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Posted 15 years ago72 hours now, 2 hours of sleep total.Starting to hear things. e_____e It's hard to tell whats real and what isn't. But I feel wide awake. My body doesn't feel like it's tired, Nor my mind. So I can't sleep. My insomnia is coming back. Awesome. Sorry I haven't been active lately guys, I really am. Moving in here and then suddenly my schedule changed for work at last minute. I work monday to saturday this week, 11a-8:30p. by the time I get home I'm incredibly tired, But I can't sleep. then I get a random burst of energy, making it harder to sleep. Been surviving at work on vault, and it doesn't help much. I'm afraid of taking a sleep aid in fear of sleeping through my alarm for work >_< Commissions, I am still doing, I promise I'm trying to get to them when I can! Please by patient<3
Theres Life in me I promise! (Update)
Posted 15 years agoFound a place to stay for a little bit right now with my friends Ty ty, Austin, soren and Russ. They're all agreeing to let me stay here with them. It's on a couch but WAY better then on the streets thats for sure! Commissions guys, Wide open. And still working on the last 2 I got to go. Just been crazy lately. Trying to situate my life. Not been the easiest lately. Wish 
and myself luck, as come mid april we're still going to be getting a place!(hopefully!)
and myself luck, as come mid april we're still going to be getting a place!(hopefully!)Hey pony!!!
Posted 15 years agoI CAN HAS BE PART OF PONY SOCIETY?? I wanna be a pony....... OOOH! shetland pony...
<3333
seriously, I'm just bored.
<3333
seriously, I'm just bored.
That stupid shower meme
Posted 15 years agoONLY DOING THIS CAUSE LEONS HAS MY ARM TWISTED BEHIND MY BACK AND HES FORCING ME TO WRITE THIS OUT RIGHT NOW D:<
Kidding... XD
But he did tag me.
1 - Do you shower in the morning or evening?
Morning. Good wake up. but sometimes at night too.
2 - Do you use liquid or bar soap?
Liquid. I hate bar soap. always drys out my skin. >_<
3 - Do you use shampoo and conditioner or just shampoo?
Usually both. Coconut Suave lately cause im poor, XD But I LOVE herbal essence and Aussie<3
4 - Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
Na... Done it once, But usually I do that after I'm out.
5 - Do you shave in the shower?
Jaaa
6 - Do you sing in the shower?
When I'm in a good mood.
7 - Do you use a washcloth?
I use those cheap little poofy balls from wal-mart :D
8 - Do you have a door or a curtain on your shower?
Curtain at the current place im at x3
9 - Have you ever taken a call in the shower?
Actually....Yes. Yes I have. XD I was waiting on a call from Dan I think! LOL!
10 - Have you ever showered in your swimsuit?
Only after being at the beach and I need to clean sand/water off it.
11 - Have you ever showered with a member of the same sex?
Yup. DEZY YOU LESBIAN. But it was only cause we were in a hurry. really had nothing to do with lesbian stuff.
12 - Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
Yessssss<3 I scrub his back, he scrubs mine ^___^
13 - Do you share a bathroom with someone?
Yup, Since I'm living in someone elses' home, I have no choice x3
14 - Do you listen to the radio in the shower?
No..don't have a radio, I use my computer, but only if I'm not taking hot shower, otherwise, the noise from the water is kinda soothing.
15 - Do you wear a shower cap?
Nope. If I'm getting in the shower to just clean my body(which isn't very often) I just put my hair in in a high ponytail or bun, and if it gets a little wet, oh well.
16 - Do you wash behind your ears?
With all the piercings I have had in my ears, yes, it's important to.
17 - Describe your shower in three words.
HAWT UNTS UNTS XD (kidding)
but really, Hot, long,relaxing. (If I have the time to enjoy it)
18 - What one thing would you change about your shower?
That I had my own? lol.
19 - What would make your shower time better for you?
If it weren't lonely most of the time.lol.
20 - What celebrity would you like to shower with?
......? None..?
21 - What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with?
erm....I really don't know XD
22 - What is the one thing you can't do without in your shower? Shampoo. If I at least have that I can clean my hair and body. I can stand cold showers if I have to!
23 - What is the oddest thing that has happened to you in the shower?
Uuuh....I lost pressure? That sucked.
24 - What is the best thing that has happened to you in the shower?
>:3
25 - When was the last time you showered?
Today!!
26 - When are you going to take a shower next?
Sometime tommorrow?
Kidding... XD
But he did tag me.
1 - Do you shower in the morning or evening?
Morning. Good wake up. but sometimes at night too.
2 - Do you use liquid or bar soap?
Liquid. I hate bar soap. always drys out my skin. >_<
3 - Do you use shampoo and conditioner or just shampoo?
Usually both. Coconut Suave lately cause im poor, XD But I LOVE herbal essence and Aussie<3
4 - Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
Na... Done it once, But usually I do that after I'm out.
5 - Do you shave in the shower?
Jaaa
6 - Do you sing in the shower?
When I'm in a good mood.
7 - Do you use a washcloth?
I use those cheap little poofy balls from wal-mart :D
8 - Do you have a door or a curtain on your shower?
Curtain at the current place im at x3
9 - Have you ever taken a call in the shower?
Actually....Yes. Yes I have. XD I was waiting on a call from Dan I think! LOL!
10 - Have you ever showered in your swimsuit?
Only after being at the beach and I need to clean sand/water off it.
11 - Have you ever showered with a member of the same sex?
Yup. DEZY YOU LESBIAN. But it was only cause we were in a hurry. really had nothing to do with lesbian stuff.
12 - Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
Yessssss<3 I scrub his back, he scrubs mine ^___^
13 - Do you share a bathroom with someone?
Yup, Since I'm living in someone elses' home, I have no choice x3
14 - Do you listen to the radio in the shower?
No..don't have a radio, I use my computer, but only if I'm not taking hot shower, otherwise, the noise from the water is kinda soothing.
15 - Do you wear a shower cap?
Nope. If I'm getting in the shower to just clean my body(which isn't very often) I just put my hair in in a high ponytail or bun, and if it gets a little wet, oh well.
16 - Do you wash behind your ears?
With all the piercings I have had in my ears, yes, it's important to.
17 - Describe your shower in three words.
HAWT UNTS UNTS XD (kidding)
but really, Hot, long,relaxing. (If I have the time to enjoy it)
18 - What one thing would you change about your shower?
That I had my own? lol.
19 - What would make your shower time better for you?
If it weren't lonely most of the time.lol.
20 - What celebrity would you like to shower with?
......? None..?
21 - What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with?
erm....I really don't know XD
22 - What is the one thing you can't do without in your shower? Shampoo. If I at least have that I can clean my hair and body. I can stand cold showers if I have to!
23 - What is the oddest thing that has happened to you in the shower?
Uuuh....I lost pressure? That sucked.
24 - What is the best thing that has happened to you in the shower?
>:3
25 - When was the last time you showered?
Today!!
26 - When are you going to take a shower next?
Sometime tommorrow?
Help?
Posted 15 years ago Anyone want to donate to my "help me move into an apartment" fund? I'm currently living with some friends who have been gracious enough to let me stay with them for a couple weeks♥ But I have to come up with some money to help move into a place of my own! I take paypal donations >_<!
And hell , I'm accepting commissions still as well. But damn, My job is working me one day a week.... for 4 hours... I'm not gonna make it on that... I don't want to sound like im begging for money....But I don't know what else to do.
Badges:
Headshot 10$
Busts 15$
full body 17$
commissions (Digital)
1 character $20-$25 (with background) +5 additional characters
Ref sheets $25(Negotiable)
I will do almost anything except Cub porn, scat or watersports.
Again, Anything helps guys, Donations, commissions... >_<!
And hell , I'm accepting commissions still as well. But damn, My job is working me one day a week.... for 4 hours... I'm not gonna make it on that... I don't want to sound like im begging for money....But I don't know what else to do.
Badges:
Headshot 10$
Busts 15$
full body 17$
commissions (Digital)
1 character $20-$25 (with background) +5 additional characters
Ref sheets $25(Negotiable)
I will do almost anything except Cub porn, scat or watersports.
Again, Anything helps guys, Donations, commissions... >_<!
Update on homelessness! (and taking on more commissions!)
Posted 15 years agoSorry if you have been wondering whats up with me! Heres whats going on...
and his mate amy have agreed to let me stay with them for a couple weeks or so... So I'm safe for now ^_^ I will be house hopping, But I am going to try finishing all my commissions (all 3 of them >>) before I leave their place. But I start my first day of work soon, So I don't know how that will effect my ability to work on stuff. I PROMISE I will try my hardest!!! So also, due to my current situation, I am taking commissions, I need all the help I can get at this point. Love to all of you offering me help in this time... I just need to hang in till mid april. Thats when my mate and myself are moving into a place together... Wish me luck everyone!<333
and his mate amy have agreed to let me stay with them for a couple weeks or so... So I'm safe for now ^_^ I will be house hopping, But I am going to try finishing all my commissions (all 3 of them >>) before I leave their place. But I start my first day of work soon, So I don't know how that will effect my ability to work on stuff. I PROMISE I will try my hardest!!! So also, due to my current situation, I am taking commissions, I need all the help I can get at this point. Love to all of you offering me help in this time... I just need to hang in till mid april. Thats when my mate and myself are moving into a place together... Wish me luck everyone!<333Afraid to jump on the mememobile...
Posted 15 years ago[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights(I'm 4'11, I have my reasons.)
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water (ever gotten seaweed wrapped around your ankle???Fuck that)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning(shut up, that shits scary)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places (derp, 4'11, SHOCK sucks. )
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death (I think everyone's scared of this one. I'm more scared of it happening before my time is really up)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling (from heights!)
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls(fuck those lifeless little things...They give me the creeps!)
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists (Never a good experience...)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases (I'm diabetic.)
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty (I've lived in poverty all my life, and I just want to finally get out of it!)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind (As a diabetic artist, this one is easy to understand)
[x] becoming deaf (I'm already partly deaf in one ear >_<!)
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night (Things that go BUMP in the night!!!)
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles (not so much anymore, my mate has helped me with that)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
There, Now everyone on FA knows how to scare me. >>''
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights(I'm 4'11, I have my reasons.)
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water (ever gotten seaweed wrapped around your ankle???Fuck that)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning(shut up, that shits scary)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places (derp, 4'11, SHOCK sucks. )
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death (I think everyone's scared of this one. I'm more scared of it happening before my time is really up)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling (from heights!)
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls(fuck those lifeless little things...They give me the creeps!)
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists (Never a good experience...)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases (I'm diabetic.)
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty (I've lived in poverty all my life, and I just want to finally get out of it!)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind (As a diabetic artist, this one is easy to understand)
[x] becoming deaf (I'm already partly deaf in one ear >_<!)
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night (Things that go BUMP in the night!!!)
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles (not so much anymore, my mate has helped me with that)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
There, Now everyone on FA knows how to scare me. >>''
Emergency homelessness (Please read)
Posted 15 years agoI'm now technically homeless. Understand that commissions must now go on hold for now guys. I'm sorry, Please forgive me and have patience.
Furry Fiesta Over and done...And Now, FWA!
Posted 15 years agoOk FF report time. Had a FRIGGIN BLAST >3<!!!!! Hung with my mate all weekend...Something we've NEVER done before!!!! it was sooooooo nice<3 We partied, Sat in the hot tub and just overall got to relax and enjoy the con together. DRAMA FREE! another first!!!! Man it was awesome! Night time was always the best, The parties were AMAZING!! Skittles! Washington Apples!Now and laters! DUDE RIKKANIS I <3 You for mixing those amazing drinks!!!! I got pretty sloshed XD And this time, I didn't tear any fursuits or accidentally punch a friend in the face LOL! I must say, The PCD SUCKS this time around....But at least I wasn't Baawing my eyes out as badly as last year (First con ever, didn't know what to expect D:) I was prepared a bit... Still teared up when Dan dropped me off though. I will Have a video up maybe Of pictures from this year, as well as a video of the fursuit parade! Thanks for hanging out to those of you who did! It went by way too fast. I didn't want to leave... Y'all are like this big fuzzy family to me X3 I miss everyone already!
Anywhoooooo~
FWA!!!! Whos Going???? My mate and myself are totally gonna be going! Hope to see some of ya'll there. Seriously, Since It's a bigger con, I'm nervous! I went to AKon Dallas, An anime con here, and it had over like 10k people show from what I was told... It was intimidating, Almost never saw the same person twice....The rave was fun though! ANyway... Winding down for the night, thought I'd type this out before I get too tired to think...I have PCD, but at the same time I'm looking forward to next month now >3<! Big con...lots more of you to meet now! If you wanna hang during the con, Note me, and we can meet up at some point!
Anywhoooooo~
FWA!!!! Whos Going???? My mate and myself are totally gonna be going! Hope to see some of ya'll there. Seriously, Since It's a bigger con, I'm nervous! I went to AKon Dallas, An anime con here, and it had over like 10k people show from what I was told... It was intimidating, Almost never saw the same person twice....The rave was fun though! ANyway... Winding down for the night, thought I'd type this out before I get too tired to think...I have PCD, but at the same time I'm looking forward to next month now >3<! Big con...lots more of you to meet now! If you wanna hang during the con, Note me, and we can meet up at some point!
Furry Fiesta today..
Posted 15 years agoFuck, It's 5:30 in the goddamn morning And I have to be up in 2 hours. I won't lie, SOME of the tossing and turning all night was from excitement, But for the most part, My ear has been bothering me. It was THROBBING DX It hurt alot all morning, So suffice to say I haven't gotten any sleep yet. I'm hoping to get a couple hours of sleep right now, that should last me till tonight. We'll see! Throbbing pain has gone away, So I'm hoping I Can sleep. Can't wait to see y'all today. <3333 If you need to contact me in any way for any reason, You'll probably see me in a black shirt with a rasta peace sign on it, and A grey and black bandana with bones and paws all over it! Well that's it for now guys! Also, if you're reading this and do actually need something, I will be checking my FA before I leave today (about 9ish) Note me and I will give you my number. Thats it for updates for now!
Last chance before FF COMMISSIONS!
Posted 15 years agoAt the con I will be taking these commissions too!!! But I am doing Headshot badges for 10 friggin bucks!!! They're cute! They're....Friggin adorable! You DON'T have to be at the con to even get this!Headshots! 10 bucks no matter what!!!!!
I....sold out....D8
Posted 15 years agoJust kidding, I'm still cool.
http://www.formspring.me/UberJu
But you should ask anon questions anyways
DOOO EEEET 8D
http://www.formspring.me/UberJu
But you should ask anon questions anyways
DOOO EEEET 8D
Furry Fiesta!!!!! 8D!
Posted 15 years agoDude, 4 days. Whos ready??????? I KNOW I am! XD!
Current commission list (all the previous ones were done btw)
1.Cubby
Full color digital
sketching....
2.Leons
Full color digital
lineart done
3.RJBlackpaw
Full color
sketching...
Headshot badge
Done!
4.Skyy
Headshot badge
Done!
5.Deimos
headshot badge
Done!
6.Kajitora
Headshot badge
Done!
7. ashmey
Headshot badge
Done!
8.Dhiaul
Full color digital (congrats!)
sketching...
9.Snowy-kun
Ref sheet
sketching...
badge
Done!
10) Jake
Badge for a friend
Sketching
*proud* I got all those headshots done today! (Lineart anyways!) I'm on a roll!!!
Current commission list (all the previous ones were done btw)
1.Cubby
Full color digital
sketching....
2.Leons
Full color digital
lineart done
3.RJBlackpaw
Full color
sketching...
Headshot badge
Done!
4.Skyy
Headshot badge
Done!
5.Deimos
headshot badge
Done!
6.Kajitora
Headshot badge
Done!
7. ashmey
Headshot badge
Done!
8.Dhiaul
Full color digital (congrats!)
sketching...
9.Snowy-kun
Ref sheet
sketching...
badge
Done!
10) Jake
Badge for a friend
Sketching
*proud* I got all those headshots done today! (Lineart anyways!) I'm on a roll!!!
Furry Fiesta meme, and 10$ Badge sale!
Posted 15 years agoOk first off I'd like to announce I am doing 10 Dollar badges, And I will have 10 slots open. Pickups will be at FF. Unless it's digital, Then you get it like, as soon as It's done. I'm doing this so I can feed myself, and pay for my Con Badge. This is right around the corner, And I'm trying to make the extra cash asap! I DID have the cash for this, But well, BILLS kinda happen :< I'd like to note I am still doing my other commissions, Which will still ALL be done by the 14th! So no worries you're not forgotten!
OPEN SLOTS FOR 10$ BADGES! You know you Want one :3
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Anywho~ Onto the FF MEME!
Q: Where are you staying?
A: With my Mate and some friends :>
Q: Where will you be most of the time during the days?
A: Running around glomping fursuiters! DERP! (And dragging Dan with me ;D)
Q: Who will you be with?
A: Erm... Long list will be long.
...... Seriously sorry if I didn't put you on here XD Let me know :3
Q: Do you do free art?
A: quick sketches :3 but I usually want one in return! x3!
Q: Do you do trades?
A: Yep
Q: Do you do commissions?
A: OPEN OPEN OPEN OPEN!
Q: Do you have prints/ CDs ?
A:Nuh uh....Should I? I have nothing worth prints..x3
Q: What suits will you have?
A: I don't own one yet ;-;
Q: What is your gender?
A: I have a vagoo.
Q: How old are you?
A: 21 CHYEEEAAA! :D!
Q: Are you taken?
A: Yes Yes YES! <3
Q: Can I touch you?
A: Hugs only! (thats right, NO Handshakes will be accepted at this time!)
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Yes!
Q: Can I buy you lots of drinks?
A:Like I'd say NO? LOL!
Q: Can I give you lots of money?
A: This is a stupid question. And the answer is yes. Yes you can. I'll draw you pretty arts if you do.
I'd also like to say OKI IT'S TOTALLY ON, YOU'RE GOIN DOWN YOTIE! YEEHAWWW!! LET THE DRINK OFF BEGIN!!
OPEN SLOTS FOR 10$ BADGES! You know you Want one :3
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Anywho~ Onto the FF MEME!
Q: Where are you staying?
A: With my Mate and some friends :>
Q: Where will you be most of the time during the days?
A: Running around glomping fursuiters! DERP! (And dragging Dan with me ;D)
Q: Who will you be with?
A: Erm... Long list will be long.
...... Seriously sorry if I didn't put you on here XD Let me know :3 Q: Do you do free art?
A: quick sketches :3 but I usually want one in return! x3!
Q: Do you do trades?
A: Yep
Q: Do you do commissions?
A: OPEN OPEN OPEN OPEN!
Q: Do you have prints/ CDs ?
A:Nuh uh....Should I? I have nothing worth prints..x3
Q: What suits will you have?
A: I don't own one yet ;-;
Q: What is your gender?
A: I have a vagoo.
Q: How old are you?
A: 21 CHYEEEAAA! :D!
Q: Are you taken?
A: Yes Yes YES! <3
Q: Can I touch you?
A: Hugs only! (thats right, NO Handshakes will be accepted at this time!)
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Yes!
Q: Can I buy you lots of drinks?
A:Like I'd say NO? LOL!
Q: Can I give you lots of money?
A: This is a stupid question. And the answer is yes. Yes you can. I'll draw you pretty arts if you do.
I'd also like to say OKI IT'S TOTALLY ON, YOU'RE GOIN DOWN YOTIE! YEEHAWWW!! LET THE DRINK OFF BEGIN!!
Jumpin the ol' bandwagon... Valentines day meme!
Posted 15 years ago1.Are you single or taken?
Taken!<3
2. Chocolate or flowers?
I haven't gotten either before! So I don't know!
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I hope so..if not we can always celebrate earlier if he's working ^_^
4.Do you like anyone?
DERP
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope ;-;
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
CUDDLES! (I'm a simple girl, I like that kinda stuff ^-^!) You don't have to spend money to enjoy the company of your loved one!
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I've had no reason to....till now.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Don't think so.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Don't you mean tweet about it?!?! XD NO I'm Just kidding... And Yes, I would.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Dunno! Never really thought about it!
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope. Only valentines I used to get were when I Was in school, when we had to pass them out to everyone in class...back in 5th grade..lol.
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
I'm thinkin about it for the next furmeet I go to, since It's on valentines. :)
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Yea! Orange are my favorites! ^-^ But the messages on them these days... "Tweet me"? For real???Ugh..
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
Till now it's basically been like any other day to me.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
Holding hands, kisses, yes, Tonsil checking for the world to see....Eugh, save that for when you're at home!
17. How is your love life?
We're happy<3
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope.
19. How many roses would you want?
I don't know? I don't know the symbolization of roses or what the amount of them you get means..
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
Why wouldn't I? :D<3
<3
Taken!<3
2. Chocolate or flowers?
I haven't gotten either before! So I don't know!
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I hope so..if not we can always celebrate earlier if he's working ^_^
4.Do you like anyone?
DERP
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope ;-;
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
CUDDLES! (I'm a simple girl, I like that kinda stuff ^-^!) You don't have to spend money to enjoy the company of your loved one!
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I've had no reason to....till now.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Don't think so.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Don't you mean tweet about it?!?! XD NO I'm Just kidding... And Yes, I would.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Dunno! Never really thought about it!
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope. Only valentines I used to get were when I Was in school, when we had to pass them out to everyone in class...back in 5th grade..lol.
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
I'm thinkin about it for the next furmeet I go to, since It's on valentines. :)
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Yea! Orange are my favorites! ^-^ But the messages on them these days... "Tweet me"? For real???Ugh..
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
Till now it's basically been like any other day to me.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
Holding hands, kisses, yes, Tonsil checking for the world to see....Eugh, save that for when you're at home!
17. How is your love life?
We're happy<3
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope.
19. How many roses would you want?
I don't know? I don't know the symbolization of roses or what the amount of them you get means..
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
Why wouldn't I? :D<3
<3
One thing after another isn't it???
Posted 15 years agoTo my commissioners:
I apologize, I have to take a break from drawing right now. I pulled something in my side, Dan suspects it's a torn muscle, But right now, I can barely breathe without pain wracking my side to the point where I'm in tears. :< I SHOULD be good to start up again in a couple of days, But I figured I would let you all know. My final due date IS still gonna be the 14th of next month, And I HAVE worked on all your stuff.. I'll update the status on your art on This Journal here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1141461/
So just check up on there. Btw, To any potential commissioners, I am still open... Gotta pay my way for FF Somehow right?? Just need a couple days rest to let this pain subside. Thank you all for your patience with me. Being busy and then THIS situation hasn't made it easy to work on your art all the time, as Much as I wish I could.
I apologize, I have to take a break from drawing right now. I pulled something in my side, Dan suspects it's a torn muscle, But right now, I can barely breathe without pain wracking my side to the point where I'm in tears. :< I SHOULD be good to start up again in a couple of days, But I figured I would let you all know. My final due date IS still gonna be the 14th of next month, And I HAVE worked on all your stuff.. I'll update the status on your art on This Journal here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1141461/
So just check up on there. Btw, To any potential commissioners, I am still open... Gotta pay my way for FF Somehow right?? Just need a couple days rest to let this pain subside. Thank you all for your patience with me. Being busy and then THIS situation hasn't made it easy to work on your art all the time, as Much as I wish I could.
Frustrations with my lineart (OC HELP!) And job situation.
Posted 16 years agoI've been looking at my art, trying to figure out why it looks so terrible compared to sooooo many of the amazing artists out there, And I think I identified part of the problem (With my digital lineart anyways) And it's that my lines come out pixelish or rough looking... I'm using open canvas and Was wondering if anyone could help me and suggest a different tool or technique they use? I use the pencil, I've downsized the airbrush tool to 1.5 and 2.0....I don't know of any ways to improve on that. Maybe my hand is just way to shaky? Any suggestions would be helpful
Commissions - I have to apologize to you guys, I lost my tablet pen for a little while and I was really sweatin it...But I found it so I can keep going!!! My cutoff date to have them ALL finished is Feb 14th! So those of you I owe art from the previous meet, you can guarantee to have it by then ^____^ Thank you all for your patience, I work on these as much as I can, But I have been job searching and it's been a long rough haul. now I have a chance to actually focus on them so it shouldn't take me too much longer!<3 Again I must thank all of you for your patience!
Job situation-
I FINALLY found a job! After a year and a half of searching I got one!!!!! It only took 7 hours of standing in lines and 40 min interview at 6 flags to get it!!! WOOHOO! I'll be working at a place called Johnny rockets milkshakes and fries restaurant. Maybe even at 9.00 an hour! o_o!!!! So I'm excited! I go in for my "Discover" (Orientation) On the 7th, Then training starts the 27th! :D!
To anyone else who is struggling to find a job, I wish you the best of luck, and I hope the clouds open up for you soon. <3
Commissions - I have to apologize to you guys, I lost my tablet pen for a little while and I was really sweatin it...But I found it so I can keep going!!! My cutoff date to have them ALL finished is Feb 14th! So those of you I owe art from the previous meet, you can guarantee to have it by then ^____^ Thank you all for your patience, I work on these as much as I can, But I have been job searching and it's been a long rough haul. now I have a chance to actually focus on them so it shouldn't take me too much longer!<3 Again I must thank all of you for your patience!
Job situation-
I FINALLY found a job! After a year and a half of searching I got one!!!!! It only took 7 hours of standing in lines and 40 min interview at 6 flags to get it!!! WOOHOO! I'll be working at a place called Johnny rockets milkshakes and fries restaurant. Maybe even at 9.00 an hour! o_o!!!! So I'm excited! I go in for my "Discover" (Orientation) On the 7th, Then training starts the 27th! :D!
To anyone else who is struggling to find a job, I wish you the best of luck, and I hope the clouds open up for you soon. <3
Commission Status!
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Lineart finished!
Ref sheet:
Lineart finished!
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Full color couple:
Lineart finished!
Ref sheet:
Lineart finished!
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Furry Fiesta!!!! Dallas Texas feb 19-21st Commission sale!
Posted 16 years agoRoll Caaaaallllll!!!! Ok so who will be there??
Heres the deal! My mate and Myself are taking commissions for FF badges
Badges are 10$ a piece for traditional,15 for Digital!!!!!
Get em now before the sale ends Jan 31st!
Pickups at FF!
Heres the deal! My mate and Myself are taking commissions for FF badges
Badges are 10$ a piece for traditional,15 for Digital!!!!!
Get em now before the sale ends Jan 31st!
Pickups at FF!
2009 meme? Why??? Boredom...
Posted 16 years ago1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Went to a furry con :D!
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
plan to make my life better? Yea I'd say I did :3 Ok ok and I lost SOME weight....
My plan this time is to get drink with my mate, my furbrother and whoever else wants to join us, make our resolutions, and Then see if we can remember them the next day XD!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Um....Not that I know of.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Again, no.thank goodness... ;_;
5. What countries did you visit?
......:<
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
a stable home.
7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Furry Fiesta...More specifically sunday night<3 Met the most wonderful yote by chance that night. ^____^
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting away from michigan and tiny towns, Actually living my life and having new experiences , mostly shared with my mate!
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not finding a job. *sigh*
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I think I got sick like...once? OH And I got stabbed by needles a bunch of times XD
11. What was the best thing you bought?
um...I dunno? Badges for cons for my mate myself and My disfuntional sister?
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Going to go with my friends and mate. All of them have been behind me through everything thats happened!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
A few people. >:\
14. Where did most of your money go?
Bills. neccessities.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Furry Fiesta, and then RCFM!!!<3
16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Ingrid Michaelson - Die Alone
For special reasons :3
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happier ^___^
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner, according to people I've talked to.
c) richer or poorer? Poorer.... *sigh*
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Not sure. Maybe exercise? I think I did alot for other things... Maybe practiced with my art a bit more earlier on.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Being poor?
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it cuddling with my mate, and woke up in his arms :3
21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
OOOOH Yea<3
22. How many one-night stands?
None!
23. What was your favorite internet TV program?
Dunno?
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
No. Hate is a bit of a strong word anyhow.
25. What was the best book you read?
Sadly, I brought none of my books with me from michigan when I moved.... No space >_<!
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Dunno, theres a few I found that I enjoy :)
27. What did you want and get?
Ummm...Is this in relevancy to xmas or just 2009 in general? for 2009 I guess Furry Fiesta? And for xmas, My mate.
28. What did you want and not get?
To meet some online furiends, and Go to oklacon. The only other con besides Furry Fiesta that we actually had time to plan for (furry cons)
29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
Oh that's hard..... Avatar maybe? I don't really know...
30. What did you do on your birthday?
Since it was my 21st and I was visiting with my parents, they took me out to drink at a bar where we were the only ones there on a tuesday night.
31. What is one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Probably having a car and a place of my own....Would have made...ALOT of things MUCH easier.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Me? I don't really follow fashion guidelines... If I like it I wear it!
33. What kept you sane?
My Amazing mate and my closest friends. They took a verbal beating to the ears on many occasions when I needed to rant and get stuff out of my system.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Errrr.... none honestly.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
I can't think of any off the top of my head. It's 4:55am and I'm doing this because im not tired enough to sleep, but too tired to think straight.
36. Who did you miss?
Right now? My mate,my best friend..
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Daaaaaan <3(aka VNP,Fabia, Fabian XD!)
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
To not over worry about stuff and overstress myself... Stuff I already knew, But I had to reenforce those lessons this year all the time.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
For my mate:
"To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream."
My friends:
(guys don't kill me for this XD..it just wouldn't get out of my head..!)
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...
This has been one adventure packed year I've spent with my mate , and all my wonderful friends! Thank you all for making it one year for the memory books! We've all gone through tough times this year... But We all made it through together!
Thank you everyone, And thank YOU my watchers. Without some of your help out there, I wouldn't have been eating at some points LOL! <33333
"I'm looking forward to the new year....Hand in hand , together, looking forward to the future...Not knowing where it's going, But knowing exactly where we want to be.....♥"
Went to a furry con :D!
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
plan to make my life better? Yea I'd say I did :3 Ok ok and I lost SOME weight....
My plan this time is to get drink with my mate, my furbrother and whoever else wants to join us, make our resolutions, and Then see if we can remember them the next day XD!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Um....Not that I know of.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Again, no.thank goodness... ;_;
5. What countries did you visit?
......:<
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
a stable home.
7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Furry Fiesta...More specifically sunday night<3 Met the most wonderful yote by chance that night. ^____^
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting away from michigan and tiny towns, Actually living my life and having new experiences , mostly shared with my mate!
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not finding a job. *sigh*
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I think I got sick like...once? OH And I got stabbed by needles a bunch of times XD
11. What was the best thing you bought?
um...I dunno? Badges for cons for my mate myself and My disfuntional sister?
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Going to go with my friends and mate. All of them have been behind me through everything thats happened!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
A few people. >:\
14. Where did most of your money go?
Bills. neccessities.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Furry Fiesta, and then RCFM!!!<3
16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Ingrid Michaelson - Die Alone
For special reasons :3
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happier ^___^
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner, according to people I've talked to.
c) richer or poorer? Poorer.... *sigh*
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Not sure. Maybe exercise? I think I did alot for other things... Maybe practiced with my art a bit more earlier on.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Being poor?
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it cuddling with my mate, and woke up in his arms :3
21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
OOOOH Yea<3
22. How many one-night stands?
None!
23. What was your favorite internet TV program?
Dunno?
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
No. Hate is a bit of a strong word anyhow.
25. What was the best book you read?
Sadly, I brought none of my books with me from michigan when I moved.... No space >_<!
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Dunno, theres a few I found that I enjoy :)
27. What did you want and get?
Ummm...Is this in relevancy to xmas or just 2009 in general? for 2009 I guess Furry Fiesta? And for xmas, My mate.
28. What did you want and not get?
To meet some online furiends, and Go to oklacon. The only other con besides Furry Fiesta that we actually had time to plan for (furry cons)
29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
Oh that's hard..... Avatar maybe? I don't really know...
30. What did you do on your birthday?
Since it was my 21st and I was visiting with my parents, they took me out to drink at a bar where we were the only ones there on a tuesday night.
31. What is one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Probably having a car and a place of my own....Would have made...ALOT of things MUCH easier.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Me? I don't really follow fashion guidelines... If I like it I wear it!
33. What kept you sane?
My Amazing mate and my closest friends. They took a verbal beating to the ears on many occasions when I needed to rant and get stuff out of my system.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Errrr.... none honestly.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
I can't think of any off the top of my head. It's 4:55am and I'm doing this because im not tired enough to sleep, but too tired to think straight.
36. Who did you miss?
Right now? My mate,my best friend..
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Daaaaaan <3(aka VNP,Fabia, Fabian XD!)
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
To not over worry about stuff and overstress myself... Stuff I already knew, But I had to reenforce those lessons this year all the time.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
For my mate:
"To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream."
My friends:
(guys don't kill me for this XD..it just wouldn't get out of my head..!)
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...
This has been one adventure packed year I've spent with my mate , and all my wonderful friends! Thank you all for making it one year for the memory books! We've all gone through tough times this year... But We all made it through together!
Thank you everyone, And thank YOU my watchers. Without some of your help out there, I wouldn't have been eating at some points LOL! <33333
"I'm looking forward to the new year....Hand in hand , together, looking forward to the future...Not knowing where it's going, But knowing exactly where we want to be.....♥"
Happy holidays!
Posted 16 years agoI'm wishing everyone a happy holiday coming up, may you all be safe, and have fun.
My thoughts are going out to all those I love, Because without all of you, this wouldn't be the same, Nor would it be happy. <3
Send your hopes out to Who is in the Hospital right now, he is recovering , and will hopefully be out for xmas.<3
Love to my mate Whos been there for me these rough past few weeks, and has been my voice of reason. <3 You've made this a truly wonderful holiday season.
My best friend and her mate, Love ya! BEHAVE YOURSELVES! D:< .....Kidding , as if that would ever happen! <3
And Again for Everyone Love you all, You're all in my heart and mind..and brain...and head.....This holiday XD<3333333
My thoughts are going out to all those I love, Because without all of you, this wouldn't be the same, Nor would it be happy. <3
Send your hopes out to
Who is in the Hospital right now, he is recovering , and will hopefully be out for xmas.<3Love to my mate
Whos been there for me these rough past few weeks, and has been my voice of reason. <3 You've made this a truly wonderful holiday season. My best friend
and her mate, Love ya! BEHAVE YOURSELVES! D:< .....Kidding , as if that would ever happen! <3And Again for Everyone Love you all, You're all in my heart and mind..and brain...and head.....This holiday XD<3333333
Ask me questions my Fellow FA'ins
Posted 16 years agoAnything. I'll answer it to the best of my knowledge. :) I have over 300 watchers now , I'd HOPE i get some people doing this.
And when I say anything, I mean it! :)!
And when I say anything, I mean it! :)!
A thanksgiving Journal...
Posted 16 years agoAlot has been thrust upon my plate lately.Dealing with it has been difficult. Re-adjusting to this new life was hard to begin with, being parted with my best friend Jazzkitten(love you!<3) made it no easier. And day before yesterday it became worse. days before a day of thankfulness, and this situation arises.difficult situation to explain, but lets just say, 2 weeks after finding myself what I thought would be a good semi-permanent home, I'm now going to be looking soon , once again. I only hope it's after Christmas. It will be after I get my job, But still. throughout most of my life, I've not settled down in 1 place for more then maybe a year. So why should this feel different? Well, Guess I'm just getting tired of it. Why is it so hard to find a home..? Well That's where the second part of this journal comes in....
Why Am I thankful? Well, I realized That I DO have a home. Not in the physical sense maybe, But it's more important to me then this roof only temporarily covering my head. I can be on the streets, I can be in a mansion, But neither matter to me if not for the greatest love I've been blessed with.Without this love I do not know where this strength now to still carry on would come from.Because of this Love I feel like anything can be accomplished, nothing can stop me..And Because of YOU, Vixens-n-Pizza I feel Invincible, even when it feels like odds are rising against me. Thank you , For being my home, My Love and my Life.
I felt this Poem was appropriate for the occasion
The Human Touch
By: Spencer Michael Free
'Tis the human touch in this world that counts,
The touch of your hand and mine,
Which means far more to the fainting heart
Than shelter, bread and wine;
For shelter is gone when the night is o'er,
And bread lasts only a day
But the touch of the hand and the sound of the voice
Sing on in the soul away.
Jazzkitten(love you!<3) made it no easier. And day before yesterday it became worse. days before a day of thankfulness, and this situation arises.difficult situation to explain, but lets just say, 2 weeks after finding myself what I thought would be a good semi-permanent home, I'm now going to be looking soon , once again. I only hope it's after Christmas. It will be after I get my job, But still. throughout most of my life, I've not settled down in 1 place for more then maybe a year. So why should this feel different? Well, Guess I'm just getting tired of it. Why is it so hard to find a home..? Well That's where the second part of this journal comes in....Why Am I thankful? Well, I realized That I DO have a home. Not in the physical sense maybe, But it's more important to me then this roof only temporarily covering my head. I can be on the streets, I can be in a mansion, But neither matter to me if not for the greatest love I've been blessed with.Without this love I do not know where this strength now to still carry on would come from.Because of this Love I feel like anything can be accomplished, nothing can stop me..And Because of YOU,
Vixens-n-Pizza I feel Invincible, even when it feels like odds are rising against me. Thank you , For being my home, My Love and my Life. I felt this Poem was appropriate for the occasion
The Human Touch
By: Spencer Michael Free
'Tis the human touch in this world that counts,
The touch of your hand and mine,
Which means far more to the fainting heart
Than shelter, bread and wine;
For shelter is gone when the night is o'er,
And bread lasts only a day
But the touch of the hand and the sound of the voice
Sing on in the soul away.
Life lessons, Remember them (A worthwhile read)
Posted 16 years agoThis is Going to be a long one guys.. Hope some of you take the time to read it all. I try remembering most of this speech as often as I can.
(As a side note, There are some small religious views in here, Pay them no mind, I don't. xD)
George Carlin....
Did NOT write this(Some people think he did, but it was by a pastor)...but it still holds true....
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to
you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your
side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember,
to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday
that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
And heres a few more I try living by:
"The words you speak today should be soft, For tomorrow you may have to eat them"
"Do what you want, say what you feel, Cause those who mind, don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours"
(note for this one above, I got it from someone elses blog on myspace, they know who they are<3)
I Live life each day as fully as I can, Thanks to these bits of insight.
Enjoy!<3
(As a side note, There are some small religious views in here, Pay them no mind, I don't. xD)
George Carlin....
Did NOT write this(Some people think he did, but it was by a pastor)...but it still holds true....
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to
you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your
side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember,
to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday
that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
And heres a few more I try living by:
"The words you speak today should be soft, For tomorrow you may have to eat them"
"Do what you want, say what you feel, Cause those who mind, don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours"
(note for this one above, I got it from someone elses blog on myspace, they know who they are<3)
I Live life each day as fully as I can, Thanks to these bits of insight.
Enjoy!<3
Nother freaking update.... (and rant)
Posted 16 years agoWELL FUCKING WHAT??? Had a little trouble recently and was told to leave the place i'm staying at, and that I'm no longer welcome there. I'm guessing it's cause I don't have a Job, but she never came right out and said it... It's not like I didn't try. I tried so many times to get one. I went job searching and filled out applications at EVERY store I could find within reasonable walking distance.....No..Calls. At all. Not even an interview....So wtf? I even tried places like SnagaJob, Monster, And (Don't hurt me) Craigslist. Nothing. Nada. Zip. I tried (and still am) Commissions on here. They only help so much (They DO help though!). They kept my phone alive, and fed me when I had nothing. So I'm grateful for that, Don't get me wrong. And believe me it's not like I don't want a Job. I'm sick and tired of being broke.I'm getting restless and I need to go out and work. I feel useless right now, and being kicked out of the place I'm staying at doesn't help. I feel like I've somehow let myself down for not being able to take care of myself since I've been here...
I want that to change. Now.
A few Furiends have offered me a place to stay, Cubby and His Fiancee Brisbee, and snowykun, And My big brother Dizzie, I'm thankful to them So much, because I would probably be homeless if not for their offers. And as soon as I can, I'm going to start job searching again, Get back on my feet, and Prove I can do this.The only thing that sucks is that I'm going into this broke. I have no money to even help right now with food for letting me stay, No blankets,furniture... nothing. I came here with a few dufflebags of clothes, and some art stuff. That's it. Just wish me luck guys, I'm gonna need it. I just hope this time around I can pull my shit together, and get back on the right track...I'm also really going to miss my best friend Jazzkitten ... Love chuuu..
Plus side... At least I'll be closer to my mate Vixens-n-pizza <3
Somehow, we'll all Pull through this. I know it.
I want that to change. Now.
A few Furiends have offered me a place to stay, Cubby and His Fiancee Brisbee, and
snowykun, And My big brother Dizzie, I'm thankful to them So much, because I would probably be homeless if not for their offers. And as soon as I can, I'm going to start job searching again, Get back on my feet, and Prove I can do this.The only thing that sucks is that I'm going into this broke. I have no money to even help right now with food for letting me stay, No blankets,furniture... nothing. I came here with a few dufflebags of clothes, and some art stuff. That's it. Just wish me luck guys, I'm gonna need it. I just hope this time around I can pull my shit together, and get back on the right track...I'm also really going to miss my best friend Jazzkitten ... Love chuuu.. Plus side... At least I'll be closer to my mate
Vixens-n-pizza <3Somehow, we'll all Pull through this. I know it.
