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Posted 2 years agoI don't want to die. But,
Posted 3 years agosometimes I wish I never was here at all.
Breaking the habit
Posted 6 years ago9 years
Posted 6 years agoToday marks the 9th year I've been on here.
Something's in the way, something's just about to break,
Posted 6 years agoI will try to find my place, in the diary of Jane.
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Posted 6 years agoThis is a life not worth living. Too much stress. Too many problems. I cant stand it anymore.
Hit Me Up
Posted 6 years agoYou're naked soul is beautiful
Posted 6 years agoPretty Sad
Posted 6 years agoI wont lie
Posted 6 years agoLost control...
Posted 6 years agoTaste of your own medicine
Posted 6 years agoYou're lucky.
Posted 6 years agoFeh. You're lucky.
You're not materialistic.
Like me.
You're not alone.
Like me.
You're not sad.
Like me.
I have one dream.
I will not say what it is.
A joke.
I'm not forced to stay.
But I wish I was gone.
I have no money.
Spend it on things i really dont need.
Buy cars i dont need.
The only thing that keeps me from putting a bullet in my head, is a pencil, and some blank paper.
Anime has really inspired me to become a better person.
To never give up.
Keep pushing forward.
Every time I push forward, its two miles back.
It may be self inflicted, no fault but my own.
They tell me I have a good life going, why waste it?
But honestly, I would have rather have chosen the latter.
If I am gone, the world will keep turning. You may be upset a few months, but you'll get over it. Move on. Everybody does.
You're not materialistic.
Like me.
You're not alone.
Like me.
You're not sad.
Like me.
I have one dream.
I will not say what it is.
A joke.
I'm not forced to stay.
But I wish I was gone.
I have no money.
Spend it on things i really dont need.
Buy cars i dont need.
The only thing that keeps me from putting a bullet in my head, is a pencil, and some blank paper.
Anime has really inspired me to become a better person.
To never give up.
Keep pushing forward.
Every time I push forward, its two miles back.
It may be self inflicted, no fault but my own.
They tell me I have a good life going, why waste it?
But honestly, I would have rather have chosen the latter.
If I am gone, the world will keep turning. You may be upset a few months, but you'll get over it. Move on. Everybody does.
Closure
Posted 7 years ago,
Posted 7 years agoAll I wanted was someone to cuddle and watch anime with and go to conventions with.
I only think about
Posted 7 years ago.
Posted 7 years agoI'm a piece of shit.The life of a mechanic
Posted 7 years agoI may be good at fixing things, but the one thing I can not fix is my heart.
Why
Posted 7 years agoI just had a couple good things happen in my life and I'm still not happy... I hate myself
Shelter
Posted 7 years agoHeavy
Posted 7 years agoI don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can’t escape the gravity
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can’t escape the gravity
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Easier to Run.
Posted 7 years agoSometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
Not a day does by without thinking of you...
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.
Not a day does by without thinking of you...
I did it for you.
Posted 7 years agoThe things I've done.
The people I've hurt.
I regret it all.
But, I will continue.
For Winry
For Haruko
For Faye
For Ed
For Roy
For Spike
For you.
The people I've hurt.
I regret it all.
But, I will continue.
For Winry
For Haruko
For Faye
For Ed
For Roy
For Spike
For you.
See you,
Posted 7 years agoSpace Cowboy...
Sayonara
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