So, I would love to have an anime, video game, animation, and/or some kind of media about Drakos at some point, but I sadly don't know anything about making any of it. I wanted to reach out and see if there was anyone who knew how to make any such media and would be willing to have me and friends who are also Otherkin from Drakos help. We can give ideas based on what we know and remember about it, as well as voice act, especially if they add our Drakonian selves in whatever they make. Of course, I would also be willing to help in other ways if I am able.

Sorry it's been a while since I posted a journal, but I haven't really had much to talk about. Life's been pretty boring, with me mostly playing video games and resting.

Because it's been boring, though, I wanted to try reaching out to see if anyone would be willing to do stuff with me, heh. Whether that would be talking, gaming, mirror dwelling in VRChat, and/or even roleplaying macro scenarios with me being the small one, heh.

In terms of gaming, I mostly play VRChat and MMO's lately, including Wizard101 and Warframe.

Well, I just realized it's been almost a year since my last journal here, lol. Whoops. Figured I might as well post an update on how things have been since then.

In some ways, not a lot has changed. I still play a lot of video games and watch anime, heh. Mostly been in VRChat and playing Warframe.

In other ways, though, a lot has changed. I'm still recovering from a stroke I had back in May. I'm doing alright for the most part, but my right leg, foot, and ankle are still not working like they used to.

I'm also trying to open up more and overcome my anxiety and loneliness. One way I'm thinking of doing that is making a Discord group, and maybe even one in other platforms if I'm able. I'm even considering maybe opening it up to more than just friends and seeing how big it can get and maybe how many new friends I can get through it.

Well, I'm back from Anthrcon and definitely have post con depression, heh. I loved being able to meet online friends offline and hanging out with them, not to mention some of the panels and other con things, but now I have to go back to "normal", lol.

As the title says, I'm hoping to try again and find a voice acting gig. I've been using a female voice for...reasons (lol) in VRChat, and friends have told me it's really good, so I'd love to try putting it to good use. I'll also try to expand my voice list and see what else I might be able to do and other roles I can try to fill.

So, I notice that when I take photos and show them off, including screenshots and here on FA, I tend to get a good number of people complimenting how well I took said photos/screenshots. It's making me wonder if I should maybe take up photography as a career. Whether it be wedding photographer, something related to taking pics in VRChat somehow, etc. I'm not sure. It's just a thought right now, and I wanted to see if anyone had any opinions or even suggestions on where to start with such an idea.

So, I completely forgot to post a journal here, but I got a ticket to Anthrocon! I'm really excited as it'll be my first one as well as my second irl con (been to 2 Furalities online). I also happen to know a couple of people going there already. ^^

If anyone else is going, though, please let me know! I'd love to try and meet up with others irl! Maybe even try and find a roommate, lol.

So, for a long time, I've loved to doodle here and there and have tried many times to get in to drawing. I usually gave up quickly, but decided to get myself a drawing tablet to try and learn digital instead of traditional. Two main reasons are that it's easier to erase mistakes (at least in my opinion) and it's definitely easier to upload to FA. So, sometime soon after it arrives, expect some drawings of mine being posted if only to show what I'm capable of currently.

So, I was reminded in my last journal that making a demo reel could help me potentially find voice acting gigs. Of course, I never did anything like that before, and haven't even gotten my feet wet for voice acting, but I made a very basic one and posted it on YouTube, lol. Wanted to show it off here in case anyone was interested.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sA8c5drnWk

So, yeah, as the title says: I'm thinking about maybe trying my hand at voice acting if I ever get the chance. A few of my friends on Discord and VRChat agree that I'm quite good at different voices, and I even notice my voice change on its own sometimes, so I think I have a good chance at it. Of course, though, I have no idea where I would even find such an opportunity at this point, lol.

Well, as the title says, I’ve been considering transitioning from male to female. I sadly can’t do much irl currently, as I honestly feel like my family would not approve. However, I have been doing a “pseudo transition” online, especially in VRChat. Using female avatars, making my voice more feminine, and even making a new account with the name I plan on using should I transition enough irl someday (after moving out of course). So far, I honestly really enjoy it, and have had others say they agree it might actually be a good thing for me. ^^ It’s certainly at the point where the female avatars are more comfortable than the male ones, heh.

Well, I'm 30, but still sadly living with my parents. I'm hoping to find a way to move out someday, and maybe find people to move in with. I love the idea of a found family, especially if one member of said found family ends up being more someday, lol. If anyone knows someone looking for a housemate, I'd love to hear about it and maybe talk to them about specifics and how likely it might be.

Well, it's Pride Month now, so I want to wish everyone a good one! ^^

First off, I want to say I'm glad that you a few of you seemed to love Raikou, my newest character. Currently, though, I'm thinking of actually making Sukotto, the kitsune, my main fursona again, with Raikou being a form of his. Possibly even his main form for the time being. There's also another form of his I will most likely upload soon of him as a Demon Lord, which I think is something I want to continue with down the road. That'll definitely include roleplays, so I'll most likely roleplay as a demon lord bunny/fallen god in upcoming rp's, lol.

Like the title says. I'm considering the idea of maybe finding a roleplay master, heh. I can be a straight up servant, apprentice, bodyguard, etc. Of course, I won't listen to just anyone, so they'll have to be one worth following and calling master. Also, I wouldn't mind if we sometimes switched roles on occasion, heh. Or if I become their apprentice, maybe I can also teach THEM a few things, if there's anything I actually know about that they don't. ^^ Again, this is just a thought I've been considering. Not necessarily serious, but not something I think I would mind if the right one came along.

Yep. As the title says, it's my 30th birthday today. As usual, I have no real plans and doubt anything interesting will happen, but that's just how things usually are for this day each year.

As the title says, I'd love to one day find a group of people I feel like I belong in/with. I have a few friends, yes, but I do see them as individual friends overall, not a group per se. Of course, one problem I tend to have in searching for such a group is my lone wolf nature. Well, that, and being an introvert. I don't like people in general, or hanging out with those I don't know. I love my alone time, but I'm also tired of it. I hate the contradictions.

Well, I've been feeling lonely lately, and would love more people to talk to. I'm open to talking through notes, on Discord, or even in VRChat if anyone plays.

So, as you guys might have noticed, I mentioned in my last journal how I was considering moving to Ohio, despite the memes and everything. However, after more consideration, I'm starting to look elsewhere. So far, I'm leaning towards Conroe, Texas. However, I'm open to suggestions others might have, as I'm still not 100% sure. Plus, it's not like I can move anywhere right away anyway, as I have no money or even vehicle.

So, for personal reasons (feel free to ask), I've been considering moving to Ohio someday. Specifically, Dayton, Ohio. I've even been looking at jobs in the area that offer relocation assistance and remote jobs to help me get the money and freedom to travel. I've also been looking at apartments and houses in that area and they look incredible. ^^ If anyone is/knows someone from that area, I'd love to know! It might be nice to make some friends there before actually getting there.

Figured I'd reach out here and see if anyone else played Final Fantasy XIV. I'm currently playing on Jenova in the Aether data center, and would love more people to play with or even just talk to about the game with. Oh, and do be warned that my current character is newer and therefore can't do a WHOLE lot of content yet, heh.

Not sure if anyone plays it, but I'd love to have more friends to hang out in VRChat with. ^^ Especially if they have any macro avatars, hehe. Do keep in mind, though, that I usually just hang out in chill/hangout worlds as I love to just relax and hang out with people on there.

So, I'm honestly thinking of retiring Sukotto as a fursona (at least a main one). I know it's sudden, as I just thought of this today, but I also feel it's something I should do. Of course, I'll need a replacement, and maybe a picture down the line if I get the money for a commission, heh. Anyway, I already have an idea for what his replacement would be. Here's what I'm thinking so far:

Name: Kir'tune (Kir pronounced like the first part of Kira)
Species: A hybrid between a dragon and kitsune
Appearance: Western dragon with white scales, black angelic wings and 5 fox tails instead of a dragon tail. Mostly anthro but can be feral.
Abilities: Size changing and magic, especially light and dark magic
Loves: Growing and watching others grow, exploring, hanging out with friends, fighting, and video games

Anything else is a work in progress currently, but feel free to ask questions, or just say how you feel about him so far. ^^

So, I've been thinking of getting back in to World of Warcraft and Pokemon GO, and I would love to play with others, or at least friend them and talk to them about them, heh. Keep in mind, that I'm still using the free trial for WoW, but I really do think I'll sub again soon. I just need to know what server and type of character to devote the time to, lol. Oh, and I prefer to be Horde.

I know I've tried this before, but figured I might as well try again. I still love going in VRChat to hang out with others, but I admit I would love to try and hang out with more people if possible. Be warned that I do prefer being in private chill/hangout worlds and would prefer to know if others are coming, due to anxiety.