lately I've just bee lurking with my account, I prefer to actively participate but with my recent move and transferring to a real school I've kinda stopped posting or doing anything here... but fear not! the next semester is looking a lot less stressful and I'm hoping I can do more photography and random fur-suit shoots, wildlife, and whatever else I become proud of. Hoping to make some new furiends in the bay area to adventure with.

so stay tuned! with some luck this account will actually be put to good use... :3

Reply to this journal and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

(I don't actually care about #10 ;3)

check it out:
http://xkcd.com/657/large/

before i get into my random emotional blah blah blah here is an update on stuff you should all know:
- district 9 was awesome!
- i cant get "catch my disease" out of my head
- all my managers at work are fuckign useless and dont know what they are doing
- if i was a color today it would be olive green
- Jeff (my mate) is awesome and i love him forever for being the sweetest thing on earth when i was deathly ill
- Sparx and Glitch are on holiday without internet access and its eating me alive X(



WEIRD EMOTIONAL RANT:
Ok so its the beginning of the fall semester and between taking a full course load and working full time i think I'm going to pop. after my first day of school i caught the stomach flu from hell and was in the fetal position all day puking my guts out but only after my manager insinuated that i was calling in to get a 3 day weekend. being so busy might be a good thing. right now i get frustrated that i don't have time to talk to friends online and be social but all my online friends have fallen off the face of the earth with school and stuff so even if i had the time ,they don't and i would feel even more lonely. Some of my friends i do not know if they ever plan on coming back. everyone gets busy with their own lives but I hate when i drift apart from people, its more painful than i would like to admit... i know I can always meet new people and move on but I don't want to, every time i spend time with someone they leave this impression on me that gets connected with everything else i experienced while knowing them and every time something that reminds me of them comes up i feel this deep sense of lose in the core of my being. it is so bad that i have given up hobbies bands, places, and foods just to avoid having to be reminded how much i miss them. now i know this sounds like someone talking about their ex-boy/girlfriend and i think its normal for that situation but i do this with almost all my friends that i lose touch with...
anyways not trying to be a downer but i,m siting here before class and no one i know is online.

in conclusion, i love you guys (you know who you are hopefully) you are more important to me than you will ever know and i hope even if we drift apart that someday we can drift back together and share what we've learned and how we've grown

stolen from :bgyoshi:
- X what you saw
- O what you haven't finished/saw sizable portions
- Bold what you loved
- Italics for what you disliked/hated
- Leave unchanged if neutral

Classic Disney
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)

Disney's Dark Age
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[ ] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)

The Disney Renaissance
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)

Disney's Modern Age
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[x] Bolt (2008)
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[x] Chicken Little (2005)
[x] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[ ] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)

Pixar
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)

Don Bluth
[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[ ] An American Tail (1986)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[x] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[x] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

Claymation
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993)
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)
[ ] Flushed Away (2006)
[x] Coraline (2009)

CGI Glut
[x] Antz (1998)
[x] Happy Feet (2006)
[x] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[ ] Monster House (2006)
[x] Over the Hedge (2006) is awesomeness ^^
[ ] Polar Express, The (2004)
[x] Robots
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek The Third

Imports
[x] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[x] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[ ] The Plague Dogs
[x] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[ ] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)

Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies
[x] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)
[x] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas
[x] My Neighbor Totoro (1993)
[x] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[ ] Only Yesterday
[ ] Pom Poko (Tanuki War)
[ ] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999)
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[ ] The Cat Returns
[x] Whisper of the Heart

Satoshi Kon
[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[x] Paprika (2006)
[ ] Perfect Blue (1999)
[x] Tokyo Godfathers (2003)
[ ] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" (1995)

Shinkai Makoto
[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[x] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[X] The Place Promised in Our Early Days (2004)BEST ANIME I HAVE EVER SEEN, I STILL CRY MY EYES OUT WHEN I WATCH IT
[X] 5 Centimeters per Second (2007)

Other Anime Films
[ ] Adolescence of Utena
[X] Akira (1989)
[X] Appleseed
[X] Appleseed: Ex Machina
[ ] Arcadia of My Youth (U.S. Title - Vengeance of the Space Pirate)
[X] Cowboy Bebop: The Movie (2003)
[ ] The Dagger of Kamui (U.S. Title - Revenge of the Ninja Warrior)
[ ] Dirty Pair: Project Eden
[X] End of Evangelion
[ ] Fist of the North Star
[X] Galaxy Express
[ ] Ghost in the Shell (1996)
[X] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
[ ] Lensman
[ ] Macross: Do You Remember Love (U.S. Title - Clash of the Bionoids)
[X] Metropolis (2001)
[ ] Neo-Tokyo
[X] Ninja Scroll
[ ] Patlabor the Movie
[ ] The Professional: Golgo 13
[ ] Project A-ko
[ ] Robotech: The Shadow Chronicle
[ ] Silent Mobius
[ ] Space Adventure Cobra
[X] Steamboy (2004)
[ ] Sword of the Stranger
[ ] Unico and the Island of Magic
[ ] Urotsukidoji: The Movie
[X] Vampire Hunter D
[X] Vampire Hunter D: Blood(lines)
[ ] Wings of Honneamise: Royal Space Force

Cartoons For Grown-Ups
[ ] American Pop
[x] The Animatrix (2003)
[x] Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon The Movie
[x] Beavis & Butthead Do America (1996)
[ ] Cool World
[X] Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within (2001)
[X] Final Fantasy: Advent Children
[ ] Fire & Ice
[ ] Fritz the Cat (1972)
[ ] Heavy Metal (1981)
[X] Heavy Metal 2000 (2000)
[ ] Hey Good Looking
[ ] Lady Death
[ ] A Scanner Darkly (2006)
[x] South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut (1999)
[ ] Street Fight (AKA - Coonskin)
[ ] Waking Life (2001)

Other Animated Movies I Can't Categorize
[x] Animal Farm
[ ] Animalympics
[ ] Batman Beyond: Return of the Joker
[ ] Batman and the Mask of Phantasm
[x] The Brave Little Toaster (1988)
[ ] Bravestarr: The Movie
[ ] Care Bears: The Movie
[x] Charlotte's Web (1973)
[x] Fern Gully
[ ] G.I. Joe: The Movie
[ ] Gobots: Battle of the Rock Lords
[ ] He-Man & She-Ra: The Secret of the Sword
[X] The Hobbit
[X] The Iron Giant (1999)
[ ] Justice League: The New Frontier
[ ] Lord of the Rings
[X] Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland (1992)
[ ] My Little Pony: The Movie
[X] Pink Floyd's The Wall (1982)
[ ] The Prince of Egypt (1998)
[ ] Powerpuff Girls: The Movie
[ ] Quest For Camelot (1999)
[ ] Ringing Bell
[x] The Road to El Dorado (2000)
[ ] Rock & Rule
[x] Space Jam
[ ] Starchaser: The Legend of Orin
[X] Superman: Doomsday
[x] The Swan Princess
[ ] Transformers: The Movie (1986)
[ ] Wizards
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)
[ ] Wonder Woman


WOW THATS LONG! lol now i know where all my time has gone...

I hate this song lol and yet i love it. for some reason I feel like its appropriate for my current mood... not sure why i can relate to the song at the moment. ive got my bf who loves me only 4 feet away. i feel like the song captures more how i feel about my recent loss of friends and my fear of losing anymore. a lot of friends have left me both in RL and online. this makes me feel many things: insecure(they dont like/care enough to keep in touch), fear(are they doing ok?) and lastly i am just left feeling lonely and the need to cling to my friends i have left. i crave to get to know my friends better, to be closer to them

and some ppl started talkign to me so now im out of my mood and feel better... lol
so im good until i go without word from anyone for a while lol

For some reason i always felt like if i waited around and kept going to school that one day i would have a sudden epiphany as to what i should be doing with my life and what i wanted. but alas, like everything else, life isnt gonna make it easy for me. i have finally figured out that the answer isnt going to come for me and that im going to have to go find it and figure it out for myself....

kinda unsettling prospect...