literally sick and tired of this website and its bullshit staff and bullshit users and ive been putting up with it for a while but after this shit that recently went down
ive seriously had it
this is vile and i refuse to be apart of any site that just lets this shit fly
maybe when fa staff isnt total garbage ill come back but its not like thats ever going to happen
i really really encourage everyone to just boycott this website just leave and find another site to use because fa really doesnt deserve any recognition

you can still see my art if youre really that interested and you can talk to me on my blog im p sure its linked on my page so yea

bye

edit: decided to make a weasyl. https://www.weasyl.com/~vafurous

cool

it keeps telling me i have a submission in my messages but theres nothing there
its been like this for days
and its
really annoying

this environment is toxic and ive had multiple friends chased off this site very recently
i have a hard time trusting anyone here
but idk i always have thoughts about leaving and i never go through with them

so ive been going around picking fights with cis people that think their version of cisphobia is real

this is my true calling
i feel alive

i hate cis people
and if you think im being mean then you are part of the reason why

cis people have privilege that trans people will never have
transphobia is a very real and very serious problem resulting in thousands of deaths
trans people have every right to hate cis people
to be afraid of them or wary of them
saying "i hate trans people" is transphobia
but a trans person saying "i hate cis people" is just a means of venting against the cis oppressors that make trans peoples lives a living hell
cis peoples definition of "cisphobia" is wrong and disgusting and they try to equate it to transphobia when they are not even on the same level at all
cisphobia does not result in murder and tragedy
transphobia does

do not be that person that says "but we're not ALL like that" because you are not helping
we know not all cis people are like that
but as a whole cis people are responsible for a lot of trans peoples suffering
so dont get offended
dont cry "cisphobia!!"
dont be a jerk
and dont blame us for just trying to feel comfortable

ive been feeling extra sad lately
gonna try and schedule a doctors appointment and talk to them about how ive been feeling and hopefully maybe get on antidepressants?? ive never had meds for depression before but i hope it would help
cant live every day like this

i gained like ten watchers over the course of a day or two and im still baffled about it
so uh
welcome and stuff
im vade and i like to draw
i wanted to remind everyone that im always open for commissions!! theyre fairly cheap and would really help my living situation among other things
my price sheet is featured so its up for all to see and i typically get them done within a few days
so uh,, yea thank you

what the hell are you guys doing
thank you tho omg,,,

im no longer sick
and i start break tomorrow so ill have plenty of time to draw yeeee
thank you to those who commission me or at least spread the word
i know im not the greatest artist ever or even close to that so it means a lot when you choose me to draw stuff for you like it really helps with not just my finances but,, my self-esteem too lmao
thank you very very much (´∀｀)♡

i never thought i would have to specifically say this but due to a recent event i guess i do
this mostly applies to my fursona but please dont put any of my characters in sexual situations
im fine with virtually anything else but nsfw art is a no
i hold my characters very close and i see my fursona as myself so seeing him in sexual situations really weirds me out and im not comfortable with it so unless i give you the okay for some special reason then please dont

moving on

to those who have commissioned me: im sorry its taken me a bit to get it done
it usually doesnt take me more than a two or three days but i have been stressing with college essays and i just recently got over terrible swollen tonsils so i will likely have finished products up tomorrow evening

thank you

ive never been more depressed after reading something than i have after reading oyasumi punpun

and its not even over yet

（´＿｀）

and i suppose i sort of want to rant about the turnout
in honor of the event i went to the rudder tower on a&m campus
the GSA club there was holding a candle lighting to honor the trans deaths this year and while it was very moving and powerful
i still cant help but be disappointed
of the 50-60 that normally show up for the GSA meetings
only 20 or so people were there
what hurt the most is that not a single person in MY GSA club at blinn showed up either
even my best friend and roommate opted out
i encouraged everyone to go to the event for about a week

i really dont care if they had to change plans for something else
this is more important
i know the majority of the people that didnt go would have opted out of work or studying to go to a standard meeting so why didnt they do that for this??
and my club knows how important the day was for me

all in all i enjoyed it but would have enjoyed it more if people didnt continue to treat the "t" in "lgbt" like it doesnt exist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

hey guys
so im a college boy whos super low on cash
i would really like to have money for more food and better clothes and christmas gifts for friends
i also want to see my boyfriend sometime early next year and that will be costly
so i updated my price sheet
most of the prices are relatively the same with a few dollars tacked on so its not a huge change i just wanted something more professional looking
i would really appreciate it if you bought some of my art! but if you cant i would also appreciate it if you spread the word about my commissions

thank you for reading

ill put all my effort into commissions when i get some but other than that i probably wont spend time on any other art or anything
idk
thank you for putting up with me

why am i alive

im gonna try and breed a shiny scraggy but i need it to have an adamant nature soooo the mother/ditto needs an adamant nature too

ヽ(´～｀；）

thank you all

it probably wont be for a while but
first person to send me a screenshot of my page at 1000 views gets a free art ohhhh shit

get to it lads

trying my best to push forth my price sheet for commissions
would be nice if any of yall could spread the word as i am a poor college boy （*´▽｀*）

i need to get my bearings together
also im failing all my classes pretty much
cause im an idiot
so no time to draw really

if i promised i would draw you something and still havent done it, im sorry
youll have to wait a bit longer

dont know when ill be back
but im sorry for the inconvenience

bye

the angriest ive ever been
goodbye

my buddy  battleaxekind is doing commissions at a discount
shes a great artist and a good friend so if anyone reads my journal at all it would be awesome if you could check out her page or at least spread the word yeh??? YEH

(also she drew me this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11799133/ and its the best thing ever SERIOUSLY)

i was considering doing a "ask me anything" thing to celebrate b ut who rly wants to know about me or my characters or anything

and by cold i mean
under 75 degrees
ahh texas

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5127277/ so this person is doin requests and they got hella good art
you should check em out