http://www.livestream.com/vixengal01_art_corner

Come on iiiin~

Or in this case coal for me

I have something to admit and i am not proud of what it is, but since someone so 'kindly' let me collect myself no pressure at all i feel i need to let you all know
I have manipulated, lied, used, and now disrespected some of my commisioners, my reason which i have told 3 of the clients which id like to thank but apoligise the most.
When i began studying my life was becoming stressful and i was going downhill money wise, i never realised my head space would commit me to do these. I have traced certin art pieces (commissions) and altered them to try and make it my own. I knew i could draw why did i do it then, it was quick means to complete a piece. I dont know why i didnt stop i dont know why i just couldnt do it myself, thats what it means to be an artist right.
Negelection is another thing that is involved in this, my neglection from my birth parents has affected me and i guess it showed in my pictures with other artists styles, i must of felt that viewers wouldnt neglect me i wouldnt feel miserable if i drew like my idiols, which ended up being wrong on so many levels, i copied and keepet doing it the stress of money issues got to me soo bad my head was way off into the clouds and ignored the crimes ive done, and i feel utterly lowest of the low. I cant ask for forgiveness or simpathy, im a grown adult and shouldnt need of that,
I want to apologise to all the artest's ive used in the images mostly to Dog-Bone and Shinerai
I really want to say im awfully sorry but thank you to  faunoiphilia whom has given me utter trust and respect but i treated it like trash i am sorry for, but thank you for helping me get kicked in the ass to realise what ive done.

Now people who have gotten a commision from me, please note me and please let me know how much you paid for a piece with your address and i will give you the full refund for your troubles on my arrogance
Im going to be starting anew, im going to prob be away for awhile and focus on myself, i am filth and a liar aswel as a disrespectful bitch for my selfish actions all because of money.
I dont expect any of you wish to follow me anymore, heck even ban me i dont deserve any remorse and i am more dissappointed in myself more than you all are with me.
I shouldnt even be allowed to call myself an artist, i am a cheat, a scammer.
So again i am truley sorry (for my actions and for my spelling/grammer, sorry)

EDIT: all filled thank you for anyone else having interest in my art, hopefully I'll re-open again some time soon.
I'm only accepting sketch, line art and flats because of time and my study,
If anyone is interested just send me a note.
Id greatly appreciate it :)
Funds through these commissions are going towards a new computer

Just the basic ones:
Sketch
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9649773/
$10
Lineart
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6817744/
$12
Fullbody flats with simple BG:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11222484/
$18
Character sheets:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15595962/
Base starts at $25 (front, back full-body views, eye and other extra)
an added $5 for any other detail images on the sheet

-Any additional character's are $5 each

Opening 3 slots
1.  SierraEx two character, flats (100%)
2.  Angelfonds feral drake, flats PAID (100%)
3.  faunoiphilia 2 picture series, flats PAID (linearting 40%)

Carmelita: http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1054926.html
Sly: http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1054927.html

placed in Furby please spread the word :)

G'day fellow furs!
Ive popped on to let you all know that theres a high chance of a collab auction with my taliented hubby  freakzter
Shes not on FA as of realizing shes not a furry or not really part of the community but this is desperation, so you can be lucky to have art from her via with me
Where just sorting out wat theme or characters etc to work on together, So as of today in two months time it'll be our official first time that we'll be seeing each other in person, no fooling like even im still shocked,
so we wanna do some collab auctions etc to put cash towards spending, accomidation etc, So keep an eye out for me an my journals/pics because were comming to you soon <3

Hey ya'll been awhile ( 3 months at least ), Sorry that i dissappeared with no reason why, i was working on my first full fur based suit for a convention here in New Zealand, we won Best Group Novice level, im sooo proud an happy for all the patience an determination i put into my carmelita outfit, ill post a couple of pics soon, just wanted to let ya'll know where ive been an what i've been up to :)
So i shall be returning to commision asap
Ciao !

Im in lub soo much!
Luiza Mendoza... Your the only women for me, u freak rawr!
<3
Get in my bed homo!! :p

He is complete i had fun wearing him while Sparky took photos
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/970...../#cid:65037896

I lub him <3

Heya peeps sorry Ive been away for a bit just had big xmas/new years, but now im back an settled an on to finishing my commisions/auctions :)

Certain commisioners that u may of asked a 3rd tym round wen there avalible for work ignore u, the 3rd, 4th or any tym after that, betch im offering to buy work from u, if u dont like eet or me (dunno why coz i dont speak or know u) then fuck u an everyone tht looks like u ill find sumone else whos more Respectful

Had ta rant jus sayin~

My good friend Serpy want's to sell this amazing character so heres the link
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9383075/
an go check it out, spread the word if ya can :)

Just putting this up to help me keep track of my commisions at the moment:

Titan auction: Complete
Xenomorph ref sheet: 80%
Flirty vixens: 20% - Re-do sketch (didnt like the original)

slowly getting there lol!! sorry guys T_T
work has gotten buzier now that its end of schools and comming close to christmas season

Terribly sorry for my long wait on your works, been stuck with a buzy scedule at work plus caught a horrible cold an only just starting to recover i havent forgotten or taken advantage with you just been quite occupied with full time work an this illness
I thank you all so much for your patience :)

Ive designed a feral felkin an brought bak my original first furry Lunar and put them together, ive found out my secret fetish thou at first i was very shy and quiet about but, it cant b any worse that scat or peeing types of fetish, my secret fetish is Beastiality an while FA has been shut down for matinence ive developed, designed and created a pair that will represent the moments of my fetish fantasy so ill prob have a load of doodles in scraps of these two dynamic duo, thought id giv ya'll a heads up :)

omg im like shittin my pants right now Fffff!!

kay so, my new dragon sona Riika seems to have become my new popular character which is lovely coz shes a gorgeous caracter i designed from  RainbowJokerHound 's species the felkin
anyway i been checking any new deviation messeges, pics etc
an artest known as  PiranhaPettingZoo uploaded a pic of a sergal resin mask i was like aww thats pretty cool goe's has a closer look read her info box then bam!!

'I ALSO DO CUSTOM SCULPTS, WATEVER ANIMAL/CREATURE/THING YOU WANT, EMAIL IF INTERESTED'
i shat bricks the size of canyons 8D

so sent an email and asked if she'd be interested in making a resin mask of my felkin riikah
shes all for it i payed her and now im just full of excitement in my pants reson being
a while back one of the artest that faved my riika ref sheet was the most taliented fursuit makers here on FA
 OneEyedDoe
she loves my character design and color so i contacted her because i know atm shes too buzy to begin making new scuplts for resin blanks etc for costumes an i did give her the spot in future to create my riika but since im gettin resin of the head i asked if shed be interested doing the rest (via body and furing) she said yus

OMG!!!! I CANT BELEIVE THIS OMFG!!!

I love youu soo soo sooo soooooooooo muchly darling heart i missed you deeply ive thought of you soo soo much your the only one for me always have always will im soo happy wea starting over and begining anew no other women from net nor in person was nothing compaired to you, my one ny only my dark angel
*~  freakzter ~*

Forever yours happy full on 3 years baby <3

During this year ive had quite a bit of downs but one thing i found most surprising is wat happened as of today
My long time ex partner  Freakzter had a terrible incident with her partner who is now currently broken up from each other, i have been comforting her and telling her it isnt the end of the world, and that i care about her soo much an just want her to b happy
I know wat im about to say may upset some people, anger them or lose them
Me and Z have made a fresh start an became an item again, weve noticed and learnd alot in these long 8 months of being seperated and feel we both have better strength and stability together than apart
Ive never gotten over her fully after the break up, i would of lied to friends that i was upset, angry, disgusted but deep down i couldnt confess the truth, i still luved her deep down an wanna b there for her to pick her back up, she means alot to me always have
I just wanted to expel this becoz it is kind of a serious topic at the moment in my life right now, i hope we can work well thru this
I thank those who do give us a second chance support <3 i know some ppl will say omg maria u r a dumbass why u doin this she lied, used, and left u for sumone else, i know i already know all of this but the last year of or relationship was starting to go rocky since then but i knw tht shes grown, learned and changed alot from her past self, and if shes willingly to try then i am also

I wanna begin on makin resin masks but i just need the head model itself dies anyobe know wea i can buy online for one of those head statue for me to build the face off of
Thank you :)

P.s. im from new zealand so outside country shops aint gonna offer me any help

Ill be posting up the adoptables list of the female characters very soon while tgey get a look or buy ill be finishing off the male adoptables to post up soon after
Just keeping u all posted

People tht lie
Especially wat ticks me off the most is people tht lie bout there sexuality and then get caught out from it
End of story...

I need some help on desiding for a collab auction with mah lovely  Shikoku-Una so hea is the questions just post ur answer below
No1. Whats your fav primary color?
No2. Which of the two animals do you like the most:
Feline (e.g. cat, tiger,lion etc)
Fox

Thank you guys for your help

i have some designs of creaturescharacters is there any one interested in joining me for a auction collab, half of the earnings with go to the collab partner but i would like artest who are quite well basic coloring skills to mix well with my artwork
if anyone interested let me know c:

Yea ignore rant of last journal, since of thurs last week ive been talking, hanging, seeing this new galvi meet. So different than anyone ive ever been with or known wea not a couple more like a fling at the moment were just going with the flow no pressure or rushes at all ^^

All i know is, she makes me smile an soo happy ^^ hope it all hoes well

EDIT: yep fuck it, fuck love fuck romantic feelings, seriously if someone is just gonna ignore my feelings an go straight into dating backup partner number 2 i dont really wanna b apart of the fucken love boat im soo furious i would punch my wall till i made a cave opening till i bleed, i cant believe how stupid i was my god!! ARGH!!


Something wierd in my head is goin on, im in love with sumone on the net an its makin me go insane kind of hints of me realizing, i bought her pretty much a big gift, i get all flirty lovey dovey wen i watch, see or chat to her, i get a bit jelious inside wen i see her characters via thru art with a different character, i kind of think bout her whenever i draw or dream asleep, i kinda wants this to stop because i dont wana go thru this path an b heart broken again plus she lives far away an i prob wont meet her in person for years to come, shes currently got sumone in her luv life, maybe i need to avoid her an the net for awhile to sort my head out my heart is gettin sore an i dont wana put myself thru this again, i dont know what to do..

reptilian auction is over, I'll plan to design another in the near future please keep posted on my submissions etc

>>>
only one more day for this auction at the end of tomorow at 10pm(new zealand time)
so if anyone is keen to grab this fella an join the fellkin clan start bidding
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7874650/

remember if it reaches 60 get this character turned into a full ref sheet
current bid: $20 -  DingoBones