http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xoladyb0n3rox/ <

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moving here....to meany memories....

http://sta.sh/2zi0ln815xw?edit=1
ask me and ill tell you a price

So, a few days ago Niko, Rain, Mary and I made a trade. I gave up three adopts for a OC that Mary wanted back.
From how I was spoken to, I felt bullied and harassed.
I felt hurt and regreted giving up the one OC I loved that I got from Mary and I felt like I was bullied by them all
As for how I acted, I am truely and utterly sorry for how I behaved and how I reacted to all this, I could have handled the situatiohn much better.
Rain and Mary, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart for how I treated you guys and how I behaved and acted.

just need someone to note me and talk to me...

i made 2 recordings of me both yelling and growling an had some help from my sis to edit the voice a bit so now i finished my voice clips
i will be doing some animations of my titan both yelling and growling :3

they will be up soon!!!

:3

hey everyone, i need a bit of help. i'm looking for a recording program for free that can record voice and change the voice up, like to pitch it up to make it sound higher and make the voice sound wired like a monster or whatever.

what i am wanting to do is record my voice making a loud scream rawr for a titan yell for my titan shifter's voice when she screams.
something simaller to this. youtu.be/ADowAH-s_Kc

i need a program to make a scream like this one eren is doing in the English dubbed ep if anyone can help please let me know!

there is a person on FA and DA that is selling adopts that are copied off of furries oc's and sona's
if you want to know who this person is PLEASE note me and i will give you her name
just wanted to let people know this since she sold a adopt that looked JUST like ray :/
so like i said if you need her name please note me and ill tell you

thank you

i'm sorry that i broke my promise to leave mary alone by using a pose without asking her, i didn't see it as a big deal at the time because i thougth since it was a pose it was no big deal.
i just wanted to make something that looked good and i really am sorry to my friend mary that i did that, http://oi60.tinypic.com/2illu9j.jpg her showing me this really did show me what i did wrong and i'm glad she did. as for all the poses i used i'm sorry that i had forgotten to give credit for the poses i used it was wrong and i do have a bad memorie and i get very excited and i just want it to look good.
and i forget to credit the people i use poses or bases off of because they did work hard on it a but of creidt is nice.
i'm sorry that i made truble it was never my intentions to do so.

i want to change this about my self for forgetting to credit poses i use
and over reacting to things that dont need to be rected the way i did. i am really sorry for all i did and done
i will change this thank you for showing me what i need to change about my self and what i do.

nae niko and everyone i'm very sorry and i promise to change i give you my word.
and i will show you as well.
thank you for reading and thank you for telling me to change
thank you mary and rain for helping me out as well it means alot.

I hope you'll accept my apology, if you do just let me know! Write a journal about it to let me know you do, and I hope we can come to talking terms.
thank you
kat

how is everyone?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5853891/ <
i fucking agree with EVERYTHING is is saying i get it i did bad shit but the only reason i would not say i was sorry in the public eye was because i didn't want to get bullied even worse then i was getting now, do you guys KNOW what your doing??

you say your wanting all of this to stop and your in forcing for thievery to stop well no your not!!
your all bullies thats all you are you may say your not but you are!


M: i'm sorry i was spiteful and mean i should of listened to you from the start when i met you and ignored the bullies and moved on with my life. i should of never gotten involved with anything that they were going on about but at the time i just wanted to help uriko44 because i looked up to her.
but i was wrong with what i did to you stealing stuff from you and bashing you, you saw me as a friend and i hurt you BADLY i just wanted to help and be on there good side. but now i see that i was blinded by hate and spite it was wrong.
the past month ive been getting bashed harassed and hurt badly by these people now i see what you wne though and why you kept running and hiding HELL a few times i wanted to run way and hide as well but didn't because they kept saying i was like you, i'm sure you have cried and screamed and begged god to make it stop and end it all hell i'm sure you even wanted to kill your self to end the pain of it all
I SEE WHAT YOU HAD TO GO THOGUH AND I REGRET EVER HELPING THOS FUCKING TROLLS
ALL THEY ARE ARE BULLIES!!!

and to candid you know what i'm sorry for with you? ever getting incontact with your ass!!
you were never my friend you just used me to get to mary all i wanted was to get on your fucking good side and i regret that full heartedly!!!
your a lier and spiteul HELL YOU EVEN POSED AS A GUY TO GET INFO FROM MARY AND PROTANTED YOU LOVED HER!!
and i have proof of it as well and i know you can STILL see her facebook!
you stole her ocs and gave them all away to people what you think people will give them back after you give them away??? THEY WORNT YOURS TO GIVE AWAY IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!

i get i didnt credit the bases i used i fucking forgot its not like i spitfuly stole them from people fuck i just forgot for the love of god, also you CANT CLAIM A POSE OMG if i used a pose that another person used on fucking DA or FA "omg your tracing again omg" jeez sometimes i use bases cuz i cant think of a pose sometimes i dont

i know i did bad shit i know i have but i will NOT subject my self to get bullied even worse hell ive even tired to kill my self and wished i was dead if it wasent for my mate you all would of blood on your hands then how would you fucking feel????

you all would go to jail for cyber bullying!!!
and trust me its happened before to people that have done shit that you have to me and mary and i'm sure OTHERS!!!

SO GET OFF THIS HATE STUFF AND FUCKING MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIVES!!!!!!
and go ahead niko add this on to your little shit list you have for me i don't care anymore your nothing to me your just a zit on the butt of the world!!

http://sta.sh/2u13bc96ysp?edit=1

before she posts these up here look at them

http://blog.theautismsite.com/let-i....._term=20140529

to all the autistic furs out there!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

making rant posts like that is a waist of time and effort i'm just gonna ignore them and let them look like fools :3
thank you sis for staying by my side and helping me *hugs*

http://www.deviantart.com/art/The-W.....vacy-457003322

please read this.

idk right now.....

Assholes will always be assholes.

No amount of time or new avatars will change that.

So go ahead, be an asshole.

You can dish it out, but you sure can't take it.

https://marketplace.secondlife.com/stores/149097

yes i'm modelling for one of my sisters :3 and ill be doing more soon
i had alot of fun doing this and i want to do more so if anyone wants me to model please note me :3

ALSO BUY MY SISSYS MODS THERE AMAZING!!!!!!

making a new race called sweet things~
sweet things are diffrent animals, mutants and monsters that have candy themes to them and i have a list of a few girls so far!!

cotton candy - horse
Rock candy - Sharkat <-- another race i made
mint chocolate chip - cat
vanilla bean - dog
sour punch kids - tail monster
candy corn - tail monster (twin sister to sour)
dip and dots - sharkat


they will be up soon!!!

1, never back stab and friend.
2, respect your self protect your self.
3, never let a loved one bash a friend. (online or not)
4, what goes around comes around.
5, once a cheater always a cheater.
6, what you say about someone (friend or not) will come back and bite you in the ass.
7, treat others as you would want to be treated.
8, give credit when credit is due.
9, give respect to thoughts who give it back.


just wanted to post the things that are important to me ;)

so i'm going t0 be posting art that was made for me and that i made so i'm going to be blowing up my page with art!!! <3

as for the art i o there getting done slowly but its cuz im useing a mouse pad i lost my damn pen so im doing the best i can :3

love you all!!
kitty

i remember it all like it just happend yesterday standing there in the book store with my sister looking at mangas talking about our fav artists on deviantart, we both were talking about a artist named zooni and about a comic book we liked call horror house mates, a few mins later a cute red head girl comes up to me and my sister and she says "hey i hurd you guys talking about zooni and horror house mates me and my sister love horror and we read that comic too and we love zoonis art well!" she was so shy but opened up to us really fast and so did her sweet twin sister.

there names were gi and katy both beautiful red head girls with glasses and frekles all over there arms and faces we sat together looking at art books and manga together and showing off art work we all worked on (not my sister tho she just commented on our works of art) me and the girls did art trades and even gave each other our emails.

we had to go but a few weeks later i got an email from them and the friendship started from there. we talked everyday and hung out at each others houses and talked for hours on the phone. we talked about horror movies and who we all liked from diffrent movies. i loved freddy so did gi we were freddys girls and my sister loved jason so did ka they got along really well.

thigns happend a few years later and we had stopped talking but we fixed the friendship and got more closer we were always there for each other no matter what it was we always worked it out. we were draw things together even when things got REALLY bad

they gave me my first rat amy peach though she had passed away she was the best gift they had ever given me and all the art i love ever piece they ever made me even the ones i have in my art books i kept all of them even now.

even if we never become friends or they hate me for the rest of my life ill always love them with everythign that i am...
just saying though....i would...never throw a friend away just for a boyfriend or girlfriend...but thats me im not a mean person sometimes i can be and im sorry for that i have no excuse for it but i try to be a good person and i love all my friends....but they lefted a mark on my heart that can never be erased even when i say things to them i dont mean it im just hurt i cant heal its that hard for me last time we stopped talking the months we wornt friends i could not heal and now its happend again.

and i dont think alot of people get that they wornt "internet friends" they were my real friends my real sisters they ment so much to me that it hurts, im not bashing them im not harrassing them im just saying all the feelings i have for these 2 wonderful beautiful girls who mean so much to me even if they hate me for the rest of my life ill always love them.


ok...so...im done with that....just...felt like saying all that
love you all
with a heavy heart
kitty

THESE ARE A CLOSED SPECIES!!!

(only open for very close friends :I)

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Female traits:
the females have shorter snouts then the males do there bodies are less bloke and very slender but still there very strong
they have big paws for protecting there young.
there ears are a bit larger and longer then the males ears
females teeth are not as long and sharp as the males
females bite is just as deadly as the males but don't kill as fast.
the females can mix with different races of animals so it does not matter who there mate is.
the females outter eyes are a lighter gray then the males eyes.
females tails are a bit shorter then the males tails
a females tongue is striped and can be any bright color.
females are flat chested since they lay eggs.
females have less fur then the males have.

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male traits:
males have longer snouts and more bloke bodies the bigger the male is the stronger they are.
the males fight each other to ether become the Domitian male or fight for a female they want as a mate.
males ears are a bit smaller then the females ears but they can still hear very well.
the males outter eyes are darker gray then the females eyes.
a male can mate with any race of animal and can mix any race.
a males bite is very deadly and there teeth are long and sharp.
males have long tongues but they have no strips on them like the females have.
males have longer tails then the females.
males have almost fur on them then the females.

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Traits for both genders:
both male and females come in toxic neon colors (just not pink) and both have strips on there neck and arms.
both male and female can't see the color green it just looks gray to them.
both male and female eat both plants and animals.
male and females blood are cal bolt blue so there scars are a light blue.
male and females bits are cal blot blue.
both male and female have nictitating membranes so when there underwater they can see were they are going.
male and females have strong lungs so they can hold there breath for long periods of time when there swimming.
both male and females can seal there noses when under water.
both males and females can talk but the males have low rumble voices almost raspy, females voices are somewhat raspy but not as much as the males but they almost sound the same thought its easy to talk who is male and female.
males and females can purr but its more of a guttural purrr it comes from there chests and you can feel them vibrate as they purr.
male and females mark there mates but biting there neck and leaving a mark that turns a blue color let release a poison that does not kill there mate but makes them EXTREMELY horny like there in heat.
both male and females can be bi gay or straight.

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you have no idea how much it means to me that i have friends that love me and show me that i still have amazing and true friends <3 :')

 king-giga for helping me though this and letting me cry on him when i need to let out how i feel hes letting me use one his races for kitster (since they won't let me keep her as a monzter anymore :I) you don't know how much it means to me that you have been there for me since this happend and shoed me that there are still kind people like you out there.

 jackie-foxx you being there as well for me giving me strong words to fallow and keep my head held high and keep my chin up showing me that i can do anything and that things will turn out good in the end. you have no idea how much that help with this just like giga this means alot to me :3.

 cracky thank you for all the wonderfuk art it helps me feel better and makes me smile your sweet words and words of wisdom helps and makes me feel better about my self.

and last but not lest
my love and mate  ryano1991
youve been there from day one when it happend you protected me you held me and showed me things would be ok you were right if they were true friends they would not of thrown me away like that. i love you with all my heart <3

you all mean the world to me you all do everyone of my true friends have helped me
as twilight would say "a true true friend helps a friend in need" and thats what you all have done for me

thank you...

love
kitty.

so ive had a bit of a bad day but i wont let that stop me! but i need to ask...ANYONE KNOW HOW TO CHANGE THE COLOR OF YOUR FONT ON HERE!? @.@
i want to change my FA page info its time i did it after a few years :3

so i;m in the ICU for getting sick from stress from RL but i'm ok i'm going to be updating sunrise from a SL mod i got on SL and makin her hair a blue color then the ends turn orange and yellow im taking off the the strips and lowerig the colors on her legs and adding a few other things to her :3

shes going to look more like a sunrise then a lemon looking cat
shes still a cat but thats about it <3

well i love you guys ill see ya later when im out of the ICU! <3

LOVE
kitty~

i wont be able to finish the ones i o to a few they will be on hold till i can get good internet in my new house so please my dears PLEASE understand i have to wait ill keep working on them i just wont be able to post them