YO. I MOVED ACCOUNTS. O.O

 Wicked_Trickster SEE YA THERE <3

Y'know, I have 100 people watching me for one reason or another, and either way, I'm grateful. But I wanna do better, I wanna get better. I know a lot of people who watch me are Pokemon fans, so I wondered...

"What if I did a Nuzlocke, Drew the 'mons I got (Plus some of the situations, particularly funny ones), and let people watching me name the 'mons?"

Not very original... but, It's an idea... I think? Again, there's 100 of you who are getting this in your feed, some of you might be interested?

And by the way, 100... Holy fuck. How did that happen? I don't know if they're just obligatory friend watches, people looking for the art I commission, or people interested in me as a developing artist... but thanks. <3

Kinda interest in it to be honest, would like to get into a group and learn and whatnot.

Please come. I am lonely ;w;

https://picarto.tv/WickyLeTrickster

Cheers, hope everyone has time to spend with the people important in their lives. <3

So anyone who's tuned in is probably watching the polls as they come up, and sees that Trump has a good lead, and won in my home state, Ohio.

Now, honestly, I don't care for Trump, but neither do I care for Hillary. They're both awful people with delusions of grandeur that can potentially be destructive to this country. However, I'd rather have a complete idiot in the white house then have the ice queen herself who's destructive nature can at least be foreseen. Here's the thing, I hate what the left-wing has become. Under this blanket of acceptance, and progressive movements is a bigoted mess of shaming, easily offended millennials. (Irony is, I am a millennial myself. Joy.) That is the only reason I'd vote for Trump (Yeah, didn't bother. Fucking Sue me.), every else seems to counter balance each other and we're left with two shitty people trying to polish themselves up.

What's sad is that said left-wingers will use this to label the majority of America as racist, sexist, misogynist, homophobic, xenophobic, Islamaphobic (INSERT ANY OTHER BUZZWORDS HERE) pig-dogs. When the reality is people could at least see how Hillary can ruin the country. Every time you give these people an inch, they take a damn mile. Feminism? Unless you're with them, you're probably an internalized misogynist or an evil, cis, white man. BLM? Of course they do, but don't say All Lives Matter or else yo ass is grass and suddenly you're a white supremacist. LGBTQ? Respect my pronouns or you belong in prison! (Yes, I'm stepping on a lot of toes here. I don't hate transexual people, and I'm obviously gay as fuck, I just don't believe in 'genders' that have their bases in Tumblr or anything else that's not scientific.)

Point is, we don't live in a world where a Utopia can come to fruition. There are horrible people out there, and the left wants to remove that by jamming Ideology down people's throats. Say what you will about Trump, but four years of an idiot is better then four years of Hillary.

Personally, I really get annoyed by them. They make fools of themselves and Furries. Furries can act like a cat or dog, but they at least know they're still a human in real life. Or am I just crazy for that? I don't know, what are you guys' thoughts?

Gender: Yes it was at Gender Fluid, but I only ever gave myself the title because I didn't give a shit, now, looking back on it, I realize that someone truly Gender Fluid identifies as one sometimes and another at other times. I don't have an issue with that but I simply don't really care.

Sexuality: And this is what's really going to piss people off. So many furry "Demiboys" or "Intersex Male/Females" flowing out there but I honestly want to get something straight. Intersex is not a gender, it is a rare genetic defect that under 1% of humans born into this world reportedly have. It's an insult to make genders out of them, if your character actually is this then you are likely playing this for a kink, which I personally don't mind but, but at that point I don't get why you're so sensitive about it, if you're actually a part of this staggering minority then you have my condolences. Demiboy or Girl simply doesn't make sense. You're likely one or the other biologically and in terms of Identification, it's literally adding a prefix that doesn't change shit. Just call yourself a Femboy or Tom Girl then, because they are what it really is. Not a gender but a statement of who you are or what you're like. It's fine to be like this but you're still a Femboy or Tom Girl but it's not a Gender.

If you're going to get angry at me that's fine, but until science recognizes any of the following as sexes and concludes that these aren't defects then I'm afraid you won't have any argument.

So to those of you that enjoy the few drawings I've put up here, I thought you might like to know that I'll be hopefully getting a new laptop and tablet too start digital drawings. Thing is with that, is that I'll have to payback the cost of both of those, so I figured I would start taking commissions. That would be later down the line as I would want to get some things to show and just getting used to the tablet; not to mention setting up a personal Paypal instead of the shared one I use. However, I'm optimistic. This could be a great start for me, and I hope to make something of myself here. Thanks for reading!

YUNGOOS ARE BASED ON HONEY BADGERS

HELL HAS BROKEN LOOSE.

Okay, well I was serious about the title, since I know I have quite a few watchers that I don't even know, but it you're staying here anyways, thanks I suppose. This is going to be a rather long journal, since I have a lot of venting to do. I'm sure some of you heard part of this story before but I think it's time I went public and shared my entire story. This is going to be about how my life has gone up to this point and... how I feel about it.

I guess I'll start off from a while back and growing up. It was always just my mother and I, and we usually kept to ourselves. I grew up in daycare until I was old enough to be left alone in the house. The worse of my mental state was my temper, which cooled down with age. I had my brother back then with me too but he left rather quickly. I usually spend my days after school doing my homework then retreating to my room to play video games. It worked back then I suppose, but as I got older, things got worse and worse.

Early middle school is when my depression started to show, though I was none the wiser. I couldn't sleep, I hated just about everyone in the school, and I was pretty lonely. At one point, I think it was in the 7th grade, my aunt picked me up from school from... something... and I ended up mouth off this: "You're family, you're supposed to love me." I don't regret what I said, it's how I felt at the time. I mean it's not like I knew my aunt, and fairly certain she didn't know me either. It was unjustifiable from how I saw things. Later that day, my mom came home and shouted at me for saying that. Again, thought nothing of it and smiled and nodded. Looking back on that, I know what I said was probably wrong... but I don't think my mother really reacted that well. I'm sure it's not just me, but I don't think the response to that was anger.

Later on in middle school, I shut myself in a lot, but no one ever said anything... but I hated everyone in my school the evidently they all hated me. Gym class was torture, because our teacher was never paying attention. I would go from outcast to punching bag, all in front of the teacher, and he never even saw. I had once gotten smacked and shoved to the ground and this bastard was on his damn phone. Later that year, we were kickball... In my efforts to participate, I got ignored and had a little outburst... it was then that another student, much taller, stronger and fit then I was, literally picked me up, and put me to the side. I had never felt so... insignificant. I was literally brushed to the side like a bug. I died inside and ran into the locker room... it was then that I first attempted suicide. I tried to choke myself with a lanyard. I was only stopped when a random student I didn't know well rushed in and took the lanyard away from me. Obviously, the school soon after called my mom, and she picked me up... and this is where that day became the worst day of my life. We didn't talk on the ride home, but she said one thing. "You better not be doing this to get out of school." I don't think I have to explain why those words stung. We went to go pick up a few things, went home... and never spoke of it for years.

Going on to High School, things, probably predictably got worse for me. Lack of sleep really caught on to me here, and my grades were plummeting hard. And that's the only thing my mother ever wanted to talk to me about. School. Now, I understand how important school is, it's how I would survive in this world, regardless of what I learned, it was that sheet of paper you get at the end that made it so important. But back then, I couldn't care. Suicidal thoughts plagued my mind, but as clueless as I was at the time, I bottled them up and thought nothing else of it. This lasted for another year and a half, where I transferred to online school, and actually made some friends... but none of that could help the lack of will to live.

In April, just last year. I attempted suicide once again. I woke up late in the day, feeling like crap and wondering how I was even allowed to sleep in this late. Then I got a call from my mother, who was shouting at me about my grades... and that's when I just had to quit. I left the phone on the desk, went and fetched some of my mom's old meds, and downed 3 handfuls... after that, I left a note on my computer monitor, sent a note to the few friends of mine and apologizing for what I was doing, went upstairs so they wouldn't have to see my corpse... and I tried to sleep. I don't think I had ever felt as peaceful as I did in those moments. But I had taken my phone with me to listen to some YouTube videos, which I always did before sleeping. However, one of my friends messaged me on Skype. They were concerned and against what my better judgement was at the time, I answered, and told them what was up. They coaxed me to call for help, and i teared up, and listened. I called 911, Found the ambulance coming a few minutes after, rejected the pills I took, and was taken to the hospital.

My aunt, same aunt from way back then, was the first to arrive, which made sense, because my mother worked out of town. I hadn't seen anyone cry like that before. And I didn't know what to feel. I just lay still on the bed, waiting for the doctors orders. After that, my mother and her boyfriend came in. First time I've ever seen my mom cry. At the time it was relieving but... looking back at it, I think it's sad it's only point in my life I can say she's ever shown any genuine concern for me. After that, I was put in a mental hospital for a few days and I actually enjoyed it. It was nice to talk with people who knew how I felt and to get some actual help for my depression.

After that episode, things were starting to look up... though this lasted about a few months before we ended up right back at square one. I had even lost my meds because my mother was having trouble with the insurance I guess. I had to go into a new school year exactly as I had before. You can guess how that turned out. Even after my meds though, I slowly lost the ability to care. My mother only talked to me when she needed something or it was about school, and her boyfriend always had something to judge and berate me for. No pill can ever give you a reason to live. It was about then that I officially joined the furry community... And I've been a lot happier ever since, being able to talk to people who were willing to listen. I started to stop caring about my mother and her boyfriend and just... live and think for myself and not care for them. It's how I carried through this school year, with the promise of my own laptop with a tablet so I can start doing digital art.

This is how I make things work now, but... I wish it could have been different. It's too late to fix things... I just want to get a few other opinions on this and come clean with my story. I know it may sound like I'm only bringing out the worse of this but to be honest, I can't really remember anything positive about my family... as much as it pains me to admit.

If you've somehow been oblivious to the amount of backlash FA has gotten over their attempts of damage control after the hacker attack, lucky you. Basically, I've been seeing a lot of comments encouraging people to leave FurAffinity for good, because apparently there's "Millions of things wrong" even though no one was complaining just a week ago. To any of those people reading this right now... SHUT. THE FUCK. UP.

Look, if you want to have another Fur site for your art, then that's fine, I'm not going to tell you FA is perfect, but don't act like every other site is, or at the very least, is superior to this site, and by such a large margin that it invokes having to abandon this place for something else. The truth is any site could have been a victim of this tragedy, and what happened here was just bad luck.

To everyone saying this site has poor security, I question whether or not you have been paying any attention. This occurred via an Exploit through another, 3rd party software that allowed access to the Site's source code, which was only made public and patched after the events of the attack. FA devs did what they could on short notice, since the attack caught them, and everyone else off guard.

"But a rollback of about of week is shameful, they should have kept more recent backups" Look, I don't know much about hosting a website as big as FA, and quite frankly I'm sure most people saying that don't know either, and honestly, a week isn't too bad. You can still, easily re-upload what got deleted, and the site has been handling the mass uploads very well. "But some people delete the art after uploading it." First of all, admit you were one of those 'People' if you feel the need to bring it up, second of all, the artist you commissioned/requested the art from probably (And really should) still have the copy, and it reuploading it, and if they don't upload to FA, they more than likely had it somewhere else you can retrieve it for. If you are an artist who lost commission pieces... well, you should really be keeping your recent pieces for at least a week or two in case of emergencies, considering this is probably your job on the line, or at the very least, a source of income. Disasters happen all the time and just because we can blame it on someone else doesn't mean we should.

My point is this; Keep calm and carry on. If you lost something like art, then learn from this and keep back ups or have the piece uploaded in multiple sites. This attack can, and probably will happen to other Furry sites like Weasyl and FN. Hackers looking in will always find a way, and all we can do is prepare for the worst.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zSw1OgD8Rc Undertale Nonsense Warning.

Hello everyone, if you decided to read this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I'm writing this for my friend who shall remain nameless as well as everyone else incident. (Aside from myself, of course.) One of my friends got into a really committed relationship, but things quickly went from bad to worse, and my friend was really hit hard by it. There's a link to a chat logs between me and my friend's ex boyfriend, and again, all names have been deleted except my own.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing

So to anyone who's read all of this, again, I thank you. Please leave some comments for my friend, give them some words of encouragement. And too the people who I omitted, you know who you are, for better or worse.

Wooooo~ Time to get back to Smash~ <3

FC: 0302 - 0072 - 8141

Hey Everyone, I just wanted to give a shout out to a certain artsy cat, and one of my good friend's  LiuTheKitty775 He's a really talented artist who honestly deserves more attention then he gets. His style is one of the best I've seen on FA, and I would love to see him continue on these amazing drawings... but of course he needs money to get by. He has quite a few adoptables at the moment, as well as quite a few YCHs, and they're pretty cheap at that! Please, if you can, go support this artist, they really deserve it. <3

Well, if you're wondering where I disappeared to 3 weeks ago... I just had something happen to me that I'll never shake off.

It starts about a year ago when I started dating a girl I met on one of my personal favorite places to hang out online, now I'll admit I might have had it coming for having relations with... anyone online, but I wanted to trust someone. Her and I had been through a lot... a lot of drama but seeing how far we made it, things were looking up and the future was brighter then the shinning stars in a cool fall night.

Then... the truth was dropped on me. I was told this girl, who I thought to have been the love of my life, was male, had no interest in me, and used not only me, but other victims for a Criminal Investigations project. The past few weeks has been full of grief as I tried to cope with basically the past year on my life being wasted on her. Even worse, these other victims soon became my friends, which only made me more angry knowing that this happened to multiple people.

In case you'd like to see my rage, or whatever you'd like to make of it... I'm willing to show off the worst of me, to show the worst of the worst. I can't stand anyone who'd abuse someone's emotions, especially when they've done nothing wrong. I of course omitted their name from this, but if by some chance they see this... You Know who you are.

http://pastebin.com/yZwVCaY5

Well I've had two stories on my mind for weeks now yet I can't decide which one I want to write first. So to the whole 5 of you reading this, help me pick with this lil' Strawpoll here, which'll end in 1 Week.~ http://strawpoll.me/5030839

Options.

A: Mightyena x Trainer/Absol (Transgender/Transspecies)

This one is pretty much what is sounds like. This would be some good old M-Rated fluff, not much else to it then that. X3

B: Wick's Backstory.

So this is a much deeper, and more serious story then what I've published in the past. It's something that I've thought a lot about and wouldn't have any trouble writing. This would be more mature in the darker sense of the term. If you want something much more deeper out of me, then go ahead with this!

C: "I Hunt Alone"

Another deeper story I have in mind that involves my Fursona, Wick Sylverash (I'm amazing at names =w=), This is shorter the the Houndoom's back story, but still an interesting story that involves some romance and all that fun drama stuff.

So yes, I take request, but much like anyone else, I need to set the standards.

One, If you're going to request something, send me a note, detailing what species', universe, and relationship you want. These stories will most likely be one-off's, unless the plot itself catches enough attention from either myself of other readers to warrant delving further.

Two, If you're requesting specific OCs to be used, please get permission from the respective OC's owner before hand, and bring me proof of that permission. Something as simple as a screenshot showing the note of the OC's owner. Also, be sure they are well aware of how their character will be used. If everything's OK, then just give me a good description of the OC and or a link to where I can find out more about the OC.

Three, There's somethings I will and won't do, and they are down below. Make sure read this before making a request as I will instantly deny any requests that fall under the 'Don't touch' zone.

What I Will Do.

I am completely open to anything Pokemon related, and will almost always accept them. These requests do not need to be strictly erotic, but romance, and drama are up my ally, and what I have the most experience with. I'm also accepting Yaoi, Yuri, Straight or even Herms. All in all, I'm pretty open as far as gender's are concerned and not to picky with my Pokes of choice. 'Nuff Said.

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What I Might Do.

I'm open to different fandoms such as MLP and if it Suits you, FNAF. Just note that these requests may take longer as my experience with them may not be so avid, and require a bit of research. Mind you that just because I look into a fandom, doesn't mean I'll write the story you'd want me to, However it helps when you can give me a good description of what to expect in these fandoms. I'll also do certain fetishes, though I'm picky as too which ones I'll accept, and in what context. However there are a few I won't accept... period.

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What I Won't Do.

While I like being easy to work with, there's a few things that I can't bring myself to write, namely fetishes. Call me a prude all you'd like, but I won't write something I honestly have no interest in. I'll end up just wasting both parties' time writing a half-assed story, and we wouldn't wan't that right?

I will not do any of the following fetishes, or any 'Hardcore' fetishes.
-Gasplay
-Scat
-Marco/Micro
-Vore.

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With all that said, feel free to flood my inbox with requests if you have them! I'll gladly take most of anything you throw at me!