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Posted 8 years agoi started watching it a few hours ago ... i'm getting final season vibe off of it :/
it's not bad ... but the plot keeps jumping around, like they are trying to tie up everything >_>
btw i'm writing this while at episode 4 ... i'll keep posted :P
it's not bad ... but the plot keeps jumping around, like they are trying to tie up everything >_>
btw i'm writing this while at episode 4 ... i'll keep posted :P
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Posted 9 years agoso i got this new idea for CCG and i did the math for for it...
there are 13,060,694,016 possible card, based on the possible stats of the cards ...
the rarest will be level 0 cards (6 cards) and level 10 cards (36 cards)
so it might take a while to balance everything
there are 13,060,694,016 possible card, based on the possible stats of the cards ...
the rarest will be level 0 cards (6 cards) and level 10 cards (36 cards)
so it might take a while to balance everything
phew
Posted 10 years agodear diary ...
today i made 2 new avatars, and updated an old one.
hope their new own be happy with it :3
today i made 2 new avatars, and updated an old one.
hope their new own be happy with it :3
having a nice day -_-
Posted 11 years agohaving a lovely morning -_- pc is glitching (lost a ram memory card now i'm working with 2gigs, sound card is not functional so i'm using my built in card), burned my hand on the stove ... that is just dandy -_-
no game update? :(
Posted 11 years agoyou might have noticed today that i haven't made any posts regarding bly's dark dungeon, 'cause i'm working today, yes i have a white collar job.
but hey a fur got to eat you know :(
hopefully on Saturday i'll cook up something :P
but hey a fur got to eat you know :(
hopefully on Saturday i'll cook up something :P
a porno game?
Posted 11 years agoyou might have seem some pixelated characters ... i'm just doing research ... but i did manage to get my hand on a copy of "game maker", so it is a possibility that i go though it :P
Kira inc
Posted 11 years agoi've been thinking about this for a while ... "kira inc" is a manga i wrote a while back, i haven't updated it in months and it's 98% complete, i had a publishing deal but they haven't committed to it, the deletion of LGBT related issues was the main reason among others ... i uploaded the manga to smashwords but i haven't updated it yet ... so once it's done i'll leave a coupon for free download ;)
if you like it then tell me it's worth buying or just spread the good word about :) just playing fair with you guys :P
seeya soon ;D
if you like it then tell me it's worth buying or just spread the good word about :) just playing fair with you guys :P
seeya soon ;D
What happens when a gazelle meets a hedgehog ?
Posted 14 years agoWhat happens when a gazelle meets a hedgehog ?
The answer to that question leads us to leads me to letter I’m writing , let me tell you how I became friends with “K” “A” “R” –believe me there is a resone why I wrote these initials .
One day I was having a gray day in the office like many others ,so out of impulse I googled for local “flaming” spots in Amman then I saw a picture of him on some traveling guide website, his name was Kali , a local boy who has an LGBT online magazine .
At that moment my idea of gay people changed completely –my original thought was stereo types-, I was in that state of mind to think so , for me I know there is something different with me but still I’m not yet convenience that I should call it uniqueness , at that time I was seeing a psychiatrist for anger management issues .
The “head doctor“ thought my anger was due a repressed memory of younger days , which made probe my mind for answer for it , I started talking about my school days where all of the kids used to make fun of my dialect ,appearance , even my ideas , yet strangely they trust me when they need my help .
I did mind going to school knowing there is a fight waiting for me at the end of the day , still I have a reason to go … and that reason is a boy , a classmate who became my friend , who became my first crush , who became my worse nightmare.
So Doc told I should resolve this issue and confront it , the trusting part of me replied “you mean I should face my Ex ?” ,”No , you should handle you perversions so that you can maintain a stable life “, then it hit me I wasn’t angry with my past I was hated myself for so many reasons people say about homosexuals AKA FAGS .
There he was looking at me with a seductive pose on the chair , I stared at the picture for minutes trying to know who he is , I read the webpage about Amman his responses was straight forward , intelligent , and some times cute , my first thought “wait …is this the guy I’m supposed to hate “ , that night I kept on thinking on the “whys” , I was religious in some part of my life , the thought kept haunting “does god hate me ? , if so then people will hate me too, I never asked to be like this , is it a choice ? I have to talk to him ! but I need a motivation “ , I remember an old furry style comic I never got to finish –writers block … go figure !- I contacted him through email via his website and arranged a meeting .
I told him I needed some inspiration to help me complete my comic , I didn’t lie to him but still I had other hidden agenda , I waited for in a café of his choice after I refused going to a certain café which been police raided a while ago , here I am waiting for guy who I may I dislike , looking for answer that I don’t want to hear .
15 minutes later he comes into the café , I recognized him from the photograph online but he doesn’t recognize me until he gave me a call , we started talking about a lot of things but the highlight of our discussion is about how he came out but at that time he didn’t tell me why he did , I showed him my work he was amazed by it , so amazed he called his friend “Alaa’” to meet us there.
Alaa’ is a young man with a very creative hand in designing the covers , he doesn’t talk much I don’t think he shy from me but guess we don’t have common ground we share that give us topics to talk about , but kali on the other hand knows a lot about the community , if there an lgbt matter in the media he knows about it , plus he is an excitant dresser and knows a lot about fashion.
After the meeting I came to realize and understand myself , yes I am gay but I’m also a man , and a human being , which gave the passion to complete the comic , “Beyond Bad Boys” was released a month later on my kali magazine.
As for my best friend “Reem” she is a deferent story , I met her through Facebook , she is into Japanese manga , I added her as a friend and we talked a lot but never told her about myself until she asked me for devinet art account to see my work and I did , she replied back saying that I have yaoi (boy love) art , which made me realize that there is an old drawing I made a year ago I forgot about , I tried evading the answer , then I gave it straight ,”I have a thing for boys …” , I waited for her to go ballistic on me ! and with a shocking revelation she replied [ NO WAY ! :D ] it turns out that she is a fan of that form of art , by that time I wrote three KA.T issues for my kali sunddenly I lost my touch ; the KAT comics I wrote were based on life experiences I had like coming out , living a fantasy of reuniting with an old love one ,and my journey to Syria , so I contacted reem for help.
Things evolved from there , or I should say I made it evolve , lets just say that I found a way to contact her , yeah … yeah I admit it I stalked her …only online, and I’m not happy with that, but it gave me the result that I wanted she called back , and we exchanged numbers…and met a lot of time exchanging ideas and showing her my art , she helped me write a story about a couple .
That’s my story so far , not really I met a lot of people along the way , some good … some bad and some I still wonder why I haven’t met them earlier as for the question “What happens when a gazelle meets a hedgehog ?” the answer is …
they become best of friends.
The answer to that question leads us to leads me to letter I’m writing , let me tell you how I became friends with “K” “A” “R” –believe me there is a resone why I wrote these initials .
One day I was having a gray day in the office like many others ,so out of impulse I googled for local “flaming” spots in Amman then I saw a picture of him on some traveling guide website, his name was Kali , a local boy who has an LGBT online magazine .
At that moment my idea of gay people changed completely –my original thought was stereo types-, I was in that state of mind to think so , for me I know there is something different with me but still I’m not yet convenience that I should call it uniqueness , at that time I was seeing a psychiatrist for anger management issues .
The “head doctor“ thought my anger was due a repressed memory of younger days , which made probe my mind for answer for it , I started talking about my school days where all of the kids used to make fun of my dialect ,appearance , even my ideas , yet strangely they trust me when they need my help .
I did mind going to school knowing there is a fight waiting for me at the end of the day , still I have a reason to go … and that reason is a boy , a classmate who became my friend , who became my first crush , who became my worse nightmare.
So Doc told I should resolve this issue and confront it , the trusting part of me replied “you mean I should face my Ex ?” ,”No , you should handle you perversions so that you can maintain a stable life “, then it hit me I wasn’t angry with my past I was hated myself for so many reasons people say about homosexuals AKA FAGS .
There he was looking at me with a seductive pose on the chair , I stared at the picture for minutes trying to know who he is , I read the webpage about Amman his responses was straight forward , intelligent , and some times cute , my first thought “wait …is this the guy I’m supposed to hate “ , that night I kept on thinking on the “whys” , I was religious in some part of my life , the thought kept haunting “does god hate me ? , if so then people will hate me too, I never asked to be like this , is it a choice ? I have to talk to him ! but I need a motivation “ , I remember an old furry style comic I never got to finish –writers block … go figure !- I contacted him through email via his website and arranged a meeting .
I told him I needed some inspiration to help me complete my comic , I didn’t lie to him but still I had other hidden agenda , I waited for in a café of his choice after I refused going to a certain café which been police raided a while ago , here I am waiting for guy who I may I dislike , looking for answer that I don’t want to hear .
15 minutes later he comes into the café , I recognized him from the photograph online but he doesn’t recognize me until he gave me a call , we started talking about a lot of things but the highlight of our discussion is about how he came out but at that time he didn’t tell me why he did , I showed him my work he was amazed by it , so amazed he called his friend “Alaa’” to meet us there.
Alaa’ is a young man with a very creative hand in designing the covers , he doesn’t talk much I don’t think he shy from me but guess we don’t have common ground we share that give us topics to talk about , but kali on the other hand knows a lot about the community , if there an lgbt matter in the media he knows about it , plus he is an excitant dresser and knows a lot about fashion.
After the meeting I came to realize and understand myself , yes I am gay but I’m also a man , and a human being , which gave the passion to complete the comic , “Beyond Bad Boys” was released a month later on my kali magazine.
As for my best friend “Reem” she is a deferent story , I met her through Facebook , she is into Japanese manga , I added her as a friend and we talked a lot but never told her about myself until she asked me for devinet art account to see my work and I did , she replied back saying that I have yaoi (boy love) art , which made me realize that there is an old drawing I made a year ago I forgot about , I tried evading the answer , then I gave it straight ,”I have a thing for boys …” , I waited for her to go ballistic on me ! and with a shocking revelation she replied [ NO WAY ! :D ] it turns out that she is a fan of that form of art , by that time I wrote three KA.T issues for my kali sunddenly I lost my touch ; the KAT comics I wrote were based on life experiences I had like coming out , living a fantasy of reuniting with an old love one ,and my journey to Syria , so I contacted reem for help.
Things evolved from there , or I should say I made it evolve , lets just say that I found a way to contact her , yeah … yeah I admit it I stalked her …only online, and I’m not happy with that, but it gave me the result that I wanted she called back , and we exchanged numbers…and met a lot of time exchanging ideas and showing her my art , she helped me write a story about a couple .
That’s my story so far , not really I met a lot of people along the way , some good … some bad and some I still wonder why I haven’t met them earlier as for the question “What happens when a gazelle meets a hedgehog ?” the answer is …
they become best of friends.
SIGH
Posted 14 years agoI'm feeling that good ,just posted another comic , but i don't see no interest from the guys on this T.T
bad boys
Posted 15 years agoto all the boys out there bad boys is done , and released , the time and where you might find is for another time
my first
Posted 15 years agohay guy go easy on me i'm not that good you know so if you like my work i can show you more but i'll the nasty stuff for my self
