Sorry to be a downer and stuff but my Grandma just past away last night. Just letting everyone know as I probably wont be very talkative for a bit and probably wont be active much this week.

Hello all
So one of my best friends started up a twitch channel and I told him I would give him a shout out. He's mostly just looking to have fun and chat more than anything. I think hes been playing star citizen, Apex, and League.

He is NOT A FURRY so dont expect him to know anything about the fandom. Hes pretty chill about furs though so no worries. Just act respectfully, no lewd stuff is all I ask guys, ok thanks~ lol
I go by Khroy there if you feel the need to mention me. I ask if you guys not mention my art or account or anything like that as I'm not looking for the attention and the unwanted annoyance that could come from it. Just keep it clean please ;3
https://m.twitch.tv/chopstalk/profile

I might be on sometimes to show how much I suck at league just fyi ^^;

Let the smashing begin!

Happy thanksgiving to all from Rosa and me x3

So anyone excited about the preseason changes? This be my first real one so I'm not sure what to expect but it seems like the changes are mostly positive. Asking some others though and they seem mixed on it.

So who is excited for worlds this year for league of legends
I've only been really playing for a couple months now so I suck lol but my friend has informed me of the craziness this year.

So Rosa and I have been talking and we came up with a little fun idea we are going to try out. So what we was thinking is that we would create and play a role-playing game together and I would post sketches of the events that transpire. Rosa would play a character and would be the GM. As of right now it will be of a fantasy setting. Rosa is making her character and I'm developing the world atm. Its very much still a work in process but I thought I would let you guys know as we are having fun with it and we are getting excited x3

Has anyone else have a hard time with it. Just having genuine chats. I've only have found maybe a couple of people I can actually talk to here that doesnt devolve into some hidden agenda (this can be many different things btw sadly). Has anyone else have experiences like this all the time or is it just me. idk

And all I will say it leaves in contemplating on exactly how it makes me feel. Hmmm

Have a happy Thanksgiving everyone.
Hope that everyone can get thier fill today ;3

So I'm just going to go out and say it. One of my life time best friends tried to commit suicide last night. He's ok at the moment so no need to worry and his at a hospital. He basically tried to overdose on meds. And to be honest that's probably why he tried this. I've seen his mood switch in an instant when he is on them. I hate them. They don't help him at all. But yesterday he just started to text us goodbyes. At first you think it's a joke and personally at one point I went through denial that he didn't even sent it. But after I got my head on straight I started to call my other friends to figure out what was happening. No one know. I drove to his house to get to him and found an ambulance already there. I was terrified pulling up. It instantly turns real. Like as I said I didn't believe it or I didn't want to. I was the first to get there so i was going in blind. But as I said they had him stable and everything so he's safe now at least.

Idk what I'm doing at the moment. I can't even go see him now until Thursday. There's only a 1 hour visit time and I'm working the others. I guess I should just go back to same old same old and be positive and hopeful. Sorta just put it on the back burner till Thursday. Really I should be happy about this. He life was basically saved when you think about it. I should be thankful so I will be

To lighten up the mood I was working on something I found quite funny and was totally random. I might post it tomorrow b/c as I said I think I should keep going forward and stay positive.

Thanks for the vent x3

Hey guys
Had to take a little break for a couple of months to get a couple of personal things straight. Sorry for not much of a warning but this wasn't really a plan of mine, it just sorta happened that way. Nothing really bad happened though. Just a lot of time consuming things I had to get done one after another. All this started to happened once I started to get burnt out on some things so it just was a perfect storm sorta thing.

So Ill be back now :3 and will be uploading some things once I get to it. Still sorta not totally ready to be back as in I might not be able to respond much on discord or here but I see what I can do.

AND please none of the hounding me for things lol I wont respond to it anymore so ;P

So I'm back to working on the comic again and was wondering if you guys would like to see them as I finish a page or keep a couple back and do a couple at a time?

Birthday!

Now I em not getting on anyone in particular, and don't think I'm mad at this or anything. I just want to get a couple things straight before it actually does. So if anyone would look at my gallery, they would see that I do requests on occasion. And you could probably guess that I have more in the works. All in all it doesn't bother me to do requests. I do like doing them.

There is a point that I'm about to reach though that will make me stop this altogether. Its the constant hounding for me to finish them. I work on requests on my free time. I'm not going devote all of my time on them I'm sorry but I'm not. I have a ton of projects of my own to work on. I'm not just going to be an art slave. All my requests are favors that I do for free. When I constantly get asked for them it only takes away my drive to work on them. It takes every bit of the enjoyment out of it. Its stop being a favor and turns into orders and I'm frankly em getting tired of it. And just think, that i get a lot of people doing this at the same exact time. Everytime I post something I go through this. Like I get the why isn't mine done and how dare you work on stuff for yourself. This is going to stop, or I will just start taking back the offers.

From now on all new request are closed. If you ask for one it will be a no. Now that being said, all of this doesn't apply to my friends. You guys don't worry about this stuff. I enjoy the request and gifts I do for my friends and that's not going to change.


*update* I would like to add that there has been requesters that were a delight to work with and none of this had to do with you guys.

So who's all getting excited for the new edition of 40k?

I'm now back from my Disney trip. It was my first time there and it was a blast. Rosa had been trying to get me to go for years and it was almost as fun to just see the smile on her face just that I went x3 The week flew by tbh, I guess thats just how it goes but it feels good to be home and omg it was hot.

Wow it's been a pretty busy week for me. As I said earlier I had some of my help at work just walk out on me so I basically had to pick up the slack. Basically haven't had a day off since the 11th and been doing 10hr long shifts so it's easy to say I'm wiped out lol. Though there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I start my vacation tomorrow xD and Rosa and I are going to Disney for a week. Hooray! Although this does mean another week of me not doing much art. But once I get back I plan on jumping right back into it and getting stuff out

Also I've probably have missed a few things, more than usual lol so I'm probably out of the loop if anything has happened this week. Hope everyone has been doing good X3

So I've been a little busy so I haven't got to do much digital stuff lately. So I thought about posting a hyper booty pic I did for someone back on dA as it's all colored and stuffs and well I seen something that reminded me about it ;3 It isnt furry so I haven't posted it but if you guess would like to see I can give it post.

So a long story short, I lost some help at work and I might not be as active with art as much. It doesn't really bother me tbh. The reason? Heheh I'm going to Disney World next friday. XD so I only have to deal with it a couple more days.

So em I the only here that's out of the loop. Why em I seeing so much Wendy's art lately lol I em confused

Ok ill just put all that behind me now x3 I'm vented out a bit.

Be uploading another Lacey pic today btw after I get off from work ^^

I'm feeling better.
Just felt like I had to get that off my chest. Idk I was sorta moody yesterday for some reason. I'm a cancer so the moods will hit me from time to time xP Rosa calls it my monthly man period lol

I guess I should really clarify that I wasn't really talking about getting new friends particular, although that's totally welcome x3, no it was more that I was I guess expecting more of a community of sorts. Really felt like even though I would try to come into it, I could never break through. Idk what I was expecting tbh xP lol but being social on the net is something that I'm a noob at. I thought I would try to change that. Its just didn't really work out. I'll still keep pressing on on it. It might change one day x3

Now the fake frIend for free stuff will probably happen for a long time to me and I except that. I don't get my hopes up when new people talk to me most the times anymore when a get a new note and I wish that wasn't the case but it will probable not be someone that genuinely wants to talk. Probably a 10 to 1 chance type of thing. I dare say 20 to 1. But that's just how it goes and its nothing new. I used to get burnt-out b/c of it. Most of the reason I used to disappear back in the day for months but now it's just normal and it doesn't really get to me like it once did.

Meh just more venting I guess lol but im fine really x3 I might have a pic done by the end of the day if everything works out. Something based on a little rp thing Rosa and I had a little bit ago about lacey my new renamon character. Something small but something I felt like doing and Its a plus when I can make her blush about it >:3

Meh. I'm just a little salty at the moment.
Been trying to be more social around here lately and to be honest it hasn't really worked much. I don't know, just feels like I get ignore most if not all of the time if I try to interact with anyone -_-...

Probably my fault as I was totally antisocial for the longest time. Probably still em idk. I don't know if I'm just sounding stupid or inerrant or whatever really. I em starting to notice that just b/c I'm a guy is a lot of times a factor. That annoys me a good bit. I'm really just trying to make friends but I can see the responses and its obvious. Not that it's there fault it's there freedom to do whatever. Just makes it feel like it pointless just b/c of what I em and I get pre judged for it is what gets to me.

And when I think I have found a new friend it just turns into me getting peddled for art. It really makes me feel like crap when this happens. And really don't think that I don't know what's going on. Now I have some true friends here that I love doing art for. So this doesn't apply to you guys. There is a real difference of me being your friends and doing things for you b/c we are friends and I enjoy doing it, than someone only trying to manipulate me into giving the free stuff.

I do have a couple real friends here and I appreciate you all very much. X3 And I do have Rosa to depend on every day..... Although she is at a stupid work thing that she doesn't want to be at at the moment and for some reason I couldn't go b/c her works stupid and is probably why Im a bit more lonely and salty than normal. XP

So I don't have so much news this time. Had my power go out yesterday till this morning so it's safe to say I didn't get much done with anything that's has to do with my computer. You can thank a gigantic tree that's in front of my neighborhood for that x/ but I made the most of it and got a lot of sketching done on a little Zel sequence I have been messing with on and off the past week or so. It's just a scenario to work out her fluff a little bit. It was a nice little day though tbh. Rosa and I just stayed on the couch most of the day. I sketched, she played on her phone stuck to a little solar powered changer lol