Okay, so many agree with this.... 2013 sucked!! D:<

Yeah, it was a pain for many, lots of good furs I've known losing their loved ones and all, and many people I've witness had lost their values in such a harsh manner. This (and many other events) had left several stings to my heart. I myself am at least recovering from the aftermath of what would've been the last ever year, but because of what happened instead reminded me of something: HUMANS CAN'T PREDICT SHIT!!

Now here's something ironic: My blue wolf Syrus is a babysitter behind his quadruped partner's back, but the awkward part is that I barely had any artwork drawn based on that. I myself IRL however, felt like the caretaker of a few people in my life; many friends I tried stopping from suicide, tried comforting those that didn't have paragraph-bellowing friends that do better, even to those that gave me hell (or at least tried to XD)!! What more of a pain is figuring out how to keep these fellas from getting into MORE trouble... thanks to me. The real enemies I've gone through have become alot MORE spiteful then I expected, that I had to fake a nervous breakdown announcement just so everyone doesn't get involved and suffer the same fate! It was disgusting!! More disgusting than some brat threatening my reputation (and my life?) because I wouldn't be the third wheel of a fake relationship! Guh, where do I find these people!!? @.<

Ah well, a few bright sides to this was a few successful plans, and got to meet/reunite with some awesome fellas when things looked bleak. But the persistence of making sure that happen I suppose did it, just one of my only good qualities. I DO feel ashamed that my cousin backed me up a few times, even spot of good new house to go when I got booted out this lady's apartment, who I expected to for a LONG time due to her brother's meddling. It's even more screwy when I was allowed to stay an extra month because I payed the security deposit, and the jerk STILL tries to get me booted off. FFS The guy was kicked out once before because it was fun picking a fight with his nephew over a phone that not even HIS!! But ummm...



About this new place.. I'm rather nervous about it. For one, I was told that the original payment was 600 bucks... 2 months late. Why, WHY, did I have to wait so long to hear this!? With that being said, I mostly remained broke for the last couple of months due to the "overdue" payment, and what's even MORE ridiculous I had to pay an extra hundred for cable/Ethernet use, which is ALSO mentioned late! Look, if I have payment I owe then whatever, but holy crap PLEASE just tell me this the first month, the first week, put mother fluffin' sticky notes or something do this ESPECIALLY if I'm borrowing change for holiday gifts!! D:

Bleh, as of now everything is payed up until another $600 of rent is owed next month, and I'm a hundred bucks poorer than before. Hope that this month breezes by fast because I'm really nervous about what to happen, and I hope that everyone will do much better here on 2014. Err umm... yeah that's it, later.

Is it even appropriate to post the new year resolutions WHEN the new year comes? I'm asking cause I haven't a clue. XD

Anywho, I'll be busy with the countdown for tonight, but I'm still up for some no-holds barred questioning and whatnot. So ask away!

Phew, so now that Rudolph Groping Day is over (or at least in the states) I get to only worry about mother nature making an ice block of my broke ass! XD

My recap to this year's Ax-moss all I had this year were clothes... GOOD!! I did alot better as the Santa anyway; got for some of my friends, some for the fam, even flipped the bird (both metaphorically and literally) to this one fella givin' me shit about an Ex-miss gift for a Jewish boy. I didn't need the excuse though. >.>

There were custom-made cards (mostly thanks to Pixiv), a wiggling pig, some rat-mobile (couldn't afford a license plate though), something else sent via mail, gifts that 35-year olds are too squeamish to hear for some reason, some home-made heart tags for the twins and a couple of furry pics scattered throughout this dimension!

I really was kind of dodging away from so much chatting to everyone mostly to fix all of this holiday mayhem (also falling asleep on the desktops at times), or just shortly I was busy. But It's fine now and I just need an excuse to guzzle down this table wine during that menacing countdown.

Keep warm and careful with the candycane, later.


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Also current icon is originally from a pic from with some Lunapic tweaking. <3

(Stolen from  OzzieKitSkunk)

STEP ONE

~ Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered ... whatever you're comfortable with) to your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for Lady and the Tramp on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new plasma TV house!") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

~ If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

~ Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal so that the holiday joy will spread!

STEP TWO

~ Surf around your friends list, your friends' friends list, or just random journals (since ya can only.find them manually) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

~ If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a (still valid) gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do eeet!

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1. A Nintendo 3DS

2. The book "King and King"

3. An art/author slave or some commission money

4.  The book "Bambi: Life in the woods"

5. A butt load of computer RAM

6. A PlayStation 3 (or 4)

7. Mongoose mountain bike

8. A Bad Dragon toy

9. A metallic chastity cage

10. A big Eeyore plush


Willing to accept used stuff (unless it's burnt or smells of eggplants), so you can email me for mailing address to mail the thingies. All of them on the pages are active too.

As said before, this is not mandatory or anything. Ya don't have to go all out if you don't wanna.

Afternoon y'all! Hope Nightmare Night wasn't too chaotic! But then again, if there wasn't a screening of the Saw movie series or Equestria Girls, then I'm sure many of you fuzzies are still alive.

Mine was surprisingly good actually. It's not really often that I do anything big for my twin sisters, so the last bits of October was grand personally. I managed to get them costumes; both different colored princess dresses, though the bad part about it is that the only reason I was able to afford them is because a kickass party store was doing an out-of-business sale. The ooooooonly good reason go to a certain part of the Bronx and it's gone!

Oh well, bright side is that I get to trick-or-treat with the girls. Though what surprised me is where we went, I was taken to literally the whitest neighborhood in Brooklyn!! Aaaaaaand they were nice.... most of them... *phew* But yeah, the girls were cute and well-behaved, I got to see cool-looking costumes (FRIGGIN' MINECRAFT!!!) and I got a big haul this year. I wore this skunk costume which nobody minded, but I'm sure heads would've rolled if they knew what it really was. Oh and here's a Parental Bonus for ya, I managed to update these kiddy tablets yesterday, putting games and some music from their Fresh Beat Band! Their favorite singers, and I see why, it's like Backstreet Boys for tots!!


At Halloween night I managed to take pics somewhere downtown since I missed this so-called parade. Have a look:

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Aside that, been doing alot of errands and slumping about the postings, sorry. Thanks everyone for the favorites and watchings as of late!

After many years saying the same thing, I finally managed to put my views about furries.... kinda. I was doing a late-night rant about horrible TV shows and decided to put my own views about "Where does the Brony and Furry hate come from?" and YES they connect to the subject. But remember: They are still two different teams.

I haven't got to edited it yet so I mostly mumble like friggin' Popeye and the voice recorder makes me sound more dorkier than I really do sound. Hell, I would sound like Brian Griffin and the recorder makes me sounds like Chris! It's THAT bad! But other than that, it's good.

The one thing I can think of is... where to post it? It's almost an hour long and I still might have to edit like crazy, though I might need someone's opinion on it. If anyone have any interest on it or some advise I welcome it.






..... or you can tell me what plans y'all have for Halloween, I might go trick-or-treating with the twins but my costume might be WAY too daring!!

Due to a promise I did for two friends and the inspiration from people's life decisions, I have a list of crazy things to yap about. The following journals are gonna either be some harsh ravings, horribly explained movie reviews, or just plain "gone too far" compare to what usually comes out of my mind. This "warning" is in case someone starts sending notes or emails about what TMI means (again).

Buuuut if anything y'all can ask me anything, notes or emails are fine too.

... wait is that the title? Errr anywho, this cat I fed some of my dinner tgat one night shows up again on the front door... 3 times. It could be just a coincidence because I left him at this field bench, but when he found me again he follows me inside until the the house owner shoos him away.
It doesn't seem like much, but to me there's this deeper feeling of Deja vu surrounding me, not sure why...

I shit y'all not, this literally just happened an hour ago.

I was taken to my cousin's house to get dinner, but had to pack it up and take it with me because of their complications. When I head home I realized that I left my house keys on the bed, but I lied to my cousin and said that I have 'em with me so he won't get stressed out even further (seriously that volume @n@). After being dropped off, I just walked a few blocks to the nearest restaurant to ask for a plastic fork, then walked back up.

Since this large park was literally steps away from the house I decided to sit at the bench ad made sure to not be seen (wide open soccer field or not, I know this is no public spot for night time), and since the house owner haven't came back yet and turned off his phone, I just have to eat dinner while I wait for him.

Eventually I started ranting quietly about things while the phone was almost dead, then all of a sudden a black cat showed up. It was cold and the fella was hungry, and even started nibbling on my spaghetti and at least one meatball. I just let the fella eat while I ate my rice, but then this guy came back and I had to go. With two paper plates covering the rice, I just place one down the lower bench, put some spaghetti on it for him and left, wishing the cat good luck with tonight.

An event like this is so rare for me, I can imagine a similar one happening only a decade later. Oh and don't worry, the cook doesn't use onions nor garlic in his cooking.

Apparently, I really don't know jack about deities in greek mythology. I had to search over and over about the gods and goddesses of chaos, and so far I just get Loki and Eris. I already know them, and there's more to it than just them but just why, WHY are the names of others (like their respective offspring) are barely confirmed!? How deep must one go? D:<

Is there anyone that can help me with this? What's the actual family tree of chaos-making deities? o.o;

Huh, I didn't even mention not one name at that last journal yet I still got hate mail from it outside here. Dafuq!
Bleh, a friend though just berated me because of how long it was for me to just say the important stuff:

Give credit where credit is due.
Don't be a dick to strangers. Sometimes you'll encounter that person, and ya don't wanna be chased around a mile like if you stayed with your psycho ex(es).
In case things go chaotic, learn what a Tab or an I.O.U. is before time.
And lastly, learn to say thanks. Just do it, THIRD GRADE IS OVER YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

With that being said I will get better myself and try not to shy away when something goes wrong. Now for life updates that are worth a watcher's read this time! Yay!

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You know that scary looming feeling where you left overdue things piled up for so long that it's ready to burst like a pandora's box and destroy everything in it's wake? I forgot the name of that similar effect. But I do remember it's been almost 5 years since I've done actual stuff on a desktop. Time to dust a few cobwebs off of stuff while I still have free time. ^^;


Glad that summer's over so I don't have to worry about my heat sensitivity, because I'm all settled to this new place. After many hours of testing with this Wireless Adapter I finally have this computer online. DESTOP FINALLY ONLINE OMG YUS!! So after these years wasting time avoiding (one of) my whole bloodline's fall to corruption and stupidity (those that are alive at least), I finally got time to restore what I can and continue from where I left off.


There's some old stuff I was trying to do after 6 years but almost nothing was posted aside commissions from others, and I guess this is relevant to my watchers so here's the announcement about that.


~ A 7-yead old story project (working name KAKUMEI) is still in the works, though I might need an alternate method aside writing a story because of how scattered every bit of info is. Oddly enough this whole thing was before I knew Blazblue and the Persona series even existed. While I know they are not the first games to have dream/virtual world or tyrannical "magic" hoarders, they still are active and popular games that the main story isn't really based off on. Some ideas for the parodic side to the story does tempt me though...

~ Most lemons are scrapped; one of them being a rip-off of that one scene of Lady and the Tramp and not a very good one. A personal one I made (it's in the gallery) was going to be rewritten, but I might not do it. The person/entity that is based off of one of the main characters is presumably dead, so rewriting an adult story of that character feels extremely disrespectful now. ;.;

~ A co-worker to a collab story is currently MIA, so with too little info the story is on hiatus.

~ Holiday ideas are still on my head, just dunno how to write them right.




Okay, will get to posting and fixing the front page to nearly ALL of the sites I go to. All is welcome to comment/note/tweet/IM if desired, later.

So, I guess the weekend was just one of those Bi-polar coaster rides (dammit Kat) and sadly, it as familiar as it can get.

See, this one sane lady that's legally my step-mom had this idea of doing a block party in the neighborhood and it was cool, but in the last few hours of preparing somebody screwed up to get the permission of such a thing, so we had a not-so big BBQ. Kay. Now, the party finally happened at Saturday, and it results was her having to scold some kid with a ridiculous attitude and everyone barely saying thanks while someone tries calling her out of her parenting skills because the last hour of the party is her drinking with that hater's kids... forgetting that those "kids" are on their fuckin' 20s!!! It could be just because of family, but the fact that I was babysitting the twins when the sunset hit just gave me this ugly feeling in my stomach.... and my mind.

Aside that, it was good, but disappointing to see the same person break out a crazy good baby shower and turn it into an ACTUAL party gets little to no credability! And while I sound like a cunt from saying the following, but this whole mess reminds me of the furries I've been with. Now, how so say this...

The primary years, the  nyfurs meets were organized, fun, and insanely populated. When you look at the old journals and see the numbers, it's exactly what ya see. I mean granted that New York is big but it was still astonishing for me at the time. I know I don't talk much in the meets, but I figured most things I would say were either boring or so very dated. But it was fun... The first few years. It's not actually the meets nor the expenses that goes with it...

What's actually bothering me is just the horrible mannerisms from many that make me wonder "How do you survive alone!?" and everyone that hosts... ANYTHING, gets little to no credit for doing what they do, especially those risking property damage. Personally it kinda disgusts me that many "disband" from the public because they don't have free snacks and booze to go with the reason of why should they leave your couch.

What makes it worse is this useless gossip from folks that forget that not all of us go to the same high school, it sounds demanding but just be a douche there. It's only worth talking about because the same ones that will have any reason to talk horrid banter (instead of just working for Fox News) actually GO to the same targets. And some of the crude stuff is said about the shrinking violets that were at least BRAVE enough to venture about outside their comfort zone. Now most of them that just wanna be loved just ends up returning to suicidal tendencies, and when a failed attempt is placed on a journal, not only is that is when anyone comments, but to go "You talk too much" or in today's language "OMGTMI" on a personal journal and still not learning who she/he/it is in the first place just makes me want to punch a hole through the nearest thrash can!!!

Just, enough!! It's bad, it's demeaning, and inexcusable. And not just only furries or anyone in this blooming city, but just anyone watching this. Also, it is you individually. If ya didn't see this load of shit of behavior before furries, then you need to leave your cave for about a few hours.

Oh well, most that DO go this far at least doesn't represent a big percentage of furries but do stick out like sore thumbs, the times at the cons can give ya that much evidence. But them and whatever lazy-ass hater of the furry fandom won't understand that so easily, and most of this flack will just go to the 17 derps that have done so much mess ups... or at least it looks that way so far. In my opinion, that one douche that goes "This is why I'm not publicy gay/furry/nazi/ect. hurr hurr" is bound to do just as bad or a lot worse, right John!?

I think I'm done yapping. It does sound over-the-top and some things balance itself out in time, but doing something about it sounds better for me. Think of it like a wound; you tend to it for a reason. I'm not some crusader or knight or whatever you hipsters say nowadays, just someone that doesn't want things to unnecessarily go too far. Also I don't wanna spend all of my junk change of Advil every 8 hours!! Y'all just take notes on what you just read, and if this is taken to offence then there could be a reason for it, but double-take in case. I'm gonna go prepare for the cooler days now, later...

I'm possibly behind the times with things, but why do I feel like there is something wrong with this? Not too long ago, I was in the supermarket shopping for something to drink with tonight's dinner when I hear something on the radio.

The hostess was asking another woman questions like if she likes holidays involving family togetherness or reunions. I kind of listened in to see when it went from there because of how they were asked, but then it led to the second lady admitting that she's not a good cook. The hostess responded with "You're a hispanic who doesn't cook!? Wow!" She even said "Wouldn't you get kicked out of your family for that?" in regard to the same subject, and I was just PISSED! Really? Really!? Who the hell says that at this decade, let alone in PUBLIC RADIO!!? Along with that, her tone didn't sounded sarcastic nor innocent during those questions.

I'd go further, but I want to know what do you guys think first.

 lizab is doing a raffle thingy, come on in before the weekend!! :0

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11293410/

Had to rewrite it to make more sence, and put more details.

Okay so, it seems that I'm not staying here, the apartment owner is in too much stress from bringing in her kid here and I guess seeing me cook, because pots are that loud. Anywho, our own customs and her going bananas for lenient reasons will eventually create total chaos so, I'm getting kicked out. She won't accept rent, which has been told a However, since I've already paid the security deposit, this will be my last month.


So yeah, I'm here in Brooklyn, New York, currently looking for a new home before September. Anyone with available space or recommendations can let me know immediately. Thank you.

Ask me anything. Do thy worse!!

Hey y'all, this is a call to anyone out there that can help. You see this kitty here? This little fella right here!?

Well  yoshi000's mom found it and took it in, he named it Little Zee in honor of  jamesg's lost cat, Little boy. He's currently planning of finding someone to adopt the little fella.


Here's the info on the kitten so far:

Little Zee is a male that is most likely 8-9 weeks old and hasn't been fixed yet. He needs a very good flea bath to rid him of them. He's currently being cared for but truly needs a loving home.


Please help out and give the poor thing a good home. Spread the word if ya want. You can contact  yoshi000 for details and whatnot. Thank you for listening.


EDIT: This is in New York by the way!

Yeah, I meant to report about the rainbow bright shenanigans yesterday but I'm working on it still.


Anyway you know the drill, ask me anything. Notes are okay if you're shy. :3

Guess who overdid it with the Basset Blush!! Hehehe*hic* hehe....

Okay I'll just say it, this logo SUCKS!! I get it, it symbolizes equality, but you don't steal design ideas from flash cards you only see on special ed!! EVER!!
And just what does the two shades of red suppose to even mean? -.-; Well it could've been worse, ya would've taken notes from Microsoft. *rimshot* But seriously the design does look unfinished to me.

With that being said....Marriage bans. Bleh! Nothing but a useless migraine, the subject, the ban, the two sides...yeah. If nobody knew how Prop 8 was like, here's a short summary:

"Greetings, we are overly well known and popular celebrities (and possible closet cases), here to tell you to vote No to Prop 8..."

"Yo gawds! Check it, I'm like 14-years old and ain't NOT getting pay to do this shindig, but I wanna tell y'all why ya should vote for Yes at Prop 8..."

I was at this pride center (months before it's foreclosing), some guy's theory was Prop 8 was succesful because EVERYONE were busy talking out of their asses instead of actually voting, and the scary part is this could actually be true.

Personally, I don't think this will stop true love, because to me true love is saying we can fight the good fight but if we had lost, then we go to where we had already won. In engrish: Screw you guys, we're going to Vegas (or New York)!!

Though in reality it will give ya a financial hell on earth!!! You let this go now then good luck affording a ficking ring, let alone a new house for you two (or three. XD). But seriously, if you are for any marriage, don't just say it, DO something!!!

And for those that oppose this equal marriage business, I have somethings for ya! *turns around and wiggles rump to the croud* Now before you take your opinions to this right here *pats rump* I got some of my own:

The fact that any holy book, vulnerable paper of all things have had centuries of alterations for personal gain (along with the slow and painful murder of the only guy that WASN'T a total douche bag at the time) defeats the purpose of putting religion into this. Sorry, no sheild for you. And keep your parent's thoughts out of this, before I pull out the old-fashion wooden rulers.

In pure seriousness, say what you really mean, with your OWN words, and not 5 friggin' paragraphs of pretentious jabber that hides your obvious homophobia or your whining about your OBVIOUS JERKASS BOYFRIEND JERRY!!!

I dunno, pain in the butt for me that folks don't say what they on something they fricking oppose, also those that never gave a hoot about the entire time just talk. Too. Much!


I'll respond to comments/threats later when I'm sober, also I'll be heading to the pride parade that's this Sunday. Night y'all! *thud*

Here at a neighborhood barbecue after the Puerto Rican Day parade. ^w^ No real explanation to the slumping, will be posting again in a bit, and the situation updates are coming soon.

I'll just say it: Some huge errands from both me and my folks earned a Windows XP desktop.

Bad news is a few things that get in the way, plus I'm nowhere near a wiz kid at this stuff. I'm asking begging for some help from you guys for the following:

~ Internet! There were methods using a Linksys router or this 'teetering" app from my Android phone (that I'm currently tying this with), but nothing worked. I have NO clue how teetering works, but during my tempering I did connect but the signal was far too low to make any difference. *head desk*

~ Art programs!! It feels dishonest but I'm searching for a good art program... for free. I'm NOT asking for recommendations though; some furs do better with SAI, some better woth Photoshop, some with GIMP, ect. I used to deal with Paint.net but it's latest update requires Vista or higher. Ugh. >,>

~ Game Emulators!! Well it's not too urgent...yes it is. Okay, because of money problems, I have NO chance of attending AC this year, among other things. For I dunno, just for the heck of doing something this whole summer, because everything will be spent on a AC and I guess 40 gallons of water.

Any help/advice/cookie is appreciated.

So a friend and fellow New Yorker needs a place to stay starting June.

Details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4625755/

Meant to do this MUCH earlier but the mundane errands are taking a ridiculously huge chunk of my sanity. @n@

Before anything, the raffle hosted by  RonaldMcCoon for those without a fursona is still running: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4592347/

But hurry, it ends in two hours!!!


Right, well I'll admit this feels weird putting this now, but what can I do? Most of April was far too nerve-wrecking and nuts. I have mixed feelings about my birthday though. This year was rather surprising, for better or for worse. Aside the birthday wishes from some wonderful furs, I've gotten an LG Optimus, cake, "Solotarobo: Red the Hunter" for the DS (Congrats on the baby btw), my apartment owner even got me a piñata-design Taurus keychain (mostly cause we're both the same sign o.o), and lastly a bottle of wine from myself..... the day before I was in Union Square when this wine tasting was about to end. This nice old lady got me to taste this trademark Basset Blush and I absolutely loved it!! ^^

Sadly, things gotten very sour afterwards.... I'll just leave it at that.

Even with that being said, it became stressful this month thus far however. I've disappointed my loved ones (alot) when they needed help the most, barely had an appetite for a whole week, had various of USELESS errands that left me broke, and apparently I owed $125 to the blasted transit, along with 75 more bucks to the state! Ugh, I gotta get it together....

 Ronald_Mc_Coon is hosting a raffle, this one is for those that don't have a fursona.

Details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4592347/

Birthday today, details on midnight. <3