As the title says it, gonna try do a similar group pic of five of my characters for that Halloween pic I made last year, but in summer theme and the girls in bikini~

Go here for the Poll: http://poal.me/udg0i2

Gonna be opening commissions again at weekend, so anyone who wants a pic are very much welcome to claim a slot.

Gonna take the chance to finish both old commissions and the art raffle before the end of the week.

As the title says, i'm still staying on FA as I don't really have much to worry about as ALL of my characters are over 18+ and if any that happens to be shortstacks then that's because it's their literal species size that SAYS it is their size not because of them looking like a minor with huge boobs and ass as that's not something I support... at all.

Which i'm honestly all up for combating minors in sexual content as that shit is not only gross but also triggering due to some circumstances that happened to a cousin of mine who was touched inappropriately, by a family member no less who is three times her age, and then I get accussed by a scammer who pretending to be police by sending an email telling me i did something to minors and let me tell you this... this shit shook me so damn fucking much that I was actually ready to cry and it nearly took a whole day to calm down once I got confirmed by both my family members AND the police themself that it was fake.

So yeah, I have strong negative feelings when it comes to that crap as not only is it gross and inappropriate to those who are younger, but I honestly can't stand people trying to not only defend that but also the term lolis as that is just another word for minors to me.... Like seriously when I look at that it STILL look like a kid in a sexual content or plot of some anime or shit! you can't convince me otherwise!

So yeah, if any mods that looks at this journal you practically have confirmation that I will never, NEVER dabble in that shit.

it's gross, it's disgusting, it's triggering to people who may have gone through something like that and I hope they got the help they needed

but for the love of god, don't target people or abuse your power on something because you didn't fact check the content first! that's all we hope for!

heyo

just wanted to give some update that I believe to be important enough to write this journal, i'm updating my commission prices.

reason for that is because of several reasons; first off I have become far more confident with my own artwork that i can start aim a little higher and continue to work and improve to deliver my content to those who want to see it and want their personal preference made in my style of artwork. Second is due to bills and food has their prices raised that the regular paycheck i get from my job sometimes doesn't cover the last week or two to keep me from starving... not to mention i've been trying to save money to not only buy new parts or equipment for my computer but also commissioning people who does voice acting to voice some of the characters for my rpg maker game Lost soul.

Not a full on voice acting, more like fire emblem awakening kind of acting when it comes to conversations or greeting a character, enough to make sure the world of the game doesn't feel empty and lifeless.

and third reason is because my family believes I should raise my prices a bit higher, they seen some of the work I done (SFW ones) and was surprise the amount that I make and thought it was a little bit too low due to the fact i'm literally taking a good chunk of my free time, both after work and when i'm free from work to work on commissions that they worry that i'm not getting enough rest so... yeah, you could say this reason is a bit higher importance to me as i don't want to worry my parents, siblings and relatives and safe to say there has been few times I honestly felt drained that it put me off working on comms and that isn't good.

So those are my reasons why, but right now for those still waiting for me to finish your commissions or haven't paid yet, don't worry you still get to pay the old prices as my means of saying sorry for waiting for so long.

I truly hope you guys understand why I had to raise a little and you can find the prices here https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss...../ultrazeta120/ and that you guys don't think less of me because of the circumstances.

I hope you have a great day and wonderful month!

peace!

As the title says, gonna be doing a first time gaming stream on Sunday, gonna even use a veadotube mini for the stream as well to talk. So if interested, go ahead and click the link below to vote which game you wanna see me play for two or three hours!

https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....587742723?s=20

I almost forgot that my Birthday is soon coming up on 28th of April, gonna try and make an animation of sort as celebration of me slowly going to clap some grim reaper ass and hope that I manage to finish it in time and also hoping that my job doesn't sap too much energy either that would prevent me finishing it~!

Also, if anyone feel like making a birthday gift you're very much welcome, but to be honest just a happy birthday on that day is simply enough ^w^;

Haven't done my part of drawing a rabbit girl or someone in a bunny girl suit, so decided to let Riza being the rabbit girl again but me and some peps were debating which was better: Full on bunny suit or straight up pasties?

Made a poll because we can't decide which is better so give me a hand and vote which you like better!

https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....fnteKc4-hZyoCw

Welp, the poll has closed and after counting in DA, FA and twitter here are the results:

1st place: Cotton bell

2nd place: Riza Willowshade

3rd place: Neren the Rogue

Alright, time for some sheep lewdage boys and girls!

So yeah, decided to make a little fun, if not very lewd, adventure game of sort with you guys; featuring three characters that currently are on the poll for you to vote which one you want as the protagonist and help guiding her through whatever choices you make.

But be warned, some choices leaves the character in a bad end scenario and you have limited amount of lives to continue back to the path you started, so when the poll is over and me starting the first image, it is up to you and others to help Riza, Neren or Cotton to get to safety, reach the end goal of their quest and be the winner!

The voting poll is here: https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....58375666778112

[EDIT] Also, in case you don't have a twitter account, just comment below and vote one of the girls you want to be featured!

Well this certainly has been a roller coaster of a year, and by that I mean idiotic morons screwing things up on so many levels that whatever faith in humanity I have left is continuing crumbles away to the point I literally want to be isekai'ed out of this world and not deal with the obvious corruptions, real life problems that nobody is addressing to and instead focusing on shit that's not even real as some sort of bullshit offensive to a bunch of snowflakes and of course the governmnet takes on their side, making things even worse and they don't get even paid or benefits from it either; shooting themself further in the foot for their stupidity.

Honestly ever since I manage to leave Ikea in Mars, I thought I finally manage to get away from the problems but nope, turns out the company I work for is no longer a company that it's core founding value was to help people. Now those asshats care nothing more but about the numbers at the expanse of people's health and safety, cus I found out from my coworker who not only also worked at Ikea but also is an Union representive that there has been three deaths within the working hour of the company and one of them was suicide. Can ya all guess why the poor guy took his own life? That's right, he was in similar position as me and he simply couldn't handle the mental bullying, being manipulated by both managers and asshole bosses, unable to leave the shitty workplace no matter what for so long that he took his own life, his mother of course as natural sued the company for breaking its core value of WHY it was founded in the first place and the union had enough of their shit that there is a literal goddamn war going on between the company bosses and their little manager minions who suck up to them VS the union who has enough of their shit and constantly breathing down their necks.

Guess what, despite the union now watching their every move, the assholes still continue to either defend idiotic managers who are either abusing their status or unable to handle the responsibility, lies and say they come by to have meetings but don't show up the date they said they would and then three weeks later appears after almost no contact either through phone or messages and then act like nothing ever happened. oh and let's not even get to the part of them keep preaching about helping us finding real jobs outside the company and then suddenly vanish and keep no contact for several months once I presented a file that I wrote to present another company of what I do and how long I worked as I WANT to get out of that useless company, so that me and my boss could go over if it looks good or not... And even to this day I STILL have heard NOTHING!

The only saving grace is that I ended up in Benders, basically a facility that make stonework pavements, building blocks and of course, repairing wooden pallets and that's the one I ended up working and so far people over there are pretty chill and helpful, even got to work with some of my former ikea coworkers who also ended up there. The only complaint so far is a manager who not only stresses us up to hurrying repairing the wooden pallets ON A MONDAY when we have an entire week to work on fixing and checking the pallets, goes behind our backs to fix more work and half the time they're not even paid work so we basically doing free labour, the boss placed there from the company keeps defending him and would give people a dirty serial killer look whenever someone talk back to him and complains about either the behaviour of the manager or some of the decision that makes no goddamn sense.

So yeah... Apparently I was naive enough to think the problems were at Ikea but apparently is ALL over Sweden and now I want to get the fuck out of the company and never come back ever again.

Thankfully I already made several plans on how to do it and it's going to start after the new years eve, it ain't going to be easy and probably be disappointed when not getting hired by the places i'm looking for but I won't give up till I finally leave that festering hell hole of a company, that's a promise.

Anyway, on a more positive note.

I'll be working more on lost soul game so hopefully by either near the end of the month of next that I have a decent working demo or a video showcasing what I have made. As for my comic The Moron squad, that too will be worked on as I started it last year on this same week but also i'm going to try finish it goddammit!

Commissions will also be worked on as not only I had to deal with both stress and getting used to my new workplace, but they didn't get worked on that much because of it.

And finally, a very VERY late christmas video that I've been making. Sadly I haven't been able to finish it as I'm not even halfway done due to the amount of frames and work I have to put into... And these are basically static pictures with no animation either! I started working on this two weeks before christmas but no thanks to my job draining so much energy and underestimated the amount of worked needed to put into; I won't be able to finish it on new year eve either... and ya know what? that's fine, I'm going to work on it at my own pace and put in all the work needed to make it good and awesome.

I may not been able to finish it before christmas or new year, but I'm not going to abandoned something that I worked on and call it a day; no sir!

I wished I had more positive things to say but this year has been... a challenge to say the least, I truly wish the next year will be a lot more bearable and that i finally manage to leave the shitty company and never look back.

Happy new year and I hope you have a wonderful day!

So yeah, been in the mood to finally start doing some gaming streaming on Piczel and my good friend D-6alaxy used a veadotube program to do some vtuber like stuff that I'm interested myself of testing out. Although I made a poll to see which one you guys prefer to see and listen to me getting my ass handed in video games so here are the characters so far:

Zeta (Obvious choice since the guy is basically my avatar of short)

Some busty animal girl (Basically a yet to be made anime like girl with animal ears and tail)

Zena (Female version of Zeta and Goddammit Blitz!)

Lulu (May as well use her too since she is so new)

That's the characters so far, go down below on the link and vote which one you want to see as my avatar for the gaming stream XD

Link to the poll: https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....Shj2lOFjewwGGw

As the title says, gonna be doing some let's play with Dark souls 2 Scholar of the first McDonalds and see how it goes.

Not gonna lie, this is entirely new territory i'm entering as I started to learn how to edit videos and recording things so the first few videos may look either strange or weird so that's probably why; inexperience.

Now I have played the vanilla Dark souls 2 with dlc but not the other newer version of it, but I have heard from friends (Who is looking forward to see me suffer) that it has different npc mobs placement and item relocation so...yeah. That's going to be fun dealing with that and hopefully not throw my controller against the wall.

Granted it be a while before I even start working on it and uploading the first video due to still learning and trying to find a better video making program as Shotcut is... not exactly a good program due to the amount of fucking crashes it makes, so gonna be needing a new one if I want to make this work.

Especially since I wanna use chibi version of which of the characters you folk vote for on death counts and expressions depending on the situation that pretty much express my frustration, joy and confusion... especially since I can't find on how to move png images in shotcut without it being in the middle of the damn screen!

Now as for voting certain characters/builds that I go with, down below is the list of them that you can see and vote for which one you rather see me go through the game with. Yes, I WILL only go with these certain builds and not deviate from it and try fight my way from the beginning till the end... even the dlc areas, which makes me groan already of how much ass those certain places are.

I manage to beat the sunken king and ivory king dlc but never manage to beat the iron king dlc because I keep getting confused with the damn level layout and how fucking strong those enemies are that I gave up and went for the final boss of the game instead! hell I don't even know what bosses there are in those level, which is going to make this playthrough even more harder for me!

Anyway, here the link to the poll in case you folks want to vote for character/build you want me to stick with once i finally start working on the let's play: https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....30530092089350

Character/Build

Riza Willowshade (Barbarian version)

Class: Barbarian

Two handed weapons only, either Greatswords, Axes or hammer, so long it is a two handed weapon. only range weaponry are basically throwable items that I loot from enemies or buy from merchant. Armour is going to be either complete naked or gears that fit barbarian looks... So long it isn't making me fat rolling around.

Strength, Adapt and health stat focus.

Taesi Luvidas

Class: Assassin

Dual wielding build with swords only, same from above with throwable items and armour being mostly either dresses or leather armor.

Dexterity, stamina and adapt stat focus.

Marie Duskfall (Hardcore build)

Class: Paladin

Miracle user with hammer and great shield with heavy armour as focus, though probably sacrificing adaptability for more extra dodge roll invincibility against certain mobs and bosses. Not to mention focusing on other stats that grinding for level is going to be a pain in the ass in order to meet certain level requirement for equipment and spells.

Faith, Strength, Health, Stamina and vitality focus.

Kirin the Vileplume

Class: Berserker

Similar to Taesi's build but instead dual wielding axes instead, but at cost of expanding larger amount of stamina in order to swing them.

Strength, Stamina, Adapt and little bit Dexterity focus

(Journal made for none FA users)

I'm not gonna lie, I think this is a very bad idea to ask this but at this moment it's better to get this out of the way and hope I find a decent group to play with. While I have no problem playing with my friend's group with my wizard gal Riza, Dragonborn rogue Neren and a new character Dr Victor the cleric skeleton boi, don't think they're up for this kind of sort of thing with anthro like pokemon or sexual fan service that I literally made.

I'm looking for a pokemon like D&D group to play with that doesn't involve massive amount of Erotic roleplay like sex, extreme fetishes and the likes. I'm honestly looking for a good campaign to play in with my mawile monk warrior and have fun on wacky adventures in anthro like pokemon world.

I know it's probably foolish of me literally asking here, especially in this site (No offense, i have read and heard plenty of horror stories involving in D&D with god awful people that I have yet to experience it so I wouldn't fully know what to expect as I'm more experience dealing with real life people being asses than in game.) of finding a group that respect consent and certain playset of sort considering the nature of what I draw and write, but right now I just honestly want a decent D&D game, make friends and just generally have a good time without some creep or sex crazed lunatic that won't listen to reason/logic or respecting my boundaries of certain things that I'm not comfortable with.

But it's better to start off somewhere and hope for the best of finding people or group that are willing to play that sort of game of D&D (Cus I don't think I'm going to find anyone like that in D&D Beyond forum =_=;) and not do anything but wait for someone to announce looking for players... Which may take forever.

To show off that I'm serious, I already created a character sheet not too long ago so here: https://ddb.ac/characters/87804154/XhuDXh

Granted I am using human variant since I haven't found a homebrew pokemon race yet, so I am gonna try find something in the homebrew section or create one myself.

So anyone that reads this and has or currently forming a group for something of the nature i'm looking for, give me a note and we'll talk in either here or in discord for further details!

Eyupp, Halloween is approaching in couple of weeks at the end of this month so gonna try make bunch of artwork related to one of my favorite holidays of my character dressed up for the spooky month~!

only problem is that I have WAY TOO MANY CHARACTERS! I already asked around and got some suggestions but ultimately I decide to make a list of who I draw so help a toaster out who you want to see for the Halloween!

List of who gets to be drawn for Halloween

- Granite Stone [COMPLETE]

- Marie Duskfall [COMPLETE]

- Frostine Glacier [COMPLETE]

- Kirin the Vileplume [COMPLETE]

- Lapis Azureheart [COMPLETE]

Alright I think that's bout it for character suggestion, look forward till the day of Halloween of these gals!

Hey everyone, not sure if anyone even remotely Remember one of the rpg maker games I made long time ago but i'm here to deliver the news that I'm... Back at working on it again!

However, a lot and I mean A LOT of changes are going to be made for the game, made shorter and less characters with only one main character for you folks to play as. Mostly because I tried to aim high, working on something that was FAR too BIG for one person alone to work at. So instead I will start small, work my way forward and see what changes I can make and what else to improve upon with the current existing assets that I made two years ago.

Now that I'm in a much safer work environment and better people that doesn't sap my bloody energy and will to continue, I can go back to work on Lost Soul without worrying too much about my health and doing it at my own pace without feeling stressed and worn out~

As for the game, can find it here and the post of the first concept art of both the new Main character and the Villain of the game: https://gamejolt.com/games/Lost_soul/407247

It's a short post for now, but hopefully the next time I have a working demo for you all to play with and give me your opinion of what you think of the game and how I can improve further!

See ya next time!

Welp, manage to at least ease the workload of commissions along with finally getting back to my new workplace, far away from the shitty city and the headquarter base for the company I work for due to the bloody storage building was closed for a month on vacation but I'm back!

Anyway, just made a new cover art for whenever I open up commissions slots so you can see it here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48633035/ and tell me what you guys think of it.

Another note I'm opening again at the end of the week Sunday around 12:00 PM in Swedish time so anyone who lives in different time zone who want a pic from me gonna have to look up the different time zone and be ready to nab some slots before they're taken.

That's about it, thanks for taking your time and I hope to see ya all when it's re-opening time~!

Been thinking for several days if i wanna try that out, but unsure how it would go.

What do ya all think? Should i wing it and see how it turns out?

Nothing serious or any news for something, just a genuine curiousity of which of the Eevee sisters that I made you like the most? Vote through here http://poal.me/9qkmlb

In case you don't know who they are, go to the link here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46519665/

Alright, made a poll for which of the three eevee girls you want as the main protagonist for the Dead space pokemon story!

https://twitter.com/UZeta120/status.....50050955902976

Ever since I left that toxic work environment my health, both physically and mentally, have gotten a hell of a lot better and my thoughts have gone back to one of my old stories that pretty much brought me toward making lewd fanfics for fun... Before i started making bunch that never got finished due to desperately trying to find some outlet to escape my shitty situation months back.

But now that things have gotten better, been thinking of going back writing Dead space and pokemon crossovers again.

Though I'm probably going to write in the titan sprawl like I did with Red and blue dead space story, but there are still a lot of things I'm uncertain of and right now writing this Journal so that I can get ideas, suggestions and discuss various stuff that I could potentially put in the story, to get a proper image before I start anything.

Here goes:

-Should it only focus on one character or try make it left 4 dead style with four characters?

-Should it be straight up combat and survival or do you all want me to go back lewding the characters for fun?

-Should this crossover story have other sci-fie games also be included for added flavours?

-Should the focus be on the Eevee's again or change it?

And that's pretty much it, I'll await for response and can't wait to discuss this~!

Welp, for once I got some positive news to share that not only I manage to leave Ikea and the base down in the city like three weeks ago, but I'm now permanently working at my new workplace in my old hometown working with not only with my little brother but three people that I used to work at my first workplace and ikea that I got so well along! Not only that but holy fucking shit the people at the storage building is WAY MORE NICER, FRIENDLIER AND HELPFUL!!

Not only that but I'm also forklift certified so that means there is no way in hell they wanna give me away back to those awful people in case they want me back as they need truck drivers in the storage building XD

So yeah, all that is left is getting a driver license for a motorbike and it should be good to go for a while till I get a proper driving license later in the years, because I have no idea if all the good things that are currently happening right now is going to last. Cus at my first workplace and ikea, things went very well for like a year or a year and a half in those two places before shit went to hell. So i'm kind of worried if that trope is going to happen again in the future because of shitty decisions by bosses that made the places I used to work at not fun.

So yeah, planning ahead to make sure what happened in Ikea DOES NOT HAPPEN AGAIN and try leave the shitty company that seems to catter to assholes and manipulating snakes that is slowly being filled.

Anyway, tomorrow me, my parents and brother are leaving for a vacation trip for two weeks down in Portugal and this time I'm prepared! Bought a new laptop as my old one went to shit, downloaded most of the important stuff needed to draw, chat and play games so that I can still work on Commissions and personal artwork while away. Granted it is probably slow progress of uploading artwork is mostly due to moving around all day with my family visiting shops, beaches and other activities that takes quite amount of time away.

And now for future plans and projects I wanna indulge in now that I'm no longer in that toxic work environment that I can FINALLY focus without any distractions!

{Stories}

So far I haven't been working on writing much due to fighting and waiting to get out of that shitty place that caused nothing but misery to both my health and psyche, but now that I'm far away from that shit I can go back focusing on writing some of the stories that I began.

Like the Resident Grim Forest, Umbreal Necroticia, Mawile in Termina and perhaps more when my creativity comes back again during vacation as everything I did to get myself out of there certainly drained me so I hope the trip down will help rejuvenate my drive once more.

{Comics]

Yeah I'm going back to continue working on the Moron squad as it honestly hit a roadblock no thanks to the asshats at Ikea zapping my energy and health away.

But there are other shorter comics that aren't going to be like a long adventure like The Moron Squad is going to be, mostly one shots comedy that either has nothing to do with my main comic or straight up hentai comic for lols.

{Animations}

Same with comics it also been hit by a roadblock of bullshittery by sorry excuses of human beings but already I have some ideas for actual movie like animations with some of my characters doing something, not gonna spoil what it is you just have to be patient.

My only gripe with this is finding a good place to post animated videos that isn't Youtube considering how shitty they are treating animators these days.

{Commissions}

Yeah this is practically i'm more ashamed off as I let quite number of people waiting, so I'm going straight back working all of the ones that are currently waiting. Nothing much else to say other than I'm so frickin sorry for the long wait, but personal life and shitty work situation got in the way so it is completely out of my hands back then but now it SHOULD be much more better than it ever was!

{Games}

I talked about before that I use RPG Maker MV to create games and so far me and two other friends are currently working on a H game of my version of the Deku Princess in Termina, so far we manage to get some sketchwork and ideas along with some sprites but due to personal life for us three it sorta slowed down, but with vacation approaching it should be a good time to go back working on it and create a working demo for you all to play on!

And that's pretty much what I can think off my future plans are going to be.

I truly hope that now things are going toward a much better direction than it ever was when still kept as a prisoner at Ikea, that I can finally be given a chance to expand and learn with my artwork, animation and game making without distractions.

I hope you all have a wonderful summer and vacation, Take care!

So after coming back home from work, guess what? still no internet so I had enough and called the company, of course had to go through couple of stuff in order to get the right line of help and when I finally got contact with the caller... I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND A GODDAMN THING!!

I could barely understand what they were saying as they sounded like a garbled robot trying to speak swedish, not only that but those asshat hung on me as well when I tried to ask or say I didn't understand what they were even saying! Pissed off even when they sent a message asking me if I still have problem go to their website that clearly needs internet and a mobile phone isn't exactly the best when handling such things... From my experience.

So with nothing else to lose I just walked over to my router, restarted it and waited... Turns out THAT DID THE JOB! Now I have internet back! all because i didn't bother to restart the router mostly because this happened before and I was without internet for 9 fucking days, even restarting the damn router didn't work back then.

But still, the sheer amount of uselessness the company was is just ridiculous!

Greeeeeaaaaat...

Woke up recently to find out my internet is gone, goddammit.

Ok, gonna head for work soon as it's way too early to call the company so gonna let them fix whatever issue that they seem to have and when i come home and see it's still the same; then i'm immediately calling those assholes.

Hell yeah! They finally, FINALLY FIXED MY INTERNET!

My GOD did it take forever for them finally move their asses to look at WHAT exactly is wrong! Turns out it was the station that fucked up not my neighbors or some random guy digging around and accidently cutting the wires but those fucking assholes didn't even bother checking if ALL of the cables are fixed or connected and I was without internet for 9 bloody days!

But the wait is no more! I'm back and I got literally so many damn pics that's gonna take a while to upload ALL OF THEM! so please be patient while I do my best to provide what I made during blackout.