#1 rule in life Have Fun

Things in my family are strange. When bad stuff happens we tend to ignore the problem and just not speak of it. Well sometimes there are terrible, terrible consequences that occur from that school of thought.... The moral of the story is if there is something wrong tell your family! Because keeping silent due to embarrassment is just foolish.

Yeah so I'm back into playing video games, its amusing for now :p

sad again, no one to talk to and some say its my fault, and some say its not I dunno I try very hard, and it all turns to dust in my hands.

actually I'm not angry, just lonely cause I gots no one to talk to at the moment... 6.6

Ah I'm so confused XD but at least I feel better... Much better... May be that fortune cookie was right and things are going to turn around for me ^^ *knocks on wood* XD

Ok I have been trying to entertain someone for quite some time now and I'm sick of failing, so I'm just giving up... I really should learn to just shut my god damned F#cking trap! and stop bugging people...

Well merry christmas

Maybe its my missing wisdom teeth being uncomfortable, or maybe its the painkillers, or maybe its the holidays, but I'm feeling sad and lonely today...

I'm very tired today ^^

Ok back from having my teeth pulled, but the antibiotics made me vomit, and reopened all the wounds x.x

Ha well I'm back, and so far a lil groggy, but functional see you all later today ^^

Tomorrow I'm going to have my wisdom teeth out... and I walked all over hell and creation in the freezing rain to make sure I have a ride for tomorrow... Well my friends please wish me luck, and I'll see you on the other side.

ok so its going to cost pennies shy of 1500 dollars to have my wisdom teeth pulled <.<

Ok so to pay to have my wisdom teeth out I've picked up another job... nothing glamorous, just washing dishes... it sucks so much :p

Ah well despite my poor mood lately it seems some things have been falling into place, an old friend came back from Europe after two years of not talking to him, and I sold a coin for almost six times what I spent on it so I have good reason to cheer up. ^__^

Ok my jaw hurts causing a domino effect, its putting me in a bad mood and that puts my friends in a bad mood and makes them stop talking to me... Well of course that makes me lonely and puts me in an even worse mood... I just want to take a hammer and knock my wisdom teeth out myself! >.<

So I went to a party instead of hang out with the friends that blew me off. :p

I had plans to hang out with my friends tonight, play around in the tropical storm and stuff, but they never showed up <.<

Impacted wisdom teeth hurt x.x

Ok so today started out like any other day.... except the city toed my roommates car over a 25 dollar parking ticket because its the biggest tourist day of the year here in newport and the city wanted the parking for the out of towners... it gets better half way home from the impound lot the car dies and I have to push it into an illegal spot so it can be towed again and I can pay another 150 dollars to have it taken out of an impound lot! >.<

Ok So I have pushed every one I like to talk to away, and now I'm lonely, when I realized I was pushing friends away I tried to fix things but it was to little to late u.u

Ok so I got the iphone... its camera isn't the greatest, but I'm using it to take pictures of my home town Newport R.I.

With out FA I didn't know where to turn to look at paw pic... Art to look at art! XD

Feeling kinda down now...