Hey guys. I got a room spot that will need filled for AC this year. Looking for someone who is either a babyfur or someone who is babyfur friendly. Message me for details :D

Hey. I was hoping to live stream me playing some video games sometimes and was wondering if anyone had a good program or site that would let me stream it and will pick up my microphone and let me talk to people.

It is a god damn shame when my boyfriend gets shit from his parents for no reason, and when I get a little mad my dad threatens to throw me out of the house. With no where to go. No friends that have their own place to take me in, no other family that I could survive with. Nothing. Apparently, I am not important enough to my dad to actually find out what is bothering me, instead his first reaction is to kick me out of the house. No, don't be a parent or anything, let your kid feel like he is suffocating in bull shit while you go and pretend to be a good parent with your other two sons. Fuck you.

Apparently, I am not important enough to keep around because I called someone a cunt. Apparently, I am not important enough to make sure I have a place to live, not a fucking cardboard box. Instead, he just wants to throw me out on my own, when I clearly don't make enough to support an apartment by myself and I don't have friends that would be available to get one that are not mentally unstable. I am not sharing an apartment with my schizophrenic friend for a very good reason.

When I turned 16 I was told to get a job or get out. My brother got a credit card that my parents paid off. My brother still doesn't have a job, he is 18. I have had a job for over 4 years am almost considered full time since I get 30 hours a week on average (The last 4 weeks have been 40 hours) that pays 9.65 an hour. I have gotten my own health insurance, I am no longer on my parents. I pay for my own phone. I pay for my own car insurance. I pay for my own food. My brother still mooches off of my parents. My brother treats my mother like shit, I try to treat her the best I can. I see a bit of a problem here.

I don't even know why I put this on my facebook. I'm not sure I really have many REAL friends on there like I do here. Its sad that I am posting this in a journal for support instead of actually going to someone, but I'm not sure anyone would really want me to vent to them.

Ok, so I recently thought of the idea of streaming me playing video games and I was wondering who would watch. I would keep a mic open so you could hear me talk and I would make jokes and shit, I just want to know I would have an audience if I did it.

As it turns out, the people I was planning to room with at AC may not be going. Thus, I am looking for another room. I am able to pay my fair share, I am willing to bring snacks or other things. I am willing to sleep on the floor, be out of the room at certain times. I am willing to sleep hanging upside down from the fan if need be.

Don't worry. Its coming. I am flushing out the holes in the story and finding out where I am going with it before starting so I don't have any plot holes the size of a planet. Its coming.

So, this person right here

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>  Halopromise is doing a cheetah picture and wants more people in it I am assuming. Go there now and watch her page and shit. Mother fuckers.

Have the mindset that I am single while doing this, as I am not at the moment. I would never betray my boyfriend but this is always interesting to see :D

WOULD YOU.....
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think I'm cute?
[_] think I'm hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

Ok, so I'm going to write a Halo fan fiction story and am looking for 2 more slots to fill. I need a spartan and a pilot. Who wants to be in it, First come first serve.

IRL/Fursona
Answer with either, or both if you'd like!

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you change anything about me if you could?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Sorry for being so delayed. I was going to post this up but then I found out Mitch Lucker of Suicide Silence died. I was mourning his death for a while because his music has had such a LARGE influence on my life. Through sophomore year of high school I almost listened to nothing but Suicide Silence's album The Cleansing. So. here are the top 3 Suicide Silence songs.

#3 Bludgeoned to Death

#2 No Pity For a Coward

#1 Unanswered

I will add videos later. I have a 30 hour to meet my friend for a Dethklok concert and my car's transition is shot.

Ask me what ever. I shall answer.

I forgot song of the week again! Fucking hell. Anyways, song of the week goes to Forget my Silence with their song This Is Only The Beginning.

Song of the Week for this late time goes to Oceans Ate Alaska with their song Clocks.

This week for Songs of the Week I am going to do the top 10 grooviest metal bands.

#3

Children of Bodom - Lake Bodom




#2

Cannibal Corpse - Evisceration Palgue




#1

Chimaira - The Disappearing Sun



Now, honestly, if my rules weren't that a band can only have 1 spot this entire list would be Chimaira songs. They are one of the best groove metal bands I have ever heard. Heavy, brutal, and just plain awesome. Chimaira is one of those bands where you can never pick a favorite song from, because they are ALL just as awesome.

Song of the week for this week goes to Impending Doom with their song More Then Conquerors.



For those of you who really know me, you know I don't like a lot of Christian bands because they have really light lyrics. If there were Satanic bands with light lyrics I would hate them too, but that is really not common if existent at all. I like a few Christian bands. The Devil Wears Prada made my list recently. I've seen August Burns Red, As I Lay Dying was my first song of the week and me and my boy friend's song. That said. Impending Doom is just a REALLY brutal deathcore band who are also some really cool guys who just happen to be Christian and put that in their lyrics.

Last time I saw them in concert (I've seen them 3 times) they said just before their last song, "We need more people treating other people like human beings. People say they are Christian and then go around and hate. We don't need any more fake Christians." Or something to that extent.

When it comes down to music though, its not about whats in the lyrics (Unless its a hate band, in which case I don't tolerate that shit.) its about if the music sounds good. For those who really like deathcore, this is a must see band.

Song of the week this week goes to Suicide Silence with You Only Life Once off of The Black Crown album. Awesome heavy deathcore. I mostly like their older stuff, but this song is just so fucking amazing.

Song of the week this week goes out to The Devil Wears Prada with their song Escape off of the Zombies EP

I am starting a story series here soon. Its gonna be a sci-fi, action, adventure, espionage series. A few friends are gonna make an appearance with their fursonas and I will be throwing in some plot twists, character development and lots of action and suspense. I hope you all will take a peak and perhaps tell your friends. I hope to get at least some fan base behind this unlike the other stories I have put up which haven't really gotten a lot of attention, and were thus abandoned.

Song of the week this week goes to Born of Osiris with their song Follow the Signs off of their 2011 album The Discovery

Ok, so with me missing the last 2 for good reasons....maybe. I am going to do a special. This is the the top 5 songs I have been listening to in the last week.

#5 Vaginal Penetration of an Amelus with a Musty Carrot - Daily Showering of a Concentration Camp Prisoner.



Very brutal Austrian Slam/gore death metal. I also love how the singer's growls are, very unique.

#4 Wormrot - Born Stupid (A little more competition.



Very fast paced and heavy grindcore from Singapore.

#3 Dying Fetus - Your Treachery Will Die With You



Awesome technical death metal. Seen these guys in concert twice and it was amazing both times.

#2 Bloodshot Dawn - Beckoning Oblivion



REALLY awesome melodic death metal from UK. If you ever have a chance to grab this album do it. It is just awesome.

#1!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ouroboros - Sea to Summit



FUCKING AMAZING technical death metal....just...*EJACULATE!*

Song of the week this week goes out to Shores of Elysium with their song Implicit Differentiation. Its about zombies.

Song of the week for the 3rd week, yes I know I am doing this at 4 am of the next day. Song of the week goes to Zero Degree - Tomorrow Dies Today.



Some good melodic death metal out of Germany, I believe. Their album is available for purchase, and their website is right here ----> http://www.zerodegreemetal.com/

Facebook is right here ----> https://www.facebook.com/zerodegreemetal

These guys are fucking awesome, I recommend checking out the rest of their debut album, Surreal World

Zero degree is:
Thomas - Vocals
Pascal - Guitar
Maik - Guitar
Tobias - Drums
André - Bass
Sebastian - Guitar


I am going to start doing these as more of a promotional thing, as it is very hard to get noticed as a new band. Even then, it is always nice to know new music. My stuff will be more underground as I really like to try and promote new bands.

So my previous song of the week page I threw up Disease Will Overcome by Bless the Child. Well, I actually linked the song wrongly titled, and the actual song was She is Ruin. So, editing that, here is my new song of the week. Though, I didn't want to kick Bless the Child out of having the spot.

Bless the Child - Killroom.

I got got to do song of the week for Sunday, was too busy with a concert. Song of the week goes to Bless the Child - Disease will Overcome!



I fucked up, this song is She Is Ruin.