about MGS5 the Phantom Pain, please do share what system you, if you are getting it, that you'll be playing on.

Xbox One my self, and PC (due to friends getting it for PC) Once it's multiplayer launches in 2016.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/poo-ky/
Why? I just really really like their art style, anyways check 'em out!

So got a bunch of new followers and a lot of like's on the commissions I get done and what not. So just wanted to say thank you for enjoying the idea's that other awesome people made into art. Always feel free to comment and have an awesome day!

Then quick go here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16115603/
go now go artist has some awesome work. So go! support them and shower them with non-creepy attention.

So I've been a truck driver out of necessity for the past two year's. And the jobs a pain to eat right, work out or even live a life with low stress. So I get my physical a few days ago and find out that my heart is when at resting pumping out a 110 beats a minute and I have to focus on it slowing down and breathing slowly to drop it down to 101. So yeah trucking is killing me. I've known that with all the stress and depression. Thus just made me go "yeah I'm done" need to get out go back to school and working out again so I can feel alive for a change. So here I am. Getting ready to sign up for school tomorrow and then to put a one week notice in to work due to health reason's. I won't die for a fucking 800 a week paycheck.

Like seriously I'm curious. All I have played is a demo and it was ok. So why does so many people love this series to death it seems? I mean yeah the art inspired by it is awesome. Just I found the control's clunky from the demo. And so many other games that had the same camera issues as 3 had in its demo that most would abandon any thoughts of playing it. So please if your a fan of the series let me know what it is that I missed due to I have only played a demo.

Then you may want to look over here for a good cause, everyone needs trtransportation after loosing their vehicle, so go! Look! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6452932/

It includes porn in a way so go!!!!!!!

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
90% Primal (Predator)
76% Brat Tamer
75% Dominant
70% Primal (Prey)
66% Experimentalist
64% Bondage Giver
59% Daddy/Mommy
54% Exhibitionist
54% Voyeur
50% Degradation Giver
44% Brat
38% Master/Mistress
38% Sadist
34% Non-monogamist
33% Submissive
29% Switch
29% Vanilla
16% Masochist
14% All-Rounder
13% Girl/Boy
9% Slave
6% Pervert
4% Bondage Receiver
4% Degradation Receiver
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=51728

My only question is how the fuck did I get 70% prey in the primal area...it makes no sense to me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6229843/

check it out, MrChocolate is doing a little give away, give 'em an idea they like as the post says and you may have a character in a pornographic picture =3

Yeah I jumpes back on the pokemon bandwagon. Got both X & Y
Friend code is 2852 8204 7436
Place yours below and add me and I'll do the same. Trying to get more hidden abilities from breeding. Can make multiple froakies with this sweet little ability that changes your type to what ever move you use.

Ok doing a little 'pimping' of a friends twitter account. https://mobile.twitter.com/Cali_Fae

My friend is a camgirl and awesome at that. So take a look at her twitter if your interested in her web page. Cheers everyone.