I'd like to ask if anyone would be so kind as to take a look over https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1mR.....?usp=send_form and give me some info through it. I'm looking to start trying to improve and honestly this sounds like it be a fun way to try.

Even if you don't want to, thanks in advance.

So I managed to get a FurryNetwork pass. It's pretty nifty, but for me it's just another place to post my smut. I have one account, but it allows me to control up to 6 characters so far so I have one for each of my main boys, (Xander and his family) If they up the allowed amount, I'll be adding Issac, Deonte and Jaque there too~

https://beta.furrynetwork.com/xander_olivieri/
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/markus_evans/
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/alvion_olivieri/
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/caulder_evans/
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/jason_picard/
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/jerricho_walker/

If you already have an account on there as well, let me know so I can follow you~

I found a few missing works from my gallery that I thought I had uploaded a while back, but turns out I either didn't or they got lost when the site had it's update. Either way I'll be uploading them slowly. About 2 to 4 at a time. They are all Gift works, Art Trades, or YCH/Raffles I got. I do have a few other commissions that I bought a few months ago in the wing as well. Will upload those when they are ready~

Other than this, all I have are a few personal works that I haven't uploaded that I may upload in the near future.


You may also notice that my gallery has more folders in it! I'm -trying- to be more organized with my gallery. There are a few names that have nothing in them. Why? Because these are things that have yet to be drawn~

Looking to get some commissions of a few new characters in the works. I'm really bad with looking for people taking commissions, seeing as I can't seem to really find anyone.

Do you know anyone currently taking commissions? Roughly any type will do, sketch, fullbody, multiple character, or Ref sheets are mainly what I'm looking for. Some fetishy things as well.

Cause I turn 26. Please don't look forward to it.

Kinda a "I wanna sleep with if I had the chance" type of list. Its basically people I've met and followed, some that aren't either but I like their characters enough that I'd want to be drawn with them. The list falls into three categories, Those I'd top, Those I'd bottom, and those I'd top or bottom.

To Top:
Daxter (Daxter Dingo)
Ash (-Ash)
Ace (Ace-hart)
Lawrence (Bayson)
Cairo (Bigmaster)
Bleakcat (Bleakcat)
Hatred (Bogrim)
Theran (reynpuppeh)
Ghargash (reynpuppeh)
Rondo (Clefwolf)
Fenris (Crocdragon89)
Bruno (Crocdragon89)
Daddieo (Doggieo)
Buck (ExaWolf)
Glowfox (glowfox)
Charzy (Inferno-charz)
Guk (IStanI)
Gwak (IStanI)
Jerk (Jerkcentral)
Tavish (Jerkcentral)
Kane (Kabier)
Leo (LeoZodiac)
Luceous (Luceous)
Raul (Lupusignatus)
Chris (mapdark)
Trent (RatchetMechanic)
Byron (RatchetMechanic)
Connor (Taggcross)
Elias (WolfYama)
Cam Collins (Wolfblade)
Jessie Collins (Wolfblade)
Tom Collins (Wolfblade)

To Bottom:
Rrowdybeast
Semple (Nexus)
Dautur (Nexus)
Bass (Bass)
Blair (bigbadblair)
Damien (bogrim)
Chestnut (Chestnut)
Ricky (Crocdragon89)
Dasa (Dasa)
Doggieo (Doggieo)
Andrew (Dragondrawer)
Hound (Houndgrey)
Hysterium(hysterium)
Jah (Jah2000)
Jazz (Jazzwolf)
Karma (KarmaKat)
Vergence (Jasonafex)
Lyin (lyin)
Pave (Pave)
Shred (ShoNuff44)
Jack (Yurimatsu)
Tymbre (Wuffamute)
Noir (JarPanda)

To Top and/or Bottom:
Linkin (LinkinMonroe)
Hatred (HatredAnon)
Anubis (Anubis-kruger)
Bayson (Bayson)
Nevarrio (Bigmastar)
Bru (Brubearbrown)
Clef (Clefwolf)
Covertcanine (CovertCanine)
grizzledcroc (grizzledcroc)
Jason (Crocdragon89)
Drake (Crocdragon89)
Darwen (Darwentheorca)
Scott (Fasttrack37d)
Galen (Galen)
Uniko (Galen)
gammauzumaki (gammauzumaki)
gear (gearthewolf)
Jason Werefox (Jasonwerefox)
Pan (Pan)
Alex (Jrbart )
Kanic (Kanic)
Kenzo (KenZo)
Legion (Legionwolfe)
Naru (NaruEver)
Chimera (NinjaV)
Numwolf (Numwolf)
Peable (Peable)
Don (RatchetMechanic)
Ssvanti (ssvanti)
Tpitoe (Tiptoe)
Yamamoto (Yamamotoiouko)


Sorta a list I plan to go through. A lot of these won't be possible I know for a fact due to preferences of the owners. Still, the point was, this is what I'd want.

Ended up not doing the drawings cause I didn't get enough permissions. So...so far a very wonderful start -w-. Starting to debate on whether I want to celebrate it alone again or just sleep through as much of it as I can to get it over with...definitely have to suffer through it for a few hours since I have to go to school.

FFXIV has started their referral campaign and I want that Chocobo mount XD

I will send out referral emails to anyone wanting them. You have to be a new player or are looking to start an alternate account. Existing accounts will not work.

If you'd be interested note me your email and I'll send your your referral through the Mooglenet's referral system. Its supposed to send you a code that activates your account then you'd have to pay for the game/game time. PC, PS3 and PS4 are all welcome.

Woke up this morning due to a sharp pain in my mouth and spit out shards of tooth. Guess I cracked and destroying it in my sleep. Now I need to try to get a dentist appointment set so I can have what remains of this painful bastard out of my mouth. Orajel save me D=

So my brother managed to score four Destiny Beta codes for himself and three friends. Knowing I had pre-ordered but missed the registriation deadline for Beta access, he gave me one of his codes to use. Because of bad weather couldn't do much yesterday so now. Destiny time!

graaaaah! TTwTT Worked my tail off to raise nearly 2 million gil on Final Fantasy. For someone who can't make high level crafting yet, that's an accomplishment. So, together with my only active guild mate, we do a marathon run to raise the last 200,000 gil we needed to buy a plot of land for our guild house.

We made it and I buy the land only to find out that now I need a 450,000 gil permit to build on the land. I wanna cry. TTwTT It takes me a week to earn around 100,000 gil through dungeon runs, daily ventures with my Retainers, (15 hour NPC quests). I sell all the useless stuff they bring back on the market, but a lot of the times others will quickly undercut you and I have more important things to do than sit at the market board and try to control the prices of the items I'm trying to sell so I just take what I can and adjust at least once a day when I retrieve their spoils from their ventures.

But seriously. I was so happy to finally be able to build a house for my Guild only to hit another wall and delay the building further. I wanted to try and get the house up before the Patch next week so I had time to earn more gil for the extra furnishings they were adding and the new Chocobo stables.


Its hard running your own guild, even with very few members =C I'm almost worried about the future when I have to manage even more people.

not a very positive one.

I dunno. Kinda depressed i guess. Not really sure what else to say it is. Things happening at home that got me thinking about things I really shouldn't be thinking about. Now I'm feeling down and kinda lonely again. Really hate these moods and don't really know how I'm supposed to react when I get in them. They pass randomly, but I usually stay in a depressed like mood for a while while that happens.

Still haven't gotten my grades and all my thoughts are getting very negative.

bleh vent journal

Yay! Now...time to lay down and die from overexerting my brain!

Now my birthday isn't until much later in the year, but I need to plan something. I never really get anything special for my birthday, nor do I ever really DO anything special for my birthday. This year I really want to change it so since I'm turning 26 this year I thought of a pretty neat idea. Really slutty though XD

26: one on one images of me with another male character.

Pretty simple, some sexual escapades with another male. I would really love to get it from other artists, but I already know this is highly unlikely due to money being a major problem for me. I still have to pay for school so I have to save up for that. So in the end, I may be putting my own poor talents to use ^w^;;

Now in a lot of celebrations of Birthdays, its usually the age in "beatings" and then +1 for a good year. The +1 picture I'm thinking of is an end all bukkake.

So. Now I want to ask, would any one like to volunteer? I would have to start like right now if I am to finish by my birthday, so I can start as soon as I see people. Obviously I need about 26, but I have a few in mind that I can add in even if they don't respond. If you want to join in, Reference (NSFW please) and whether you want to top or bottom.

Now special case, cause I want special birthday privileges XP...Completely optional btw. If you are a "Top only" or use a "Top Only Character" or are "Bottom Only" or use a "Bottom Only Character", I offer "Birthday special privileges, Non-Canon immunity." Think of it as a gift to me XP Some top onlys i really want to top, and for some Bottoms I really want to bottom. But like I said completely optional~

So...If you want in, just leave me what I need to know and I'll choose the 26~

Promotion is appreciated, but do not journal about my journal since that is against the rules. I will post previews of a few before hand just to show some work, Finished work will be posted before my birthday though.

I actually bought WoW. I've played it before for friends, but have never actually played it for myself. Don't really know anything about it and last time I played, Arthas wasn't a major player in the game...(before Wrath of the Lich King Expansion)


So....I dunno what I should play. Horde seems to be what everyone is practically screaming at me to join, friends and those who have been attempting to scout me into playing WoW for the last few years.

Any one play have any pointers for a new player?


I favor playing Magic based characters. That's really the only stipulation other than needs to be horde...or Pandaren since they can be either faction I think. Ya I just don't know and don't want to start my game until I decide what I want to play.

Wasn't that great as usual. Wasn't as depressed so that's really the only plus. I got 1 happy birthday and this was before the actual day so kinda bummed about that.

Guess I'm not as good of a person as I thought I was. Will have to try harder at being nice to people. I'd like to have some friends when I attempt to celebrate it again next year.

And I don't plan on doin anything special~

Never really celebrate it. Never really do anything. School, sleep..maybe chat with friends online so I'm not completely alone like my other birthdays~

25 years of nothin special~

Though first year I'm not depressed about my birthday so that's good~

So continuing with my series of unfortunate life events, I have two more friends that just hate me. These two I have no idea what happened with. They just meet up with me after work, say some really mean things and leave.

After leaving work and waiting for my ride I almost got mugged. Almost because the guy was an idiot and didn't know how to use a knife...I know most muggers are pretty stupid, but ya if I can slap the knife out of your hand, you shouldn't try to mug people.

Almost killed my neighbor's dog. He came out barking at me and since I was already distracted I swung the ax I was using to split wood at it in frustration without thinking. That just earned me a nice bitchfest with the neighbor, though if she'd control her dog better and not allow it to run and act like its going to attack everyone this may not have happened.

So ya, fuck my life. Really annoyed and depressed.

Ever have those days when you feel like everything just crumbles down around you? Ya, right now I'm pretty much there. I'm stressed out by work. So much is going on I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around everything. New position opens and a supervisor slips me a hint that I'm being watched for a possible promotion. Normally, this is a yay! type of thing, but right now its just added stress.

Add that to I'm trying to go back to school. So now I'm enrolled for college again, but on probationary status due to my attendance issue last time a few years ago. Again should be a yay thing, but I'm being looked at for a promotion at work so I will have to be working and going to school full time IF I get the promotion. I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to manage that and can't just up and tell my boss I'm not interested in the promotion as I need the money for school.

On the subject of money, I'm tearing my hair out trying to get all the money for college. I know my classes, depending on how many, will cost between $1500 to $1750. So I'm spending a lot of my free time searching for scholarships and grants that I can qualify for, knowing that I don't qualify for many because of my current living conditions. I have a better chance this time over last time as I can't be claimed so I don't have to file based on my parent's income which was too much since its based on Gross and doesn't deduct tax expenses to allow me to qualify for anything in the past.

Now add books which can cost anywhere from $50 to $100 per class as a minimum. I barely have enough to pay for my books with my checks as is. So it comes back to needing the scholarships/grants.

Now I also have a lot of family pressure. I'm the oldest unmarried member of my family. The rest are now taking it upon themselves to needlessly involve themselves in my lovelife. My overly christian family does not know I am into guys. Which is causing more stress as I can't just keep brushing them off. Its either out myself or start playing along, either way will end up with drama I won't want or need.

What's worse, I'm dealing with two deaths in my family. One a loyal pet who I had to bury before going to work early yesterday morning. I've barely given myself time to allow that to sink in and was told today that one of my cousins was involved in a car accident. I wasn't close to this one, in fact I barely knew who this one was, but family obligations dictate I must mourn for said family member with other family members in a very depressing atmosphere and I really just can't deal with all of this right now.

Right now, and this is the straw that broke the camel's back, I have a friend that I hold dear, yelling at me saying he hates me. I know I made a promise I didn't keep with him, but I really just couldn't bring myself to compare to his level. I'm a very negative thinker so when I start on something for friends all that goes through my head while working on it is how horrible I'm doing, how much you'll hate it and hate me for even trying to compare myself to your level. I don't think bad of you. I will continue to think of you as my friend. I know your life is way worse than mine so my issues are probably pitiful "fallen from paradise" like comparison. Call me naive, call me stupid, but I will never give up on a friend when they hurt me while their feelings are thrown through a loop.

There is just so much I cannot deal with right now and sometimes I wish I lived in the fantasy others must see me living in.

I'll at least apologize for anything or anyone I may have hurt over the years. I know I act like a whore and extremely slutty for some people. Its how I am. If people ask me to back off I do. I tone it down to an acceptable level for them. Its usually just how I tend to cope. I wish I had as many friends as I delude myself in having. I hardly talk to anyone on my friends list because they either ignore me or I don't know them. I see some people who are friendly and its easier to talk to them while others scare the hell out of me. It looks like I'm their friend on the outside because I talk to them, but I know nothing about them and most likely I'm intimidated.

I just don't know what to do with myself right now. Sorry for the pity party rant.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3971015/

 AmaraLemur is attempting to make a 2d Fighting game and needs models for fighters. He says she needs about 150 fighters so plenty of room~

Well my birthday passed fairly fast. I got a good number of Birthday wishes which makes my 24th one of the better birthdays I've had. Really happy I didn't have a depression attack this year like I usually get.

Thanks to the few of you fine furs that wished me a happy Birthday yesterday. It was pretty much the only thing I got for my birthday.

So...My birthday is coming up soon. Next Wednesday to be exact. Dunno why I felt like tellin you all. Just felt like sharin I guess~

i think i shall open free sketch stream since the demand for my art is too much, i shall open some chance for people who just come and interested in my art


i will open the stream for Free Request Sketch(and maybe with flat color)

Time:
on 7:30 AM(GMT+7) or just like 12 hour form now on

condition:
just sign in here and post this journal on your FA page and you're on the list !!

about the request :
after you are in this condition i will random people for drawing in the stream later :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3664129/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8046815/

CLICK IT~

Got my last wisdom tooth extracted!

YAY no future mouth pains! Well...until the pain of having my mouth brutally beaten while pulling the bastard out goes away~