Just getting rid of the last journal

I know enough about my personality and how badly I clash with furries to know that I probably have lost a lot of people who said they were my friends when I broke up with  nekohaiku I'm not sorry I broke up with him, I lost just as much as he did in the break up, it was just as hard on me as it was on him, maybe harder because unlike him, those people who claimed to be my friends haven't spoken to me since. I'm not the nicest person and I never have been, I don't give a flying fuck if you don't like me, I'm not gonna change myself to suit someone else's ideas. I am infuriating, I am abrasive, I am chronically depressed, I am a good fucking mother, I put all of myself into relationships and when they fall through I fall apart. I'm a fucking human being, and its not possible for an entire relationship to be brought down because of ONLY me, I will be the first do admit that I did some things wrong, that I said some things wrong, that I rub people the wrong way. I'm the first to admit I can get jealous and possessive, I am territorial and aggressive at times. All it means is I am passionate, I put my whole heart into the things that I do and I'm not afraid to fight for it. Maybe I didn't fight enough for this relationship to push through, maybe I didn't put enough toward him when all I wanted to do was move forward in a life that had slowed to a stop, it doesn't really matter anymore, I know how I felt, I know I was doing what I thought was right and I was doing what I thought I needed for my daughter and I.

I'm sure most of you will probably blatently ignore this little rant of mine, I wont be surprised if it goes unread totally, I'm just sick of people listen to one side of the story. Maybe I'm not so fucking furry but at least when my boyfriend wanted to get into I fucking tried, maybe that should count for something

So hi, not dead, just dealing with my own stuff right now, I'm not gonna be very active on here for a while. Those of you gossiping like old biddies need only know that, Neko's mother and I got into another fight (go figure) she wanted to start shit with me, call me white trash, cunt, whore, blah blah blah. So I up and left to live with my mother and my grandmother, for my daughter's sake more then my own considering it was done in front of her.

Anywho, I will be more active on my messengers, but only intermittently at best. I am working on getting my life together, I'm not really concerned with this profile, or this website, I've got no more room to worry about it considering I'm not very 'furry' to begin with, its not too high in my list of things to worry about so, if I disappear for days/months at a time, its to be expected right now. I may come back later and become more active but until that happens, expect very little from my profile for a while, ciao.

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Friend of mine has a Kindle book published...he's not gotten much attention for it, I can only imagine how hard it is for an unknown author to make sales. Those of you who wanna help out an aspiring and unknown author can follow  twilight.wars.official.art Maybe fork out a measly six bucks to crack open a new book for kindle and give reviews and help him get the word out! x3

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I totally just realized my featured submission http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8084364/ and my profile ID http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8039695/ have the same look and headtilt ;;>.>.....I'm observant! xD

T.T and now I'm 23

I'm so fucking done with everything right now...My throat is sore from so much arguing, I have a migraine that has lasted now through eight hours give or take, and my mind is fucking made up. I don't care how much work it takes on my part, I don't care how many goddamn jobs I need to have I'm getting the fuck out of this house before I do something I will end up regretting. My child is gonna grow up, at least part of her life, with a restraining order against her own goddamn grandmother...that woman can fuck a goddamn carving knife for all I care.
As for the rest of the world, I'm sick of having to hear from someone else that you don't like me, or you have a fucking issue; man or woman GROW A FUCKING PAIR OF BALLS and talk to ME about it. I KNOW I'm a bitch, I know I'm abrasive, but the SHIT I have to go through, the fucking shit I go through every goddamn day and the shit I've gone through to this point give me EVERY right to be a little 'tudey occasionally and I'm not really sorry in the least when furs get caught in the crossfire. I honestly don't give a flying shit if you like me or not but why not stop fucking pretending and let me know so I know who to keep away from, because I don't take well to being talked shit about behind my back.

Grow the fuck up and get laid or go crawl back into your dark little holes and fuck yourselves with a rusty fucking spike, cowards.



/end rant >:C

Dear Shadow,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but You're a leprechaun. I think I realized it when you When you smacked my ass As you were eating Kraft Dinner and I saw you Hit on My boyfriend. I'm sure you're Sterile enough to understand That we're related. I'm returning your Your toe ring but keeping Your virginity as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break your legs and You ruined my attempts at another world war.

Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore,

~Kitsu



How to do this meme:

***Dear (person of your choice,)

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),

~(your name)



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1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Last year when you peed your pants
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - You are "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - you're new world emperor,

PERVERTS x3

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Okay y'all,
You know of my Fursona Kitsu...she adorns all of my art thus far! I have created a new OC that actually stemmed from Secondlife that I need to put to paper, I've had tons of people tell me they would like to see her in all her terrifying glory. So without further adue I will introduce the decription of Kasdeya.

Eventually she will be drawn but for now, here she is.

Named after a banished Demon who was banished as a gaurd for Satan himself, Kasdeya was born of a Unicorn and a Kirin bathed in the blood of the innocent and blackened by the influence of the underworld. These creatures have been turned from the path of the innocent, etheral world to which they were bourne, and bred to create a creature from your nightmares. This foal was birthed in the dead of the night, when the moon had gone from the sky and no light could be seen. Kasdeya's fur gleamed pure white, her legs and arms dissapeared into the night, blackened from where they touched the ground upon her birth. Her tail, also black as night, fell whiplike from her body, a soft tuft adorning the tip, flickering like black flames with each tailtwitch. Bright red, her eyes gleamed and glowed softly in the night, no pupils to be seen, and the whites of her eyes black as shadows, and shifting with something darker. Her lips opened and where her teeth should be flat and herbavorious, they were sharp, curved back wickedly and serrated on the inside curve, and her nose faded into the darkness, as if dipped into the night itself. Atop her head, her mane grew from pure, black and deep red flames, falling down her back and the left side of her head; It was then Kasdeya stood, her hooves glittering deep black and cloven, pressing into the hardpacked earth and leaving scortch marks in her wake.

Kasdeya stands six feet tall in her adulthood, around her midsection she wears a corset, cinched just enough to inhibit her breathing very slightly; the corset is made of black leather and adorned with vertical deep red and glowing strips, a matching corset sits around her neck, holding her neck straight and keeping her movements to a minimum. A bridle sits on her nose, glittering golden and made from the mane of the Unicorn that birthed her, this bridle holds importance, once removed her power is at its fullest and she is nearly unstoppable. On her back is a black mark in the shape of dripping wings, which unfurl and grow to a twenty foot span when her power asks of it.

Kasdeya is incredibly beautiful, she is tall, slim and seductive, she uses everything to her full advantage when needed. The corset around her midsection ends just below her breasts and she wears clothes very rarely, her nipples are peirced, along with her clitoris. Upon her head is a glistening black Unihorn that is bent up and curved wickedly at the tip, and just behind her ears horns curve backward. (forgot to add these fairly important details x3)

Yep...just got home from anthrocon...happy to say I actually had fun! Granted, most of my fun was had outside of the conparts of the con, which amuses me. I met some awesome people such as  miaka69usa  Shadowquine  Kaza  pheonix2 and  nekousagi amongst so many other, most of which i could stand to be around...some I even got along with! x3 go figure


I managed to resist getting my ass kicked out of the the con as well...maybe next time :p anwyhow, much love y'all, maybe I'm not as bad as I've been told, eh? ^.^

PS! I have pictures (mostly of  nekohaiku camwhore that he is -.- but I also have a 18 minute video of the fursuit parad...I was at a prime location! I've gotta upload it somewhere but when I do I'll post it ^-^

I'm here....God help me I'm here...find me if you wanna..I'm not suiting but I'll certainly be around a few...message on here if you wanna meet this abrasive feline :p

 DrPickelle is holding a raffle for free art! should join <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3540147/