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In Stream Commission livestream online Tomorrow! (3/4/16)
Posted 9 years agoSO i'm gonna be all alone by my lonesome self! So I thought I could offer some in stream cheap coms that I can finish fast!\
So i'm offering Micro's Which are 5.oo USD each ( or 500 Points on dA ) here are examples http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17379908/
Unlimited slots while the stream is active and if I don't get any offers then it will just be a normal stream. ;u; but I wanna try to get enough money so I could order a pizza or something!
Stream timing 2/2:30pm (PST) And ending whenever i'm not sure yet. But I know at least 2 hours if not longer
So i'm offering Micro's Which are 5.oo USD each ( or 500 Points on dA ) here are examples http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17379908/
Unlimited slots while the stream is active and if I don't get any offers then it will just be a normal stream. ;u; but I wanna try to get enough money so I could order a pizza or something!
Stream timing 2/2:30pm (PST) And ending whenever i'm not sure yet. But I know at least 2 hours if not longer
Guess who got engaged?!
Posted 9 years agohttps://twitter.com/xTwistedDx/stat.....41843695439874
If you guys would like to look at the beautiful engagement ring that the love of my life gave me today. We've been together for 8 years now and always knew that someday we wanted to be married. Though I had no idea it was going to be so soon! We don't have a date picked out yet because of our current funds. But this was the best way to kick off 2016. This has become such a big year of change for me and its only the second month!
If you guys would like to look at the beautiful engagement ring that the love of my life gave me today. We've been together for 8 years now and always knew that someday we wanted to be married. Though I had no idea it was going to be so soon! We don't have a date picked out yet because of our current funds. But this was the best way to kick off 2016. This has become such a big year of change for me and its only the second month!
Skype update!: This is more for my close friends :
Posted 10 years agoSorry for this to come off as rude ^^; I really don't want it to be. But i'm trying to find a way to tell my friends that I USED to talk to often that until my internet is fixed. Skype is hard for me to use.
And yes this counts for mobile skype as well. I tried this house HAD to be in a huge dead zone. The entire house is Less than 3 g!
Cody and I are saving to try to buy a wifi booster / Wifi rebounder. To fix this problem because I miss talking to you guys so much ;m;
And yes this counts for mobile skype as well. I tried this house HAD to be in a huge dead zone. The entire house is Less than 3 g!
Cody and I are saving to try to buy a wifi booster / Wifi rebounder. To fix this problem because I miss talking to you guys so much ;m;
hiatus extended
Posted 10 years ago This isn't a journal I wanted to make but it is one I need to make. Alright so Cody and I are moved in with his parents as well as the last of our things. HOWEVER I hate to say this I need to extend my hiatus because the heater is broken in his parents home. While that may not sound so bad to some. Last night it was in the 20s which is something I have never been used to for extended periods of time. I was trying to work on a commission which was my easiest one on the list. It took me over 3 hours to work on due to the cold.
I have very poor circulation in my hands and feet. So because of the broken heater I can't DO ANYTHING. I tried un packing and I couldn't get to far without the chill in my fingers becoming so painful that I needed to lay down and warm up.
His parents have already called a repair company to come by Today ( by the time I am writing this journal) but due to the area being so out of the way. Most of the time companies cancel last second. ( this has happened many times in the past for things like heat, plumping, electrical).
So that is why I am making this it is driving me up a wall that I can't even unpack let alone get work done! So once the heater is fixed and running you can expect my ass to be working in over drive to make up this lost time. So Expect stuff by the LASTEST the 15th ( Feb )! I miss posting regularly and working ;^;
I have very poor circulation in my hands and feet. So because of the broken heater I can't DO ANYTHING. I tried un packing and I couldn't get to far without the chill in my fingers becoming so painful that I needed to lay down and warm up.
His parents have already called a repair company to come by Today ( by the time I am writing this journal) but due to the area being so out of the way. Most of the time companies cancel last second. ( this has happened many times in the past for things like heat, plumping, electrical).
So that is why I am making this it is driving me up a wall that I can't even unpack let alone get work done! So once the heater is fixed and running you can expect my ass to be working in over drive to make up this lost time. So Expect stuff by the LASTEST the 15th ( Feb )! I miss posting regularly and working ;^;
Moving Commissions : OPEN :
Posted 10 years ago Hey guys so as many of you know. My boyfriend and I are moving in with his parents soon. Well as it turns out our move in / move out date has been moved up to the 1st of February. Which....is coming up fast. We thought we would have more time and we just don't. So since I'll be moving I wont be able to work on ANY commissions after this weekend(23rd-24th).
And while I hate to ask for this. I need money to have just as a buffer while we're moving. I haven't made much money this month. ( Which is my fault for being back logged. ) Though I can't hold it out any more. I will feel so much better and less stressed out if my bills were taken care of for next month. So I'm Opening normal commission slots as well as offering more cheaper options. That I don't normally offer.
The good news is once I move I won't have any one bothering me. Like I have currently living with my family. So I will be able to finish commissions at a faster more focused rate. All of these commissions will be started on February 8th, 2016. I'm opening a lot of slots because I want to do these all throughout the month. So this also counts as my February sale.
Normal Commission info -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
Normal Commission Slots:
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(Full Body )
2. Anon ( Full Body )
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Sketch Commissions 15.oo USD EACH or 1500 POINTS
Example: -> https://www.dropbox.com/s/cgk7c74h1.....evamp.png?dl=0
1. bezzalair [dA]
2. [OPEN]
3. [OPEN]
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Micro Chibi Commissions 5.oo USD Each or 500 POINTS
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17379908/
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Special Commissions ( these can be NSFW / Reference sheets)
- Prices will be talked about privately. Since they will deepened on the content
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(NSFW)
2. ( Collab )
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(MYO Collab)
4. Anon ( 3 person NSFW)
5. [OPEN]
And while I hate to ask for this. I need money to have just as a buffer while we're moving. I haven't made much money this month. ( Which is my fault for being back logged. ) Though I can't hold it out any more. I will feel so much better and less stressed out if my bills were taken care of for next month. So I'm Opening normal commission slots as well as offering more cheaper options. That I don't normally offer.
The good news is once I move I won't have any one bothering me. Like I have currently living with my family. So I will be able to finish commissions at a faster more focused rate. All of these commissions will be started on February 8th, 2016. I'm opening a lot of slots because I want to do these all throughout the month. So this also counts as my February sale.
Normal Commission info -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
Normal Commission Slots:
1.
(Full Body )2. Anon ( Full Body )
3. [OPEN]
4. [OPEN]
5. [OPEN]
6. [OPEN]
7. [OPEN]
8. [OPEN]
9. [OPEN]
10. [OPEN]
Sketch Commissions 15.oo USD EACH or 1500 POINTS
Example: -> https://www.dropbox.com/s/cgk7c74h1.....evamp.png?dl=0
1. bezzalair [dA]
2. [OPEN]
3. [OPEN]
4. [OPEN]
5. [OPEN]
6. [OPEN]
7. [OPEN]
8. [OPEN]
9. [OPEN]
10. [OPEN]
Micro Chibi Commissions 5.oo USD Each or 500 POINTS
example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17379908/
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2. [OPEN]
3. [OPEN]
4. [OPEN]
5. [OPEN]
6. [OPEN]
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Special Commissions ( these can be NSFW / Reference sheets)
- Prices will be talked about privately. Since they will deepened on the content
1.
(NSFW) 2.
( Collab )3.
(MYO Collab)4. Anon ( 3 person NSFW)
5. [OPEN]
moving update 1-19-16
Posted 10 years agoSo after all it turns out we will be moving in to Codys parents house before the 1st of Feb.
Life update (1-9-16)
Posted 10 years ago Man I feel like all I do recently are updates over updates. Though this one is important. I also need to say in advance Please PLEASE my real life friends on here that I see / talk too often. Do not ask me about this in public just yet. There is a reason for this which I will explain now.
So as many of you know. Cody and I as well as some close friends were saving up for a house nearly all of 2015. With life hitting every party in the face that move had not happened. Now we do plan on moving out to our own place. BUT it won't be until later this year to early 2017.
2015 was one of the shittiest years I have ever gone through in my personal life. I was depressed 90% of the year. Towards the end was the absolute worst. Though I'm not looking back. Life happens you can't change it. Now on to why I am making this update.
As it turns out due to stress going on between Cody and my Family. Cody and I MIGHT be moving in with his parents soon. Until we have enough money for the big move to be out on our own. There are a few personal reasons for this. Which I want you all to know so you can understand. But I don't want to air all of my dirty laundry... so I'm going to be vague here I go.
Cody lost his job last year and has had a bad luck in the past with having to hop jobs. So now it's to the point where He CAN NOT LEAVE his current job. Which he loves which is good but what is bad is that they Lied about the pay he was going to get. So this has caused some bad stress.
On top of that while I am doing all I can to help it just isn't enough because we live in a state where you need shit tons of money just to get the basics. The reason for why we might be moving is since one of my little brothers moved back home. My Parents have been put in an extremely tight financial spot. He wasted 5,000+ dollars from them over 2015 which now is going back on them. Which in turn is getting turned on Cody and my Self.
To Help with things around the house we each pay our own bills, Buy our own food, as well as other needed supplies. Though now due to this crunch my parents need more money from us. Which we understand....we just don't know if we can afford it. Now we won't be kicked out or homeless. Don't get that idea. We just know for us personally unless things change FAST My parents MAY....MAY in the darkest of dark loose our current house.
Which would mean the house that Cody and I and our Future roommates were planning on moving into would be well shattered. Because my parents would move us all back in to that house ( the one we are planning on moving in to).
So as long as parents are ok with BOTH of us moving in and IF the gas will be less for Cody at his parents place ( his current work is a long drive ). It will be easier for us to save money for the long run. Thanks for listening. I also wanted to make this because IF for some reason I poof for a week/month It would mean we are in the middle of moving to his dad's place. I will update for sure when I know but life seems to love to get in the way recently.
TL;DR- To save money Cody and I are going to see if we can move in to his parents house for a while. Since my parents are having finical troubles. So we can save up to move out on our own.
So as many of you know. Cody and I as well as some close friends were saving up for a house nearly all of 2015. With life hitting every party in the face that move had not happened. Now we do plan on moving out to our own place. BUT it won't be until later this year to early 2017.
2015 was one of the shittiest years I have ever gone through in my personal life. I was depressed 90% of the year. Towards the end was the absolute worst. Though I'm not looking back. Life happens you can't change it. Now on to why I am making this update.
As it turns out due to stress going on between Cody and my Family. Cody and I MIGHT be moving in with his parents soon. Until we have enough money for the big move to be out on our own. There are a few personal reasons for this. Which I want you all to know so you can understand. But I don't want to air all of my dirty laundry... so I'm going to be vague here I go.
Cody lost his job last year and has had a bad luck in the past with having to hop jobs. So now it's to the point where He CAN NOT LEAVE his current job. Which he loves which is good but what is bad is that they Lied about the pay he was going to get. So this has caused some bad stress.
On top of that while I am doing all I can to help it just isn't enough because we live in a state where you need shit tons of money just to get the basics. The reason for why we might be moving is since one of my little brothers moved back home. My Parents have been put in an extremely tight financial spot. He wasted 5,000+ dollars from them over 2015 which now is going back on them. Which in turn is getting turned on Cody and my Self.
To Help with things around the house we each pay our own bills, Buy our own food, as well as other needed supplies. Though now due to this crunch my parents need more money from us. Which we understand....we just don't know if we can afford it. Now we won't be kicked out or homeless. Don't get that idea. We just know for us personally unless things change FAST My parents MAY....MAY in the darkest of dark loose our current house.
Which would mean the house that Cody and I and our Future roommates were planning on moving into would be well shattered. Because my parents would move us all back in to that house ( the one we are planning on moving in to).
So as long as parents are ok with BOTH of us moving in and IF the gas will be less for Cody at his parents place ( his current work is a long drive ). It will be easier for us to save money for the long run. Thanks for listening. I also wanted to make this because IF for some reason I poof for a week/month It would mean we are in the middle of moving to his dad's place. I will update for sure when I know but life seems to love to get in the way recently.
TL;DR- To save money Cody and I are going to see if we can move in to his parents house for a while. Since my parents are having finical troubles. So we can save up to move out on our own.
0 normal commission slots open
Posted 10 years agoinfo here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
Gonna spend most this up coming week working on owed commissions but It;s my brother's birthday this week so I wanna try to snag him a last minute gift.
SO ya 2 normal commission slots open right now 8D
1. dajinn NSFW x2 characters
2. dajinn Bust
Gonna spend most this up coming week working on owed commissions but It;s my brother's birthday this week so I wanna try to snag him a last minute gift.
SO ya 2 normal commission slots open right now 8D
1.
dajinn NSFW x2 characters 2.
dajinn Bust2016 Ask me Anything!
Posted 10 years agoSo almost every year I make a speed paint video of where I answer questions asked from you guys! It will be posted a little after the new year. So I can get a few questions!
It will be to the recording of this picture. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18655371/ Since I took the time to capture it.
So ya Ask me what ever you like it can be TMI I will answer everything truthfully and it could be as random as you like.
Also you can ask as many questions as you like. it isn't limited to one person!
PLEASE ASK ME STUFF 8U
It will be to the recording of this picture. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18655371/ Since I took the time to capture it.
So ya Ask me what ever you like it can be TMI I will answer everything truthfully and it could be as random as you like.
Also you can ask as many questions as you like. it isn't limited to one person!
PLEASE ASK ME STUFF 8U
Christmas 2015 Haul!
Posted 10 years agoHey guys my buddy 
arofexdracona did one so I wanted to do one! I also wanna know what you all got 8>. Cause this year was amazing for me!
I got
- 2 bioshock funko pop's from my Bestie
- 100.oo bucks from a friend!
- White chocolate peppermint bells
- BB-8 Socks
- A Teavanna perfect tear maker
- A Teavanna clear glass mug
- My wii u of course!
- Splatoon
- EOS lipbalm
- A da Sub by my buddy Val~
So tell me what you guys got! I wanna know ;u; !
arofexdracona did one so I wanted to do one! I also wanna know what you all got 8>. Cause this year was amazing for me! I got
- 2 bioshock funko pop's from my Bestie
- 100.oo bucks from a friend!
- White chocolate peppermint bells
- BB-8 Socks
- A Teavanna perfect tear maker
- A Teavanna clear glass mug
- My wii u of course!
- Splatoon
- EOS lipbalm
- A da Sub by my buddy Val~
So tell me what you guys got! I wanna know ;u; !
Hope you all have an epic Xmas
Posted 10 years agoThanks for everyone being here~ I hope you all have a very merry xmas or just enjoying the holidays if you don't celebrate it. I'm sick but so far its the best Christmas I've had in years.
Birthday Party recap
Posted 10 years agoHEY GUYS! I know I haven't made a journal in a while. But i wanted to do a tiny recap today on thanksgiving to tell everyone how really Thankful I am to my true friends and my family!
So as many of you know my real birthday DATE is the 30th; Cody's is on the 18th. So every since we got together we've always been doing a joint birthday party! Since we also have mostly all the same friends ( In person ). All of our friends are truly amazing! I love them all I really really do. I even got some gifts from people who i wasn't expecting it!
Gifts I got.
Honest to god last night once every one left my parents told me they were able to buy the Bundle I was saving up for! I Started to cry. Cause I have wanted a wii U for so many years and well. Ever since I started paying for all my own shit. ( like a responsible adult ) I never felt right asking for big gifts. So when they told me they bought me one AND that they also are doing it as a Birthday and Xmas gift I was so so very thankful. I Love you all I REALLY REALLY DO!
AS for my birthday birthday. I found out that we have enough money to go out to dinner and apparently I have some gifts in the mail from my outside family? So on the 30th I'm taking the day off to just be me. So I might stream but I'll be working on items for my self. Just as a semi quick update. QuQ but I am so thankful for all of my friends my family and all of you. Thank you for being so awesome and Thank you for always helping me keep going with my art.
I love you all. Have a very happy Thanksgiving ( for those of you who celebrate it)
So as many of you know my real birthday DATE is the 30th; Cody's is on the 18th. So every since we got together we've always been doing a joint birthday party! Since we also have mostly all the same friends ( In person ). All of our friends are truly amazing! I love them all I really really do. I even got some gifts from people who i wasn't expecting it!
Gifts I got.
- A mason jar glass mug & Candy & an Amazon gift card from FlippynaLuva[dA] ( She knows how long I have wanted one )
- A joint birthday gift date giftcard from Arofexdracona and her boyfriend
( i honestly wasn't expecting anything from these two since Anna had gotten robbed QAQ. So this was a real surprise and very sweet. Since Cody and I haven't been able to go on a DATE date since our anniversary)
- Cody bought me a 12 pack of Copics BUT they wont be coming until January ( due to shipping )
- Cash and books we're from 
Chemille and her Boyfriend Brad
- Cody Got a mountain of books this year from all his friends. Books and Booze.
- A sketchbook Press and Sketchbook making Tools - From my family
- bezzalair Made me an uber cute early Birthday chibi quq
http://twisteddisaster.deviantart.c.....list-573156255
Chemille- ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND MY MOM AND DAD
BOUGHT ME A WII U!!!!
Honest to god last night once every one left my parents told me they were able to buy the Bundle I was saving up for! I Started to cry. Cause I have wanted a wii U for so many years and well. Ever since I started paying for all my own shit. ( like a responsible adult ) I never felt right asking for big gifts. So when they told me they bought me one AND that they also are doing it as a Birthday and Xmas gift I was so so very thankful. I Love you all I REALLY REALLY DO!
AS for my birthday birthday. I found out that we have enough money to go out to dinner and apparently I have some gifts in the mail from my outside family? So on the 30th I'm taking the day off to just be me. So I might stream but I'll be working on items for my self. Just as a semi quick update. QuQ but I am so thankful for all of my friends my family and all of you. Thank you for being so awesome and Thank you for always helping me keep going with my art.
I love you all. Have a very happy Thanksgiving ( for those of you who celebrate it)
7 years together ( Taking 11/5 -11/8 off)
Posted 10 years ago 7 years ago on this date my boyfriend and I had our first date. I still remember the day he asked me out and I was far to derpy to realize it was even a date. I'm so excited for this day. It is all we have been looking forward too the past month. Since it was very stressful and hard on both us and our relationship.
Just like life our relationship isn't perfect. No one's is. Though we have always powered through it and know we will always be there for eachother.
I just want to thank everyone who gave me such kinda words on my last journal. I really did need to hear it. Since today is our big day. I'm taking Today and Tomorrow off. As well our luck is turning around. I got a small temp job Saturday only an MAYBE Sunday. So I'll be back Late Sunday or Monday.
Thanks to all of you amazing people and your wishes for us on today. I know it will go just as we have planned.
Just like life our relationship isn't perfect. No one's is. Though we have always powered through it and know we will always be there for eachother.
I just want to thank everyone who gave me such kinda words on my last journal. I really did need to hear it. Since today is our big day. I'm taking Today and Tomorrow off. As well our luck is turning around. I got a small temp job Saturday only an MAYBE Sunday. So I'll be back Late Sunday or Monday.
Thanks to all of you amazing people and your wishes for us on today. I know it will go just as we have planned.
you never say to someone who are in longterm realationships
Posted 10 years ago" well until you tie the knot your anniversary means nothing at this point.~"For those of you who don't know my boyfriend and I have had some hard times this past month and the ONLY thing we've been looking forward to is our 7 year anniversary getaway this week. ( the 5th of November ) So ya. THIS REALLY WAS NOT SOMETHING I WANTED TO HEAR AT THE END OF THIS WEEKEND.
LiveStream Schedule for 10/26-10/30 (edit))
Posted 10 years agoEdit: so i've been having some pretty shitty nights sleep lately hence why I had to start the stream so late. so i'm gonna shot for 2pm at the latest to start and ending around 9 pm PST. Sorry for the delays guys
So I plan on streaming everyday this week starting Monday so I can finish my Halloween chibis/ Halloween Order I have before the 31st. Mostly because I have a big party to go to at Cody's parents house and we are most likely ( like 99.9%) Chance of spending the night. So the next day we can clean up and just hang out.
I plan to stream at AT LEAST 12:30 pm - 7:00/9:00 pm PST
even if people don't wanna come I'll be streaming at these times. If I wake up ( as in fully awake/eaten breakfast and had coffee) I may start a bit sooner. I AM keeping to this no matter what for this week since I need to get shit done.
So ya just wanted to update you guys.
ALSO as a heads up my Stream is always set to NSFW just for when I DO draw NSFW stuff you guys wont be grossed out. ( I don't plan on doing NSFW stuff over this week since I mostly need to work on Chibis)
ok I'm rambling again.
Also I'm taking the 5th of November off because that is Cody's and Mine's 7 year Anniversary and we have plans and reservations to get away for the day. until the 6th So I wont be working on those days. SO that fallowing weekend I might stream again. If I find the time OuO Wuv you all XOXOXOXs
Life updates / Birthday/XmasWishlist
Posted 10 years agoSo my Grandfather left today at 4am but home and I already feel things calming down a bit. It's still a little stressful but nothing like it was. Also ummm A few people asked me to post up my birthday/xmas wishlist Early? I love you guys ok you're all so thoughtful and awesome. Since my Birthday is OVER a month away ( Its November 30th ) I always kinda have Xmas stuff with my birthday since they are so close together.
But the BIGGEST thing I really want for my birthday is a WiiU but I don't feel right asking for one. So Here is just somethings I would like.
-Art of any of MY OCs ( NO really I LOVE THIS STUFF )
toyhou.se/TwistedDisaster
- Money
- Amazon Birthday/Xmas Wishlist
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/w.....m_wl_list_o_8?
But the BIGGEST thing I really want for my birthday is a WiiU but I don't feel right asking for one. So Here is just somethings I would like.
-Art of any of MY OCs ( NO really I LOVE THIS STUFF )
toyhou.se/TwistedDisaster
- Money
- Amazon Birthday/Xmas Wishlist
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/w.....m_wl_list_o_8?
How do you guys relax when life is stressful?
Posted 10 years agoMy normal older means of calming myself down from stressful days are not working like they used to. So I could really use some advice on how you guys handle stress and try to calm down. I'm a little desperate here. I'm Able to get work done again but it is draining so much out of me that It takes me so much longer to finish a picture I used to be able to get done in 2 hours. So yes Please guys help me out here ;u; how do you handle stress???
( Also I would like to pointout this is stress I CAN'T CHANGE! Trust me >m> I had a few people just say "Well you can't change it so why are you stressing?" )
( Also I would like to pointout this is stress I CAN'T CHANGE! Trust me >m> I had a few people just say "Well you can't change it so why are you stressing?" )
All types of Commissions :OPEN:
Posted 10 years agoNormal Commissions -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6133556/
Halloween Theme Commissions -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7079290/
Pixel Bottle Commissions -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17775000/
All Types open OuO. Things have been easing up a small bit so I'm able to focus more PLUS bills are coming up so I needs to make money!
Halloween Theme Commissions -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7079290/
Pixel Bottle Commissions -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17775000/
All Types open OuO. Things have been easing up a small bit so I'm able to focus more PLUS bills are coming up so I needs to make money!
Life Update
Posted 10 years ago Hey guys I feel like I should update you about what is going on with me currently. Cause I love you guys and I know you all care. Which makes me ever so happy know. So I recently had an extremely bad panic attack due to recent stress that hit me in the course of a day.
So to start things off. Cody had to be let go from his job. This wasn't his fault at all. The shop wasn't making enough money fast enough so the owner had to close down. So now Cody is without again. Though I know he has wonderful luck finding work we all just sort of hope its sooner than later. Since the last time he was without a job he was unemployed for almost 3 months. Which again isn't his fault from lack of trying. Its a huge Reason why I HATE CALIFORNIA! There are a shit ton of part time jobs out there but only a very tiny tiny handful of full time work and Cody NEES fulltime work. It wasn't just him who had thise trouble A friend of mine went almost 9 months without being able to find fulltime work because of how bad the job market is in our area.
This was extremely stressful because we we only a couple hundred dollars away from our house budget SO we could have given my mom the money and started packing! So that is just one thing.
now on to the second one. My Grandfather came out to visit. NOW as a few of you should know I am not very close to my family. My personal family ( the one that I have blood with) Is very small and very fucked up. we have less than 10 people in it and only 4 of them I love because they are my mom,dad, and brothers. The rest Just use us for money and come up with reasons and bs.
Now I love my mother to death but she has very VERY deep seeded daddy issues. I know this sounds harsh because she is my mother but It stems from him not being around in her childhood. This man my Grandfather ( And only Grandfather since my father never knew his dad) Found a new women left my mom and her family to start up his own. Because of this My Grandmother ( my mom's mom) Made my mother WORK since she was 13 to support the family when they had to move from NJ to California. Because that is just how stuff worked BACK THEN I GUESS!? ( and people wonder why I hate my family outside of those 4) My grand father who HAD money refused to give it to any of them until they moved out here AND even then they would only see him ONE FUCKING DAY A YEAR!
I'm not joking My WHOLE childhood growing up with my "Grandfather" Was his flying out to LA and taking us to some fancy dinner ONE DAY A YEAR....It was so bad that even my brothers and I would GET THE SAME BIRTHDAY CARD EVERY YEAR FOR THE SAME AMOUNT ON THE CHECK! No really all of us are just like. " Oh yup there is that " WOW" birthday card from grandpa. Cause that is all the card ever said"
And It really wasn't until recently that we found out HE WOULD BE OUT IN CALI FOR OVER 2 weeks! but ya know what he would be doing? Oh visiting his New wives family at the time. So my whole childhood and my brothers we HONESTLY THOUGHT HE WAS ONLY OUT HERE ONE DAY A YEAR!
I'm not blaming his new wife. When I met her for the first time 2 years ago ( They had been married for over 30 ) she seemed nice. She however passed away at the start of this year. So My grandfather decided " HEY I STILL WANNA COME OUT FOR 2 WEEKS AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU GUYS MY FAMILY!!!"
So because of this my mother snapped in a sense. She super cleaned the house. Has all these things planned that we HAVE to do ( cause we live in her house OuO; ) when we don't have THAT much money PLUS cody just lost his JOB! But nope we have no choice we have to do these things. But its also gotten to the point where my mom even Super sealed the upstairs bathroom AND stole the seat and shower curtain so we couldn't use it until my grandfather did 8/.
SOOOOOOOOO He just showed up yesterday and today has already been extremly stressful and I'm not looking forward to the next 2 weeks OuO; WHICH REALLY SUCKS CAUSE THIS IS MY FAV TIME OF THE FUCKING YEAR AND I CAN'T EVEN FULLY ENJOY IT!!!!!!
So again I am sorry Trust me my Halloween orders will be done in time before halloween even if that means I have to work at night while everyone is asleep and not bugging me. " He has asked me to PAINT him a picture 3 times since he got here. PAINT not digital not marker but PAINT and my mom keeps telling me I need to get on it Cause he is my only grandfather 8DDDDDD;;;;;;;;;;" So.....ya sorry this got kinda rant ish but I really couldn't think of a way to explain it any better... I love you all and hopefully I can find time to get away and fucking work like I want to.
So to start things off. Cody had to be let go from his job. This wasn't his fault at all. The shop wasn't making enough money fast enough so the owner had to close down. So now Cody is without again. Though I know he has wonderful luck finding work we all just sort of hope its sooner than later. Since the last time he was without a job he was unemployed for almost 3 months. Which again isn't his fault from lack of trying. Its a huge Reason why I HATE CALIFORNIA! There are a shit ton of part time jobs out there but only a very tiny tiny handful of full time work and Cody NEES fulltime work. It wasn't just him who had thise trouble A friend of mine went almost 9 months without being able to find fulltime work because of how bad the job market is in our area.
This was extremely stressful because we we only a couple hundred dollars away from our house budget SO we could have given my mom the money and started packing! So that is just one thing.
now on to the second one. My Grandfather came out to visit. NOW as a few of you should know I am not very close to my family. My personal family ( the one that I have blood with) Is very small and very fucked up. we have less than 10 people in it and only 4 of them I love because they are my mom,dad, and brothers. The rest Just use us for money and come up with reasons and bs.
Now I love my mother to death but she has very VERY deep seeded daddy issues. I know this sounds harsh because she is my mother but It stems from him not being around in her childhood. This man my Grandfather ( And only Grandfather since my father never knew his dad) Found a new women left my mom and her family to start up his own. Because of this My Grandmother ( my mom's mom) Made my mother WORK since she was 13 to support the family when they had to move from NJ to California. Because that is just how stuff worked BACK THEN I GUESS!? ( and people wonder why I hate my family outside of those 4) My grand father who HAD money refused to give it to any of them until they moved out here AND even then they would only see him ONE FUCKING DAY A YEAR!
I'm not joking My WHOLE childhood growing up with my "Grandfather" Was his flying out to LA and taking us to some fancy dinner ONE DAY A YEAR....It was so bad that even my brothers and I would GET THE SAME BIRTHDAY CARD EVERY YEAR FOR THE SAME AMOUNT ON THE CHECK! No really all of us are just like. " Oh yup there is that " WOW" birthday card from grandpa. Cause that is all the card ever said"
And It really wasn't until recently that we found out HE WOULD BE OUT IN CALI FOR OVER 2 weeks! but ya know what he would be doing? Oh visiting his New wives family at the time. So my whole childhood and my brothers we HONESTLY THOUGHT HE WAS ONLY OUT HERE ONE DAY A YEAR!
I'm not blaming his new wife. When I met her for the first time 2 years ago ( They had been married for over 30 ) she seemed nice. She however passed away at the start of this year. So My grandfather decided " HEY I STILL WANNA COME OUT FOR 2 WEEKS AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU GUYS MY FAMILY!!!"
So because of this my mother snapped in a sense. She super cleaned the house. Has all these things planned that we HAVE to do ( cause we live in her house OuO; ) when we don't have THAT much money PLUS cody just lost his JOB! But nope we have no choice we have to do these things. But its also gotten to the point where my mom even Super sealed the upstairs bathroom AND stole the seat and shower curtain so we couldn't use it until my grandfather did 8/.
SOOOOOOOOO He just showed up yesterday and today has already been extremly stressful and I'm not looking forward to the next 2 weeks OuO; WHICH REALLY SUCKS CAUSE THIS IS MY FAV TIME OF THE FUCKING YEAR AND I CAN'T EVEN FULLY ENJOY IT!!!!!!
So again I am sorry Trust me my Halloween orders will be done in time before halloween even if that means I have to work at night while everyone is asleep and not bugging me. " He has asked me to PAINT him a picture 3 times since he got here. PAINT not digital not marker but PAINT and my mom keeps telling me I need to get on it Cause he is my only grandfather 8DDDDDD;;;;;;;;;;" So.....ya sorry this got kinda rant ish but I really couldn't think of a way to explain it any better... I love you all and hopefully I can find time to get away and fucking work like I want to.
Sorry to have to cut the stream short
Posted 10 years agoOuO; Ohhhhhh FUUUUUUUUCK EHEHEHE Mental Break down here I fucking Come! GOT REALLY REALLLLLLY SHITTY NEWS TODAY! So I am sorry but Ohhhh I can't focus right now....
Gonna stream tomorrow 10/5/2015
Posted 10 years agoyup im gonna try to stream for a VERY long time tomorrow and get shiz done. Since I now have Picarto work I plan on streaming more often.
its gonna start around 12pm PST and end around 6pm
then hopefully after that I can also do a commission stream for Wednesday
its gonna start around 12pm PST and end around 6pm
then hopefully after that I can also do a commission stream for Wednesday
Halloween Theme commissions OPEN!!-LIMITED SLOTS OPEN!-
Posted 10 years agoHEY GUYS! Its OCTOBER FIRST SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS 8D HALLOWEEN COMMISSION TIME! I love this kinda year and while i have been a bit depressed the past few weeks. after chugging down some coffee and working in Inktober I was like HELL YA I NEED SOME THEME COMS!
Now the prices arn't different from my normal ones. BUT I will be offering Cheaper Clean sketch commissions AND even a few NSFW slots if you all like~ Below is just a list of themes I took from INKtober of last year. If you guys have another to pick from that's fine too! I'm also still working on my Halloween chibi sale SO don't worry about those guys!
Commission Prices -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
Clean sketch prices. HB/FB ( They can be either or) 10.ooUSD - 15.oo USD or POINTS Depending on complexity. (ASK about couples/pairs for prices)
example-> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17831247/
NSFW COMMISSION PRICES: 40.oo - 50.oo ( Depending on complexity )
examples-> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17783875/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17720322/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17394345/
normal slots
1. Claimed by an offline client
2.
3.
4.
NSFW SLOTS
1.
2.
THESE WILL ALL BE COMPLETED BEFORE HALLOWEEN! Don't worry!!!
Theme Ideas
Fall Leaves
Crow
Pumpkin
Treat
Trick
Stars
Candle
Black Cat
Arachnid
Bones
Orange
Eyeballs
Mask
Bat Wings
Cauldron
Black
Phobia
Teeth
Gravestone
Curse
Spirit
Slime
Poison
Reaper
Monster
Insect
Blood
SCREAM
Demons
Undead
Full Moon.
Now the prices arn't different from my normal ones. BUT I will be offering Cheaper Clean sketch commissions AND even a few NSFW slots if you all like~ Below is just a list of themes I took from INKtober of last year. If you guys have another to pick from that's fine too! I'm also still working on my Halloween chibi sale SO don't worry about those guys!
Commission Prices -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
Clean sketch prices. HB/FB ( They can be either or) 10.ooUSD - 15.oo USD or POINTS Depending on complexity. (ASK about couples/pairs for prices)
example-> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17831247/
NSFW COMMISSION PRICES: 40.oo - 50.oo ( Depending on complexity )
examples-> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17783875/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17720322/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17394345/
normal slots
1. Claimed by an offline client
2.
3.
4.
NSFW SLOTS
1.
2.
THESE WILL ALL BE COMPLETED BEFORE HALLOWEEN! Don't worry!!!
Theme Ideas
Fall Leaves
Crow
Pumpkin
Treat
Trick
Stars
Candle
Black Cat
Arachnid
Bones
Orange
Eyeballs
Mask
Bat Wings
Cauldron
Black
Phobia
Teeth
Gravestone
Curse
Spirit
Slime
Poison
Reaper
Monster
Insect
Blood
SCREAM
Demons
Undead
Full Moon.
what do you guys wanna see from me?
Posted 10 years agoCommissions have been a bit slow the past couple of weeks and my YCHs havent been selling O3o so I wanna ask you guys. What do you wanna see more from me? Please comment I WANNA KNOW
Not flying out after all!
Posted 10 years agoSo my mom decided not to fly out. because the only flight we could make would have had us miss the funeral. Since they want to have it early in the morning tomorrow. So after that all they are going to do is Sit Shiva. And my mom and I can't sit for a full week. We have things we need to do. I know that sounds harsh but we can't just take a full week off of work/doing what needs to be done. To mourn for someone that we haven't seen in a long time/Never met. So my mom is going to be sitting tomorrow. But we won't be flying out. Thank you for all the kind words for my mom. It really ment a lot to her. ^^ So Art flow will continue as normal~
Also great news is a friend of mine got Picarto to work on my laptop! So hopefully I'll be able to stream more often!!
Also great news is a friend of mine got Picarto to work on my laptop! So hopefully I'll be able to stream more often!!
3 normal commission spots open
Posted 10 years agoCommission info here -> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17565460/
1.
raspberryswirl
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
1.
raspberryswirl2. OPEN
3. OPEN
