im sorry for not drawing the things u requested. I try and try but ends up terrible somethings ii just cant draw... You r probbly r all mad at me. So im apologizing for my laziness and carelessness. Im sorry...

Just got back from a week campout. Most of it was fun. We all canoed but it rained for 3 days and water level rose 6 feet -_- Also everyone got food poisoning and now i think its got to me by now D:

i really need him... T_T

i wonder why people dont comment on my art anymore. Oh i know becuz im a pathetic excuse of a furry... -_-

Im getting a job probably somewhere at the mall. Soon as i get money then im getting myself a professional camera. Once I get the camera im going to open an account that only shows pictures. During the summer make sure to look out for me as FoFostudios haha i know it sounds cheesey but it will work.

Ok... so as of right now im tired. I just got done with an intense ultimate frisbee game. But sadly my team lost 15-11 but it was fun haha. Well alot has happened this month. I got a bass guitar and i enjoy playing it :) my friend gave it to me since she doesnt play it anymore, i was like "aww thank you besty" and she is my besty :) also made a new best friend. Hes pretty kewl cuz hes like my style just that he has real piercings and i dont hes prolly going to help me get angel and snake bites YAY!!!!!!

pretty much im gay and like almost everyone knows. but there is one thing wrong, almost 98% of the gays where i live hate my fucking guts for i dont know what reason, it just doesnt make any sense at all. can anyone think of something that might of pissed them off cuz i cant.

Last weekend i saw monty python and the holy grail for the first time in my life. It is right next to the hangover for me cuz it was so damn funny XD

I have lost contact with most of my furiends. I really want to talk with you guys /: i miss you guys... Plz send me a phone number or msn if you have one or if you want to but if you live in a different country dont txt just msn.

Now time for updates of my life but i guess nobody will care /: but bleh =P Im now a MMA junky, i like ufc and fighting types of sportz. Im planning to get training fur MMA cuz its awesome =D And also i turned completly gay so yeah i like men now X3 I dont care for girls anymore. Im going to be joining an ultimate frisbee league this year fur school and its going to be awesome! Im going to take a P.E. Class called personal development which involves lifting weights and running all the time. So next year ill probably be buff XD Im growing my hair back out so that i can get it styled the right way. So yeah updates, alot of updates :)

Requests:

 phantomstar in progress

 furrywriter in progress

if yoy want a request then comment or leave a note with refs for chars and ill do my best ^.^

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Just a heads up for furs who watch me and like my art. I might be moving accounts since my name was lazily made DX So keep your eyes out for a journal saying that i moves. And yes i will still be drawing and making requests.

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Friend(s):

 catboyalex

Mate:
 thumbtak

Im now opening request for the first time, so if anyone has a request please comment below this journal and leave details about your fursona or character.

God i need to tell everyone why im annoying. I have adhd (fml) Basically my adhd has made me lose some friends in the past and i didnt know why i was annoying until i was the bus home from a couple of months ago and i was hyper as usual, a girl asked me if i had adhd and i told her i had adhd. Then she said "no wonder youre so annoying" it broke my heart and just excluded myself trying so hard not to cry. I dont want my adhd in my way but constantly is. Im annoying yet i care about others (sometimes myself but mostly others) and i want you to know that im always here to talk about any problems.

Im going to draw so many things tonight hoping to get 5 or more drawings done might get some uploaded tonight the rest maybe tomorrow. Plz comment on them or it would be a waste of my time! Jk but comments will make me happy.

Im going to be editing my gallery so im going to remove some worthless and meaningless pictures (like those human pics) so be saying goodbye to some of my stuff.

I wouldve thought 10 or more people would comment on my last journal, but 7 comment :( o well at least there are some watchers still watching. And if you are watching me and didnt leave a comment plz do becuz i would appreciate it alot :)

Im just curious on how many furries are still actually watching. If you are still watching me plz leave a comment. :)

I want to be on a boat mother fucker! XD

Lay down
And take a deep breath
No you will not drown
It will be just fine
You won't feel a thing

Close your eyes
Hold your breath
As you get deeper and deeper

Feel around for the exit
Just give it some time
Because you need to give it time
It might seem that this is hurting
But it won't be anything

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Please leave a comment and check out new art i uploaded

There are just people that inspire me to do the things i do, like draw and get into the music industry.

 1988wolf  draystynfoxy  hikaru62541  nagato-kit  naota-daemon  oblivionelyakiti  nanokun  vasory88

Thank you guys so much for inspiring me to keep up my work.

i know that the day didn't start out as i planned (read previous journal) But i just want to say happy thanksgiving to all my friends and watchers. And my love  Thumbtak

everytime i become really good friends with someone, they start thinking that im really annoying or they just get bored of me. I can never make really good or close friends unless they come to me which is very unlikely to happen because im not good enough. I know some people care about me but most people dont. I dont know why they dont, but they just dont really. And when they have a rough time I say that im here for them. That means i really care and they mean alot to me. But i just have this feeling that nobody really cares.

Its hard to believe you
But i can never come back
Something is inside of me

Let it be told
That there is nothing left
But can anybody believe you

The lies you told
The tricks you pulled
Has gone way to far
You have used me
Youve hurt me
Now let me be
Just go away

Nowhere to go
No way to run
You are trapped
By your own actions

I was having an artist block for 2 months. OMFG! AN ARTIST BLOCK?! But now I'm back to draw my stuff and hopefully post it really soon.

Yea every six weeks i get my hair trimmed. But im going to change my hair color to black. First im going to use a temporary color just to see how i like it. Hopefully i will like it, then i will go black permenatly.

So it was homecoming weekend, and it was the best. At the parade me and my friends were pelted with candy by children in grade school. After that we had fun playing ultimate frisbee (best sport ever) then we went to the game for our high skool. The next day was the dance and i took a good friend of mine. My family took us to this restaurant called michaels. I had a shrimp fest and it was rly good. we went to the dance after that. it was a blast!