Hiya!

Someone on tiktok hacked my main account and tried to steal between $1500 - $2000 via my paypal. Luckily, paypal was super cool and canceled the payments. I couldnt b happier bout that part of it. They changed my main email and phone number attached to my account, along with changin my @ name and stuff, but kept my art vids. I have tried to git help from tiktok, tellin em it aint me and offerin proof (such as original vids or pics of me etc) to all of which they say "nope, they arent violating anythin".

I made another account wolfattwilight0 incase anyone watched my old account .

Any ideas on whut to do?

As everything comes full force at me, i realize its almost the holidays and the new year is fuckin soon. Rude.

So in lue of that nonsense, im gonna clear out/organize my gallery on here to make it less cringe and feel like i am worth a damn.
Thank you for sticking around this shit show. <3

I think soon as well i might open for commishs again (probly after the new years.)

Lots of love
~Twi

https://bsky.app/profile/wolfattwil.....ht.bsky.social

Still gittin the hang of it, but come round and visit!

Im tryin my hand at redbubble! I had fun makin the designs

https://www.redbubble.com/people/Wo.....ght/shop?asc=u

I guess im just delusional
Thinkin i could be loved
Delusional
Thinkin i had what it took
Delusional
Thinkin i meant somethin
Thinkin they cared
Thinkin i mattered
Realizin everythins shattered
I cant help but stare
Feelin stuck
The thoughts wont shush
I just cant git myself out of this muck
One outburst was all it took
Frustration
"Your delusional if u think i care bout more than drinkin n gamblin"
Here i am just ramblin
Cant eat
Cant focus
Cant breathe
Cant make a peep
Wolfs confused
Not sure
Theres no ground
Where do i step
What do i say
How do i make time revert
How do i make this all go away?
Quiet.
Silence.
What have i done.
I was delusional.

Been alil dead on here.
Tryin to find more time between work, school and takin care of my animals, to get back to makin more art.
Might open up commishs for pin ups and possibly some naughty shit.
Nowadays i need some money.

I need to find balance.
Any help/ideas on how to balance life things would be greatly appreciated.

Hi!
With Covid-19 and the impending dust cloud on its way here, along with other things happening, 2020 has been, for lack of better words, "interesting".

Right now i am only allowed to work 24hrs a week, but had to be furloughed for 68 days before. So i thought itd be a good idea to document what i am thankful for / whats goin on thats good and whats bad.

Good things for me (so far, as life and lists are ever-changing):

Time off of work - got to reevaluate and address my mental health problems, along with git some much needed sleep.
Unemployment - i know not everyone was on unemployment, but for me it let me know i at least knew i got some money durin this shit
Art - i had time to do art and to put more effort into it instead of just "meh-ing" it
More dog time - on average, me and my dog clocked 50-60 miles a week during the furlough. Before all this, we were only clockin around 30 a week.
More hubby time - he could do his work from home which was nice.
Books - been catchin up on my comics and books
Video games - got to play some games ive been meanin to play
Protest - i got to participate in some BLM peaceful protests. It was wonderful meeting new people safely (they wore masks) and i got to find out which of my friends are Pieces Of Shit.

Bad things:(so far, as life and lists are ever-changing)

Anxiety spike - pandemics are crazy. Couldnt find toilet paper for 1.5 months wtf
Work - work kept calling me askin how to do things. just wtf
People - No one here wears their damn masks and i already have lung probs, i dont need a virus. I also am the one who does the shoppin -_-

Sorry ive been bad at responding as of late, we just lost my Russian Tortoise, Vlad, and have been looking all over to find him. He got out of his outdoor enclosure somehow and we cant find him anywhere. so life has been hectic and full of me crying.

Hi again!
took a day or 2 off cause idk i can lol

Random Question: whos your fave youtube personaility? ifyou dont have a fave, what do you like to look up most on youtube?

i dont have a fave or youtuber i look up most, im all over the place. But i love watching lets plays, music videos and Creepypastas.

If you threw a waffle and a pancake upward toward the ceiling, with only syrup on them, which do you think would stick to the ceiling the longest?

If your gut/instincts tell you not to be trusting of a person, but someone you trust beyond everything tells you to look into their heart because they are a good person, what do you do? trust your instincts or hope they are a good person and trust that third party?

Im an instinct-trusting person myself. if my gut reaction is to not trust you, im sticking to it and gittin away from you. Simple.

But other point of views are appreciated <3

How was your weekend? Do anythin cool?

I had to go grocery shoppin with the hubby, went to my nephews bday party, did laundry, and attempted to do homework! Im exhausted and not lookin forward to the week.

What goals do u have?

I am trying to do more art crap, exercize more, go on more adventures, and try to not kill people.

When drawing boobs/looking at drawn boobs, whuts yo preference:

Massive (unrealistically huge)
Big (D cup)
Medium (B-C cup)
tiny adult boobies (could be president of the itty bitty titty committy)
None, boobs are gross
varies depending on the day



For me, I like seeing the range of Big to tiny <3 but most of the time, without thinking about it, i draw big boobies
booooooooobs

Hi Everyone!

I am trying to be more active; online in general, with my art, and trying to find time to exercize more as well, but life is difficult and im always stressed. So i am going to rework my schedule! yay!

So here goes:
(after work)
(this is mostly just for me)

Monday: exercize, then go to school
Tuesday: exercize, then go to school
Wednesday: exercize, then art
Thursday: go to bank, exercize, then homework
Friday: exercize, then art
Saturday: Exercize/walk in morning, homework, exercize in evening, art (if time)
Sunday: exercize/walk in morning, any left over homework, art (if time)

And every day i will post random questions on here and my fA, just to try to get conversation going, because itd b fun to hear responses and opinions.
So to start that off: What do you think about YCH's? good or bad?

1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
-not really but lets do this. Im bored anyways.

2) Was your last relationship a mistake?
-Yes and no, it deff was a learning expirience.

3) Do you believe in God?
-I believe in multiple gods and goddesses, not just one.

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
-My husband and some friends.

5) Do you regret it?
-What? saying "I love you."? nah, its always nice to say it and to hear it.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
-Yes, i have depression. or did you mean a single instance? Ive had to many individual accounts to count.

7) Have a best friend?
-Absolutely.

8) Are you a boy or girl?
-I am physically female, but im gender fluid. it all works out.

9) What is your relationship status?
-In a closed marriage.

10) How do you want to die?
-Going down fighting/In battle.

11) What did you last eat?
-Maple and brown sugar oatmeal. Im trying to lose weight.

12) Like to go on walks?
-I do love walkies <3

13) Do you bite your nails?
-Nah, they dont taste good.

14) When was your last physical fight?
-High School, i think. I beat someone up and then kicked them down the stairs.

15) Do you have an attitude?
-It depends on the day or the situation. For the most part, yes. I am overly aggressive.

16) Do you like someone?
-Yea. Lots o people i like. or did you mean "Like-Like"? if its "Like-Like", then its my hubby and i have crushes on celebs but that shit is normal.

17) What's your real name?
-Kristen Quint

19) Are you gonna get high later?
-No Thank you. I dont do drugs, i just drink.

20) Do you hate anyone right now?
-Tons o people.

21) Do you miss someone?
-yes, a few people

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
-Twirl and cut. Primarily twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?
-No, im not allowed to run around nekkid, and i dont like swimsuits.

24) Have any pets?
-a Tortoise named Vlad, and my mom has my cat, Harley.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
-Emotionally and physically drained, i have a headache that wont quit and my depression is kicking in to overdrive.

26) Ever eaten food in the car while you or someone else is driving?
-Yes, everyone has.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
-Yes, while she was takin a shit/piss. Very odd day.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
-FUUUUUCK NO.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
-no. i like to put them outside once i find them inside my appartment.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
-No, i have no use changing my past. Its how i learned and became the person i am today.....If i were given the chance to time travel to a specific time and space to alter history in general tho, then id try to change the election of Donald Drumph.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
-Nope. Got better things to do than dwell on stupid shit.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
-Sleep, homework, art.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E?
-lol Yes.

35) Do you type fast?
-Not really. I make a ton o spelling errors, which slows me down.

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
-Nope, i am one o those rare people without piercings. I have trouble taking care of myself, how am i supposed to take care of another hole in my body?

37) Want any more?
-No, im good, thanks tho.

38) Can you spell well?
-no. like i said before, tons of spelling errors.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
-Yea, my dog and my grandfather.

40) What are you craving right now?
-Meat.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
-Yes, we have tons of them.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
-No, ive been on a pony and it was very high up. i am afraid of heights so i hated it.

44) Kissed someone in a pickup truck?
-Yes, in the bed of a pickup truck and in the drivers seat.

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
-I think so. But i dont really care.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
-Many times.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
-Yes.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
-Yes, ive done that.

50) What should you be doing?
-work. pretending i care about something. art.

51) What's irritating you right now?
-Being at work.

52) Have you ever liked someone?
-Many people.

53) Does somebody love you?
-I hope the fuck so. or imma beat him black and blue.

54) What is your favorite color?
-Blue, black and white.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
-Many times. My fastest time was 2 mins 53 secs in a '98 honda accord.

57) Do you have trust issues?
-Yes.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
-I like to think so.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
-Not my problem.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-My husband. I had a flashback and he held me.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
-No, i dont see a point. i give them out rarely.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
-Neither.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
-So far its good. Made plans with friends, some jackass that broke into our appartment a year ago is in jail AGAIN. Hubby bought me a massive knife. Our bank account is in really good shape. AAAAAND im not pregnant. <3

67) What was your childhood nickname?
-My dad calls me Spud, My friends call me K. and the occasional "Jackass" or "Bitch".

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
-Multiple times. Some dares from when i was younger. Some were me forgetting clothes. Once was when i was left for dead.

69) Do you think you're a good person?
-No. if anything, im more toward the villain side of the spectrum.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
-Not sure, i dont really think about it.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
-Took off my clothes. I prefer to sleep nekkid. before that, i ate dinner and watched bones <3

73) What is bothering you?
-Life in general. I go to school 3x a week, work 48hrs, pick up and drop off my husband (im the only one with a car and license), i do the grocery shopping, do laundry, cook dinner, take care of my tortoise, try to find time to draw/do art, and many other things. so im stressed.

74) Have you ever been out of the country?
-Yep, Japan and Europe.

75) Do you play the Wii?
-I used to play it all the time, but lately i havent had time.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
-Nope, im listening to Markiplier on Youtube

77) Do you like Chinese food?
-I love boneless spare ribs <3

78) Do you know your father's birthday?
-I have it written down on my fridge.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
-No, just of what lurks in it. But then again, the scariest monsters walk in the day light.

81) Are you mean?
-Depends. I tend to follow my gut, if it says to immediately not trust someone, i become mean towards that person to make them go away.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
-No fuckin way. Im all about them colors and messes.

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
-I dont mind, its kinda nice.

84) Do you believe in true love?
-Eh. dont really care anymore.

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
-Somewhat.

86) Do you like the outside?
-I love forests and woods and Northern NH. Other outsides, like cities, i dont like.

89) Are you currently bored?
-Procrastinating

90) Do you wanna get married?
-Already am. Its boring.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
-Im not a baby. I have fully developed teeth to bite faces.

92) Are you hungry?
-I could eat. but trying not to.

93) Do you have a bank account?
-Yea, its a joint bank account.

94) What makes you happy?
-Food. Art. Hubby. Sleep.

95) Would you change your name?
-My first name, Maybe. My last name, never.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
-No, but id like to visit.

98) Do you watch the news?
-Nah, i git my news of the internet.

99) What's your zodiac sign?
-Virgo, THE VIRGIN lmao. so silly.

100) Do you like Subway?
-i do, but the hubby is trying to stay away from bread and shit, so i have to suffer too. Shenanigans.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
-No, i dont think so.It was mah hubby

102) Your best friend of the opposite gender likes you, what do you do?
-Next Question.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
-no. i talk weird.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
-Yes, alot o times.

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite gender who you can act your complete self?
-Yes i do.

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?
-Husband i think. or it mighta been my dad. not sure now.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
-Yea, i hate smoking. But hes been trying to cut back. So im trying to be supportive.

109) Do you go to church?
-Nah, im pagan and i like being a solitary witch.

110) What's going on between you and your best friend?
-She is all the way over there. I am currently over here.

111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- inuyoko

113) Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
-I love tattoos and piercings and body hair on other people. i love tattoos on me.

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?
-Black Cargo pants for work, pj pants on days off where i have to go places, no pants when im home (its a massive rule).

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?
-Blue or black. i do whut i want!

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
-anywhere i want. im a grown ass woman! plus, i hide an extra pair o clothes in my car (for work accidents, chemicals suck) so i think id be fine.

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
-Night.

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?
-Yea, it was tough.

119) Do you want to please everyone?
-If i was in an orgy, then yes. But in real life, no. I got better things to do.

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
-Not yet. Give it time.

121) Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it?
-O fuck yea. it happens tho, so i understand.

122) Are you alone?
-No, im at work, hiding in the cubes, about to leave. i can hear other people

123) Do you have any siblings?
-My brother and sister.

124) Did you speak to your father today?
-Yes, Hes weird.

125) How many months until your birthday?
-idk. no one told me there would be a math portion to this -_-

Stolen from  TheTigress

Sorry for my lack of posting, i have been drawing and all that, but free time is getting harder to come by, so i have a ton o sketches and stuff.

Soooo... im on instagram, using it fully, pretty much/ getting the hang of it.

https://www.instagram.com/wolfattwilight/

I post my WIPs on there and random pictures of life and stuff. its easier to post things quickly.

anyone else on there?

I remembered i had a tumblr and have started using it again, along with twitter. Gonna post WIPS and sketches on those sites and finished works on here and there.

If u wanna follow along or see sketches or me talk about random shit, give me a follow! Lol

Wolfattwilight.tumblr.com
Wolfattwilight on twitter

Hi all!

be careful when buying commishs esspecially on Facebook i guess. Cant trust anyone these days, it seems.
i tried to buy an icon commish ($7, but i paid $10 with tip added, i like to tip) from Iisuke Commissions (Iisuke70@gmail.com) on facebook from the Furaffinity group and as soon as i paid, they blocked me, refused to respond to my emails and i cant find them online anywhere. DONT BUY FROM THEM!! i have been fighting to get back my money but, sadly nothing is working.

at least it was only $10, right?

lesson learned.

Hey!

any Belgium furs?? work is making me fly out to a Demo center in Belgium, and was wondering wtf is out there aside from Mr. Mimes that i have to catch.

Hi Everyone!

I hope you are all doing well! <3
Rough times are up ahead for me. Me and some family members (including my husband, who has never flown before) are traveling to Arizona soon to see my grandmother. (sorry for the simplistic nature of this ahead of time, i dont quite understand it, so this is just how it was explained to me so i could. Im not good with things like this....) She has an air bubble in her brain and isnt doing too well, and my family that lives in Arizona is thinking about putting her in a "Home". Though i dont personally agree with "Homes", it might be what is best for her out there and we need to give her one last "break-out" to go have fun and do some fun stuff as a family. I am currrently enrolled in college (again), work is going to reimburse me so long as i get a "C" or higher in my classes (i am taking 2 classes). What sucks is now i have to try to do all of the assignments for while im gone (we will be in Arizona for 10 days just about), and i dont want to bring the books and whutnot with me to Arizona because i want to spend as much time as i can with family. So we leave in a few days, and we are scrambling to get things packed and im trying to get school situated (hence why i am on here), and i am stressed. I hate flying and freak out on planes, and my husband is asking me tons of questions about flying, im sure he will do fine on a plane. Our buddy is going to take care of my Tortoise, and hopefully everything will work out.
Things are stressful but im sure itll all turn out ok, i got the hubby <3

So i wont be around for the next couple of weeks.

Keep being wonderful! <3

Been trying to find time between school, work, gym time and Family time to post this up. This is pretty much just for me lol. I have sketched out about 21 of these, and completed just 1 cause im lame lol. I will not be going in order, because i dont want to.

Here is my 100 Themes Challenge List:
(Bold = Sketched)
(Strike through = completed)

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude (courage in pain or adversity, bravery)
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold my Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sports
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can’t
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can you hear me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All that I have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In The Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

[UPDATE/EDIT] They took everything down, hopefully they are cutting the shit! Yay! Thanks everyone for ur help!

Hi! i guess someone is impersonating me on F-list, i dont have an account on there, honestly i didnt even know it existed.

https://www.f-list.net/c/Dia%20Endrake/

That is the person impersonating me. I am not into that shit that they have listed. I will tell you my fetishes if you ask nicely, but i dont RP with anyone. Not into it.
I guess later tonight i will have an F-list lol.

i love yo-crunches. they are awsome. not fetishly tho, cause that would cause some problems with the lady-bits (i assume due to the sugar.).

Hi!

http://www.animalbehaviorcollege.co.....sistant/?id=90

is this a scam? I wanted to ask people who would know, hence y i am bothering you all! lol.

Hi Everyone,

I know its been awhile since i last updated, sorry about that. Lately my depression has been "hitting hard" so to speak, and its been very very tough lately. i have a few pictures i need to upload for my 100 theme challenge, but my scanner got destroyed about a week ago ( i fell on it and destroyed it with my body. ugh...) so i have been trying to save up for a new one. My current home laptop is garbage, but sometimes works (when its not blue-screening), i am writing this on my work laptop (i cant use the scanners here because they are watching me and i dont want to git in trouble). So for some images i will have to take pictures with my iphone (when that stops fucking up) which soon i will be replacing with (hopefully) a Samsung Galaxy S7. My cell plan is up and we can do a 2 yr plan. I have a lot o things to save up for. Its annoying, and i know everyone has money issues.

I posted several pics on here before my scanner died (commissions) and they seemed to have been deleted, no warning or anything. Has this happened to anyone else? i dont understand. maybe it was because of my shitty home laptop? or has there been a an error on here or something? So im sorry to commissioners who probly now think i have abandoned them or whutnot, plz dont think that!!

Also went to court, the asshole who robbed me and my hubby is in jail till probly the end of this year. then he has 2 years probation, plus he has to be clean for 7 years or he goes to prison. he has to do the Core program. I guess for the other case against him, where he climbed through someones window saying he was looking for his dog, he would go to prison for 1-2 yrs, but they suspended that sentence. i just want him dead. blegh. the judge was very nice and funny. he made fun of the asshole who robbed us lol.
you can watch the video of him breaking into our appartment now! --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3j1vXa2vRI

Shit has been rediculous lately, and i am so sorry for that and anyone who i have upset.

Good luck
~Wolfattwilight