Yeah I know it's boring, but I feel it's weird for me to use the name Wolferess while I always go by Najawarie.

I will re-upload some stuff on the new account and future new submissions will be on the new account too.

Follow me back  najawarie

To-do list

Najawarie's sexual preferences
Mostly for RP and person who'd like to draw my character, helping to know what can safely be involved.
Najawarie's ref
This is her alive form. In her lich form, she typically won't engage into anything sexual.

What I accept to draw
Those in "Maybe" is depending on what is requested. Those in "No" are more than likely because I am either uncomfortable at drawing this OR sometimes just not good at drawing this. No personal offense in any case.

Well, because I kept being lost with what I have done or not, I decided to finally get a Trello. I will try my best to keep it up to date.

https://trello.com/b/r4phQCkF/najas-project

I am moving stuff to scrap, deleting somes too. Everything is fine no worry, I just feel my gallery was a bit messy XD

I am really hoping to find back the will to draw and to progress in drawing in general. I will need to buy some paper since I only have somes suitable for watercolor and it's horrible to erase on that, it ruins the sheet TT So yeah, if you are still reading or following me, well I may have some stuff uploading within a month~ I will be redesigning my fursona too.

Yesterday, an elder lady saw him shaking in the parking of a church near the forest. When she went back nearly two hours later, he hadn't moved so she sent the pound to take him. I took him back home today, but there is lot of unexpected expenses that went with his return. I dearly love my baby so I took everything on my credit card to make sure I get everything he needs. I'm not able to work as of now because of physical and psychiatric disabilities. I don't even know how I will be able to refund my card :( If anybody feels generous or maybe know an association in France that could maybe help me a bit, that would mean a lot for me!

If you want to donate, my paypal is vampire.wolf[at]live.ca

Proof of cost : http://sta.sh/2qoshn2xmuw
(Not everything is there, somes I forgot to keep the receipt or didn't got any...)

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*~ FurAffinity Request ~*
 koutastainowl - Inking
 jazzdeardeer - Sketching
 karlounichou

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

Ewok is still missing :/

On another note, I'm soon starting physiotherapy to try fixing my chronical body pain. They will try to move my spine to help reducing the pain from the shoulder blades, hips and knees. I don't know how good (or not), this will help. If it can reduce even slightly the pain and lack of balance, I would be glad already.

Still have a follow-up with my psychiatrist. Gotta have a whole month without her because of holidays... Then it'll go back to normal.

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*~ FurAffinity Request ~*
 koutastainowl - Inking
 jazzdeardeer - Sketching
 karlounichou

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

My husband took Ewok (my SD) to a walk in the forest yesterday and for some reason, the leash slept away from his hands. He have lost him since 24 hours already and yet not any news of him. Police, pound, shelter, etc are aware of him missing. Gotta go again in the forest to look after him...

Please, if you live in France or have friends that does, share them this : http://www.chien-perdu.org/142296

Thank you!

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*~ Facebook Request ~*
Elizabeth - Sketching
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

Because lot of my friends were freaking and trying to contact me, just wanted to say that yes I was in Paris yesterday. But, I was lucky to be down on the dock of La Seine (the river) when the event happened. I am fine, my husband and our close friends too for up to what I know, even thought some of my friends have lost friends/family in that event. My service dog was a bit confused by all the cops and medics, but he went well and helped me staying out of the way. So yeah, we are safe and well. Peace to all persons affected and please do not worry for us anymore :)

*hug*

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*~ Facebook Request ~*
Elizabeth - Sketching
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

I'm looking to do an art trade with somebody good at drawing human. I can draw any animal, anthro or feral, in exchange. I want simple flat-colored human (clothed). I can do full drawing in exchange of it (example Here and here). I have a few to get done so this offer will last until it's all good :3

If you don't personnaly draw human, do feel free to share with your friends. Thank you!

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*~ Facebook Request ~*
Elizabeth - Sketching
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

Sorry for the lack of updates and submissions those time. I have lost my second (out of 3) grandfathers on October 14th. He was hospitalized 2 weeks before that for a generalized cancer, no clue at all he had any cancer... He died quickly since between diagnostic and his death, there was only 2 weeks. Rest in peace Jacques, you were a really kind man. We're gonna miss you.

(Edit) I just realized both my grandfather died in October. :'( Fall isn't only for leaves, souls are taken too.

On another note, we went to the shelter yesterday and I have met a dog that was just transferred from Guadeloupe. Calmest dog I have ever seen and sweet, I will bring him home in around 2 weeks. We're gonna name him Ewok and he is a cross breed Creole Shepherd x Karst Shepherd.

Gonna meet a new psy tomorrow's morning for a new follow-up about my mental health. Wish me luck.

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*~ Facebook Request ~*
Noemi - Inking
Shanna
Elizabeth
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro - Sketching
Azeglio

Am I cursed or what? Anytime I want to rescue a nice dog from shelter (to be trained as my service dog), crap happens. Whenever the dog's behavior isn't the one they said, cannot go well with our kitties (attack them) or the last one... They forgot to answer while we were waiting (on hold) so somebody else adopted her. Karma is a bitch.

On another note, my kitties won't be back this week like initially planned. I'm so depressed :( Likely won't ever come to France I guess... my friend keep them for now and we'll see how it goes.

*~ Facebook Request ~*
Shanna - In progress
Elizabeth
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro
Azeglio

Meeeeh.

*~ Facebook Request ~*
Noemi - Sketching
Shanna
Elizabeth
Karl
Shelby & ?

*~ Personal Drawings ~*
Imrae & RoKoji
Children of the Night (Naja)
Cursed - Xandria (Naja)
1, 2, 3 - Dracula (Naja)

*~ Character Sheet ~*
Tevrinth
Gurza
Rosalba
Shanee
Sikyu
Amro
Azeglio

My work doesn't call me anymore as I am too anxious to be productive and it's low season already... which mean they can go ahead without my help. Gotta have to find again a job which need to accept my future service dog (in France it's not like in USA or Canada) AND that accept to give me at maximum 4 days of work a week... I'm always too anxious and over that I end up too sick.

I'm supposed to bring my kitties back in France next month, but for that I need about 1500$CA. I don't even help with most bills at the moment since I don't make much money,, if any. Gotta have to kick my butt and find a way to make it works Xx I tried to sell character designs, text, traduction, fursuit stuff (premade or on commission), nothing works.

Wanna buy a kidney people? I'm non-smoker and vegetarian lol -brick on my head-

Well then, I leave now.

I have nothing to say bleh
It's just to update my stuff a bit.

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To-do list:
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Done. Ready to ship.

Yeah like... for real.

The appartment with fenced backyard we wanted is now gone... Our future flatmate decided he no longer wanted to apply with us for it. I am in obligation to stay at my stepmother appartment which I HATE very deeply and she is still unhappy about me getting eventually a service dog. I had an appointment for a possible barmaid job on a boat, it went fine, but thinking again about it, I am not sure anymore if it's a good idea... The boss is an old captain, very kind and sweet, but it's more the whole environment... lot of tourist passing by, which is troublesome for somebody like me with social anxiety. I'm not sure I'll be able to hold on. I am supposed to start my formation on Thursday, I am so afraid :(

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To-do list:
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => One feetpaw done, other one is sewn and now need fur to be glued

Went two days to Paris Japan Expo, of course I cosplayed. It was nice. I had a pass for four days, but my legs and my back are too painful, plus my husband works on week-end so I would be all by my own and I can't because of my social anxiety. Well, at least I enjoyed my days to it and hope I can attend longer next year. I am thinking of getting a stand next year to try selling some stuffs, plus having a stand give you the right to come in-and-out of the convention place while normal attendees cannot go outside and go back inside... once you leave, you're done!

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To-do list:
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => One feetpaw done, other is patterning

Funds toward my service dog : 150 / 1200 euros

I prefer counting in $US usually, but since I will be adopting in France, I am converting to euro to be sure the total match properly the cost... say thanx to weird exchange rate. Thought, all my prices will remains in $US, I will simply convert myself to the needed currency.

This is only for the dog itself! I bought already all what is needed to home it, except the food since I don't want it to decay. That mean I already have its harness, short and long leash, food, some treats, bed, toys, shampoo, brush, etc.

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Soon the commissions are done, I will start making premade stuff to get more funds:
~ Set of ears, tail and handpaws?
~ Pay-What-You-Want Drawing?
~ Fursuit and/or dog bandana?

Those are hypothethical, but do feel free to inquire if interested.

SELLING DOG ACCESSORIES HERE : http://sta.sh/21hl7logivzh
Note me if interested by any.

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To-do list:
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Ready to fur feetpaws.
Rosette Christopher Cosplay => Pieces all cut, need to do sewing
Keroberos Cosplay => 85% done

My mind changed a lot about should I continue doing fursuits or not. Or simply not do anymore some parts. Or only do premades. Honestly, I don't know anymore what to choose. My motivation flickers so much, there is days I want to go further and get more professional in fursuit making, there is days I just want to throw it away and stop. I will finish of course the two on-going commissions, but after that I will no longer do fursuit head nor feetpaws. I will still do handpaws, armsleeves, tail and ears on headband. I realize the parts that stress me the most is head and feetpaws, so I prefer not to do them anymore on commission. I will probably still do them for myself, premades or perhaps friends that are aware and willing to leave me open deadline. Hard decision, but I really don't feel like doing too much anymore.

About dog... Yes I had to bring him back to the SPA shelter. I don't want people to whisper shits behind my back. I had good reason to bring him back and yes it shatters me to have done it. I'm still crying about it :( He couldn't live with cats (I have 3) and neither he could support other dogs, which is dangerous considering how many dogs live around me. As well, he was found wandering in fields when he came to the shelter and it seems he can't stand living in an appartment, even if it's quite a big one. For his sanity and ours, it was the best choice to let him get back to the shelter.

Selling my fursuit will help filling debt caused by the adoption, I even gave the toys and pillow I bought for him since I didn't felt like giving them to another future dog... I would rather buy new stuff for a new dog instead. I'll try to save a bit and either get a dog with known attitude to avoid being heartbroken again OR perhaps adopt a puppy and raise it all by myself. I'm still debating which is the best for me.

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To-do list:
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Must start feetpaws.
 lord-damon Pandora Wolf Pelt => 92% done
Rosette Christopher Cosplay => Pieces all cut, need to do sewing
Keroberos Cosplay => 85% done

Sorry for being slow as hell, I try my best to catch on everything I am still owing. If you feel I'm taking too much time or don't give enough updates, do feel free to note me and inquire about it. My health is being crap and it slows me down a lot, but I promise I am still working to get everything done!

Tips is welcome to vampire.wolf[at]live.ca (paypal)

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To-do list:
 Raavi Springtime lion full picture => Flatcolor in progress.
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Tail done.
 lord-damon Pandora Wolf Pelt => 88% done
Rosette Christopher Cosplay => Pieces all cut, need to do sewing
Keroberos Cosplay => 70% done

Got them today right after my last assessment and questions. There is not much surprise to me except for one thing I never knew I could have :/ So yeah, I have multiple mental health disorders, two of them are related to anxiety (general one and social one). The other two is PTSD and borderline (the one I never knew). Some pist of other possible troubles, I will need more follow-up to get them confirmed or infirmed. American diagnostic is done for good, will simply need to go further on european one. Anyway, the american psychiatrist officially gaved me my prescription letter for my service dog.

Tips is welcome to vampire.wolf[at]live.ca (paypal)

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To-do list:
 Raavi Springtime lion full picture => Sketching done.
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Tail in making.

I kicked myself in the ass and went to do a mental health assessment for several mental health disorders my therapist think I could be experiencing. He is reviewing my answers and will as well make me do extra appointments to gather more accurate informations on it. I had to prepaid and so I have more debt, yay TT At least I got my tax returns and was able to pay for a great part of it, but still have somes more to pay.

0$/117$ (Forgot some fees in the calculation and just added it)
Tips is welcome to vampire.wolf[at]live.ca (paypal)

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For the 593$ debt I am still waiting over the new locator to send back any material left. He told me he did finally sent back half of them, but yet there is no proof of it. If he eventually send back everything, I will still have 35$ left to pay (paid a part already thanx to customers and donators <3)

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To-do list:
 Raavi Springtime lion full picture => Sketching done.
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Waiting for supplies.

I know it'll sound rude but please, PLEASE, do not write me daily nor a million time unless you're a customer or my dear sister (she knows who she are). NO exception to that. Not any. Let me breath. My mind is spinning, going up and down. I try my best to deal with it, but if people can't let me breath, I will simply fail. I'm mentally suffering and yet I can't do much to help it, I ask you all guys to being comprehensive otherwise I will desactivate my notes. I want to scream, to bleed, to die. I can't barely support myself, I try to stay all happy and worryless, but it's not easy for me. Not in my actual mental health.

I can't express myself well enough, but feel free to listen to that compilation : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....pjh-mM47o5gTXF
Pretty much how I feel...

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67,50$/593$
Tips is welcome to vampire.wolf[at]live.ca (paypal)

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To-do list:
 Raavi Springtime lion full picture => Sketching in progress.
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Waiting for supplies.

When I left Canada, I still had materials to send back to the company that provided our telephone/internet/tv/etc services. We knew we couldn't get the time to send it back by our own so we asked the new locator of our appartment to do it for us. Our course he had no obligation, but still, we gaved him ALL our dishes, furnitures -including brand new LCD tv and custom-made twin bed by a cabinetmakers-, and so on. We weren't asking much from him... That bastard didn't even did it while it was free postage to send back that materials. We now owe nearly 600$ to the company for unreturned materials. They wanted me to pay before April 3rd, I can't even pay a part of it. I tried to explain the situation to get it postponed at later date and only one they agreed is April 7th. Not enough at all to be useful.

Proof here
(In red it was personal info such as account number and address we had in Canada)

I have some fur I tried to sell as it was not the color I needed, I will likely use it now for small parts commission if anybody interested. The color is camel/blonde. I can do tails and matching ears on headband. A set would be 35$US+shipping for canine or feline. Examples on my website

I'm open for fullbody drawing commissions too. For a limited time I will do ANYTHING, even those fetishes I usually don't do (so yeah I can do zoophilia, cub porn, hyper, scat, etc even thought I usually don't accept them).
Sketche is 1$, Lineart is 2.50$, Flatcolored is 3.50$, Shaded is 5$, Three View Flat Color Ref Sheet is 10$ and fully detailed is 15$.

Tips is welcome to vampire.wolf[at]live.ca (paypal)

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67,50$/593$

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To-do list:
 Raavi Demon hunter lion full picture => Done.
 Raavi Springtime lion full picture => Sketching in progress.
 triyune Canine fursuit tail and feetpaws => Waiting for supplies.

This morning some guys went to the appartment to install a fire alarm (I'm use to Canada where it's mandatory, weird it's optional in France lol). I took Dracula Von Fluffy (my half-breed maine coon) so he won't run away out of the appartment and he clawed me very hard on both arms because they started the drill right behind us. Genius really? Can't they guess a cat is afraid of such noises... My left hand and wrist is bloody, and my right forearm up to mid-biceps is covered with bloody scratches. And my belly and breast too. Lucky I am wearing black clothes lol But there is an unpleasant burn feeling, will need to clean all that mess. I wanted to continue sewing my cosplay, guess I will avoid doing it for a few days since the fabric is snow white :/ I'll try drawing instead.

Moral: Don't hold a cat when there is strangers, because sometimes they're dumb --

Since I can't do much fursuit making at the moment, I wanted to go back at drawing. I don't even lack of ideas for drawing to do, and I even owe a few free drawings here and there. But I don't know... I feel like all my drawings suck. I look at my sketch and it doesn't make me happy at all... I feel like I just can't finish those into full pieces. My anatomy sucks. My drawing style sucks. I can't even draw realistic or toony, only a kind of ugly in-between.