I will no longer be active here, follow me on  12am !!!

I will not check on this account after this week

if you have any questions, please ask below

just a bit of an update on some new things I will be doing, things that will happen, and new features.


- First things first, I will be keeping commissions open from now on, until I make an update to close them. I'm in need of money for rent rn, and soon to be my phone bill. Too many bills and not enough money to actually pay for them isn't a good thing..

- Work schedule!
Gonna be doing two to three pictures a day, one if my tablet isn't working well. And I will now have an actual schedule for days I work and days for breaks. Here it is..

Sun-Mon: Free Days/No work
Tues-Thurs: 5pm-11pm
Fri-Sat: 4pm-12pm

- Black List.
Kind of serious thing. So its pretty much who I'm going to avoid having commission me, or buy things from me.
here is my blacklist
If you are on my blacklist, the reason why is stated next to your username.

- Comic stuff!
I'm getting a few characters made, or bought, here and there to become characters in my new comic. I also have a contest going rn for it! Right here
I have two characters for the comic right now and a small bit of the story.

- Streams.
I want to try doing more streams, maybe even PWYW streams too, to get more money for important things. (Like freaking rent, bills, and food)


thats all I know of thats new and updated so,,,'

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

I'm going to have to do 2 drawings a day now, so I can get things done faster
so a stream is in order
(tho I'll try and do more then 4 drawings during it)


Air time: 2-3pm or 4-5pm
Duration: 4-5 hours
Stream Link: Picarto
Working on: YCH's and commissions
Freebies: no
Requests: no
In Stream Commissions: not this time

Music: ON
Mic: Off

Any Breaks:
Yes, I have to walk the dog, get food, deal with my nephew, and pee


so hope to see you all there!

that I will do 1 drawing a day.

Be it a commission, a YCH, a gift, or personal (which I post personal on my main acct)


I'v just realized tho, that if I do more then 1 a day, I run out the next and don't want to draw anymore for like a week

How that sound to you guys?

someone just sent me $27???????

WHO ARE YOU
WHY

I checked all of the YCH and none of the ppl buying are paying that much?? Like what??

I'm so confused
what do I do

help

too much going on lately but I'm here! I'm back!

I'm gonna ty and post more on here, but it'll be shaking for a week or two

Couple updates???

I might be getting my surgery in a couple months, if we can turn in my paperwork this coming tuesday, and if I can have that happen, we can figure out why I'm always in pain, and solve the issue as quick as possible!

also Happy New Years everyone! I spent it alone and kinda sick ( drinking an old thing koolaide was not a good idea tbh ) but I'm a bit better now, tho still have some tummy issues

I had a lovely christmas too, got a shirt, a wood carving, and all four of the FNAF games!


Hw have you guys been? Miss me?

I'm taking till the 5th of January and then I'll be working on owed work & posting commissions.

I needed this break and I'm not as stressed since I took it, thankfully
Thank you guys for understanding and dealing with all this btw


If you have any questions or concerns, please note me about them and I will get right to you
If anyone wants to see my current to do list, its right here

I hope you all had great holidays!

if you've ordered a commission from me & it still isn't done or hasn't been posted, please read this

I an putting commissions on hold at the moment bc of a couple reasons.
Mostly art block, and stress, but also because I want to try
and work on a couple things for myself for a couple days?

If thats fine? Just so I can get the juices flowing again & then I will work on commissions.
Just right now the commissions keep turning out like blobs or the anatomy in't good or it just looks like crap tbh

I hope thats okay with you guys?



If you have any questions or concerns, please NOTE me

working on ref sheet

https://picarto.tv/paIesmoke

BEFORE YOU GO PLEASE READ THE RULES


-- 1 person at a time
-- I'll be doing cute silly headshots only
-- 1 per person
-- no complicated characters please
-- I'll let you know when to send a ref over
// usually I'll say START & the first to send a ref gets the next headshot so


Have fun ^u^

https://picarto.tv/paIesmoke

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on much but I'm back!

I just wanted to let you guys know that I'll be kind of busy? these coming days, trying to study for my GED and also take time out for myself and my health. Which hasn't been all that great these past few weeks tbh

If I have time, I'll be doing a stream tomorrow night, or afternoon, but if I don't its probably because I'm busy with paperwork for the hospital and all that. // If I get my paperwork in tomorrow, we can hopefully set a date for my surgery!

So to those wondering about commissions and all that, I am here to let you know that I will be opening them around the end of the month (again) maybe sooner if I get the current ones done faster.

My to do list is right here >> http://sta.sh/0dde2a4ews1
If anyone is curious on how much I have to do

also just a little note, you guys should all watch these too dummies

 ech00 (makes GREAT art, really sweet, and awesome to talk too)
 summertime (makes AWESOME youtube videos, like you guys should really check them out// here>> https://www.youtube.com/user/kyleispurrfect )

seriously, these guys are really awesome

no stream today guys.. I'm really sorry

I'm in a lot of pain right now & have a pounding headache which got worse after my nap..


um I got some news I guess??

I got a call from social security and I'll have an appointment with a mental specialist soon, they'll call me to tell me the date. So.. I don''t really know how to feel about it?? but I'm kind of happy? I can finally know that its not just me imagining all of this..
I know I probably have anxiety & depression but.. who knows

um well.. oh yeah I remember

I quit taking my meds (birth control // which were used for pain control) because they weren't helping all that much & I was tired of paying $12 for something that barely worked.
So my pain is a little more noticeable now, where it used to be around 6-7's, its now around 8-9's in the pain meter. I'l taking advil for it, which only helps for a little while, but I also have some midol & such if I can't handle it anymore..

I'm uh.. I'm turning my paper work in this friday, so I can talk to those one doctors about the surgery I'm gonna have (to check if I have this one disorder) so I'm really happy that'll get done..

I think I'm just gonna watch tv or nap most of today.. I'm really not feeling the best tbh

commissions are officially closed for this month.. I will complete what I have, draw more for myself, and relax. I might not post on this account much during this month, unless its just a commission, but mainly I will post on for all of my personal stuff

on another note, I might not be open for commissions during this month, but I will be open for YCH's, art trades, adopts, and request streams (though not all streams will be request streams).

I still need to make money for my phone bill (around $90 a month usually), and extra for food & other things that might happen for this month (and pet food probs) so thats why I'll have the other stuff open


anyways, how was everyone's Halloween/Samhain?

All we did was sit at home and watch a movie bc it was practically storming last night

alriht you know what

screw it

I'm saving for a fursuit



no clue what I'm gonna do once I get it but still

time to treat myself


tho it might take a while to save... and I need to find a maker because NO WAY IN HELL am I good enough to make a fursuit, let alone a fursuit head

STILL GONNA DO IT THO

so from now on I won't post any personal art on here but I will keep it active and use this for commissions, YCHs, auctions, adopts and the like

I just want a place for just me so


here's me

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/12am/

yaaaaayyyyy

Only taking up to 5 slots from here & 5 from deviantart

--Prices--
http://palesmokecommissions.weebly.com/

Either fill out a form on the site and email it to me
or
note me on here.

either works, I don't want forms commented bc then they're easier to lose

LET ME KNOW IF YOU EMAIL ME PLEASE

--SLOTS--
1.  ECH00
2. lezane on DA
3.  Sekahi Holding slot //3 simple drawing
4.
5.



these will be the last actually commissions I will take for a while bc I want to do more personal art after this.


The money raised or gathered will be used to help me pay for my medication

and I'm deciding to start using it again



I deleted everything that was on there, and unwatched old dead accounts or ones I didn't care for anymore, and now I'm uploading some of my work

It'll be a personal account on FA so no commission work or arttrades, just me and my art


you can watch it if you want, just be warned I might post mature (gore/death/vent) stuff on there

www.furaffinity.net/user/12am/

yup

//btw still gonna use this one for all my stuff but thats a more personal account

After this month I won't be taking anymore commissions. For a long while.


-Why?

Well I need to stop stressing, too much going on to stress about already and I don't need more to worry about. I'm having a lot of medical issues right now and it effects me in a lot of ways. It won't stop with just a shot, or some meds or a good nights rest.

I need to have a surgery to diagnose it, get rid of it, and even when its gone.. there's a huge chance it could come back within two years, maybe less if I'm not lucky..


-What will you do then?

I'll be drawing on my free time, stuff for myself only. Maybe an arttrade here an there, but no commissions.

I'm also going to pick up photography again. I used to do it a lot and want to get back into doing so. I won't be stuck here in a chair drawing all the time (I know I can go draw outside but I can't on my laptop// to wet outside for traditional usually)

I'll be able to go out and see things, focus on walking and exercise, which'll help my medical problem too.

I just want to do things for myself now, because I'm tired of throwing my life and time away to accommodate others. I took so long to go to the doctor bc I didn't want to bother people about it or take their time & I might suffer more from doing so.. I need to make room for myself from now on.

I will always be nice and talk to you guys, post things on here (both photos and art) but will think more about myself and such. I hope you guys understand.