https://subscribestar.adult/SimplyTsuperb

Not much there now but I plan to make it my main art posting place.

Pages 1-8 of Fit For a King are already posted, page 9 incoming soon, page 10 being inked!

-- Tsu 😘🥰

I'm working on a subscribestar, Patreon is becoming more of a nuisance than anything else.
I'll share the link once I have everything set up for those interested.

-- Tsu

When I can finally change my username. 👍

Sounds nice.

Happy New Year everyone! ✨

I hope you've all kept safe and entered this new year in good health!

I want to apologize for - anxiety I guess?
It really hit me hard these last few months and I couldn't bring myself to respond to comments and shouts.

I really appreciate every comment I get and read them all, I will do my best to respond to them, so don't worry about why I'm responding to months old comments. 😅

All I can promise is to do my best, I've been easily overwhelmed lately and don't really understand it myself. All I can do is be patient with myself.

But here's to a New Year filled with continued strength, kindness, and understanding! To more friendships and, hopefully, more content! 💖

-- Tsu 😊

I've had it for a while but completely forgot about it.
If you feel like supporting me but Patreon just isn't for you please consider buying me a coffee!

https://ko-fi.com/simplytsuperb

I think later I'll update it to brown Julien XD
Either way, thank you all for your support and enjoyment of my works, means a ton to me and I hope I can keep drawing Julien until I die.
That is the plan!

-- Tsu

I am having the hardest time drawing an anatomical lemur penis.

Why is it so hard?
I have so many references this shouldn't be so hard.

Penile spines are so hard to draw without making the whole thing look wrong.

I like Moomin.

Just a little post bomb I guess.
Have a good holidays!

-- Tsu

Share what's going on?

I'm not good at that, but it's affecting my productivity and I haven't been able to enjoy drawing or drawing at all.
I haven't done much and it's painful.

I didn't mention it last year because FA and a few of my watchers are very- insensitive.

My father passed away last October and it's been hard.
I've completely changed everything to be able to support my mom since, all my time goes to her, to be there when she needs me, no matter what. It's exhausting and, yeah, I can tell she's taking advantage of me and even expects me to do anything she asks without question or quarrel. I haven't had the time or drive to draw at all, it's painful and killing me. I honestly don't know what to do, my siblings don't go as far as I do, instead it seems like they've decided to let the weight of my father's passing control them. Becoming angrier and more reclusive, I'm stuck between needing to be a good daughter whenever I'm called upon and needing my own time and space again to create and relax.

It physically pains me at this point and I don't know what to do. He passed on October 3rd and it's coming up again, I feel like I'm being pushed towards an emotional outburst that won't be seen as me being overburdened but as me being selfish.

This all makes for a bad time and, even now I feel immense guilt for all the things I should be doing but can't.
I honestly have no idea what I'm doing.

-- Tsu

Do my best to upload but may be slow.

Thank you.

-- Tsu

Forgive me for lack of updates, the holidays were actually super busy for me this year!

I've never had such a great holiday before though, I spent so much time with my family and friends, Christmas was great and even though I rung in the New Year alone it was still good. :>

For those wondering, yes I have received all correspondence to commissions, no worries, my current work right now is all private so I will not be posting/sharing those and it will take some time to finish them, I thank everyone for their patience it means a ton to me!

Working as best I can!

I know everyone always says this year will be better than the last but, ya know, my last 13 years were in an abusive relationship that ended in me being thrown to the curb like trash but in less than five months I have my own place, my families support, the support of everyone out there who enjoys my work and commissions me, I want to thank every single one of you! REALLY!

It's been nuts and there were times when I came close to ending it all, I'm so glad I didn't and that I can continue prove all the people who hurt me wrong, they'll get their comeuppance and never again will they ever lay their hands on me!

Look forward to lots of new work and hopefully some new comics and old ones finally get some long overdue updates!

Happy New Year ! ;D

-- Tsu

Lucky number 13!

Dan 'the man' Marino number 13!

All I plan to do is maybe binge on PoM and All Hail King Julien but with cake and maybe alcohol.

I might chat with a friend, I dunno, do something, ya know?

But if anyone is to be wanting to do anything for me I would not be minding dat. ;>
_{anything Uncle/Julien is 100% oki, you could even leave me little prompts to get my brains working.}

Apart from looking forward to that though things have been pretty good.
My cat is crazy pregnant so kittens are coming for Christmas, it's exciting!

-- Tsu

But the party is never gunna stop!

It's crazy to think that all the way back in 2005 to now, like, twelve years!
I would find friends and a community and even hope in a little cartoon lemur.

The show may be over but the fun never stops!
I'm probably going to be drawing this sexy ring-tail until the day I die and I'm pretty cool with that.

Tho I expect I'm going to end up crying and thanking Danny over the phone later tonight, man's an angel on earth.
_{he's so patient and nice when we talk like he's heard me cry before he helped me out a lot while I was in that horrible relationship I would give him any internal organs he needs.}

Back to work, Julien isn't going to draw himself. :>

-- Tsu

I find it hard to be social on FA is all. ;w;

But I recently moved into my own little RV, got my own space, a bed at last, a bathroom and kitchen, my cat Moon is loving it all!
I'm only halfway done with moving my things in, my PC is here of course and I'm finding the time to work and doodle so no worries, it's a great set up that should allow me to work much better. :>

So if you contacted me about commissions and we have spoken no worries! I may be going at a bit of a hindered pace but I'm going!
This is so great, I've been in tears and stressed these past few months since everything that's happened but now I have a place of my own, I'm safe, I'm with my family (they're right next door lol) and the upcoming holidays are something I can look forward to now.

I want to thank everyone for your continued support, really!
For listening, donating, sharing, commissioning me, I'm sure without you all I would still be lying face down on the floor.

I know there is still so much work to do, bills, groceries, but the future looks a lot more doable and I can't wait to draw more and share.

Thank you! ;w;

-- Tsu

I'm sorry for my absence.

Since the separation I haven't had much control.
All my time, effort, energy, and focus is going into reclaiming my life.

I'm sorry I'm not talking to anyone or posting, I'm taking commission after commission but even then I can only work so fast and what I make goes just as fast, I'm fully 100% exhausted all the time.

There is so much going on and I honestly don't know when it will let up.
I can't talk about what I'm doing but once it's all settled I can. Than I can focus on living my life, free, fully free, that's all I want.

Please forgive me for as long as it takes.
I'm pushing every limit and resource.

Thank you. <3

-- Tsu

I think I've settled well enough to where I won't feel uncomfortable working.

My biggest worry was my nephew coming over to see my parents and finding me working but, so far, he doesn't barge in here or anything and my parents know what I do so- commission times are open!

Feel free to contact me here or hit my email up, I'm always open for anything! :>

-- Tsu

And I don't mind!

I fucking love Uncle/Julien!

But I'm the only person creating content anndjkfjdskkl--
_{I always fall for the rarepair or incest ships siiiigh no one else likes it}

I love them so much. ;w;

-- Tsu

I'm at my parents, it's cramped, a huge majority of my things are still unpacked due to lack of space, and my kitty can't roam the house just yet because of my mom's violent beagle, but we are out of there!

Finally got out of that house, out of that relationship, out of there!

I'm scared out of my mind, I almost threw up a few times today, and I had to watch as my ex, who BTW started dating the hussy already WHILE I WAS STILL LIVING THERE, cry as I finished packing and giving him my copy of the house key.

I've cried enough as it is, I should be the one crying after everything he did to me, but fuck them both, if I have to live at my parents, in my old tiny bedroom, fine! Me and my cat can manage.

We have wifi, a place to sleep, and best of all, AC all the time!

It's going to be scary and I haven't been single since I was fifteen but fuck'em!

-- Tsu

Packing and wondering where I'm going to end up is- boy am I am- it's awful.

And still being here and packing up my life and seeing how ecstatic my former-husband is, with his friends and his girlfriend.
Sorry, it effect my ability to work so badly.

I should be ending up in my parents storage room, not the best but right now I have no other choice.

So please forgive me for lack of work.

Again, liking that fund raiser: https://www.youcaring.com/kathylynnzuniga-930722

Sigh, once I can get settled- somewhere, I'll do my best to open commissions and get to work again, thank you.

-- Tsu

I know all of this has to be for the better, considering what I've been put through, it's so stressful.

I have an appointment with a lawyer tomorrow, then my therapy session, my mom wants me to shack up in her storage room... so I need like, a bed and- stuff.

It's- sigh, I've been with my husband since I was 16 and I moved out as soon as I turned 18, now I'm going to be 31 and have no idea what to do, ya know?
My life has been taking care of him, and I mean in all aspects!

I had to learn electrical wiring, roofing, sewing (for LARP so like, clothes making), when he went back to school I would help him with his homework, read his chapters to him, go with him as moral support, when he got food poisoning I was there to clean his vomit and hold the buckets, I literally carried him to the doctor's office and didn't sleep for two days while I took care of him, which resulted in me getting sick on my birthday, I was emotional and physical support.

When he got in that car accident at work I helped him with his physical therapy, messaging him, helping him stretch.
I learned how to cook just for him, I always took his side and backed him up.

I've kept his secrets and his shames.

I stayed after he hurt me, as he humiliated me, stripped me, bruised me, shoved photos of us together in my face and said I had thrown or relationship away because he thought I was planning on cheating on him, because I didn't listen to him when he told me not to be friends with men, when he had sex with me and I didn't have the option of saying no because I was already naked and crying, begging god to kill me where I lay curled up on our bed.

He used me, grabbed my head and threatened to get me pregnant, then after he pushed me aside like trash and refused to look at me saying that it would take time for him to trust me again. But I was expected to continue on, expected to cook and clean, to act like nothing happened while he hung out with his friends and I hid away for months.

I forced the memories away and tried to get over, like he always told me too, and when it all came screaming back I hurt myself, and of course he was upset.
I never brought up what was bothering me because he had told me all those years before, I deserved what happened, it was all my fault and I should get over it because it happened so long ago.

And I never once openly blamed him, never said he was a bad person, never said I wanted to leave him.

And now I'm direction-less.

I don't know what to do, how to heal, I changed everything about myself to make him happy, to try and help him with his own issues, but now it's over.
Who would want me, love me?

I'm here, alone. Scared, terrified out of my mind trying to drown it all in distractions and numbing myself.

While I see him. Telling me he loves me but doesn't want to hurt me, kicking me out of a home I made mine while he dedicated himself to LARPs and gaming. While I fixed leaking roofs and broken appliances and he had the support of many and I could say nothing.

And he wonders where all this comes from now that I can speak up without breaking down on tears, why this still hurts me when he never made the effort to make things right, where he says he has apologized over and over but I have no memory of them.

When this all happened he went online and told his friends how I betrayed his trust, how I hurt him, and they told him to put me in my place. And they live their lives never knowing how they hurt someone. Even he takes no responsibility and now says we both did wrong, we both made mistakes. My mistake was believing he would never hurt me, would never raise his voice in hate and rage, the way he did to his mother.

He's convinced his friends that I'm emotionally abusive, that it was all one-sided and he's the victim. I am lucky that some of them come to me and tell me what he says, that he has gone onto my phone and computer, taken screen shots of my conversations and sends them to the woman who wanted to fuck him, who was once my friend but who believes his lies rather than my truth.

I want it all out there. What he did, what he keeps doing.
To remind me, not to be a fool and fall for his talk again.

All I want back is something I can't get and it's his fault.

I'm sorry for unloading.
I'm scared to talk to people, I don't trust many aside from my own mom.
I'm not stupid or crazy am I? After all this I deserve better, right? I'm not wrong, am I?

-- Tsu

Then the price of what I need will go down drastically!

Fingers crossed! ;w;

-- Tsu

Please consider clicking the link, my situation has changed tremendously and now need all the help I can get.

https://www.youcaring.com/kathylynnzuniga-930722

If you cannot donate please consider sharing the campaign.

Thank you so much.

-- Tsu

Sorry for not being as active here.

I'm busy with some older commission work, doing my best to be swift!

I'm actually much more active and talkative on my Patreon, it's a much more relaxed atmosphere than most of the other places I post.

A quick hello here to everyone, I'm still around, only busy and such.
I hope everyone is having a fun and safe summer tho!

-- Tsu

Thank you all for your support regarding my last journal, notes, and emails.

It means the world to me, you're all so wonderful, I feel I don't deserve your kindness but I will always do my best to return it and hold my head high for you all. ;w;

-- Tsu

can you?