New Year: Fresh Start
Posted 6 years ago To all the new followers, thank you for following me! I know I don’t post things very often but it’s also a bit hard since I don’t have a computer I can use at this time. I still can do writing work however from my tablet, and that is something I want to do along with my streaming on my Twitch account.
Also I Still offer that I want to practice my writing skills with a short story, feel free to message me if there is interest! I know people like Visual Art more than Written Works, even so I would still like the practice. I can do Backstories, short stories and detailed descriptions.
If you’ve read this far, I just wanted to say that every person who has viewed, faved, shouted, and followed is awesome. I’ve met some good people, met some awkward ones, and met ones that have come and gone. All of you are still awesome, despite any situation I’m in I still think every single person matters. You all rock. I’ll see you all on the flipside, take care!
Also I Still offer that I want to practice my writing skills with a short story, feel free to message me if there is interest! I know people like Visual Art more than Written Works, even so I would still like the practice. I can do Backstories, short stories and detailed descriptions.
If you’ve read this far, I just wanted to say that every person who has viewed, faved, shouted, and followed is awesome. I’ve met some good people, met some awkward ones, and met ones that have come and gone. All of you are still awesome, despite any situation I’m in I still think every single person matters. You all rock. I’ll see you all on the flipside, take care!
I really need to make these more often
Posted 7 years agoA lot has happened since I last made a journal. However, it’s just been busy is all.
Trying my hand at streaming and such, getting into things and trying to make a name for myself. It’s gonna be hard, but if anyone wants to join me along the way I want to provide quality entertainmanet of myself and the games I play.
Aside, folks have been seeing that I’ve been getting art from
Leumas_Setay lately, for good reason as he is really fantastic with his service and prices are really nice. Check him out, especially if you like round things.
Besides that I want to make things very clear about my characters: I have their biographies separate for a reason, the written stuff is my work, however any of the art I get is not so they will get their own description if needed. -I will never co-own my girls with anyone.- If you want to include any of them in a piece ask me first, but just gonna state some stuff:
Do not use my characters for your own RP purposes no matter what. I have worked very hard to establish my characters and their personalities. I don’t need people changing that.
Don’t use my characters in a work without permission as stated above UNLESS it is gift art. If you want to do that I really do not expect that because people should honestly use that money for themselves. They earned it, not me.
Lastly and this is very, very important: If I do not know you, and you try to be handsy or creepy with any of my characters I will not hesitate to block you. That is not cool, super not cool.
Sorry the last of this journal got serious but it has been on my mind. Everyone take care and let’s all enjoy the rest of the year!
Trying my hand at streaming and such, getting into things and trying to make a name for myself. It’s gonna be hard, but if anyone wants to join me along the way I want to provide quality entertainmanet of myself and the games I play.
Aside, folks have been seeing that I’ve been getting art from

Besides that I want to make things very clear about my characters: I have their biographies separate for a reason, the written stuff is my work, however any of the art I get is not so they will get their own description if needed. -I will never co-own my girls with anyone.- If you want to include any of them in a piece ask me first, but just gonna state some stuff:
Do not use my characters for your own RP purposes no matter what. I have worked very hard to establish my characters and their personalities. I don’t need people changing that.
Don’t use my characters in a work without permission as stated above UNLESS it is gift art. If you want to do that I really do not expect that because people should honestly use that money for themselves. They earned it, not me.
Lastly and this is very, very important: If I do not know you, and you try to be handsy or creepy with any of my characters I will not hesitate to block you. That is not cool, super not cool.
Sorry the last of this journal got serious but it has been on my mind. Everyone take care and let’s all enjoy the rest of the year!
Holy smokes, thanks to everyone!
Posted 7 years agoThis Journal is a Thank You to all new Followers! You guys rock and I’m touched. I know that I hardly post, but work and play can take up a lot of that as well as sleep and not having a computer. That aside, I plan to post a few new characters I have tucked in the recesses of my mind for the story/world based around Monster Hunter Monsters.
Speaking of, to anyone here I have been playing Monster Hunter World and if any would like to hunt I am always here, just ask and I’d be glad to get some hunts in. That has been part of the joy for this series, helping others and having fun.
Thank you all so much again,
Speaking of, to anyone here I have been playing Monster Hunter World and if any would like to hunt I am always here, just ask and I’d be glad to get some hunts in. That has been part of the joy for this series, helping others and having fun.
Thank you all so much again,
Those who would be Guardians
Posted 8 years agoWith Destiny 2 out I am now stuck having a blast saving the universe. To those that play on PS4 send me a note and we can see about doing that together or just doing stuff for the new factions that came out today. A short journal, but just wanting to update everyone.
Updates All Around!
Posted 8 years agoFirstly: Thank you to
Sabela and
Foxieninja19 for bringing my 3 Tigrex Sisters to life. It was a gift from Lucien to myself and the Artwork was done by Izzy who can read me like a book with my conveyance of the characters... that or I'm at least 'O.K.' at writing the English. Everyone can find them in my Gallery.
Second: I have a PS4 and a Switch now on top of my New 3DS XL. (I suggest asking for my SN/Friend Code in a note rather than here please. I do enjoy gaming with folks, but it helps to kinda know who YOU are too) I'll be swapping around a lot of games now between working, and speaking of Work...
Third: I have had a job now for about a year, it was my foot in the door working in Retail (which will give me Job Experience to work in OTHER fields IF NOT just make me the cash for a 9-5 in order to actually do adult things and life things and recreation things. BUT that also means I can Commission artists for making characters come to life or even getting ideas I have turned into something visual over just words.
I'm definitely having Billy Big Steps in the right direction... however my Computer has been delayed due to my recent purchases. But I am not derailed from getting it. I have a plan.
Lastly: I still want others to check out the Artists that have made some great work that has kept me from totally stressing over this job long enough to finally get my foot in the door for this other place. Go check 'em out. That's gonna be
Sabela and
Dr_deadman , I'll be getting more pieces done from them as well. I also want to apologize that I haven't been very active on the written front myself. It's been tough juggling Work, Recreation and Passion as well as my Girl Friend.
Anyhow, I appreciate everyone that reads this and hope you all look forward to the rest of this year just like myself!


Second: I have a PS4 and a Switch now on top of my New 3DS XL. (I suggest asking for my SN/Friend Code in a note rather than here please. I do enjoy gaming with folks, but it helps to kinda know who YOU are too) I'll be swapping around a lot of games now between working, and speaking of Work...
Third: I have had a job now for about a year, it was my foot in the door working in Retail (which will give me Job Experience to work in OTHER fields IF NOT just make me the cash for a 9-5 in order to actually do adult things and life things and recreation things. BUT that also means I can Commission artists for making characters come to life or even getting ideas I have turned into something visual over just words.
I'm definitely having Billy Big Steps in the right direction... however my Computer has been delayed due to my recent purchases. But I am not derailed from getting it. I have a plan.
Lastly: I still want others to check out the Artists that have made some great work that has kept me from totally stressing over this job long enough to finally get my foot in the door for this other place. Go check 'em out. That's gonna be


Anyhow, I appreciate everyone that reads this and hope you all look forward to the rest of this year just like myself!
Check out the good Doctor!
Posted 8 years agoHello everyone, GB here and as you all have noticed I recently got an AMAZING Commission from
Dr_deadman and he was super fast. I cannot say it any other way but check him out! And there will be more by him in my gallery, give the man a follow as well!
Take care everyone!

Take care everyone!
Please Help Out A Friend If You Can!
Posted 9 years agoHey there all I've got a friend that needs a bit of exposure, if you are able to help out that'd be keen because they put in A LOT of effort into every piece they make.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21953722/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21953947/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21954050/
Go, go, go! Check out their gallery for exactly what I'm talking about! These are VERY well done, don't miss out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21953722/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21953947/
AND
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21954050/
Go, go, go! Check out their gallery for exactly what I'm talking about! These are VERY well done, don't miss out!
To those that view what I've written:
Posted 9 years agoHey all, I just wonder what people think of the things I've been writing lately. I know they're JUST characters and yes they aren't Ponies but I'll clarify that later. I just wonder what people actually are thinking when seeing them, do they like the character? Do they want to see more? So on and so forth. I mean sure most of them right now ARE women of varied ages, but that doesn't mean I won't make males. I just want to explore different angles, personalities, lifestyles and the like. BUT I do like feedback so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE leave a comment if you take a look and like her.
Now with that out of the way: Yes, I am still a Brony. Yes I am a furry too. I am both, that's JUST what I am. Nothing has changed so I hope everyone takes care!
Now with that out of the way: Yes, I am still a Brony. Yes I am a furry too. I am both, that's JUST what I am. Nothing has changed so I hope everyone takes care!
Another Year come and gone.
Posted 9 years agoWell, another year has come and gone. The 17th is around the corner for me and life is still the same as always for me (but I won't go on about that). Still playing MHG, I'm starting to split my time between Hunter and Palico but I've taken up quite the standing of being a Gunner at times now that Adept style is a thing. As for Palico there are just so many ways to play them, it's amazing. I'm always open for hunting as well when I'm not hunting for a job (most of the time I'll be doing the job hunting while I'm hunting as well since usually you just fill out questionair).
Apart from that, I hope everyone has a wonderful day on my Birthday and have a great week everyone.
Apart from that, I hope everyone has a wonderful day on my Birthday and have a great week everyone.
The Hunt of Generations!
Posted 9 years agoIt has begun!
Monster Hunter Generations is out and so are the hunters! If anyone wishes to go hunting or fight the good fight against monsters I have both MHG and MH4U. Though due to SGDQ I'm trying to 'reconfigure' my sleep to more normal hours.
Other than that I focus mainly on Aerial Style since it focuses SO MUCH on movement. Particularly with GS. While yes I sacrifice my Charge Attack on the ground I get an AERIAL charge attack at half 25% less strength BUT it still tips my Sharpness up above its normal. It's been a great help BUT I plan to get into Aerial IG due to a friend showing me ITS mobility.
Apart from that it is gonna be a blast. So many familiar and old locales plus so many system refinements. Those in the states are looking for roughly $43.00 to get the game, trust me tho it is WORTH every penny. So much to do, so much fun to be had: PLUS we can finally live the dream of playing as our helpers the Palicos!
NYANTA HO!
I'll throw PMs to fellow hunters who comment on here if they have questions or want to hunt. Don't be a stranger folks!
I'm off to start tackling the next tier of quests.
Monster Hunter Generations is out and so are the hunters! If anyone wishes to go hunting or fight the good fight against monsters I have both MHG and MH4U. Though due to SGDQ I'm trying to 'reconfigure' my sleep to more normal hours.
Other than that I focus mainly on Aerial Style since it focuses SO MUCH on movement. Particularly with GS. While yes I sacrifice my Charge Attack on the ground I get an AERIAL charge attack at half 25% less strength BUT it still tips my Sharpness up above its normal. It's been a great help BUT I plan to get into Aerial IG due to a friend showing me ITS mobility.
Apart from that it is gonna be a blast. So many familiar and old locales plus so many system refinements. Those in the states are looking for roughly $43.00 to get the game, trust me tho it is WORTH every penny. So much to do, so much fun to be had: PLUS we can finally live the dream of playing as our helpers the Palicos!
NYANTA HO!
I'll throw PMs to fellow hunters who comment on here if they have questions or want to hunt. Don't be a stranger folks!
I'm off to start tackling the next tier of quests.
A Tip From Your Average Gaming Pony
Posted 9 years agoTake me at my word when I say this: If anyone out there decides to get Legend of Mana in this day and age (I still say that it's a GREAT game to play, I think it's available on the PS4 Shop) be warned: If you go into No Future Mode [The Most Difficult setting of the game: All monsters get to level 99, cause Status Ailments more often and more] you should do a few runs through the game at Nightmare and look up Weapon Tempering and Armor Altering Recipes online. You'll need ALL the bonuses you can get and a good pet to boot. There are 2 bosses in the game that you CANNOT just kill by beating on it. They let you cut off their arms then you beat on the flower monsters that drop, and after the arms respawn it takes off a small chunk of the health bar. It's VERY slow on No Future as the monster has roughly 10+ bars of HP. VERY dangerous boss unless you know what you're doing and have a proper weapon to back you up. It'll take you a few play throughs to get the most important material: Mirror Shards. It's a fantastic game, great system that rewards you for forging your own weapons over buying them, same with armor as well as Magic is dealt with in another way too: Musical Instruments fused with the power of Gods.
Aside, I have beat No Future and the ONLY monsters that gave me trouble were the 2 bosses I explained above. Other than that I still had an easy time... and as I had the strongest Attack Tech's with my weapon I could OHKO even the No Future bosses. Just stupid fun since No Future also made REALLY rare items drop more often. But I was prepared and also I was playing with another Handicap: Normally you do have the ability to naturally heal, I had a set of cards on my Armor that Negated my healing but SUPER Buffed my defense. So at the cost of 'risk it for a biscuit' I bit the bullet and thanks to this game being a Free Movement Battle RPG and that my level was Max due to multiple play throughs: I dodged about and stun locked most monsters when I could.
So yeah: No Future isn't hard, you just got to be prepared for what's to come.
Take care all, and hope things are going well for all.
Aside, I have beat No Future and the ONLY monsters that gave me trouble were the 2 bosses I explained above. Other than that I still had an easy time... and as I had the strongest Attack Tech's with my weapon I could OHKO even the No Future bosses. Just stupid fun since No Future also made REALLY rare items drop more often. But I was prepared and also I was playing with another Handicap: Normally you do have the ability to naturally heal, I had a set of cards on my Armor that Negated my healing but SUPER Buffed my defense. So at the cost of 'risk it for a biscuit' I bit the bullet and thanks to this game being a Free Movement Battle RPG and that my level was Max due to multiple play throughs: I dodged about and stun locked most monsters when I could.
So yeah: No Future isn't hard, you just got to be prepared for what's to come.
Take care all, and hope things are going well for all.
Panzer Waltz: Metal Waltz
Posted 9 years agoFor those of you unaware (or those that don't have an Android Phone/Device) there is a game called Panzer Waltz. It's set in the distant future where Metal Maidens (Girls of varying ages taken into a special program) are outfitted with Tank Armor and Cannons to combat other Metal Maidens and Beast Tanks that have run amuck. This game is certainly a shout out to an Online Browser Game called Kan Colle (Which is also an anime), but I'm here bearing news: Those of you that are already participating in PW there is an Event going on right now where you can get some FREE Tier 3 Metal Maidens, and a really good one at that in an SPG. For those who have not started playing YOU CAN STILL GET AT LEAST ONE! There's a very stable application that can be downloaded and it is Legal called: BlueStacks2. BlueStacks2 was originally an 'in development' application that later got recognized by Android and Google Play and you can now link that with your Phone so that you can save phone battery for actual important things rather than these little app games. However... there IS a catch: You can use it for free but every month it will ask you to download a few applications (which you can promptly delete by going into your settings) to 'try' so you can continue to play for free BUT you don't have to and it costs you nothing. The other option is paying monthly something like 5 bucks so that they don't bug you. I'm sticking with free because it's not hurting anything and I DO keep uninstalling the apps they try to get me to try. But this lets you play Android and Google Play Apps from your computer rather than from your phone and it is VERY stable. When Google Play/Android Store ask for things like your Credit Card info and whatnot for in App Purchases you can actually skip that step because it isn't required to play so also fret not about putting in that crud.
Overall what I'm saying about Panzer Waltz specifically is that it's a VERY fun game and here's the kicker: You know how these games (Clash of Clans/etc.) focus mainly on PvP and that lets you deny people (or get denied yourself) resources? Panzer Waltz actually focuses MORE on an actual story. The ONLY currency you lose from PvP is Silver which is an entirely renewable resource by the minute and it's just used for upgrades and so on. You don't lose valuable resources for research or upgrades, you don't lose Gold (which is used for refueling to full for your slowly regenerating 'Fuel') that you could use to get other resources, or a thing called G-Milk and G-Corn, resources I won't explain myself since they end up being rather self explanatory in the game itself. The game really is fun and simple, PLUS it's got some minor animation for some of the tank girls and that is neat but the kicker: They have actually hired voice actors for this game for the girls to say lines for leveling up and even just talking with them in the HQ. The devs LISTEN to the community as well, that means contacting them about a bug or even asking questions and they will usually respond and (they're a Chinese Based Company) in ENGLISH as well as probably OTHER languages! If that's not enough I'll include a short list of tanks that are in the game that are well known enough to people who remember or know about World War II:
Tiger I and Tiger I (Early Henschel), Tiger II, AMX 13 90 (Diesel), Renault B1, Sherman Mk. IV, Matilda, Churchill Mk. IV, and the Grille M.
All of these and MORE are in the game or WILL BE in the game later, some of them have animated sprites, others are not and some just have some development still underway, check it out and give it a try at some point! I promise that for an app game this is actually much better than any of the stupid PvP ones where everyone is battling for supremacy, everyone can benefit from the events so there's no competing and ending up getting screwed over by people that watch their game 24/7 and keep an eye on the leaderboards etc. After all, we do like competition but making it so that only a select few people get a 'really super cool tank' isn't cool. These devs have the right idea, and because of this it means no one really gets left behind. I'll post up for when future events happen and give the lowdown on tanks AFTER an event concludes.
This has been GB, catch ya' later everyone.
Overall what I'm saying about Panzer Waltz specifically is that it's a VERY fun game and here's the kicker: You know how these games (Clash of Clans/etc.) focus mainly on PvP and that lets you deny people (or get denied yourself) resources? Panzer Waltz actually focuses MORE on an actual story. The ONLY currency you lose from PvP is Silver which is an entirely renewable resource by the minute and it's just used for upgrades and so on. You don't lose valuable resources for research or upgrades, you don't lose Gold (which is used for refueling to full for your slowly regenerating 'Fuel') that you could use to get other resources, or a thing called G-Milk and G-Corn, resources I won't explain myself since they end up being rather self explanatory in the game itself. The game really is fun and simple, PLUS it's got some minor animation for some of the tank girls and that is neat but the kicker: They have actually hired voice actors for this game for the girls to say lines for leveling up and even just talking with them in the HQ. The devs LISTEN to the community as well, that means contacting them about a bug or even asking questions and they will usually respond and (they're a Chinese Based Company) in ENGLISH as well as probably OTHER languages! If that's not enough I'll include a short list of tanks that are in the game that are well known enough to people who remember or know about World War II:
Tiger I and Tiger I (Early Henschel), Tiger II, AMX 13 90 (Diesel), Renault B1, Sherman Mk. IV, Matilda, Churchill Mk. IV, and the Grille M.
All of these and MORE are in the game or WILL BE in the game later, some of them have animated sprites, others are not and some just have some development still underway, check it out and give it a try at some point! I promise that for an app game this is actually much better than any of the stupid PvP ones where everyone is battling for supremacy, everyone can benefit from the events so there's no competing and ending up getting screwed over by people that watch their game 24/7 and keep an eye on the leaderboards etc. After all, we do like competition but making it so that only a select few people get a 'really super cool tank' isn't cool. These devs have the right idea, and because of this it means no one really gets left behind. I'll post up for when future events happen and give the lowdown on tanks AFTER an event concludes.
This has been GB, catch ya' later everyone.
Monster Hunting and Holidays
Posted 9 years agoHere I am again with something less serious than the past few journals.
So I'm still playing MH4U, hunting monsters and have my current set I like downpat (still wish I had a better Talisman, but what can one do?) and I just enjoy the hunts and finding some fun players that like to hunt or need help. So to anyone that reads this I am STILL playing Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate, I use a variety of weapons and I'm more than happy to help out with whatever someone needs.
Aside from that with the passing of one of my cousins I have made plans to spend Christmas with my cousin and his parents. I want to do this so that we can all move on, smile and be merry because I'm sure that's what he would have wanted us to do. I'll be enjoying my holidays to the best of my ability, I'm just sorry that I can't really do much in the way of wishing all of well with a gift apart from me saying that I hope your holidays are just as merry and warm.
Please leave a comment, questions, good jokes or what have you. Other than that, have a Happy Holidays.
So I'm still playing MH4U, hunting monsters and have my current set I like downpat (still wish I had a better Talisman, but what can one do?) and I just enjoy the hunts and finding some fun players that like to hunt or need help. So to anyone that reads this I am STILL playing Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate, I use a variety of weapons and I'm more than happy to help out with whatever someone needs.
Aside from that with the passing of one of my cousins I have made plans to spend Christmas with my cousin and his parents. I want to do this so that we can all move on, smile and be merry because I'm sure that's what he would have wanted us to do. I'll be enjoying my holidays to the best of my ability, I'm just sorry that I can't really do much in the way of wishing all of well with a gift apart from me saying that I hope your holidays are just as merry and warm.
Please leave a comment, questions, good jokes or what have you. Other than that, have a Happy Holidays.
Opinions on Censorship
Posted 10 years agoYes, I know this is a very touchy subject. However, you know what? Censorship is a REAL problem. It fights a lot of people not just in the United States but AROUND THE WORLD as well. I'm talking artists of all mediums, political figures that are constantly put down by Censors so as to put the blinders on for many and it's just... Why? THAT is the biggest question? We see Violence in the news all the time, we hear about the crimes going on around us, we hear about who the next big President may be. Now I'm not saying ANY of this is irrelevant but what I am saying is that there are also people out there trying to tighten that noose around censorship but let me just throw a few things out there.
For movies, we have a rating system and I'm sure that a lot of people would say 'Well yes, and we follow this quite well! I'd never let my child-' and that's where I have to stop people right there: No, we don't do that because I've heard adults let their children watch movies UNAPROPRIATE for their age because they thought it was 'Okay' to do so. Same goes for games, how many people can say that someone UNDER the age of 18 is getting games like Call of Duty or Battlefield? Quite a freaking lot really, and another while it's cartoony is TF2. Violence. Blood. Gore. Sexuality and Sexualization. Nudity. The list of these things go on, and people claim that they're violent because 'I saw it in a game' or other poor excuses like 'I saw it in a movie.' I'm sure a lot of you will agree: Games/Movies don't make people violent, it is easily manipulated and domestic sheep (no offense to any Sheep here) that either have pent up anger or even faults of critical thinking and ACT upon violent tendencies that cause media to get attacked the way it does. Don't attack the art form, attack those that follow through with their stupidity rather than let them off free because 'LITTLE TIMMY SHOT JOHNNY IN THE LEG BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING WITH A B B GUN AND PLAYING LIKE IT WERE CALL OF DUTY.' No, no, that stuff was happening BEFORE Call of Duty. Way back when in a time long since where we'd play 'Cops and Robbers' or some other form of that, and friends would get hurt, people mad and scolding happen. And it ISN'T just boys, so don't think I left the girls out either.
Rather than Censorship trying to make it harder, and harder, and harder for Art Forms to be seen in the United States, HOW ABOUT FOR ONCE THEY TRY TO ADDRESS THE REAL PROBLEM OF ALL THE CENSORSHIP THAT PUTS ON THE BLINDERS IN OUR MEDIA? Apparently that's a hard concept to grasp because they keep trying to censor everything for a game rated for those that aren't old enough to 'understand' the themes in a game. Yet WHO is really at fault? The child? Nope. The Censor? Nu-uh. The Parents? OH HEAVEN FORBI-Yes. It's the parents. It is in ALL HONESTY the parents. I would not, FOR THE LIFE OF ME, buy my child Saints Row or ANY of the games (that's if I had a kid, but this is an example). Just as I wouldn't get a child Fallout or Grand Theft Auto. Seriously, the People and Children aren't the ones to be blamed, it's the parents of these Children who let this happen AND THEN either do nothing or flip out about it that need to be set straight. YOU did this to your child, that is YOUR fault, not the Censors, not the Developers, it is THE PARENTS. Shocker? No, not really. Will they admit it, pfft, admitting your wrong is just as hard as admitting you have a drug problem sometimes (terrible comparison but if the shoe fits) but the ones who need to accept responsibility and STOP acting like they're surprised about these things ARE THE PARENTS. They need to get a dose of reality in that, while a kid doesn't WATCH the news, they will listen and hear you. They have ears, and they do use them. If this keeps up, the only way we will ever get certain forms of art are from the Internet OR fan translations of media. I really despise how NONE of the parents that have done these things aren't charged for anything when in fact isn't what they do AGAINST what they say they're fighting? 'The Corruption of America's Youth', please... to blunt the truth our children are about as familiar with Sex, Drugs and Violence as WE are if not MORE. Our 'Youth' is VERY 'Corrupt' and we only have Society to thank for that.
I'm just really sick of people blaming everything BUT the problem itself which, again, is the parents themselves. Maybe write a Congressman or something about this stuff and even if there's some sort of LAW that is passed to where if someone under the age of the game title plays said game the parent of the minor is at fault and pays some form of penalty or that the purchaser of the product must have the one receiving the product present and if they are under the age for said product the seller must deny the purchase: PEOPLE WILL STILL WIGGLE AROUND IT because at heart we are deceitful creatures. I am not sorry if a parent reads this and questions my opinion because this is, like, my opinion man. However to be honest, video games are a reality escape as well as a social interaction when it comes to multiplayer games and that's not even making the bloody point that this is all just a fantasy world where we can not be ourselves or be the person we want to be. It's not real, but our governments and these dried up, old dunderheads keep saying how real it is when IT IS NOT. Seriously, I know I'm beating a dead horse on this one but doesn't everyone deserve the right to freely express themselves without fear of censorship? Accept the criticism of course, but whatever happened to people abiding by these rating systems set in place for Movies and Video Games? I'll be honest, the video game one was hardly used at first and only ever asked at the check out stand. Just a simple 'you know this game is rated X' and a simple answer of yes would let someone purchase a game if they were over the age of 18. Otherwise, that person needed a parent or guardian. If that question wasn't asked, the store got in trouble so it kind of became common place where I heard that asked at all stores that sold games. However... I have NEVER heard it asked about a MOVIE. So color me unimpressed that while we have these Censors up that even then they don't do their job. I'm not saying do away with them or be stricter/harsher on them: I'm saying stop making more hurdles for artists to jump over and just leave the art alone because all they're doing is killing these artistic mediums and scaring them away from the West. Imagine if you will a world where all we had were My Little Pony cartoons and Call of Duty games where you were only shooting people with tranquilizer darts. Imagine that the only way violent games make it to us are via PC? The Censors aren't killing us, it's those that want them to be much more harsh that are and are even being hypocritical of it themselves.
I know this probably wasn't the best place for a journal like this and yes I made an MLP based thing and I am a fan of the show and even I wouldn't like it, but I needed to get this out and off my chest because maybe someone will read it. Criticize me, agree with me, or whatever. PERSONALLY I don't care and you can certainly argue with me or even have a critical argument with me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, especially when there's no clear right or wrong because the topic is so open ended.
Thank you all who made it this far,
-GB
For movies, we have a rating system and I'm sure that a lot of people would say 'Well yes, and we follow this quite well! I'd never let my child-' and that's where I have to stop people right there: No, we don't do that because I've heard adults let their children watch movies UNAPROPRIATE for their age because they thought it was 'Okay' to do so. Same goes for games, how many people can say that someone UNDER the age of 18 is getting games like Call of Duty or Battlefield? Quite a freaking lot really, and another while it's cartoony is TF2. Violence. Blood. Gore. Sexuality and Sexualization. Nudity. The list of these things go on, and people claim that they're violent because 'I saw it in a game' or other poor excuses like 'I saw it in a movie.' I'm sure a lot of you will agree: Games/Movies don't make people violent, it is easily manipulated and domestic sheep (no offense to any Sheep here) that either have pent up anger or even faults of critical thinking and ACT upon violent tendencies that cause media to get attacked the way it does. Don't attack the art form, attack those that follow through with their stupidity rather than let them off free because 'LITTLE TIMMY SHOT JOHNNY IN THE LEG BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING WITH A B B GUN AND PLAYING LIKE IT WERE CALL OF DUTY.' No, no, that stuff was happening BEFORE Call of Duty. Way back when in a time long since where we'd play 'Cops and Robbers' or some other form of that, and friends would get hurt, people mad and scolding happen. And it ISN'T just boys, so don't think I left the girls out either.
Rather than Censorship trying to make it harder, and harder, and harder for Art Forms to be seen in the United States, HOW ABOUT FOR ONCE THEY TRY TO ADDRESS THE REAL PROBLEM OF ALL THE CENSORSHIP THAT PUTS ON THE BLINDERS IN OUR MEDIA? Apparently that's a hard concept to grasp because they keep trying to censor everything for a game rated for those that aren't old enough to 'understand' the themes in a game. Yet WHO is really at fault? The child? Nope. The Censor? Nu-uh. The Parents? OH HEAVEN FORBI-Yes. It's the parents. It is in ALL HONESTY the parents. I would not, FOR THE LIFE OF ME, buy my child Saints Row or ANY of the games (that's if I had a kid, but this is an example). Just as I wouldn't get a child Fallout or Grand Theft Auto. Seriously, the People and Children aren't the ones to be blamed, it's the parents of these Children who let this happen AND THEN either do nothing or flip out about it that need to be set straight. YOU did this to your child, that is YOUR fault, not the Censors, not the Developers, it is THE PARENTS. Shocker? No, not really. Will they admit it, pfft, admitting your wrong is just as hard as admitting you have a drug problem sometimes (terrible comparison but if the shoe fits) but the ones who need to accept responsibility and STOP acting like they're surprised about these things ARE THE PARENTS. They need to get a dose of reality in that, while a kid doesn't WATCH the news, they will listen and hear you. They have ears, and they do use them. If this keeps up, the only way we will ever get certain forms of art are from the Internet OR fan translations of media. I really despise how NONE of the parents that have done these things aren't charged for anything when in fact isn't what they do AGAINST what they say they're fighting? 'The Corruption of America's Youth', please... to blunt the truth our children are about as familiar with Sex, Drugs and Violence as WE are if not MORE. Our 'Youth' is VERY 'Corrupt' and we only have Society to thank for that.
I'm just really sick of people blaming everything BUT the problem itself which, again, is the parents themselves. Maybe write a Congressman or something about this stuff and even if there's some sort of LAW that is passed to where if someone under the age of the game title plays said game the parent of the minor is at fault and pays some form of penalty or that the purchaser of the product must have the one receiving the product present and if they are under the age for said product the seller must deny the purchase: PEOPLE WILL STILL WIGGLE AROUND IT because at heart we are deceitful creatures. I am not sorry if a parent reads this and questions my opinion because this is, like, my opinion man. However to be honest, video games are a reality escape as well as a social interaction when it comes to multiplayer games and that's not even making the bloody point that this is all just a fantasy world where we can not be ourselves or be the person we want to be. It's not real, but our governments and these dried up, old dunderheads keep saying how real it is when IT IS NOT. Seriously, I know I'm beating a dead horse on this one but doesn't everyone deserve the right to freely express themselves without fear of censorship? Accept the criticism of course, but whatever happened to people abiding by these rating systems set in place for Movies and Video Games? I'll be honest, the video game one was hardly used at first and only ever asked at the check out stand. Just a simple 'you know this game is rated X' and a simple answer of yes would let someone purchase a game if they were over the age of 18. Otherwise, that person needed a parent or guardian. If that question wasn't asked, the store got in trouble so it kind of became common place where I heard that asked at all stores that sold games. However... I have NEVER heard it asked about a MOVIE. So color me unimpressed that while we have these Censors up that even then they don't do their job. I'm not saying do away with them or be stricter/harsher on them: I'm saying stop making more hurdles for artists to jump over and just leave the art alone because all they're doing is killing these artistic mediums and scaring them away from the West. Imagine if you will a world where all we had were My Little Pony cartoons and Call of Duty games where you were only shooting people with tranquilizer darts. Imagine that the only way violent games make it to us are via PC? The Censors aren't killing us, it's those that want them to be much more harsh that are and are even being hypocritical of it themselves.
I know this probably wasn't the best place for a journal like this and yes I made an MLP based thing and I am a fan of the show and even I wouldn't like it, but I needed to get this out and off my chest because maybe someone will read it. Criticize me, agree with me, or whatever. PERSONALLY I don't care and you can certainly argue with me or even have a critical argument with me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, especially when there's no clear right or wrong because the topic is so open ended.
Thank you all who made it this far,
-GB
Warning: This Journal is Depressing
Posted 10 years agoAs the title stated this journal is depressing, you've been warned twice now ahead of time now onto what is so depressing.
Found out today that my older cousin was killed in a car accident. I know not many of the folks that watch me read my journals (like the vast majority of people on FA) but that's not the only bad news because my uncle is also in the hospital for other medical reasons.
Because of this I've elected NOT to write stories for a bit but I also ask this: I don't need much because nothing bad has actually happened to me. It hits me hard that my Cousin is gone but -I- am not the one who needs any well wishes, kindness, and so on. It's my cousin and his family, they need it and... well... I'm just expressing myself in another way because while it's painful I don't want my writing to become blackened from what I normally wish to do.
I know my mood is reflected through my writing and I wish to get my mind back to a neutral mindset before I continue trying to write or help those I've promised. I've been having to deal with a lot. Doesn't help this also happened.
Sincerely,
WhiteFox AKA: Game Boy
Found out today that my older cousin was killed in a car accident. I know not many of the folks that watch me read my journals (like the vast majority of people on FA) but that's not the only bad news because my uncle is also in the hospital for other medical reasons.
Because of this I've elected NOT to write stories for a bit but I also ask this: I don't need much because nothing bad has actually happened to me. It hits me hard that my Cousin is gone but -I- am not the one who needs any well wishes, kindness, and so on. It's my cousin and his family, they need it and... well... I'm just expressing myself in another way because while it's painful I don't want my writing to become blackened from what I normally wish to do.
I know my mood is reflected through my writing and I wish to get my mind back to a neutral mindset before I continue trying to write or help those I've promised. I've been having to deal with a lot. Doesn't help this also happened.
Sincerely,
WhiteFox AKA: Game Boy
Seems like it's my turn for Skype Contacts
Posted 10 years agoHey all! GB again! Just here to give everyone a heads up: IF YOU ARE GOING TO SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST ON SKYPE I KINDLY ASK YOU TO STATE WHO YOU ARE, WHY YOU ARE SENDING THE REQUEST AND ANY OTHER RELEVENT INFORMATION. Reason I'm putting this up is due to a very recent contact that I will not name having just randomly added me to do role play.
I don't have the TIME to do such things, between finding a job, getting a new computer and so on. Beside the point, if I am gonna role play at all I'd at least like to know WHO is contacting me and for what reason. I don't mind just wanting friendly conversations but: I am not some shoulder to cry your problems to. Randomly adding to do role play is VERY rude since I have a life that requires my adult attention. And lastly I've many friends and family on Skype that I have to keep track of as well.
So please, I don't mind the contacts but I would like a note here or in the description of why you're contacting me on Skype. Courtesy and all.
Sorry for making it so boring everyone! Continue on with life!
GB~
I don't have the TIME to do such things, between finding a job, getting a new computer and so on. Beside the point, if I am gonna role play at all I'd at least like to know WHO is contacting me and for what reason. I don't mind just wanting friendly conversations but: I am not some shoulder to cry your problems to. Randomly adding to do role play is VERY rude since I have a life that requires my adult attention. And lastly I've many friends and family on Skype that I have to keep track of as well.
So please, I don't mind the contacts but I would like a note here or in the description of why you're contacting me on Skype. Courtesy and all.
Sorry for making it so boring everyone! Continue on with life!
GB~
AND my Laptop has been put into hibernation
Posted 10 years agoYes, the title says it all.
I'm putting it into hibernation until further notice and I have myself a NEW laptop OR PC. Then I'm recovering my files, transferring them to the new laptop/pc and carrying on with my life. That aside, I do have access to a PC but it's... fairly unusable. Graphical issues, stock card, etc.
But hey, I'll still have contact but it isn't MY computer so that's the downside. Anyway, if anyone has suggestions on what to do (I've been looking for a job constantly, hopefully get one working for State Farm Insurance) and I've currently got no job, I'll gladly accept any help... and I still feel bad for asking for it because that DOES suck that I need to sink to that level... that's just my feelings because I like to help more than be help. Selflessness above all else in my mind. I'm odd like that.
Anyhow, leave a message or note me privately but apart from that other news:
I'll be helping someone with something (just editing) so I won't be doing my own stories but I'll signal boost their thing when they post it. Apart from that... going to play some monster hunter and I guess do some League of Legends vs Intermediate bots. Don't ask, I'm a filthy super casual for that game. Perhaps do warships and tanks as well.
Anyhow: Catch you all later!
I'm putting it into hibernation until further notice and I have myself a NEW laptop OR PC. Then I'm recovering my files, transferring them to the new laptop/pc and carrying on with my life. That aside, I do have access to a PC but it's... fairly unusable. Graphical issues, stock card, etc.
But hey, I'll still have contact but it isn't MY computer so that's the downside. Anyway, if anyone has suggestions on what to do (I've been looking for a job constantly, hopefully get one working for State Farm Insurance) and I've currently got no job, I'll gladly accept any help... and I still feel bad for asking for it because that DOES suck that I need to sink to that level... that's just my feelings because I like to help more than be help. Selflessness above all else in my mind. I'm odd like that.
Anyhow, leave a message or note me privately but apart from that other news:
I'll be helping someone with something (just editing) so I won't be doing my own stories but I'll signal boost their thing when they post it. Apart from that... going to play some monster hunter and I guess do some League of Legends vs Intermediate bots. Don't ask, I'm a filthy super casual for that game. Perhaps do warships and tanks as well.
Anyhow: Catch you all later!
Let me see... Ah cripes, it's my Birthday...
Posted 10 years agoWell, it's August 10, 7 days from the day of my birth. To those of you who know me I'll be turning 26 this year. Oh joy of joys.
In case anyone has been wondering WHY I haven't been posting new chapters or whatnot it's because I've had to dedicate most my time to my sanity while looking for work in my area. It's a pain but I have to keep on hitting my head against the wall.
This was just a short update so I hope everything is alright and enjoying their day, take care all.
[EDIT]
Today is my Birthday. So another whole 365 days I've been around this planet. Many thanks to all of you who watch me and enjoy today, that's the most I could ask anyone to do on my Birthday.
GB~
In case anyone has been wondering WHY I haven't been posting new chapters or whatnot it's because I've had to dedicate most my time to my sanity while looking for work in my area. It's a pain but I have to keep on hitting my head against the wall.
This was just a short update so I hope everything is alright and enjoying their day, take care all.
[EDIT]
Today is my Birthday. So another whole 365 days I've been around this planet. Many thanks to all of you who watch me and enjoy today, that's the most I could ask anyone to do on my Birthday.
GB~
Serious Journal Ahead
Posted 10 years agoHello everyone, I know that I haven't updated particularly much recently but I've been stuck in a slump as usual and I guess to those that watch me I want to hear your thoughts:
Why do you watch me? For real I wish to know.
Next on the same note sort of: Is my writing interesting? Entertaining?
I've just been looking around lately and unless it has artwork attached to it for a story or if it's just artwork (SFW or NSFW) that folks like myself who write their hearts out get looked over. I do understand that this is a place for Artists to gather and post work and so on but lately I feel like maybe... how many people consider 'Writing' an 'Art'?
I know this is a weighty subject and I'm sorry for bringing it up and all, but if I'm to be blunt: I feel like I'm useless where I'm at. I'm actually unconcerned about how many watchers I have or people that fave my work, but I also don't get feed back or constructive critique... I know I'm only an amateur and I put that above everything else and I even consider myself to be even a beginner at times.
And please, before anyone says 'Why haven't you gone to [Insert Name of Writing/Fan Fiction Site Here]' it's because I don't want to be there. I like a broader spectrum, especially if someone is nice enough to be inspired by something I've done, draw something and I think you get the picture from there. I've had people who inspired me in the past, and I appreciate it every time I look back too.
So to any of you that have read this far in the journal I thank you for listening to me, it may be a fruitless venture to ask others here but I do have hope I get answers from more than just one person.
Sincerely yours and appreciative as always,
Game Boy
Why do you watch me? For real I wish to know.
Next on the same note sort of: Is my writing interesting? Entertaining?
I've just been looking around lately and unless it has artwork attached to it for a story or if it's just artwork (SFW or NSFW) that folks like myself who write their hearts out get looked over. I do understand that this is a place for Artists to gather and post work and so on but lately I feel like maybe... how many people consider 'Writing' an 'Art'?
I know this is a weighty subject and I'm sorry for bringing it up and all, but if I'm to be blunt: I feel like I'm useless where I'm at. I'm actually unconcerned about how many watchers I have or people that fave my work, but I also don't get feed back or constructive critique... I know I'm only an amateur and I put that above everything else and I even consider myself to be even a beginner at times.
And please, before anyone says 'Why haven't you gone to [Insert Name of Writing/Fan Fiction Site Here]' it's because I don't want to be there. I like a broader spectrum, especially if someone is nice enough to be inspired by something I've done, draw something and I think you get the picture from there. I've had people who inspired me in the past, and I appreciate it every time I look back too.
So to any of you that have read this far in the journal I thank you for listening to me, it may be a fruitless venture to ask others here but I do have hope I get answers from more than just one person.
Sincerely yours and appreciative as always,
Game Boy
Some Life Breathed into this Laptop. ALSO UPDATES!
Posted 10 years agoALRIGHT: I was able to breath some life into this laptop. However, it still has moments of stuttering (no crashing thankfully) it's running cooler and I plan to look into new computers anyhow so we shall see when things turn around over on my end.
With that out of the way I plan to put up a new character soon (No art, I'm no artist so this is gonna be simply words and descriptions :) ) as well as getting back into writing, my adventures in the world of Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate have been an inspiration and I have a lot of friends to thank for all the help they've given me playing that game as a team. On that note if there are others out there that wish to join me in MH4U do contact me because who knows what fun things could be in store on adventures.
On top of that I do again want to say I'm sorry for my lack of content on my page lately, I know for a while I was consistent but I ran into a writers block so things got snagged, I just needed a pick me up what with my horrid job and home situation and some R&R with my significant other so we'll see what turns up with these writings. Take care!
With that out of the way I plan to put up a new character soon (No art, I'm no artist so this is gonna be simply words and descriptions :) ) as well as getting back into writing, my adventures in the world of Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate have been an inspiration and I have a lot of friends to thank for all the help they've given me playing that game as a team. On that note if there are others out there that wish to join me in MH4U do contact me because who knows what fun things could be in store on adventures.
On top of that I do again want to say I'm sorry for my lack of content on my page lately, I know for a while I was consistent but I ran into a writers block so things got snagged, I just needed a pick me up what with my horrid job and home situation and some R&R with my significant other so we'll see what turns up with these writings. Take care!
Computer Status: FUBAR
Posted 10 years agoAlright, so here's where things stand. Apparently my computer is becoming FUBAR. I've done everything to try and save it and it's now finally deciding that it has had it almost.
So if I suddenly go absent for a few days then you all know what has happened and why. I figured that this is a big deal because I have been working on something for the past few days and I don't like it that now I'm having to deal with this.
Anyhow, I'll try and figure this out but things are not looking good until I find a new job.
Take care all and hopefully I can provide updates when something happens.
So if I suddenly go absent for a few days then you all know what has happened and why. I figured that this is a big deal because I have been working on something for the past few days and I don't like it that now I'm having to deal with this.
Anyhow, I'll try and figure this out but things are not looking good until I find a new job.
Take care all and hopefully I can provide updates when something happens.
THE HUNTERS GONG HAS SOUNDED!
Posted 10 years agoYou heard me right folks: The Hunters Gong. The call to all hunters out there to join together and go off on hunts of various adventures and perils.
I'm talking Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate. To any of you out there that have MH4U contact me or this journal and we'll see exactly what kind of hunting we can do together because Hunting in a group is much more effective than hunting alone.
That is basically what I've been doing since about a week ago and it has been -massive- fun.
Anyhow, that's really all I wanted to inform others about because hunting alone also gets a tad lonesome even with my Palicos.
Take care everyone,
Game Boy
I'm talking Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate. To any of you out there that have MH4U contact me or this journal and we'll see exactly what kind of hunting we can do together because Hunting in a group is much more effective than hunting alone.
That is basically what I've been doing since about a week ago and it has been -massive- fun.
Anyhow, that's really all I wanted to inform others about because hunting alone also gets a tad lonesome even with my Palicos.
Take care everyone,
Game Boy
What I've been up to lately...
Posted 10 years agoAlright, just a bit of an update to those that follow me.
Yes I still have a writers block and I'm trying to break the mold of it but I have to say that 'work' (I define work loosely) is not helping because of the fact that -Redacted from this point- and I have been with undue stress because of it. NOW While I hate bad mouthing people, this person takes the cake. I mean, I was asked to help her out, but I can't help if they don't let me and that's a fact. So a small conundrum there is this: I am split with two choices one being that I stay home until my boss returns from his trip to visit family OR I continue to defy her and do the necessary things before work and while I'm working as per normal.
I'll come to a decision on that sometime Monday afternoon.
NOW down to my writing again, yes I do want to continue with both the Vanilla Buns story from GB's perspective and I have other works in mind as well. Though as I've mentioned I'm in a jam and I'm still trying to get that stride back where I was writing so much and happily. We shall see what happens with that, for now onto a topic that is unrelated.
3DS: I have in my possession a 2DS and I own One Piece Unlimited World RED. If there are ANY FOLKS out there that are either into One Piece, like a good beat'em up or even are just looking for a decent game I would highly suggest getting it and would LOVE TO at some point play this multiplayer and online as there is a quest system and rewards are VERY good. Plus, I'd like to see who all would want to team up with me playing that Saucy Lady Killer of a Chef Black Leg Sanji.
PC: I have obtained a brand new GAMING cooling pad, and it's much more quality for less money than I was expecting. Plus, gave me an extra USB Port to boot. Anywho, that means that some games I couldn't play because my computer would overheat I can play again. That means things like World of Tanks, TF2 and a few other games. I'm still saving for a new computer because my big goal is to eventually start doing LP's or just 'For Fun' videos with some friends.
And... I think that's pretty much it! Anyhow, you all take care and I'll continue to try and work this Writers block over.
~GB
Yes I still have a writers block and I'm trying to break the mold of it but I have to say that 'work' (I define work loosely) is not helping because of the fact that -Redacted from this point- and I have been with undue stress because of it. NOW While I hate bad mouthing people, this person takes the cake. I mean, I was asked to help her out, but I can't help if they don't let me and that's a fact. So a small conundrum there is this: I am split with two choices one being that I stay home until my boss returns from his trip to visit family OR I continue to defy her and do the necessary things before work and while I'm working as per normal.
I'll come to a decision on that sometime Monday afternoon.
NOW down to my writing again, yes I do want to continue with both the Vanilla Buns story from GB's perspective and I have other works in mind as well. Though as I've mentioned I'm in a jam and I'm still trying to get that stride back where I was writing so much and happily. We shall see what happens with that, for now onto a topic that is unrelated.
3DS: I have in my possession a 2DS and I own One Piece Unlimited World RED. If there are ANY FOLKS out there that are either into One Piece, like a good beat'em up or even are just looking for a decent game I would highly suggest getting it and would LOVE TO at some point play this multiplayer and online as there is a quest system and rewards are VERY good. Plus, I'd like to see who all would want to team up with me playing that Saucy Lady Killer of a Chef Black Leg Sanji.
PC: I have obtained a brand new GAMING cooling pad, and it's much more quality for less money than I was expecting. Plus, gave me an extra USB Port to boot. Anywho, that means that some games I couldn't play because my computer would overheat I can play again. That means things like World of Tanks, TF2 and a few other games. I'm still saving for a new computer because my big goal is to eventually start doing LP's or just 'For Fun' videos with some friends.
And... I think that's pretty much it! Anyhow, you all take care and I'll continue to try and work this Writers block over.
~GB
To those wondering why I haven't posted anything in a while.
Posted 11 years agoIt is partly due to me lacking motivation, not just the want to write but I'm simply just having a hard time working myself into actually a writing mood. I've tried everything from doing Table Top RPG's to RP with long time friends and even trying to write out a short story but I don't get further than a small but detailed outline.
Secondly: I'm very stressed. To give people a bit of insight even though I have a very big heart and I do care about all of those I consider my true family from MPL and Reli, Sky, Leona and Rusty (plus more that I haven't mentioned, the list is very long winded), I also have issues with saving money because of my 'local' family and all the habits they have. Because they spend all their funds on habits and I try to spend as little as possible while saving up some rainy day funds for something nice... I end up having to pay bills, buy essentials and even bail them out of crap that they can't. Yet they've never, ever, ever, tried to even help me once even when I had outstanding tickets that they could have been nice to help me with even though I was the only one of my other two siblings who never asked for funds or even help with trying to get a job. (My brother doesn't count as he had a friend get him all of his jobs and he's gone though about 5 of them all because he didn't like the working conditions).
And to add to that note I'm currently working as an Admin for a Minecraft Server (Doesn't pay much and I won't say more on that) plus I also work a job at night stocking the cooler at a liquor store. And yes, while I do play games during the day time hours... I split my attention between it and the server which is also part of the reason I sometimes don't respond right away when people send me a message on Skype/Steam/etc.
Normally I don't go out and make a big fuss over things but some perspective on the levels of stress in my life... I'm only twenty five, sure I still live in America but the unemployment right now is so vicious that there's no way one can get a job without some kind of prior experience. I know I probably sound like HUNDREDS of other stressed out kids but the honest truth of the matter: I used to work as a door to door sales man. They taught me that in order to sell my product: I have to lie. Jumped ship after I learned that i don't earn a salary of any form unless I sell the product.
Second job, McDonalds. Got sick for one week and had a note that even told my bosses it was the Flu. Call in on the last day to update my bosses and get some other person who works at the front. Ask for a manager and get told 'They'll tell a Manager for me.' I demand to speak to a manager and they hang up. I keep trying back and they pick up, then hang up. Did that for an hour and give up after who knows what time it was that they hung up on me. I'm wondering why the manager never, ever asked them why they were 'Hawking' the phone like they were. Worse still, I come in the next day and find out because I didn't check in that I was fired. I tell them I tried to check in and ask them to look up the phone records and they claim that they cannot do that. I only learned recently that was lying on their part because any business can request phone records for their establishment so long as it isn't disclosed. Rather than fight it I let the backstabbing jerk get away with it because it was better than making a big stink about it.
my current jobs are the ones I'm working at now. Yes, they do have moments of happiness... but are overall stress inducing. I'm only 25 and my hair is already going white. If I were 30 I'd understand but not the case.
Sure, I know I'm going on a rant here and if people ask me to I will remove this journal because I don't like being a downer and I'd rather write about some happier things. Like how I go out of my way for my real family. I love doing things like that... even at the cost of my own 'happiness' or whatnot because I'm happy seeing them happy, this includes my Girlfriend.
General to say that I'm so full of shit right now that I'm sorry I even wrote this journal about it because it is why I'm so exhausted lately... I'm sorry to all but I do love you all too..
~Game Boy
Secondly: I'm very stressed. To give people a bit of insight even though I have a very big heart and I do care about all of those I consider my true family from MPL and Reli, Sky, Leona and Rusty (plus more that I haven't mentioned, the list is very long winded), I also have issues with saving money because of my 'local' family and all the habits they have. Because they spend all their funds on habits and I try to spend as little as possible while saving up some rainy day funds for something nice... I end up having to pay bills, buy essentials and even bail them out of crap that they can't. Yet they've never, ever, ever, tried to even help me once even when I had outstanding tickets that they could have been nice to help me with even though I was the only one of my other two siblings who never asked for funds or even help with trying to get a job. (My brother doesn't count as he had a friend get him all of his jobs and he's gone though about 5 of them all because he didn't like the working conditions).
And to add to that note I'm currently working as an Admin for a Minecraft Server (Doesn't pay much and I won't say more on that) plus I also work a job at night stocking the cooler at a liquor store. And yes, while I do play games during the day time hours... I split my attention between it and the server which is also part of the reason I sometimes don't respond right away when people send me a message on Skype/Steam/etc.
Normally I don't go out and make a big fuss over things but some perspective on the levels of stress in my life... I'm only twenty five, sure I still live in America but the unemployment right now is so vicious that there's no way one can get a job without some kind of prior experience. I know I probably sound like HUNDREDS of other stressed out kids but the honest truth of the matter: I used to work as a door to door sales man. They taught me that in order to sell my product: I have to lie. Jumped ship after I learned that i don't earn a salary of any form unless I sell the product.
Second job, McDonalds. Got sick for one week and had a note that even told my bosses it was the Flu. Call in on the last day to update my bosses and get some other person who works at the front. Ask for a manager and get told 'They'll tell a Manager for me.' I demand to speak to a manager and they hang up. I keep trying back and they pick up, then hang up. Did that for an hour and give up after who knows what time it was that they hung up on me. I'm wondering why the manager never, ever asked them why they were 'Hawking' the phone like they were. Worse still, I come in the next day and find out because I didn't check in that I was fired. I tell them I tried to check in and ask them to look up the phone records and they claim that they cannot do that. I only learned recently that was lying on their part because any business can request phone records for their establishment so long as it isn't disclosed. Rather than fight it I let the backstabbing jerk get away with it because it was better than making a big stink about it.
my current jobs are the ones I'm working at now. Yes, they do have moments of happiness... but are overall stress inducing. I'm only 25 and my hair is already going white. If I were 30 I'd understand but not the case.
Sure, I know I'm going on a rant here and if people ask me to I will remove this journal because I don't like being a downer and I'd rather write about some happier things. Like how I go out of my way for my real family. I love doing things like that... even at the cost of my own 'happiness' or whatnot because I'm happy seeing them happy, this includes my Girlfriend.
General to say that I'm so full of shit right now that I'm sorry I even wrote this journal about it because it is why I'm so exhausted lately... I'm sorry to all but I do love you all too..
~Game Boy
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Well, I guess these questions go to Game Boy.
1. What is your name? - “Name's Game Boy! But everypony just calls me Game or GB!"
2. Do you know why you were named that? - “Not entirely sure, could have to do with how even though I'm a Pegasus I don't entirely keep in the air too often because there are more ponies and creatures on the ground to play games and have fun."
3. Single or taken? - “Well... I'm gonna say I'm not looking for anypony, and that I'm thankful for the somepony I do have."
4. Have any abilities or powers? - “I can fly and I can talk, well they aren't really abilities or powers but there ain't really much else I can do. Apart from that I'm kinda a bit of a nut when it comes to fixin' electronics.”
5. Stop being a Mary Sue! - “Uh, you're a bit deaf pal. I can always call Dr. Goodheart to take you to the happy place for special uhm... whatever you are... can calm down?”
6. What's your eye color? - “Sky blue, kinda a bit of a rare trait when it comes down to it.”
7. How about hair color? - “Kinda a bright teal, hard to miss me in a crowd but I kinda like to wear a hat."
8. Have you any family members? - " Got my Mah, Mist chaser, my Pops, Flintlock, and my younger by forty five seconds brother Lockstock. Oh, and my daughter Trance Flash!"
9. Oh? How about pets? - "Sorry, pets can really kick up a lot of static electricity so I kinda don't like having 'em around."
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like. - “Well, I don't like seein' a pony unhappy. Simple as that."
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do? - “Well, stupid question number one: I'm a Gamer and I don't just make the machines but I make the titles myself most of the time, other times I have a few crews that work on making a title or two. It's always good business.”
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? - “Plenty of times, I'm not the most subtle pony, kinda like a brick through a glass house really. "
13. Ever… killed anyone before? - "Stupid question number two, BUCK NO!!! Are you buggered in the head?!"
14. What kind of animal are you? - “I'm an Equestrian Pegasus Pony, I said it before so there it is again. Is the Elephant outta the room yet?"
15. Name your worst habits - “Worrying myself about how my special somepony is doing..."
16. Do you look up to anyone at all? - “A few actually, my own Brother because he's the brains out of the two of us but I am -not- stupid. Princess Celestia because she watches over us during the day. Princess Luna for her love and care over the night and our well being within our dreams. Vanilla Buns b-whoa! Okay you didn't hear that last one!"
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? - “Straight as a plank my friend.”
18. Do you go to school? - “I did, passed my rudimentary schooling alright and I kinda got expelled from my Flight Camp.... kinda got issues with authority at times.”
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day? - "Ain't gonna lie, that'd be nice but my heart kinda lies elsewhere and I respect her decisions so where she goes I'm gonna follow and respect her whims. "
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys? - “Buck if I know."
21. What are you most afraid of? - “Losing the one pony that's ever shown me what real deep passion can be like...”
22. What do you usually wear? - " Normally I got my cap and vest on, sometimes I use a watch or got my Bit Changer to give colts an fillies tokens in exchange for bits on the go when on the floor."
23. What's one food that tempts you? - “I'm a sucker for a Sweet Roll, especially the soft fluffy sweet rolls... those aren't called 'buns' are they?"
24. Am I annoying you? - “Annoying? No, you gotta do more than that to-"
25. Well, it's still not over! - “...You know, I don't have to tell Vanilla to calm down, bud.”
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)? - “Nnn... I'd say I'm Middle Class, I don't think the High Class life suits me anyhow, what fun would it be if I were standin' around in a top hat and vest goin' 'Pip pip, cheerio, tish tosh an all that rot', to me... not a fun time. "
27. How many friends do you have? - "I think I got more friends than enemies at least, more so ponies that're annoyed with me an my blunt nature."
28. What are your thoughts on pie? - “I like Chocolate Pie with sweetened cracker crust. NOW if I were to be a nuisance: I hate math so Buck you and your 3.14.”
30. Favorite drink? - “Normally I like some old fashioned cola.”
31. What's your favorite place? - "Hrm... personally my favorite place is in and around Vanilla's Bakery and the local Lake, it's usually quiet around there and the Lake is usually open save for Winter."
32. Are you interested in anyone~? - “I am, but you're kinda gonna have to open your eyes for this one pal.”
33. That was a stupid question. - "Now what ever gave you that idea?"
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean? - “I like the lake cause I got more control over what goes on and they're usually quieter, if I go to the ocean I just usually hang around the beach."
35. What's your type? - "My type? Well, I like Female that kinda have a gentle and loving personality but can also take charge when need be."
36. Any fetishes?- “Pregnancy, being around pregnancy, belly inflation, lil' bit of vore so long as it's -safe-, and feedin' a mare to give her a soft, plush belly.”
37. Seme or uke? - “Both, I'm able to swing it both ways because I like to adapt to a situation more'n anything.”
38. Camping or indoors? - “Nature hates me... a lot.”
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1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
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Well, I guess these questions go to Game Boy.
1. What is your name? - “Name's Game Boy! But everypony just calls me Game or GB!"
2. Do you know why you were named that? - “Not entirely sure, could have to do with how even though I'm a Pegasus I don't entirely keep in the air too often because there are more ponies and creatures on the ground to play games and have fun."
3. Single or taken? - “Well... I'm gonna say I'm not looking for anypony, and that I'm thankful for the somepony I do have."
4. Have any abilities or powers? - “I can fly and I can talk, well they aren't really abilities or powers but there ain't really much else I can do. Apart from that I'm kinda a bit of a nut when it comes to fixin' electronics.”
5. Stop being a Mary Sue! - “Uh, you're a bit deaf pal. I can always call Dr. Goodheart to take you to the happy place for special uhm... whatever you are... can calm down?”
6. What's your eye color? - “Sky blue, kinda a bit of a rare trait when it comes down to it.”
7. How about hair color? - “Kinda a bright teal, hard to miss me in a crowd but I kinda like to wear a hat."
8. Have you any family members? - " Got my Mah, Mist chaser, my Pops, Flintlock, and my younger by forty five seconds brother Lockstock. Oh, and my daughter Trance Flash!"
9. Oh? How about pets? - "Sorry, pets can really kick up a lot of static electricity so I kinda don't like having 'em around."
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like. - “Well, I don't like seein' a pony unhappy. Simple as that."
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do? - “Well, stupid question number one: I'm a Gamer and I don't just make the machines but I make the titles myself most of the time, other times I have a few crews that work on making a title or two. It's always good business.”
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? - “Plenty of times, I'm not the most subtle pony, kinda like a brick through a glass house really. "
13. Ever… killed anyone before? - "Stupid question number two, BUCK NO!!! Are you buggered in the head?!"
14. What kind of animal are you? - “I'm an Equestrian Pegasus Pony, I said it before so there it is again. Is the Elephant outta the room yet?"
15. Name your worst habits - “Worrying myself about how my special somepony is doing..."
16. Do you look up to anyone at all? - “A few actually, my own Brother because he's the brains out of the two of us but I am -not- stupid. Princess Celestia because she watches over us during the day. Princess Luna for her love and care over the night and our well being within our dreams. Vanilla Buns b-whoa! Okay you didn't hear that last one!"
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? - “Straight as a plank my friend.”
18. Do you go to school? - “I did, passed my rudimentary schooling alright and I kinda got expelled from my Flight Camp.... kinda got issues with authority at times.”
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day? - "Ain't gonna lie, that'd be nice but my heart kinda lies elsewhere and I respect her decisions so where she goes I'm gonna follow and respect her whims. "
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys? - “Buck if I know."
21. What are you most afraid of? - “Losing the one pony that's ever shown me what real deep passion can be like...”
22. What do you usually wear? - " Normally I got my cap and vest on, sometimes I use a watch or got my Bit Changer to give colts an fillies tokens in exchange for bits on the go when on the floor."
23. What's one food that tempts you? - “I'm a sucker for a Sweet Roll, especially the soft fluffy sweet rolls... those aren't called 'buns' are they?"
24. Am I annoying you? - “Annoying? No, you gotta do more than that to-"
25. Well, it's still not over! - “...You know, I don't have to tell Vanilla to calm down, bud.”
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)? - “Nnn... I'd say I'm Middle Class, I don't think the High Class life suits me anyhow, what fun would it be if I were standin' around in a top hat and vest goin' 'Pip pip, cheerio, tish tosh an all that rot', to me... not a fun time. "
27. How many friends do you have? - "I think I got more friends than enemies at least, more so ponies that're annoyed with me an my blunt nature."
28. What are your thoughts on pie? - “I like Chocolate Pie with sweetened cracker crust. NOW if I were to be a nuisance: I hate math so Buck you and your 3.14.”
30. Favorite drink? - “Normally I like some old fashioned cola.”
31. What's your favorite place? - "Hrm... personally my favorite place is in and around Vanilla's Bakery and the local Lake, it's usually quiet around there and the Lake is usually open save for Winter."
32. Are you interested in anyone~? - “I am, but you're kinda gonna have to open your eyes for this one pal.”
33. That was a stupid question. - "Now what ever gave you that idea?"
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean? - “I like the lake cause I got more control over what goes on and they're usually quieter, if I go to the ocean I just usually hang around the beach."
35. What's your type? - "My type? Well, I like Female that kinda have a gentle and loving personality but can also take charge when need be."
36. Any fetishes?- “Pregnancy, being around pregnancy, belly inflation, lil' bit of vore so long as it's -safe-, and feedin' a mare to give her a soft, plush belly.”
37. Seme or uke? - “Both, I'm able to swing it both ways because I like to adapt to a situation more'n anything.”
38. Camping or indoors? - “Nature hates me... a lot.”
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