Okay Major delay update [please forgive me]
Posted 11 years agoI went to the hospital late evening February 26th with contractions really strong ones. I thought it best to go since I was in tears. They said I wasnt showing any other signs of labor so they gave me this medicine to help stop the contractions due to the baby being preterm, by two weeks so if i went into labor they wouldnt stop it kind of deal. Anyways the medicine worked for about 45 minutes then contractions started up again they kept me over night to see what would happen. Had contractions all night long they re-examined me in the morning and said still no signs of labor and sent me home.
I AM NOW ON DOCTOR ORDER BED REST! So everything is on hold/will take so much longer than I want it too.
sorry for inconvinences or anything. Even though my art is free I still feel bad about not getting it to you guys in a timely manner.
I AM NOW ON DOCTOR ORDER BED REST! So everything is on hold/will take so much longer than I want it too.
sorry for inconvinences or anything. Even though my art is free I still feel bad about not getting it to you guys in a timely manner.
Poo-ky Art slave? say whats?[signal boost]
Posted 11 years agoIf anyone wants to know. [the real me]
Posted 11 years agoThings you should know about me.
I do not take kindly to obvious flirtatious advances due to the fact that I'm married and though sometimes I'd like to wring his neck I love him dearly and do not wish to upset him.
I am pregnant with my first child, Its a girl, Her name is to be Annemarie Rose, but you may call her Rosie cause that is her sona name for my furry 'clan'. I'm in the very late weeks 35 weeks along tomorrow. So this is the main reason for art delays if anyone was wondering. Also I have gestational diabetes, a thing that pregnant women get, normally its for the heavier set women but I'm one of the odd few super tiny thin people that have developed it. With that being said I'm on a diet, I call it a reverse diet, because they encourage me to eat non-sugary fat things as much as I want however I have a strict carb intake that I'm allotted each meal. I also have to take a spring loaded needle and prick my finger tips four times a day to test my sugars and also retain a schedule. All of this is not bad its just tedious and hard for me to retain a schedule when I get distracted by arts and people and games.
For the next couple days I'm going to be pretty out of it due to the fact I just updated my vaccines since I'm so close to the end of my pregnancy. So Please excuse my wonky assness and possible bitchy childish remarks.
Also because of this child of mine I do not have any money I can spend on arts, so please don't think of me as a freebie whore, I just love all the art of the people I'm watching I just can't buy it, so if they offer a chance at free art I'm going to jump on it because I respect them as artists and enjoy their art. If I were rich I'd commission a piece from every artist that I hold dear and admire. Trust me that's a very very very very long list. Another thing this child of mine is preventing me from doing is changing my photo id to my married name and getting my name changed on my bank account thus making it so my paypal does not work until I do these things. Thus making it nearly impossible for me to even ask for money for my arts, not that I think its worth it but hey in my world a dollar goes a long way.
I am not diagnosed with these things but I'm sure I suffer from minor forms because of everything, Depression and anxiety. The reason I'm not diagnosed is when ever I'm around a doctor I cant help but smile and put on a mask and hide the true me, I also do this with people, I'm sorry its just what I was forced into thinking. "Nothings wrong with you why are you crying?" "Oh come on that didnt hurt why are you crying?" Things that would be said to me after I'd been slapped across the face for saying no or yes the wrong way. These things lead me to hide my true feelings, except anger that you can see painted on my face when its present. I just feel like Im in a hole of darkness and sometimes I can climb out of it and truly smile but mostly my smiling is hiding darker things like all the What ifs and self hatred and mistrust in myself.
None of My Sonas or characters are the real me they are all based on the happy bits that I have or want to be. Please note I'm not saying I want to be a stripper or a whore like my more out there characters, they are my symbolization of Sexy, I want to feel sexy in my own skin and actually believe people when they say I'm beautiful. The closest character/sonas that are me, are Kita and Zoya. Smush the two together and you got me on most days. However when gaming, dnd style, Suzzane is the closest representation of me. So that its another reason for all my characters are my sonas, Just depends on who I feel like most that day. Confusing I know but just to let everyone of you know why I call all of them my Sonas.
I think thats all I can really blurb out. If you have any questions or things you'd like to know. You can shoot my a note or comment here. I want at least someone to know the real me 100% so Im not so alone in my head.
I do not take kindly to obvious flirtatious advances due to the fact that I'm married and though sometimes I'd like to wring his neck I love him dearly and do not wish to upset him.
I am pregnant with my first child, Its a girl, Her name is to be Annemarie Rose, but you may call her Rosie cause that is her sona name for my furry 'clan'. I'm in the very late weeks 35 weeks along tomorrow. So this is the main reason for art delays if anyone was wondering. Also I have gestational diabetes, a thing that pregnant women get, normally its for the heavier set women but I'm one of the odd few super tiny thin people that have developed it. With that being said I'm on a diet, I call it a reverse diet, because they encourage me to eat non-sugary fat things as much as I want however I have a strict carb intake that I'm allotted each meal. I also have to take a spring loaded needle and prick my finger tips four times a day to test my sugars and also retain a schedule. All of this is not bad its just tedious and hard for me to retain a schedule when I get distracted by arts and people and games.
For the next couple days I'm going to be pretty out of it due to the fact I just updated my vaccines since I'm so close to the end of my pregnancy. So Please excuse my wonky assness and possible bitchy childish remarks.
Also because of this child of mine I do not have any money I can spend on arts, so please don't think of me as a freebie whore, I just love all the art of the people I'm watching I just can't buy it, so if they offer a chance at free art I'm going to jump on it because I respect them as artists and enjoy their art. If I were rich I'd commission a piece from every artist that I hold dear and admire. Trust me that's a very very very very long list. Another thing this child of mine is preventing me from doing is changing my photo id to my married name and getting my name changed on my bank account thus making it so my paypal does not work until I do these things. Thus making it nearly impossible for me to even ask for money for my arts, not that I think its worth it but hey in my world a dollar goes a long way.
I am not diagnosed with these things but I'm sure I suffer from minor forms because of everything, Depression and anxiety. The reason I'm not diagnosed is when ever I'm around a doctor I cant help but smile and put on a mask and hide the true me, I also do this with people, I'm sorry its just what I was forced into thinking. "Nothings wrong with you why are you crying?" "Oh come on that didnt hurt why are you crying?" Things that would be said to me after I'd been slapped across the face for saying no or yes the wrong way. These things lead me to hide my true feelings, except anger that you can see painted on my face when its present. I just feel like Im in a hole of darkness and sometimes I can climb out of it and truly smile but mostly my smiling is hiding darker things like all the What ifs and self hatred and mistrust in myself.
None of My Sonas or characters are the real me they are all based on the happy bits that I have or want to be. Please note I'm not saying I want to be a stripper or a whore like my more out there characters, they are my symbolization of Sexy, I want to feel sexy in my own skin and actually believe people when they say I'm beautiful. The closest character/sonas that are me, are Kita and Zoya. Smush the two together and you got me on most days. However when gaming, dnd style, Suzzane is the closest representation of me. So that its another reason for all my characters are my sonas, Just depends on who I feel like most that day. Confusing I know but just to let everyone of you know why I call all of them my Sonas.
I think thats all I can really blurb out. If you have any questions or things you'd like to know. You can shoot my a note or comment here. I want at least someone to know the real me 100% so Im not so alone in my head.
To my Raffle winners.
Posted 11 years agoAdd me on skype please.
okay so~
Posted 11 years agoI have three options.
Im making octopi toys for my daughter. I have three in mind yet i only have one rattle part. so i have to decide which one to make rattle.
Im making octopi toys for my daughter. I have three in mind yet i only have one rattle part. so i have to decide which one to make rattle.
The orange and yellow one
the lime green and navy one
or
the purple and red one.
To my Raffle winners.
Posted 11 years agoI have crudely sketched out each of your first pieces. However I'm going to take a break and bring my blood sugar down by taking a nap. Hopefully this nap will lower it below normal so i can has bacon~ The first pieces should be near completion by the end of the week(sunday). If they arent posted by then it means I wasn't happy with how something looked and am taking more time on it.
A note to the raffle winners.
Posted 11 years agoI will start on the first piece for all of you On monday. It may take a while to get you all your pieces cause I'm going to try really hard on them and make them look the best that I can. ^_^ so expect your pieces to be randomly uploaded and I'd like to note I take the weekend off, yet if i feel like it i'll work on them. Thank you so much for your patience.
And the Raffle Winners are...
Posted 11 years ago
SeikoZoorhess Proof -> http://tinypic.com/r/2zqbi8y/8
OllieTheArmacorn proof -> http://tinypic.com/r/2wcqt88/8
and
Valemosp proof -> http://tinypic.com/r/2cyi0xz/8
10 pieces of free art
Posted 11 years agoYou just have to follow these rules;
"first 10 people to comment on here will get a free piece of art from me within the year of 2014
you must re-post this in a journal and pay-it-forward to 10 people, meaning YOU have to draw 10 pieces for other people.
DO NOT post this journal linking to this one, the journal if for YOU. Not to advertise me.
post the link to the character you'd like to be drawn and a link to your re-posted journal"
Best of Luck! :3
"first 10 people to comment on here will get a free piece of art from me within the year of 2014
you must re-post this in a journal and pay-it-forward to 10 people, meaning YOU have to draw 10 pieces for other people.
DO NOT post this journal linking to this one, the journal if for YOU. Not to advertise me.
post the link to the character you'd like to be drawn and a link to your re-posted journal"
Best of Luck! :3
Soooo Minecraft server~?
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/user/min.....afthappysorry/
^ looking the taum maker made a minecraft server ^
^ looking the taum maker made a minecraft server ^
Sooooooo anyone want a doodle?
Posted 11 years agoFree of charge. (since I suck currently)
If I like your colors I might even color the doodle o.o
If I like your colors I might even color the doodle o.o