I am buying it monday, then it'll be a little bit before i drive it, were putting an air compressor into it and new transmission fluid. But after that i will be going back and forth to work till my money re-stabilizes so i can actually go out and have some fun on my days off :P

It is exciting to finally get a car, as well as the car looks brand new, we've had everything cheched out on it and it handles amazingly. It's a black pontiac grand am ^^

On a side note work is interesting, due to the fact that dogs don't like there nails clipped i have found myself with several small cuts on my left arm and hand. XD now i look emo XD

^^ i am excited, hopeing that they don't find anything seriously wrong with the car, it's a black pontiac grand am. It looks brand new very well kept :P my parents are awesome they found the guy and if everything checks out with the car, then i can finally go places without asking to borrow a damn car. ^^ i am really excited about this, which means if they find something wrong, i will be very unhappy >.> cause i am picky about what kind of car i want and this one is perfect.

Come to me heart so bold and true,
I call to the land, the ocean, and trees,
Come back to the world from pain of past,
Show them your blaze of love at last,
the passions of fire to burn through your ire,
Come to the world back from your hole,
Help me revive from these darkest desires,
Back to the world of light and day,
Only at night shall i go back to that way,
Come to me all of my fire,
Burn through the darkness of them,
those who seek to open your woe,
Come back to this world with fuel to my heart,
Burning the passion of my kindle start,
To the world of worry and shame,
I bring the light, glory, and gain,
I come from the night to bask in the light,
to show you the heart that was forgotten in the dark,
I come to you world to full of pain,
I come to shed light on your miseries stain,
To the world I call back the fire,
only to bring you back your desire,
This i may say to the world as a new,
my love is strong,
and my values are new.

so it is kinda boring today, really need to get a car. With a car i can actually go out and see other people that live here, even visit the friends i made at fwa. I don't know anyone in this town and everyone i do know requires a car to go see them. >.< But i am going to a car auction this saturday which i do have a hope of finding something maybe. My game has been keeping me entertained for the most part, but lack of social interaction dulls things. I do talk to the people i work with, but i work in chattanooga, driving my moms car back and forth. Which is about as far as i can go with that car.

So much can happen within such a small amount of time and to much unhappiness can fill you within a seconds notice. I not saying that i am happy, but i'm also not say that i am trying not to be happy. Just to much on my mind at once, and more continues to follow. I want a car, but it's lost it's glamor in my eyes, I had thought to use a car to go visit everyone, but now I doubt i'd leave my area of the mountains. After all the terrain is fun to hike and when it doesn't rain and i am off of work i like to go out into the woods. I think i might try horse back riding, I've never done it before so it seems like fun.

Left 4 dead has got my attention ^^ I do like the game a lot. So there is one fun thing to do.

Well the car was a bust no surprise there, it over heats and the interior is all fucked up. So it's back to looking for more cars and more crap, though i expected it to be crappy since that's all that ever turns up when i look for cars. I highly doubt that i will get a car this year so i will just keep my money until i probably have enough to buy a brand new car. Oh well, other than that there's nothing new. It's raining again out side so i can't go walking so i think i'll play left 4 dead some more today.

Today was a good day, I went walking/running. I went to the hobby lobby and found a lot of good supplies for it i want to make a fursuit. I've thought about making an inverse to my own suit so that i can have me and someone else walk around together. I've not really talked to anyone for the past two days execpt tiger paw, he had invited me to go hang out with a group of local furs this weekend, but i can't go due to work. It would have been nice to go though, instead of moping about the world. I've got left 4 dead now, and it's got me for most of the time. I am also going to look at a lexus my dad setup for me to possibly buy. Not possibly, but i will buy the car none the less cause i know they are good cars. I call always fix up the interiour and sound system after i get it if i don't like what's in it.

I give up

Dance to me
the one from the past you say
the one you never knew to last
come to me
the one of love and wrath
the one to bring you back
Bring to me
the one you desire
the one from your ire
call to me
from your shallow hell
to the one you decimated

my gamertag is wolfcrest if anyone wants to play ^^ i am doing swat atm

I only had two thingsI didn't like that happened, one was that someone had knocked on my door and woke me up, with them not even staying at the door. Just walked down the hall way, and at a con we all know the lack of sleep we can get and how tired we are...but i won't name the person even though i know who did it.

Secondly I bought a badge only to have the artist disappear with my money, which i can't even remember her name, what i remember about her is she has long brown hair with glasses, kinda short and she had said she was lord victors fiance. It was only ten dallors, but this is the second time it's happened, the first time was by http://sugar-wing.deviantart.com/, i payed her 20 for a badge and never got it.

Other than these things I had an awesome time with everyone, I met a lot of new people and had great times with them all. I can't wait to see them all again next year or sooner :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2diS.....eature=channel

I wanted to do jumpstyle but the file wouldn't read >.< so i had to completely make this song up as far as dancing XD I knew i wouldn't do well cause i hadn't practiced it at all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neZe.....eature=channel

Jarid as Ravin wolf at the dance competition XD

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Ya i posted my friends dance not thinking about it XD

I had some much fun, i only wished i could hang out with more and more people, i wanted to see everyone new and old ^^ There was so much to do, I loved the games for fursuiters :P and the dances where awesome XD I am still looking to see a video of me dancing to I'm to sexy in the dance competition.

Love is not sex or kissing or anything like that, it's the feeling you have around a person. One that you can't describe that is very deep. Everything you do with that person is special like words, moments, it's something that allows you to share your soul with a person. To accept them no matter what and find every good thing not every bad flaw. To say I love you is just an expression that people use, true love is shown through your actions, through your will to have that other person. It's not gifts or money. It's being able to be next to someone or talk on the phone only to be able to be near them, even without speaking, and still feel there love and warmth.

How fucking hard is it really, if you don't like what you clicked on then fuck off. The comment button is not for you to randomly bash someone else's work. Take for example my coloring project in my scraps, if you don't like it then bit your fucking tongue go look at someone elses art. I've been working hard to color that picture, what i do is actually zoom in to the blocky squares and fill in the pincel mark with black then color it along those black squares. I do this in MS paint cause i want to and because it's a long term project that gives me something to do in my free time or when i'm bored. The artist likes it and he approved of me coloring it.

This shit doesn't stop there, I mean what the fuck is with you petty little shits. It's not your work, and if you can do better than woop-de fucking do. Yes I know there about 12 better programs to do this on to make it easy, but i still don't fucking care. I choose to do it the hard way for a reason, so I can learn you dumb fucks.

So i thought i was going to start my final part of training, but it was more Q&A. I found out that instead of min. wage i will be getting 8.65 an hour ^^ That is only 45cent below what i was making in florida XD So i'm really happy about that. Tomorrow i'll be going back at 10am so i can get more stuff and more Q&A :P

I'm just happy about the whole money thing, I can hardly wait to start ^^ I love dogs so much :P

well i don't have a schedule yet, but i finished all those fucking training vids XD took me from 12:30pm to 4:00pm to finish XD I'll be making 7.50 hr but i will be getting over part time. next time i go in will be thursday ^^

You know what, my dad is my hero. He told me something that i have really taken to heart and because of this i made up with  crimsoneyelion and  tc2101

He told me to let the past be in the past.

So i removed the hateful journals and i'm pressing forward to the future.

I really need to find my camera again >.< So many things i wanna take pictures of. I love going out hiking here, i have so much land to cover and even better is how i feel since I came here. I mean if i go into the woods when i'm upset, it drift out of me and i start to become happier. I'm getting a car in a couple of weeks maybe a month, but i can wait ^^ It's really peaceful here. I got some new and interesting hair gel too...decided to walk to wal-mart and get some...the bottle is huge, yet it was the smallest one they had LOL hmm, I start work tomorrow and i am really excited about it, it's gunna be so much fun..I still have to do some training cause the last pet smart stop short of my splash training XD

practicing more of my jumpstyle today ^^ I really want to get good at this, and the results make me happy...Oh and I am almost able to do a full handstand, I just gotta keep those legs straight and keep my balance... I'm still off rhythm for jumpstyle so i don't think i'll be doing it at the dance competition at FWA.

Now as far as my fursuit goes, here is what has been done and who did it.

The head was completely done my

The Claws by:

The fur glued to the feet by

and the tail was done by

The whole body was done by

The mold for the feet paws done by

Hand paws were a messy mix of both &

And there is the recognition for work done and completed,
which was all that was left for me to say about have a happy life, and i'll make sure i keep on my not completeing things score.

^^ I am so bring this to FWA I've been practicing it for awhile and i have the basics...almost, with a trick or two :P I am thinking of doing it for the dance competition, but i am unsure cause i get nervous on stage in front of a lot of people...

I did get to go hiking to day ^^ i found that there are a lot of no trespassing signs in our woods >.< so i was limited to where i could go, but the places i did go i loved, i've missed going into the woods all together. I climbed a tree as well, and i know most are saying oh wow big deal...But to mean the forest is a big deal cause i've missed it so much, i mean i can't run on sand and the ocean air always bothered me...sneezing and coughing...I got sick there more in the two years i had stay, then in the 17 years of being in Georgia.

I really want to meet some of the furs around Georgia, go to the meets in atlanta and see what those are like...I've never gone to one before so i'd be excited yet shy at the same time. I've heard a lot of good things about durango dingo ^^ and i have chatted with some awesome furs that go to the meets.

^^ oh ya, i get to start working at the Chattanooga store. I'll be a bather, and i'll start working tuesday at 12:30 :P can't wait to start, and after a couple weeks i'll get a car.

Where are you staying?
Main hotel ^^

Where will you be most of the time during the day's?
Walking around in my fursuit or off with either or

Who will you be with?
Jarid,  mercifur,  spartanpanda,  rhettfox, and anyone else that would like to hangout with me ^^I'll be finally moved into the Georgia area.

What suits will you have?
Gabriel Wolfknight the red wolf, there are pictures of him in my scraps ^^

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
19

How tall are you?
5ft 11in

Can I touch you?
^^ yep

Can I talk to you?
Always up for someone to talk to ^^

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Maybe, but i'll buy you something back :P

Can I give you lots of money?
Nope, you need it for the con

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Yes ^^ i love hugs

Are you nice?
Most defiantly

Additional Info:
I'm cuddly and nuzzly wolf :P