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Let's treg in the new year!
Posted 9 years ago@u@; Sorry for being so bleh guys. Haven't been feeling to hot the past couple of days. Newyears eve gave me a special surprise so I spent 90% of the past two days in bed trying not to die. Which fucked over my sleep schedule BUT other than that I have been working!
Just trying to fix my sleep schedule again because of the fact I was in bed all day means I fell asleep for hours! and only woke up around 7 pm... So ya 8'D
How are you guys all doing?
Just trying to fix my sleep schedule again because of the fact I was in bed all day means I fell asleep for hours! and only woke up around 7 pm... So ya 8'D
How are you guys all doing?
HAPPY NEW YEAR BYE BYE 2016 COME ON 2017!!!
Posted 9 years ago* blows noise maker *
doot doot its a new year~
doot doot its a new year~
Birthday/Xmas Gifts of 2016! WHAT DID YOU GET!?
Posted 9 years agoAhhhh So I tend to do this every year and I would also love to know what you all got as well! Please comment and tell me. Cause Oh my gah I was spoiled this year! I didn't get many Xmas gifts but holy shiz I got so many Birthday gifts and since my birthday is Nov.30th I always like to combine the lists 8> SO LETS GET GOING I'll start with my birthday then go to Xmas.
Birthday!~
- A pumkaboo Plush from Zody ;u;
- Dishonored 2 Special Edition (for myself hur hur )
- Money
-Double date gift cards for 2 different restaurants from Arofex and Dakotah!
-Pop figures
- A cute Kiki's Delivery service jiji scarf ;u;
- Lotion + Candy + plus a cute day out Dinner/ movie/ icecream from Dakotah ;u;
-Copics 12 set of N grays
- An LOZ Sketchbook / fountain pen / 3 goddess pins
-Munz from Mesuta
-Gift cards from family!
- Luna Lovegood's wand from TWWoHP Hollywood from brother brandon
- JeeSee Mad Hatter T-shirt from By Buddy Lana
- Books from our friend brad 8>
- Munz from other friends
- Booze from another friend!
- Bioshock Collector's edition from meh mom.
- Arts from friends ( which I will showcase at the end of the journal )
- More books from friends
- Munz from family!
Now on to Xmas / Hanukkah
- Gift cards from brother Corey
- Dr. PH martins mini set of liquid water colors to test out! ( i'm super excited ;u; but they are still in the mail )
- 50 bucks from my uncle for cody and I ( which I was shocked at. He hasn't gotten us gifts in like 8 years. )
- Gift cards from my mom and dad
- A bit of tattoo money for my shoulder piece.
- Dracula Special BN edition / Emily from Dishonored 2 Funko Pop from Dakotah
- A 1 TB External hard drive for my computer from Cody!
- An undertale hoodie ( for myself hur hur )
- Slippers from Cody's Other Dad (Uncle)
- A 6 piece peacock Japanese tea set with saucers. ( it's from japan so it will be here in the middle of Jan but Oh my god I can't wait) from Jason ( Which I was super surprised for He never gets ANYONE gifts. and even gave me the tracking. ) (Cody's Bio dad)
Oh my gah man besides all of the amazing well wishes and I feel like I might be forgetting something here or there. BUT I HAVE NEVER BEEN SPOILED SO MUCH BEFORE ;m; I just could not handle it. I love it so much. I have never felt so loved before or spoiled. I love you all and I hope you al had an amazing holiday! Now tell me what Ya'll GOT!
ART SHOW CASE!!!!
http://val4s-san.deviantart.com/art.....87584&qo=1
http://arofexdracona.deviantart.com.....87584&qo=2
http://bezzalair.deviantart.com/art.....87584&qo=3
Birthday!~
- A pumkaboo Plush from Zody ;u;
- Dishonored 2 Special Edition (for myself hur hur )
- Money
-Double date gift cards for 2 different restaurants from Arofex and Dakotah!
-Pop figures
- A cute Kiki's Delivery service jiji scarf ;u;
- Lotion + Candy + plus a cute day out Dinner/ movie/ icecream from Dakotah ;u;
-Copics 12 set of N grays
- An LOZ Sketchbook / fountain pen / 3 goddess pins
-Munz from Mesuta
-Gift cards from family!
- Luna Lovegood's wand from TWWoHP Hollywood from brother brandon
- JeeSee Mad Hatter T-shirt from By Buddy Lana
- Books from our friend brad 8>
- Munz from other friends
- Booze from another friend!
- Bioshock Collector's edition from meh mom.
- Arts from friends ( which I will showcase at the end of the journal )
- More books from friends
- Munz from family!
Now on to Xmas / Hanukkah
- Gift cards from brother Corey
- Dr. PH martins mini set of liquid water colors to test out! ( i'm super excited ;u; but they are still in the mail )
- 50 bucks from my uncle for cody and I ( which I was shocked at. He hasn't gotten us gifts in like 8 years. )
- Gift cards from my mom and dad
- A bit of tattoo money for my shoulder piece.
- Dracula Special BN edition / Emily from Dishonored 2 Funko Pop from Dakotah
- A 1 TB External hard drive for my computer from Cody!
- An undertale hoodie ( for myself hur hur )
- Slippers from Cody's Other Dad (Uncle)
- A 6 piece peacock Japanese tea set with saucers. ( it's from japan so it will be here in the middle of Jan but Oh my god I can't wait) from Jason ( Which I was super surprised for He never gets ANYONE gifts. and even gave me the tracking. ) (Cody's Bio dad)
Oh my gah man besides all of the amazing well wishes and I feel like I might be forgetting something here or there. BUT I HAVE NEVER BEEN SPOILED SO MUCH BEFORE ;m; I just could not handle it. I love it so much. I have never felt so loved before or spoiled. I love you all and I hope you al had an amazing holiday! Now tell me what Ya'll GOT!
ART SHOW CASE!!!!
http://val4s-san.deviantart.com/art.....87584&qo=1
http://arofexdracona.deviantart.com.....87584&qo=2
http://bezzalair.deviantart.com/art.....87584&qo=3
Commission Stream canceled will be pushed back to next week!
Posted 9 years agoI completely forgot that Cody's work holiday party is tomorrow at 5. So I won't be able to stream in enough time AND get ready. So I will move the stream back to next week 8> Love ya all! hope you are excited for your holiday week!
COMMISSION STREAM ON 12-21-16
Posted 9 years agoYa been a while since I streamed again and again NO one should be home. So hopefully Ic an stream again 8> gonna offer the same details as I did before! Hope to see you guys there.
Will start around 2pm PST instead of Noon cause I need to make sure that my youtube junk gets up on time!
Will start around 2pm PST instead of Noon cause I need to make sure that my youtube junk gets up on time!
Can I just vent for a hot second.
Posted 9 years agoThere is something I want to talk about. That I have wanted to talk about for a long long looooong while. Why might it be you ask? Well I'll tell you. It is about Evil people. Now Michie we know about evil people we see it online everyday! pfft whatever could you have to talk about that we don't already know about?
No! I'm talking about the evil people in real life that slip under the radar of the news. The people who ruin lives and just do not tend to care about it! The ones who know the system so well they know just what buttons to push and for how long to get their way no matter how many people's lives and futures they ruin.
For those of you who don't know at the start of this year ( yes 2016 ) my mother and father were being sued for doing their jobs. Now Michie how the fuck is that possible? ok well ya know what sit down and I'll tell you how fucked this is. My parents in writing were helping this man I had known my entire life. My mom told me she had known this man and worked with him for over 30 fucking years. He was with them every step of the way in selling his house. My mom even promising him a cut of the money they made from the house they sold. ( he did not own the house my family did. For years they tried to get him to buy it back but he never wanted it in his name. He would just rather pay rent. Also there was no lease set up. )
The day the house gets sold he rushes to the court house and sues my parents my mom mainly for " elderly abuse" and " abuse of power" as well as a few other things I will not get into. Him doing this has caused my father not to use his new Broker's license that really could help out my family as well as other shit that has gone down. And you may ask well the fuck the house is sold. Well this shit face has other people paying the bills in said house.
So he is now living in a sold house for nearly a fucking year rent free and the people who bought the house are ALSO suing my parents for not being able to move in? So you may ask. Well the fuck just call the cops get this asshole thrown out!
See this shit stick knows how to get around that. My parents tried every legal means to get him out of that house. With nothing the cops won't help because of the fucking court case. My parents have a great lawyer who is doing his best but shit face who is suing them is dragging it out. Everytime he is called to the stand he fucking doesn't show up. This was supposed to be done this month!
my parents lawyers have been trying to get it thrown out and be like. " ok look he wont show up to his own suing case? he won't testify and he is pleading the 5th. He also apparently has no means of income but was able to pay for this house he claims he lived in for over 30 years WHEN nothing is in his name? "
This shit bothers me to the core because my parents MY mom above all else. Is one of the most hard working and selfless people I have ever had the honor of knowing. It makes me angry that my Mother's health is slowly getting worse every day over this shit. And there is nothing we can do? The lawyer is doing his best but the court is like. nah if he wants to drag it out he can drag it out. Who cares if it ruins a fucking family. I made this journal because I woke up from a text from my mom around 4 in the fucking morning telling me she still hasn't been able to get any sleep. She has now been awake for 4 days straight because of this shit stick. No matter what she does nothing helps because her stress levels are so high.
And something she told me really struck me to the core and I have to hold back from crying. Because she said. " I'm so happy you found someone like Cody. I know no matter what happens in your future. You two will always be alright. You are one of the few people I know I never have to worry about."
This breaks my heart.... Because I know this shit is slowly killing her and there is nothing we can do to fight it. YOU THINK THERE WOULD BE! The fact that this man has now to us finding out a fucking ghost for over 70 years. Yes my parents lawyer found out he has not paid taxes or anything in his real name in over 70 fucking years! He always paid my parents in cash and all of his bills were paid for by other means in other people's names. Why do the courts take the side of a ghost and not the side of a family who has never missed a Tax payment? who have always upheld the law? who have worked their asses off to make something from nothing. And worst of all since he is a fucking Ghost. Our Tax dollars are paying for HIS shit in court.
.....Just makes me really fucking mad at hate the world at times. I want this shit to be over. I want my parents to relax and not have to be fucking sued for doing their damn jobs. As well as the courts not protecting a fucking ghost. Just makes me wonder what the fuck is the point of it all when people like this can fly under the radar everyday ruining people's lives.
Sorry for the shitty journal at a time like this. Just waking up to that text from my mom really wreaked me. I want it to be over. I want the justice system to do its damn job. I want my mom to get some fucking sleep....
No! I'm talking about the evil people in real life that slip under the radar of the news. The people who ruin lives and just do not tend to care about it! The ones who know the system so well they know just what buttons to push and for how long to get their way no matter how many people's lives and futures they ruin.
For those of you who don't know at the start of this year ( yes 2016 ) my mother and father were being sued for doing their jobs. Now Michie how the fuck is that possible? ok well ya know what sit down and I'll tell you how fucked this is. My parents in writing were helping this man I had known my entire life. My mom told me she had known this man and worked with him for over 30 fucking years. He was with them every step of the way in selling his house. My mom even promising him a cut of the money they made from the house they sold. ( he did not own the house my family did. For years they tried to get him to buy it back but he never wanted it in his name. He would just rather pay rent. Also there was no lease set up. )
The day the house gets sold he rushes to the court house and sues my parents my mom mainly for " elderly abuse" and " abuse of power" as well as a few other things I will not get into. Him doing this has caused my father not to use his new Broker's license that really could help out my family as well as other shit that has gone down. And you may ask well the fuck the house is sold. Well this shit face has other people paying the bills in said house.
So he is now living in a sold house for nearly a fucking year rent free and the people who bought the house are ALSO suing my parents for not being able to move in? So you may ask. Well the fuck just call the cops get this asshole thrown out!
See this shit stick knows how to get around that. My parents tried every legal means to get him out of that house. With nothing the cops won't help because of the fucking court case. My parents have a great lawyer who is doing his best but shit face who is suing them is dragging it out. Everytime he is called to the stand he fucking doesn't show up. This was supposed to be done this month!
my parents lawyers have been trying to get it thrown out and be like. " ok look he wont show up to his own suing case? he won't testify and he is pleading the 5th. He also apparently has no means of income but was able to pay for this house he claims he lived in for over 30 years WHEN nothing is in his name? "
This shit bothers me to the core because my parents MY mom above all else. Is one of the most hard working and selfless people I have ever had the honor of knowing. It makes me angry that my Mother's health is slowly getting worse every day over this shit. And there is nothing we can do? The lawyer is doing his best but the court is like. nah if he wants to drag it out he can drag it out. Who cares if it ruins a fucking family. I made this journal because I woke up from a text from my mom around 4 in the fucking morning telling me she still hasn't been able to get any sleep. She has now been awake for 4 days straight because of this shit stick. No matter what she does nothing helps because her stress levels are so high.
And something she told me really struck me to the core and I have to hold back from crying. Because she said. " I'm so happy you found someone like Cody. I know no matter what happens in your future. You two will always be alright. You are one of the few people I know I never have to worry about."
This breaks my heart.... Because I know this shit is slowly killing her and there is nothing we can do to fight it. YOU THINK THERE WOULD BE! The fact that this man has now to us finding out a fucking ghost for over 70 years. Yes my parents lawyer found out he has not paid taxes or anything in his real name in over 70 fucking years! He always paid my parents in cash and all of his bills were paid for by other means in other people's names. Why do the courts take the side of a ghost and not the side of a family who has never missed a Tax payment? who have always upheld the law? who have worked their asses off to make something from nothing. And worst of all since he is a fucking Ghost. Our Tax dollars are paying for HIS shit in court.
.....Just makes me really fucking mad at hate the world at times. I want this shit to be over. I want my parents to relax and not have to be fucking sued for doing their damn jobs. As well as the courts not protecting a fucking ghost. Just makes me wonder what the fuck is the point of it all when people like this can fly under the radar everyday ruining people's lives.
Sorry for the shitty journal at a time like this. Just waking up to that text from my mom really wreaked me. I want it to be over. I want the justice system to do its damn job. I want my mom to get some fucking sleep....
Commission Stream Online!!
Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/TDStudios
Micros
Price: 8.oo USD or 800 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21819966/
Chibis ( Flats )
Price: 25.oo USD or 2500 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21840841/ |
Half Bodies ( Colored Clean Sketches )
Price: 30.oo USD or 3000 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19180918/
Busts ( Fully Rendered )
Price: 35.oo USD or 3500 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19340984/
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Rules
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- Payments Must be Made upfront in order for me to work on your commission instream
- Send me either a Note | PM | Comment | Email me at twistedds_arts[at]hotmail.com with your order. Please fill out the order form below. It is easier for me to stay organized.
- Commissions will be completed in order of Payment received. ( So even if you send an order first. If you pay last your commission will be completed last. I need to make sure I get paid. )
- Please please PLEASE Tell me in the chat of the stream if you have sent an order so I can go check!
- NSFW cannot be ordered for THIS stream.
- I need visual references
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Form
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Name: Real Or Nickname
Means of Payment: PayPal Email/ Points ( for points just say points and we will talk over when to send them)
Commission Type/Bundle: (Chibi, Bust, Group, Bundle Name)
References: ( as many as you can throw at me. I can also do Written commissions See point 1)
Micros
Price: 8.oo USD or 800 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21819966/
Chibis ( Flats )
Price: 25.oo USD or 2500 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21840841/ |
Half Bodies ( Colored Clean Sketches )
Price: 30.oo USD or 3000 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19180918/
Busts ( Fully Rendered )
Price: 35.oo USD or 3500 points
EX: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19340984/
________________________________________________________________
Rules
________________________________________________________________
- Payments Must be Made upfront in order for me to work on your commission instream
- Send me either a Note | PM | Comment | Email me at twistedds_arts[at]hotmail.com with your order. Please fill out the order form below. It is easier for me to stay organized.
- Commissions will be completed in order of Payment received. ( So even if you send an order first. If you pay last your commission will be completed last. I need to make sure I get paid. )
- Please please PLEASE Tell me in the chat of the stream if you have sent an order so I can go check!
- NSFW cannot be ordered for THIS stream.
- I need visual references
________________________________________________________________
Form
________________________________________________________________
Name: Real Or Nickname
Means of Payment: PayPal Email/ Points ( for points just say points and we will talk over when to send them)
Commission Type/Bundle: (Chibi, Bust, Group, Bundle Name)
References: ( as many as you can throw at me. I can also do Written commissions See point 1)
Thursday (12/8/16) COMMISSION LIVESTREAM!!!
Posted 9 years agoHey so as it turns out Cody had to go on a work trip again and wont be back until Sunday *u* so I will have "DECENT" Internets. SO I'll be streaming all day. from 12 pm (PST) to at least 8 maybe later as long as my internet holds out!
I'll be offering Micros, Chibis, Busts, and MAYBE Halfbodies i have to think of prices. It has been so long since I have been able to do this so I am super excited 8'D
I'll be offering Micros, Chibis, Busts, and MAYBE Halfbodies i have to think of prices. It has been so long since I have been able to do this so I am super excited 8'D
Taking the rest of the week off BB (12/5/16)
Posted 9 years agoI'm gonna be real with you guys my birthday as fucking amazing BUT something tends to ALWAYS happen on my birthday and it did. As it turns out I had an allergic reaction to my birthday dinner unlike Any had had before. I woke up this morning with out my voice. I thought it was just Laryngitis BUT I had to be a derp and have my left overs. I got two bites in to my left overs before I could no longer breath. I ended up vomiting everything out of my system just to be able to breath again. Cody almost took me to the hospital. I'm just happy last night (11/30) I didn't eat much of the dinner. ( hence why I had a fuck ton of left overs. ) So it didn't hit me until I shortly went to bed. I even vlogged about it. Which will be up later in my Vlogvember final week video.
SO anyways because of that scare I have been completely drained I feel much better but my throat still hurts. My voice isn't 100% back; After I threw up I was able to talk and fucking breath again. I told Cody to go to work so I have just been resting today. But this weekend is our party and we're leaving for my parents house Tomorrow night. Where I wont be bringing my Tablet ( just my laptop ) because Party + Tablet = Could get WREAKED. And we wont be back home until Sunday.
I also wanna keep an eye on this in case it gets worse again. So i'm just calling it safe and taking the rest of the week off. Commissions will pick back up on Monday. ( as long as i'm not in the hospital ). I just like to keep you guys informed and I wanted to tell you I am ALRIGHT now after I upchucked I started to feel back to normal but I am still not 100% so I wanna take it easy.
HOWEVER even after all of this happened this birthday still has been the best I have had in a very very very long time. So even though I almost went to the hospital this morning I am not letting it damper My spirits 8D
SO anyways because of that scare I have been completely drained I feel much better but my throat still hurts. My voice isn't 100% back; After I threw up I was able to talk and fucking breath again. I told Cody to go to work so I have just been resting today. But this weekend is our party and we're leaving for my parents house Tomorrow night. Where I wont be bringing my Tablet ( just my laptop ) because Party + Tablet = Could get WREAKED. And we wont be back home until Sunday.
I also wanna keep an eye on this in case it gets worse again. So i'm just calling it safe and taking the rest of the week off. Commissions will pick back up on Monday. ( as long as i'm not in the hospital ). I just like to keep you guys informed and I wanted to tell you I am ALRIGHT now after I upchucked I started to feel back to normal but I am still not 100% so I wanna take it easy.
HOWEVER even after all of this happened this birthday still has been the best I have had in a very very very long time. So even though I almost went to the hospital this morning I am not letting it damper My spirits 8D
Commissions closed!!!!
Posted 9 years ago________________________________________________________________________________
Woot I made enough on my Cyber monday sale to make my savings back AND a bit more. As well I also have a few orders on payments on dA that will transfer over soon. So I can close up commissions for at least 2 weeks to get shit done!!! I'm Suuuuper excited about this so now I don't have to worry about the spam bot!
Also Since tomorrow is my birthday I will be taking the day off! Woot Woot i'l be 24! I'll still be online but I think i'm gonna work on a personal picture for myself than other things. Work will keep going after that! I love you All *SMOOCHIES*
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Birthday Wishlist
Woot I made enough on my Cyber monday sale to make my savings back AND a bit more. As well I also have a few orders on payments on dA that will transfer over soon. So I can close up commissions for at least 2 weeks to get shit done!!! I'm Suuuuper excited about this so now I don't have to worry about the spam bot!
Also Since tomorrow is my birthday I will be taking the day off! Woot Woot i'l be 24! I'll still be online but I think i'm gonna work on a personal picture for myself than other things. Work will keep going after that! I love you All *SMOOCHIES*
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Birthday Wishlist
CYBER MONDAY SALE 2016 CLOSED!!
Posted 9 years agoCyber Monday Sale info!
So this sale is going to be up for 24 hours! within that time you must submit your order to get the deal. So you have from 12am (PST) 11/28 to 12am 11/29. All options are for fully rendered cell shaded commissions and Micros! The rules are simple you have 24 hours to place your order. Once I look it over and give the ok I will send you an invoice of your overall total! and you have 24 hours to pay that invoice after it has been sent. I am only going to have a limited number of slots for these so get them while you can!
Prices:
Busts: 15.oo USD
Chibis: 15.oo USD
Half bodies: 22.50 USD
FullBodies: ( But need to be a holiday, or seasonal theme ) 17.50 USD
Note: There will be a slight extra fee for extremely complicated characters
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SLOTS
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1. Anon
2. CottonCanada [dA]
3. CottonCanada [dA]
4. [OPEN]
5. [OPEN]
6. [OPEN]
7. [OPEN]
8. [OPEN]
9. [OPEN]
10. [OPEN]
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Birthday Wishlist
So this sale is going to be up for 24 hours! within that time you must submit your order to get the deal. So you have from 12am (PST) 11/28 to 12am 11/29. All options are for fully rendered cell shaded commissions and Micros! The rules are simple you have 24 hours to place your order. Once I look it over and give the ok I will send you an invoice of your overall total! and you have 24 hours to pay that invoice after it has been sent. I am only going to have a limited number of slots for these so get them while you can!
Prices:
Busts: 15.oo USD
Chibis: 15.oo USD
Half bodies: 22.50 USD
FullBodies: ( But need to be a holiday, or seasonal theme ) 17.50 USD
Note: There will be a slight extra fee for extremely complicated characters
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SLOTS
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1. Anon
2. CottonCanada [dA]
3. CottonCanada [dA]
4. [OPEN]
5. [OPEN]
6. [OPEN]
7. [OPEN]
8. [OPEN]
9. [OPEN]
10. [OPEN]
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Birthday Wishlist
Winter Wigglies Icon Commissions OPEN! | 4 slots!
Posted 9 years ago
Hey guys! so after so thought I picked a good price for these cuties.
They will be 25.oo USD for one and 40.oo USD for a joint icon!
Examples:
Normal Ex
Pixel Ex
Rules:
-Paypal or Points on dA
-Must have references!
-Must be willing to send payment with in 24 hours of claim
-Pick either Pixel or Normal
-If you are ordering a Joint icon it will count as one slot.
Slots
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
4 OPEN
4. OPEN
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Birthday Wishlist
2 normal commission slots open!
Posted 9 years ago_____________________________________________________________________________________________
Commission info -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21627369/
It's that time again!
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
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Birthday Wishlist
Commission info -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21627369/
It's that time again!
1. OPEN
2. OPEN
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Birthday Wishlist
24th Birthday Wishlist!
Posted 9 years agoCause I do this every year! I also had a couple of people ask me what I wanted for my birthday and I was a herpa derp and didn't realize that I never posted my address on Amazon for the shipments to work! My birthday is the 30th of this month and I'll be 24! Same goes for Cody but his birthday is on the 18th!
The same will go for my X-mas wishlist since my birthday is so close to the holidays~
-Amazon Wishlist of Games | Books| other junk I want <3
- Money
- Art of Any of My OCs
The same will go for my X-mas wishlist since my birthday is so close to the holidays~
Man its a good thing I took this month off of commissions
Posted 9 years agocody got me sick again! so that makes it twice this week i've been sick. But the break from work has been really just what I needed. I love you all so much and thanks for understanding Normal work flow will go back to how it was starting November 1st.
journal bump bump
Posted 9 years agoit's only been a few days but I honestly feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I love you all very much and I want to thank everyone who understands what we're going through. So I wanted to ask Halloween is my fav time of year. So what do you guys love most about the fall? I'd love to know
I'm not taking Any Commissions in October (2016)
Posted 9 years agoHey guys so... I know its the first and i know I need money but I really need to think of my mental health right now. Last night I had a nervous breakdown to the point where I was almost hospitalized. This is not an exaggeration or joke. I have had stress break downs before but never where they made my body physical sick. I haven't been able to keep any food down since and the muscle spasms have really started to scare Cody and I.
So because of this I might throw up a few adoptables here and there but I have enough savings to cover my bills this month and the one BIG thing Cody and i have planed to do.
I'm sorry to all of my commissioners I still owe work too. But I really need to think of my mental health right now. This is not a haitus I do still intend to draw but for the rest of this month I will be working on just things for myself. Since Art is the only thing I have that makes me relax.
Since last year around this time was the worst part of 2015 I am going to damn sure make sure that doesn't happen again. Since I can not escape my Stressers due to us not having our own home. I will do everything else in my power to keep my self together.
Love you all and let's all have a good October.
So because of this I might throw up a few adoptables here and there but I have enough savings to cover my bills this month and the one BIG thing Cody and i have planed to do.
I'm sorry to all of my commissioners I still owe work too. But I really need to think of my mental health right now. This is not a haitus I do still intend to draw but for the rest of this month I will be working on just things for myself. Since Art is the only thing I have that makes me relax.
Since last year around this time was the worst part of 2015 I am going to damn sure make sure that doesn't happen again. Since I can not escape my Stressers due to us not having our own home. I will do everything else in my power to keep my self together.
Love you all and let's all have a good October.
Halloween Bump
Posted 9 years agoI really wanna do Halloween commissions this year but i'm still working on my new prices. Are there any spoopy things you would like to see me do? Maybe a YCH or something or just an Idea you like?
Ugh..........update
Posted 9 years ago Ok so this is kind of a hard journal to make right now but I NEED to make it incase anything happens in the near future and I poof. This involves updates on my life and art status. As of (9/27/16) This will be a bit word-y but as you guys know I Love to keep you guys updated incase anything happens to me.
(TL;DR My Father-in-Law kicked up his bull shit to the max.)
So as many of you guys knew Earlier this month Cody and I had our vacation than had to move back in with his father for the reminders of the year. We were house sitting for the summer where we were fully on our own. ( Paid rent food bills you know ADULT SHIT ) and we both needed that taste of freedom to have us Save up even more to move out as soon as possible because of the stress that his Father my Father-in-Law causes me.
In this month it hit the extreme from the MOMENT we came back home. I was informed that my pets i have owned for over 6 years can no longer live with us until I can get them a 400. dollar cage AND even then my Chinchilla's would have to live in the garage. I cried but I found a safe place for them to live in the mean time. This was very hard for me to be without them because I have had Cheshire ( my girl) since highschool and Alistair since after I left my first Toxic job. So not having them here really upsets me but I know they are safe.
Now that might not seem like much to some people but they HAD lived with us when we first moved in, but My father-in-law made a huge seen at a family gathering that painted me as a Toxic bad person for wanting my Pets to live with me. BECAUSE get this they are caged animals and shit in their cages. Now anyone who knows anything about chinchillas they are hypoallergenic pets. They can;t even create dander but that does not matter to my father-in-law. Even though I cleaned out their cages every morning and every night that wasn't enough.
This happened within the first week of us getting back. So than the following week I had gotten sick as you all know. Well THIS weekend to add salt to the wounds Cody and I found out that My Old Laptop had been stolen AS well as a few of my more....personal clothes if you get my jists. We found out that while we were house sitting. Cody's father in law had some homeless kid live in our room. ( by kid I mean a 23 year old who doesn't have their shit together ). Now this was not a friend of the family or even anyone my Father-in-Law knew and was also not a fan of. Why this person was living in his house is unknown to me but Cody told me he had to grow up with this. Because his father was homeless at one point he won't have people be homeless.
Even if they steal from you/ do drugs in your house/ or pull a gun on you. Yes these have all happened in the past which is a real reason for why Cody has a VERY VERY hard time trusting people. Which I don't blame him. I believed him when we started dating and he told me. However now that I live with them and see it Often it causes me almost a constant state of stress.
Why you might ask? Well because the same day that we found out the laptop was stolen. WHICH funny enough
arofexdracona was spending the weekend with me and witnesses this. Saw some other now Homeless Man who My father-in-Law does not even like just left alone in our house.
When Anna and I went out we had to lock away my tablet both of our computers and our 3DS and take the key with us both times we were out because my father-in-law just left this NEW man who we have never met before and was a friend of a friend of a friend with no place to go was staying here.
This man had spent the night and Cody and I nearly had a panic attack because a few of Cody's Uncles Guns were missing. Which only went missing after this Strange new man was staying in the house. Also keep in mind he has no room he is staying in he has been sleeping in the gauge or the living room.
Due to the fact that on more than one occasion I have woken up with Strangers in the house we are living in I currently feel un-safe and a constant state of stress. Because I know I cannot leave my items out in the place I call home. If I even want to go down the street to get a coffee or put gas in my car I have to lock everything away. Due to this I can only create art in the middle of the night when everyone else is asleep because it is the only times I feel safe.
Now you must be thinking. Well just talk to your father-in-law or have Cody demand certain things. And Ohhhh buddy we have...we have as well As Cody's Uncle to his father thousands of times. BUT my Father-in-Law does not work Where Cody and Uncle both do. Which honestly is making me want to find a job even harder than before because I don't want to be here. We also currently have nowhere else to go because if we were to go anywhere else our savings would have to be taken to again to pay rent because of the fucking state I live in. Where even in the unsafe/ cheap areas it still costs to much for us.
We were able to find the guns but they had been moved and switched out of their cases. Which Cody's family and Myself never touched. Which also caused me to start to panic because they knew where they were. SO now Cody and I have hidden the Guns in our room. SO it was a SLIGHT pang of relief. I have talked to a couple of friends last night because I was so scared I couldn't even sleep until we found those stupid things.
Bottom line is this is not our house so we have no say of the "friends" or just "friends of friends" his father keeps and brings over. He has openly told us many times BEFORE these events that this is HIS house and he can do whatever he wants.
Also to top it off my car is currently out of commission. Cody is working on fixing it but he currently needs it for work so I am again Trapped in this house. Like back when I had to do the Pizza commission live stream because I have no way of being able to leave the house. Unless I'm given rides or allowed to use my Father-in-Laws car when he is not using it. This is also not meant to be a pitty journal I just really wanted to inform you all of what has happened to me this month. Because I have a bad fear that there is more to come.
So because of this I have no idea how my Work will be effected which really fucking Sucks because I need some money and I really REALLY fucking want to do some Halloween commissions this year...... So I might open for like 4 slots for Halloween themed commissions at most to get done throughout the month as well as the other commissions I owe. So here is the update I will also be making a bump journal after this so this long thing is not n my front page. So thanks for reading. I love you all and I'm sorry to all of my new watchers that are seeing this first. I gained a few recently I Love you all and I hope this doesn't scare you guys away. Like I said I just needed to inform you all incase I poof.
(TL;DR My Father-in-Law kicked up his bull shit to the max.)
So as many of you guys knew Earlier this month Cody and I had our vacation than had to move back in with his father for the reminders of the year. We were house sitting for the summer where we were fully on our own. ( Paid rent food bills you know ADULT SHIT ) and we both needed that taste of freedom to have us Save up even more to move out as soon as possible because of the stress that his Father my Father-in-Law causes me.
In this month it hit the extreme from the MOMENT we came back home. I was informed that my pets i have owned for over 6 years can no longer live with us until I can get them a 400. dollar cage AND even then my Chinchilla's would have to live in the garage. I cried but I found a safe place for them to live in the mean time. This was very hard for me to be without them because I have had Cheshire ( my girl) since highschool and Alistair since after I left my first Toxic job. So not having them here really upsets me but I know they are safe.
Now that might not seem like much to some people but they HAD lived with us when we first moved in, but My father-in-law made a huge seen at a family gathering that painted me as a Toxic bad person for wanting my Pets to live with me. BECAUSE get this they are caged animals and shit in their cages. Now anyone who knows anything about chinchillas they are hypoallergenic pets. They can;t even create dander but that does not matter to my father-in-law. Even though I cleaned out their cages every morning and every night that wasn't enough.
This happened within the first week of us getting back. So than the following week I had gotten sick as you all know. Well THIS weekend to add salt to the wounds Cody and I found out that My Old Laptop had been stolen AS well as a few of my more....personal clothes if you get my jists. We found out that while we were house sitting. Cody's father in law had some homeless kid live in our room. ( by kid I mean a 23 year old who doesn't have their shit together ). Now this was not a friend of the family or even anyone my Father-in-Law knew and was also not a fan of. Why this person was living in his house is unknown to me but Cody told me he had to grow up with this. Because his father was homeless at one point he won't have people be homeless.
Even if they steal from you/ do drugs in your house/ or pull a gun on you. Yes these have all happened in the past which is a real reason for why Cody has a VERY VERY hard time trusting people. Which I don't blame him. I believed him when we started dating and he told me. However now that I live with them and see it Often it causes me almost a constant state of stress.
Why you might ask? Well because the same day that we found out the laptop was stolen. WHICH funny enough
arofexdracona was spending the weekend with me and witnesses this. Saw some other now Homeless Man who My father-in-Law does not even like just left alone in our house. When Anna and I went out we had to lock away my tablet both of our computers and our 3DS and take the key with us both times we were out because my father-in-law just left this NEW man who we have never met before and was a friend of a friend of a friend with no place to go was staying here.
This man had spent the night and Cody and I nearly had a panic attack because a few of Cody's Uncles Guns were missing. Which only went missing after this Strange new man was staying in the house. Also keep in mind he has no room he is staying in he has been sleeping in the gauge or the living room.
Due to the fact that on more than one occasion I have woken up with Strangers in the house we are living in I currently feel un-safe and a constant state of stress. Because I know I cannot leave my items out in the place I call home. If I even want to go down the street to get a coffee or put gas in my car I have to lock everything away. Due to this I can only create art in the middle of the night when everyone else is asleep because it is the only times I feel safe.
Now you must be thinking. Well just talk to your father-in-law or have Cody demand certain things. And Ohhhh buddy we have...we have as well As Cody's Uncle to his father thousands of times. BUT my Father-in-Law does not work Where Cody and Uncle both do. Which honestly is making me want to find a job even harder than before because I don't want to be here. We also currently have nowhere else to go because if we were to go anywhere else our savings would have to be taken to again to pay rent because of the fucking state I live in. Where even in the unsafe/ cheap areas it still costs to much for us.
We were able to find the guns but they had been moved and switched out of their cases. Which Cody's family and Myself never touched. Which also caused me to start to panic because they knew where they were. SO now Cody and I have hidden the Guns in our room. SO it was a SLIGHT pang of relief. I have talked to a couple of friends last night because I was so scared I couldn't even sleep until we found those stupid things.
Bottom line is this is not our house so we have no say of the "friends" or just "friends of friends" his father keeps and brings over. He has openly told us many times BEFORE these events that this is HIS house and he can do whatever he wants.
Also to top it off my car is currently out of commission. Cody is working on fixing it but he currently needs it for work so I am again Trapped in this house. Like back when I had to do the Pizza commission live stream because I have no way of being able to leave the house. Unless I'm given rides or allowed to use my Father-in-Laws car when he is not using it. This is also not meant to be a pitty journal I just really wanted to inform you all of what has happened to me this month. Because I have a bad fear that there is more to come.
So because of this I have no idea how my Work will be effected which really fucking Sucks because I need some money and I really REALLY fucking want to do some Halloween commissions this year...... So I might open for like 4 slots for Halloween themed commissions at most to get done throughout the month as well as the other commissions I owe. So here is the update I will also be making a bump journal after this so this long thing is not n my front page. So thanks for reading. I love you all and I'm sorry to all of my new watchers that are seeing this first. I gained a few recently I Love you all and I hope this doesn't scare you guys away. Like I said I just needed to inform you all incase I poof.
ok what ever happened to this month?
Posted 9 years agoI swear I feel like I blinked and ow September is over, I know I had my vacation in it which was amazing Id on't wanna take that away. But than the stress of the rest of the week and being sick for the rest of it. I just feel like this month faded away without even realizing it.
home
Posted 9 years agoHome and un packing @-@ i'm so happy that I took today off to chill. Cody and I each taking turns to shot gun ( ak drive through only tp stop for food,gas,bathroom ) for 16 hours killed both of our energies 8U hopefully I can get a stream set up for tomorrow so I can get back in to the wing of things!
ON VACATION
Posted 9 years agoSO THE LAST 2 FUCKING DAYS HAVE BEEN FUCKED BY MY FATHER-In-LAW! 8'D but all our shit is moved over and we are leaving in 30 mintues for our vacation. ILU all I can't wait to just distress and have fun. See you all back on the 12th
Also mild small update: When I get back commissions are still going to be closed. So that I can get shit done. Also wanted to let you guys know that my prices will be going up a small bit as well as adding Sketch/Ink/Flat options. So there will be more to offer
XOXOXOOXO LOVE YOU ALL TIME FOR CODY AND I TO HAVE FUN!!!
Also mild small update: When I get back commissions are still going to be closed. So that I can get shit done. Also wanted to let you guys know that my prices will be going up a small bit as well as adding Sketch/Ink/Flat options. So there will be more to offer
XOXOXOOXO LOVE YOU ALL TIME FOR CODY AND I TO HAVE FUN!!!
LAST WEEK BEFORE VACATION! NO STRESS GOAL IS SO CLOSE!!!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys wow I love you all so much and I am so close to hitting our no stress goal for our vacation! you can see the update here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20855680/
I'm only 60.oo USD away from the no stress goal! Commission info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7749598/
I'm only 60.oo USD away from the no stress goal! Commission info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7749598/
Harry Potter and the Cursed Child
Posted 9 years agoSo.....Witchies magic HP all the shit that makes me ME!.....I was bad today and bought the hard back copy because surprisingly I had a good day with my father-in-law and we had to kill time before seeing a movie so we went in to Barns and Nobel and JUST THERE IT WAS FUCKING EVERYWHERE...
So I bought it I was bad
BUT FUCK
THIS SCRIPT
OK
NO SPOILERS I LOVE IT ALOT ALL I WANT TO DRAW IS DRAW THE LITTLE NEXT GEN SHITS AND I CAN'T CAUSE I HAVE TO ADULT BUT FUUUUUUUUCK
My Feels man My feels.
Is it perfect Nah its not the plot is kinda....meh but ya know what i'm ok with it being a Next Gen thing and seeing some people with PTSD and working with more personal issues.
Ok I should go to bed now...I've been up since I bought the thing reading it off and on and now im finished and just bleh inside.
Note: I may or May not be making HP themed YCHs in the near future
So I bought it I was bad
BUT FUCK
THIS SCRIPT
OK
NO SPOILERS I LOVE IT ALOT ALL I WANT TO DRAW IS DRAW THE LITTLE NEXT GEN SHITS AND I CAN'T CAUSE I HAVE TO ADULT BUT FUUUUUUUUCK
My Feels man My feels.
Is it perfect Nah its not the plot is kinda....meh but ya know what i'm ok with it being a Next Gen thing and seeing some people with PTSD and working with more personal issues.
Ok I should go to bed now...I've been up since I bought the thing reading it off and on and now im finished and just bleh inside.
Note: I may or May not be making HP themed YCHs in the near future
UPDATES UPDATES ALL THE FUCKING UPDATES!!! (GOODNEWSFINALLY)
Posted 9 years agook so my life seems to just be a roller coaster right now. So as you guys know I had enough in savings to last me through the month to look for a job? Welp that kinda is true but also isn't happening any more. As for the good news for many people that know Cody and I personally they know how much of a work-o-holic he is. Even when he didn't have a job he always worked odd jobs and even now he often does 15 to 16 work days a week without taking a single day off ( again with the odd job / side jobs ).
Well after 5 fucking years he can get a damn vacation. Yes he has gone 5 straight years with realistically only taking maybe one day a week off if that but even has to be pushed when he is sick to take time off. His boss loves him so much that he said Cody is owed this time and we need to give them a month notice. So we've planned it to be from the 2nd of September to the 11th of September.
Which will be a road trip now that I can drive so it is about a 2 day trip there and back. We are going to go to Oregon to visit friends / camp in the woods/ see the sights and normal vacation stuff.
Due to this I need to halt my job search until I get back because I know Cody if i got a job in that time and didn't take the time off he wont do the trip or even just take a week off for himself. Now I need to make it clear My BILLS ARE COVERED for this month and next month ( as long as that last paycheck goes through when I worked ). So the money I will be making from Raffles / YCHs/ Commissions until the 2nd will be going towards this trip so we arent completely fucked once we get back.
We currently DO have enough money right now to where we can go on the trip but It is going to be hard once we get back because it will be all of Cody's income including an entire months pay. ( Gas+food+rooms+ shit to do are not cheap ). And we;ve had a few people say just pinch pennies and go now normally I would be ok with this but since Cody has and still does WORK SO hard to take care of us. And he hasn't had a fucking vacation in over 5 years I want to make this great for him. SO i need to make about 300.oo bucks to be good to help but my goal will be 500.oo USD
Also to top it off on the 28-31 I need to help my dad for a nonprofit event in Sacramento I really don't mind my dad's website is really kicking off the ground and this is an amazing opportunity so towards the end of this month I will be pretty much MIA until AFTER our vacation since I will have a single day home to pack for Cody's and mines vacation. So this is also why I need to stop my job search. The good perk is I know places will be hirighing in the fall. So i'm not to worried. But expect more Streams in the comming weeks to force me to get this shit done!
Well after 5 fucking years he can get a damn vacation. Yes he has gone 5 straight years with realistically only taking maybe one day a week off if that but even has to be pushed when he is sick to take time off. His boss loves him so much that he said Cody is owed this time and we need to give them a month notice. So we've planned it to be from the 2nd of September to the 11th of September.
Which will be a road trip now that I can drive so it is about a 2 day trip there and back. We are going to go to Oregon to visit friends / camp in the woods/ see the sights and normal vacation stuff.
Due to this I need to halt my job search until I get back because I know Cody if i got a job in that time and didn't take the time off he wont do the trip or even just take a week off for himself. Now I need to make it clear My BILLS ARE COVERED for this month and next month ( as long as that last paycheck goes through when I worked ). So the money I will be making from Raffles / YCHs/ Commissions until the 2nd will be going towards this trip so we arent completely fucked once we get back.
We currently DO have enough money right now to where we can go on the trip but It is going to be hard once we get back because it will be all of Cody's income including an entire months pay. ( Gas+food+rooms+ shit to do are not cheap ). And we;ve had a few people say just pinch pennies and go now normally I would be ok with this but since Cody has and still does WORK SO hard to take care of us. And he hasn't had a fucking vacation in over 5 years I want to make this great for him. SO i need to make about 300.oo bucks to be good to help but my goal will be 500.oo USD
Also to top it off on the 28-31 I need to help my dad for a nonprofit event in Sacramento I really don't mind my dad's website is really kicking off the ground and this is an amazing opportunity so towards the end of this month I will be pretty much MIA until AFTER our vacation since I will have a single day home to pack for Cody's and mines vacation. So this is also why I need to stop my job search. The good perk is I know places will be hirighing in the fall. So i'm not to worried. But expect more Streams in the comming weeks to force me to get this shit done!
