For my clients on the waiting list for this month I only have on sketch commission to finish before I move onto all of you patient people!

The client had paid before approval process was complete and I must put priority on that but I assure you that within the week those who are waiting will receive emails letting them know I will start their commissions.

There are still slots available for May, if you have questions feel free to email me at kathlynnzuniga@yahoo.com!

One last thing, I'm thinking of perhaps doing a YCH action, if enough interest is generated. Penguins of Madagascar characters, Marlene, Julien? Putting that out there.

Ah, well, away to work I go!
Feel free to ask me anything or just leave a comment to chat, I look forward to hearing from you all and your feedback! ;D

-- Tsu

Hi everyone, Tsu here.

I just stopped by to say that for the next three months I’ll be working myself to death trying to come up with the bank I need to get to Texas Comic-Con.

I am open for commissions and here is the new price list.

Grey scale sketches are 15$.
Inked b/w images are 10$
And full color images will be 55$

E-mail me and we can work out whatever it is you want and price range depending on how large and detailed the image will be. The above costs are for a two character maximum, detail specific backgrounds will cost more. I’m limiting myself to these three types of images, as they are the most frequently requested, but feel free to email me if you have something else in mind.

Email contact: Kathlynnzuniga@yahoo.com

I am still selling Avon products so if you are also interested in that give my little website a quick look, I would really appreciate it!
http://shop.avon.com/default.aspx?n.....&setlang=1

Lastly, if anyone is at all interested, I do have a donation button located on the sidebar of my blog. Every little bit helps.
This is so important to me, it’s hard to say or explain but it isn’t just about meeting someone or just going to a con, it’s about realizing I can do this on my own. Through my own skill and hard work.

So I may not be on as much or posting as all my free time for the next few months will all go into making this happen, I thank you for your consideration on any of the above and if you have any questions concerning commission or anything at all feel free to email me.

Thank you.
— Tsu

http://tsuyagami.tumblr.com/post/57.....you-didnt-know

All commission information has been posted to my tumblr, you are more than welcome to not me here if you have any additional questions.

I forgot to mention, which when I am done here will edit the post, the commissioner receives both a hi-res and low-res copy of their commission, the low resolution copy being the only one baring my signature. Credit is preferred if you choose to post but again you are the commissioner and can do what you please with your art.

I thank you all kindly for your consideration and will do my absolute best to give you what deserve! <3

-- Tsu

Monday, which is today eeeeeh, I will be posting all commission details and officially open myself to art commissions.

Posting this journal as a heads up because... I don't know, I just felt like I should.
Okay, sleep time now!

-- Tsi

With random splashes of color for effect, like a ton, if you could tell.

My whole arm hurts, learning how to draw fast and with my same quality, because I plan to open for commissions in the fall and so forth and I need to be fast and just as good.

My right forearm is buffer than my left.

-- Tsu

I'm around, I just get easily distracted.

I still love PoM, just not as much and right now Transformers in my main squeeze when it comes to drawing. I'm enjoying myself, despite the immense frustration that comes from drawing these babies, and while I understand that a ton of people want me to draw PoM again I really can't control my interests.

Sorry.

Life is stressful, a friend of mine just got released from the hospital, I'm having my own financial and relationship problems, so any free/drawing time is meant entirely for me. I enjoy it I will do it, that's the short of it.

So I will post, when time permits and I will draw what I want to.
I appreciate that you like what I draw but, really, I can't help what I want to do.

-- Tsu

Oh, all manner of crazy shit has happened to me in these last few months that range from fandom changes to working through marital problems.

But right now all things are fine, happier than I have been in a long time and even though it seems I've lost a few friends over my life decisions I'm just going to keep on keeping on.

I know I haven't posted here much and sad to say I have lost interest in PoM, what with the series being over that means no more merchandise to at least keep me mildly interested. Transformers has taken over now and a majority of my art is that. I have projects I'm working on (I have an actual writer and a beta writer/inker) and am trying to carve out a little niche in the community for myself.

Or at the very least just learn more and get my name out there.
That isn't to say I have abandoned everything PoM entirely, after my TF project (projected to, hopefully, to be completed before summer) I plan to properly continue my FW comic.

Not really sure how my posting of TF art would be taken here but I know a few friends miss me being here, I guess it is my account and I can do whatever I want with it. :3c

But here I am and hopefully to be posting more arts again soon! <3

-- Tsu

Yes it is!
13 is my lucky number, was born on the 13th, Dan Marino's number was 13, so 2013 is going to be my year!

Sorry about the recent in activity, I've been busy with life and working on bettering myself.
Therapy is going great, I've been able to open up, I feel as though I can finally gain a sort of a control over my life and start working on my self esteem and have better control over my depression and anxiety.

I've also delved into the Transformers fandom, I still love PoM, I actually started drawing a Julien pic for New Years but I fell asleep so, might finish tomorrow? Yush.

But just so you know, robot porn is on my brain right now.
Trying to draw it, is hard....
BUT FUN!

Anywho, another year came and went, people panicked, others didn't, bought mass amount of TF toys, it has been a good year but the next one will be even better. We all have the chance and opportunity to better ourselves and experience new things, never underestimate yourself. We are all awesome. :D

Enjoy your night and enjoy the new year!

-- Love, Tsu

I am beyond stressed with everything that has been going on with my life recently.

My getting sick, my husband's food poisoning, house work keeps piling up, therapy and doctors visits, I still need to refill my meds! Ugh, this is all just killing me, and I never seem to get even an hour to myself before someone calls me or needs me to do something, I am seriously at the end of my fucking rope right now.

All most had a mental breakdown yesterday, I could just feel it waiting to snap...
Haven't drawn much or done anything artistically productive as of late, I feel like there is no time, between taking care of everything the times I do have time to draw are so late at night and my sleep is fucked up enough as it is.

I promised myself I would get to bed early tonight, let's see how that goes.
If I come off as crass or brash to anyone I apologize in advance, I just cannot deal with all this stress lately and I have no way of relaxing to deal with it.

I'm just a broken record at this point, wanting to work on projects, having no time, I hate winter...
Don't worry about me, just keep me in your thoughts, any amount of positivity to come my way is more than welcome at this point.
Ugh, someone just offline me now.

-- Tsu

I know a lot of people everywhere have been asking where I've been, why is there no art and if I will still work on FW.

I've recently started therapy and coming to terms with a lot of stuff, it keeps leaving me emotionally drained and despite trying my best to work on anything my art is suffering because of it.

My medication has also been doubled and a side effect it has on me is continuous headaches and has caused me to start grinding my teeth again, I think with that I'll just take half the dose like before and just tell my doctor about it.

I really am trying my best to work more on FW, pics, asks, and short fun comics in general. TT^TT
I know you guys aren't pushing me and are really genuinely curious so I don't blame anyone for asking, I just need to find a way to gt back into my groove. I mean, it's all ready the 13th of Halloween and I have yet to work on one pic for my ultimate favorite holiday!

One idea was thrown at me by a friend which is to do something with the Alice in Wonderland AU, I was able to draw up a few thumbnails and am hoping to finally work on something from start to finish.

Thank you for all your patience and kindness while I try to get my rear and gear and sort all these things out with myself!

-- Tsu

And I'm really excited because this year Imma go as King Julien!

Obvious much? XDD
Since I doubt I could get a whole body suit thing done in time I just plan to sort of be a human King Julien, but with ears and tail, das cool right?

I have the crown and tail all ready, made the crown when I went to the Mad 3 premiere, grrr. Tail was done for a Nero event in Dallas... funnily enough those two events were some of the worst ever, hmm.

So I plan to design and make a whole outfit for him, I'm a fairly decent seamstress, when we LARPed I made all the costumes and weapons so this shouldn't be hard at all. I all ready have an outfit design for him when I drew him in his human AU form before, I'm really looking forward to working on everything.

So if any of you wonderful peoples are to be celebrating Hallo-weenies what costumes will you dawn?
Or better yet are you to be bogeying the night away?! :D

-- Tsu

I get asked a lot why I ship Kowalski/Julien and I figured I would just a journal to a tumblr link that explains it.
Imma saving time!

http://daleksandclaptrap.tumblr.com.....ow-did-you-get

Glad to have FA back!
And if this doesn't answer all questions feel free to ask me anything you might be confused about, I never get tired of talking about my OTP. >///<

-- Tsu

I'm extremely tired from this whole week so before I collapse onto my bed and dream of Julien booty I guess I should let everyone know the outcome of the trial.

After three years, a week of nothing but sitting and having to listen to some lawyer slander my husband and a long jury deliberation everything is over and all is said and done.

WE WON!
My husband was found not to be at fault over the auto accident he was involved in while at work and the truth has been revealed!

I'm so happy and relieved that this is all over and my husband and myself can finally move on.
Thank you to everyone who gave us hope and kept us in their prayers!

I plan to celebrate with a livestream sometime this weekend so look forward to that!
Now, my bed has been calling me since this morning to fall back into it's loving embrace, away to sleep!

-- Tsu

Very busy!

My husband and I continue to go to court until Friday and today was just killer. Sitting in that court room while the defendants lawyer essentially called my husband a liar was so hard to be stone faced through, and wearing pantyhose and a skirt for hours... not fun.

I will respond to all comments and such once this is all over, I just want everyone to know, I hate to think people think I'm ignoring them. ;^;

Please wish me luck with all this.
Growing up, you think it's all smut and drawing but instead... eh, it's still that, you know what I'm thinking about as I sit there. XDD

-- Tsu

My net is acting dodgy and I won't really be online much this week, not that I'm an internet social butterfly but I do have friends who worry.

I'm also in between colds, slept most of the day and actually had trouble walking earlier today.
Dentist appointment on Monday and, wouldn't you know it, have officially been diagnosed with depression, so I see a therapist/specialist for that the first week of September.

Sorry if I haven't responded to notes or comments, like I said, the net comes and goes.

Have drawings planned and am juggling working on FW while working on asks for my ask blog.
So, just for those who worry, just trying to get my life sorted while still drawing what I love.

Hope to be back at the end of the week!

-- Tsu

Fuuuh, I feel like I haven't drawn anything in years, when in reality it has only been maybe a week or two.

I have so much work I have to do here at home, cooking, cleaning, laundry, electrical repair, by the time I can actually sit down and relax I'm too tired to work on anything.

And the guilt about it eats me up so badly on the inside.
I mean, drawing is the only thing I can do right in my life and now I don't have the time to do it!

It just infuriates me, even now I still have so much work to do and then I have to be up at five thirty in the morning to see my husband off to work, I still have to write my statement for our legal matter, just finished dishes, barely going to shower.

I remember when I was just left alone for years in my dark room doing nothing but drawing and enjoying that like no other motherfucker could, then I met a guy and something I thought would never happen happened and now I'm a wife.

What the fuck life?
Gah, I'm just venting.

I really don't want to do anything on tumblr right now because people are just morons about Penguins for some reason this month. I mean, I fucking love PoM but I have got enough unnecessary drama and stupid people in my life, I don't want more.

Here's to hoping I can draw something again soon, I think I'm going mad from the lack of drawing fun times.

-- Tsu

I had a mental break down.

While I did enjoy my trip the last night I was there I was literally suffocated with depression, suicidal thoughts, and just an over all uselessness.

I went swimming in a lake and river, I hiked hills and mountains and roasted marshmallows over an open fire for the first time. I walked worn paths and even tried to catch fish bare handed.
My dog even went with us and that just made it twice as fun.

I hate emotions, I hate rage and hate. Simple fact is I want control because I come from an abused and neglected background and even now as an adult am still terrified and afraid. I can't afford professional help and can barely afford the medications I need.

I do breakdown, I have hurt myself (even if it was only once that was one too many), and the only real solace I have is what I create. Take that and I really feel I have nothing.

Other than that, I just want to apologize for it. I don't have to, emotions and feelings are normal, but, it's just how I am.

-- Tsu

All appliances work again!
Turns out the electric company we have installed our new electricity meter wrong, apparently this has happened to many other people too, and now my water heater, stove, and dryer all work again! I just had my first hot cup of tea and home cooked meal today and I missed them so much!

Also, this upcoming weekend I'm going up to San Antonio to camp, we intend to visit the river walk and if you are in the area maybe you could chill or hang with me, ya know, if you want to. XD

I have been looking forward to this trip for months because I also intend to visit a lemur breeder and get up close and personal with a few of the little cuties.

So far a lot of what has caused so much stress and tension in my home has been resolved, also getting a lot of the medical and dental help I needed too, soon all the physical pain will stop too.

I guess holding on to hope and being optimistic really is the best way to go in these kinds of situations. A big thank you to all the peoples who talked to me and cheered me up, you all are such sweethearts! <3

But a lot of this remaining week until we leave will be busy for me getting ready and then not being here, so Imma try and get some art done that you can enjoy while I'm gone. Let's hope I can leave you with something nummy!

-- Tsu

Nearly every appliance in my home is broken, no stove, no dryer, no washer. A stupid insane hospital bill that I could never in a million years pay just so a doctor could look me over and say, "Well, I don't think your suicidal."

High bills, little food and having every meal revolve around the microwave, not to mention I have to get up mad early tomorrow and am still not asleep and just got over a stomach bug. Oh yeah, and my dentist appointment to remove my wisdom teeth because they are actually affecting my swallowing.... but!

I will put all my energy and focus into drawing smut, because at the end of the day this is all I really have.
Oh and getting revenge on my sworn enemies, but that comes later.

Kowalski, Julien, I will always make time to stop hating myself and being angry just so I can draw porn of you two. I need a flag to raise or something over some music. XDD

-- Tsu

Just a fair warning, not that I feel like I would really be missed.

Huge depression and anger just sort of hitting me more lately and as much as I try to let go and just move on with all this hate I have every time I look at something or see something I feel like hurting someone or myself and I am not going down that road again.

I left DA and am considering just leaving everywhere else except tumblr, just because I need to surround myself with the positive people in my life and not all sorts of other people that just incite my rage. I know I have anger issues, you guys have no idea, really.

So, either taking a break or not coming back, I have no idea. I just want to stop being angry and depressed all the time.

-- Tsu

Anger fuels focus, anger keeps motivation.

Fuck, every little thing I do is out of spite but damn it all if it doesn't result in nice looking art.

-- Tsu

Saw Madagascar 3 and ... I really really hate Sacha Bara-whatever the fuck his name is.

God I hated the movie, seriously, sticking to Penguins of Madagascar.
Okay, so I'm really protective of Julien's character and I even shouted as loud as I could in the movie theater that Julien was too good for the fucking bear they made him fall in love with, so sue me and call me a mental case, I give no fucks.

I just feel like I need to draw as much porn as possible to help wash away what I've witnessed from my eyes.
So, throw shit at me.

Ideas!
I got some of my own but tell my yours, I mean, go nuts, help me continue to do what I do to Julien but better.
And if peoples are not liking it dat is dere problem, Julien is just made to be fucked okay!?

-- Tsu out!

I have a cold or the flu, I guess the worse of the two since over the last two days I could barely get out of bed.

I really have been trying to get some drawing done but I am in so much pain over this damn thing, headaches, couching, I can't really hear all that well and the other day my husband sort of forced me to go to the movies with him and his friends and that didn't help me at all.

So I'm really sorry for taking so long to work on anything, hopefully soon I can get back to my old self and start posting and being chipper again, until then hope everyone has a good safe weekend and Memorial day.

-- Tsu

FA's got this new header thing, it's cool.
I don't hate it but I'm not in love with it, kinda neutral.

But before you know it you will all ready be used to it so I never understand why people complain, change happens, just roll with the punches and draw some smut. XD

A little update, currently inking the last page for this comic batch, should have it up sometimes this weekend. And so sorry for teasing everyone once the pages are up, you'll see why. XDD

-- Tsu

It's giving me all these problems, last time I streamed everything ran smoothly.

Oh well, when I do stream I will be sure to link here at FA, hopefully it will be sometime soon.
Sorry about that.

-- Tsu