You win... I am sorry... now i see my mistake for not have listened T.T now I understand... why So many mistakes in my life for such a simple thing of ''you only need to listen'' ... I am sorry... I hope.. you can forgive me my beloved doggy... but now I know its late... I know I have done wrong T.T I thought love was devoting yourself to the one you truly love... but now I see that as complement.. it most be to listen to your mate... and to comprehend... I am sorry David... I am sorry.... I think... I truly dont deserve to be loved for what I have done... my mistake... its big... and I really ask for your pardon... for being so blind... I am sorry....

... I am just doomed... if I love a lot or not so much something bad will happen... I already know that T.T I am just now too afraid of love.... I am afraid of love now.... I am not being dramatic or something, its the truth, I am now scared of love because all the time goes wrong and even when I do my best and all goes perfect, something bad most happen.... I am gay/bisexual... and now... when my heart was big and open... now is closed... and... I am not sure.. but it maybe will stay like that for ever T.T

Let every one... I dont care who is... God, Christ, Lucifer/Satan, Buda, Ala, Yuri... EVERY ONE... let be my witness... I SHALL be the difference... I shall promote love, Compassion, Hope, Toleration and Kindness to EVERY ONE no mattering what!

I might not feel like I have an specific religion... I still feel I might be in all... but there its something true, and its that it will not even change who am I! I am kind hearted... I love to love! To care! to promote love! To meow and cheer and love and hug and care in every way I can from every body! no mattering what religion, sex, orientation or race or believings they have!

I maybe have a religion... I am not sure... but something its sure and VERY SURE! and its that I will do my best to unify ALL and make every body to be one! to be together in peace!

I feel dumb for what I wrote on my last journals.. I know I should be ashamed of myself for being down... But.... every one have their falls.. .the best way its to stand up, learn, and attack again! attack! ATTACK! until you WIN! and that its what I will do... I will Attack! I will Atttack until I finally reach my goal! A total peace! The complete unification!!! my Goal!!!


IMPORTANT: NOTICE I HAVEN'T USE INAPPROPRIATE LANGUAGE AND HAVEN'T SAID ANY NAMES, ONLY THE PAGE AND WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PUT THE LINKS OF WHAT EVER PAGE WE WANT OVER THE INTERNET UNLESS IT HAS PORNOGRAPHIC CONTENT AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE IT SO I AM IN THE HOLE RIGHT TO POST THIS PAGE WITHOUT BREAKING ANY LAWS


Hello my friends, partners, brothers, masters, pets and more.

Today this Journal its made to express my deep sadness... and indignation about a place... a place with its group... and this place with its group are a reason more of why the hate its spreed.

I know people might get against me, I know some ones will block me, and other ones will call me ''servant of hell'' or what ever thing you want to add on me... but if you do I most tell ya that YOU my dear sir are a hater for not accepting a little point of view that, if you think slowly and very well, its VERY true, principally coming from some one that wants to make the peace in this ''every day lowered'' world.

A person that got against me and started to troll me made me look this.

http://christwire.org/

And added to it, told me ''All gays, including you, are only servants of Satan and haters of god, I will pray for your soul once it starts to burn in an endless pain in hell''

You might want to check the page that he gave me and I am not saying who gave the comment, because I at least have respect... something he has lost from me and he needs to learn.

Now, Beginning with my argument, I want to point every detail in that page, and principally, I want to point the BIG hatred that you can sense from them once you enter to this place.... Its repulsive... gross... acid... low... and principally... its so but SO wrong. This ''religious'' place only promotes the hate, the intolerance and principally, says how much a religious can lose all credibility and humanity for others... if THIS is what they say ''the path to God'' I think this world would be on a regimen that would be very compared to the regime of Hitler with the Nazi propaganda ( and I know of what I am talking about because I have read ALL about them, including ''My struggle'' by Hitler itself )

Second of all, this page has lots of propaganda that promotes the intolerance against religion, gender, sexual orientation, race, and more things that should be a decision made by one-self and no one have the right to tell us that its wrong, or right, it should be our own business. And I most appoint that between the Rules of God, there its the ''Freedom of Choose'' which was granted by the mighty lord God to us, the humans, and to the animals, and every single living thing.

Third, why so much hate against homosexuality and against other sexual orientations? Only because they don't like it, does it mean they most talk so mean about it? And WORST, say that ''God wants it that way'' and who are this people to say what's God's will? They are already breaking many laws given by God.

Fourth, what are they to judge what its good and what its wrong? Do they really want to save the world or want to be the next God? And promoting this propaganda filled up with intolerance only makes this world a world of violence, hate and no freedom. The true freedom relies on the ability to choose what we think its best for us and makes us happy. And if this guys they don't respect it, then sorry to say it, but they are the true followers of Satan. Why? Because Satan promotes intolerance, Satan promotes hate... he promotes the seed of the oppression.
( And sorry to call him ''Satan'' because his true name and REAL name is Lucifer )

Fifth and last one, this people... don't know what they are talking about... I most tell that they are the perfect example of what happens when you take things to the extreme... They have nothing to believe in... Nothing to relay on, and instead of accepting it, they join to this places and without knowing it... they promote the true seed of hate... I cant blame all the people inside that page... because there are many that experience what its called ''The pressure of group'' that consists in something as simple as this:

''You don't do this, then you are not part of the group and we will consider you the enemy''

As simple as that I cant put it.

I am putting this this journal to let people see, that the Religion when its taken as this people are taking it... it only resumes to violence. Humans should not stop believing in God... But they should not go to the extreme and promote impure propaganda...

We have the right to be what we want... We have the right or freedom and no one and NOTHING should take it away from us or criticize us SO harshly only for a decision that we made to be happy.

I want people to don't fall into this... ''place'', because it will only make this world a worst place... if you want... please pass this journal... to advertise people about this place... and maybe some day, put it down for the sake of humanity and the sake of freedom and to not let others fall in the claws of the fake path.


IMPORTANT: NOTICE I HAVEN'T USE INAPPROPRIATE LANGUAGE AND HAVEN'T SAID ANY NAMES, ONLY THE PAGE AND WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PUT THE LINKS OF WHAT EVER PAGE WE WANT OVER THE INTERNET UNLESS IT HAS PORNOGRAPHIC CONTENT AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE IT SO I AM IN THE HOLE RIGHT TO POST THIS PAGE WITHOUT BREAKING ANY LAWS

Remember to share this journal if you can... please...

This club is the  dyslexia groub and they want YOU for their contribution! I am in because I am not good writting english! and me ok to say it out loud! and no one should laugh or criticize that! Its not fair! and saying another truth, In spanish even as my first lenguage I make TONS of mistakes! So me Joining! and if you have the same as I do.. dont be shy or feel bad! Its good! come on! join please n//n join to the  dyslexia group.

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOOOOOSH~!!!!! ITS EASTER DAAAAY!!!!!

Time of fuuun!

Time of happiness!

Time of PANIC around me... if you know me well... hehehe ( takes out some eggs ) for the ones that know me, they know were I hide the eggs~<3<3

Time of recollect! ... Yea! recollect! The eggs, flowers, CANDY, chocolate... its not chocolate a candy? o.o...

Time of family fun! ( sadly not on this days... )

Time of a BIG BIG fun between friends

Time of smelly cute paws n///n I LOVE those cute bunny paws~<3<3<3

Time of peeps... Too much sugar X.X

Time of MORE EGGS

Time of lots and lots of animals around!

Time of pray to the lord and ask for forgivenes

Time of not eating meat ( sadly I did... sorry T.T )

Time of Time!

Time of fun fun fun fun fun

Time of LOTS of flowers and trees blooming and wich makes beautiful a garden n///n

Time of the year were I get into my meow meow ways >///> VERY meow meow ways... ( blushes )

Time of SRPING!!!! FRESH AIR!!!! FREEDOM!!!! ( and for others, doom because of the allergies... )

Time of ALLERGIES!!! ( already say it at the top! )

Time of socks! ( yes! socks! smely cute socks n////n all for me to sniff sniff n///n )

Time of cats and dogs fighting each other ( but owww not with Year or my beloved and beautiful Serothi >//< )

Time of colors!

No time of raimbows ( I dont see one outside T.T )

Time for me to shut up because I already talk too much RANDOMNESS XD

SOOOOOOOO HAPPY EASTER DAAAAY!!!!!!!!! AND... remember that I will be hiding my eggs... some... were~<3<3<3 Maybe inside you~<3

Okey my loves~<3 did you prepared some popcorn or cigarrets or coca cola or pepsi or what ever??? PERFECT! this WORTH it

Now look, I was Banned from my YT BY GOOGLE ( NEW EVIL CORPORATION ) ONLY because I didn't activate my msn to them... ( IDIOTS ) now ok, I activate it AND all was ''OK''

now look ad this!!! and try to not laught too much until you die of low air in your lungs XP

Without a phone number, you could lose all access to your account if you forget your password or if your account is hijacked. Learn more about why this is so important

Reeeeeellay huh? yeeeaaa awesooome I gonna give my phone number to guys that I dont know to secure my YT acount because google wants... and to send me not only their comercials trought YT... but now throught cellphone! OH! and not forgeting those UNKNOWN people in internet that easly can hack the google acount ( because a google acount worht less than a penny ) and take my cellphone number, track me AND R@PE ME! O.O

you most be thinking this '' oh Zauriel but just skip and done ''

HAHAHA guess what? I did... BUT NOW LOOK NEXT!!!! LOOOK AFTER YOU SAY SKIP!!!

Are you sure about skipping?
Adding a phone is the easiest and most effective action you can take to secure your account. Taking 30 seconds now could save you hours of worry later.

OF COOOOURSE ITS GONNA BE EFFECTIVE!!! AND EASIER!!!!

Easier: because I will make the Violator or killer or what ever ugly or evil guy on internet his work EASIER to find me and do bad things to me!!! O.O

Effective: of course is effective! EFFECTIVE TO MAKE YOU SUFER IN LOOOTS OF BAD THINGS SUCH AS THE ROBBERY OF IDENTITY AND MAKE PEOPLE KNOW WERE I AM AND MORE! O.O

Secure: but a ''in'' at the start of secure because they forgot to add it and you will have ''insecure'' DOGONIT!!! ><

This new sistems between YT ad Google its AN EPIC FAIL and desservee to BURN in hell >< I miss sooo badly the old YT... and for worst they made a new yt n//n ITS EVEN HORRIBLE O.O THE COLORS EVEN CANT SUX MOOORE O.O ohhh my what happened to the common sence??? you ony need to open your eyes and see that google is DESSTROYING YOUTUBE O.O AGHHHH I'm gonna cry I'm gonna cry T.T I have already lived too much stress with this things... ughhh T.T

well? I hope you have enjoyed my little explotion of very-mad-cat >< and very sarcastic and black humorist and acid toungue than ever >< see you soon my lovers~<3 purrrr aaand hope I made you laugh and take some lawls aaaand get you an idea that this things in the internet are getting dangerus! you need to use common sence n.n well see you next time~<3

... haha... hahaha... hahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NYAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

THIS IS JUST THE FIRST STEP FOR ME TO CONQUER THE UNIVERSE!!!!! AND THEN INFECT EVERY BODY WITH MY LOVE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I am so evil n//n

awwwww just doing fun fun~<3 I just want to be friends with every one around me!!!! I thank you sooooo muuuuuuuch!!!!!!!!! its too beautiful to be looked by people n//n and I hope to be known too!!! n//n

I just wonder my next goal? hmmmmmmm 10000 page views! i would be VERY happy and it would mean A LOT too n//n this already means A LOT!!!! n/////n I hope I can get better with the time meow meow meooow~<3<3<3

soooooooooooo who want love from this kitty witty??? come ooon! I see your paw up! ( hugs you tight )


is at this 27.. just 2 more days to be 19 and do what the hell I want YAY!!!! XP ( hugs every body ) meow meow~<3 love you all~<3<3<3<3

 charizardcowman is from now on my lovely pet! he will be my blue blood pet because we have been very tight friends n.n nate... I most still thank you for every day we spent playing and helping each other.. I still look at you as my teacher on my road of life.. and I will alwasy will... I want you to be my blue blood pet n///n congratulations Nate~<3 and thank you for everything.

COME ON GUYS!!! THIS IS THE BEST PROJECT EVER!!!!!

You can find this journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2543236/

Or the original journal that is this one!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:20343456

THEY NEED ARTIST TO DRAW DOES POKEMON GUYS!!!!!

IS TOTALLY FUN!!!! COME ON! JOIN TO THIS ARMY!!!! XD

XD this is like an attack! An invacion!

I dont know if all FA have gather together to call me silly XD

I mean I am a silly lover~<3 But nyaaaaaaa XD really every one has called me silly at least 2 times XD daaamn maybe is truee or I dont know XD

And is in AAAAAALL MY WEB PAGES!!!! XD since I came to the internet people call me silly! Every one in the world have gather together to call me silly and plan a future attack by making me BLUSHING AND MAKING ME SHY!!!!!

>/////<

EVERY ONE LOOOOVE to attack my shyness! XD Is like the funny spot! Every one of you LOOOOVE to see me blushing and shy and you do all to made it!

O MY GOOOSH!!! THIS IS REALLY AN ATTACK! IS A WAR!!! O//O ( hides on the buncker )

( hehe is a joke journal dont worry I am not mad at any one >.n I know you all do it because you all love me~<3 )

meoooow meowwww meooooow meow okey I will stop meowing for a moment n//n

HELLO!!!!!! I want to ask soooomethinnng owo pleeease would you take a look at this?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5907525

okeeey you did yay n///n now... do you think I really can do a story with it? I mean a comic with that art style?? I am just wonderiiiing >//M//<

YAY!!! NI HAO!!! n.n HELLO!!!! HOLA!!! BUENAS!!!! HI!!! KONISHIWA!!!! ( NO ME JODAN ASERCA DE MI SALUDO JAPONESS!!! >< )

for the people that speak english all that I say was a lot of hi and hello n.n and about the thing in parentecis is.. eh... forget it...

SO!!! I am doing a little thing around and I have been asking to people to draw them!!! why?

1: because I want
2: because I think is a nice idea for both of us, I practice and you GET A GIFT!!! n///n
3: because I want
4: because is awesome
5: read the number 1 and number 3

SOOO i SHALL KEEP YOU on a liiiiiist owo and I shall try to remember wich one I asked to draw him and her soooo pleeeeeeease be pattieeeent >w<;; I am having trouble with my mother because she want me to get a job so my progress will be limited ( AS ALWAYS DAMN IT >< ) but I shall make every commision! thats a promise!!!! n.n

NOW!!!! LETS DANCE!!!! n////n ( starts to dance on a pole with techno music )

meow~meow meow~meow (note) ( moving my tail with naughty intentions )

BY THE WAAY!!!! I BUY A NEW TAIL!!!! >w< I HAVE A TAIL!!! A BLACK TAIL WITH WHITE TIP!!!! PURRRRRRRRR >w< I LOVE MY NEW TAIL!!! I HAVE EARS!!! AND A COLLAR!!!! AND A LEAASH!!!! >w< I AM COMPLEEEETE!!! well no, I want paw marks on alllllll my body and a pircing on my belly and paws on my feet and hands n//n

A friend of mine  charizardcowman needs your help, please listen and read please.

He is a good person who needs a home to stay
He can't go with his parent, he have no family that can take him in, he needs a place to stay that have's a comunity college nearby.

He hopefully will have some back-money to pay rent until he can get a new job. you dont need to pay anything, what is important is that most have a college that he can affort closer!
He is in Texas, from Iowa
for more information, please contact him trough his page  charizardcowman
HE IS WILLLING TO HELP IF YOU HELP HIM


PLEASE... THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!!! THIS IS SERIOUS!!! HE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!

just ask yourself right now.. please! if you would be on the same problem... you would like to be helped RIGHT? so please! help us to find a home to my friend Nate!

If you can't help, PLEASE YOU STILL CAN HELP!!!
POST THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL AND LET PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THIS!

I really thank you for your cooperation! and he will be really thankfull too

PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND NATE!!!

... I dont... know but... I feel totally useless about this situation.. my 2 dogs allready died.. Pinky will be put to sleep today because she have a big and advanced cancer on the liver.. so she will be put down today... she will be buried on the yard from my home in Panama.. I .. I will not keep this journal so long I..I just.. want to let people know about what is happening to me today... I allready loss my beloved Zip... now Pinky?... is zero cool.. but.. I only can pray for them.. pleace.. if.. if you read this I dont want you to pray or anything.. but at least a minute of silence or 30 seconds I'll apresiate it with all my heart and for the sould of my 2 beloved dogs... thank you for your time..

For aaaaaall my friends

Kimbakun!
Koro!
Nekori!
Conker!
my little bragon Ilius
and
Dra
and every one from Mexico!

HAPPY 5 DE MAYO!!! OJALA LA PASEN BIEEEEN!!!..... MANDENME FUEGOS ARTIFICIALEEEES!!!! PORFIIIIIS
( Translation: I HOPE YOU GET A GOOD TIME!!!... BRING TO ME SOME FIRE WORKS!!!!!! PLEEEEASE

LOVE YOU AAAAALL!!! n//////////////n

YAY!!!! I AM TOO HAPPY!!! THANK TO EVERY SINLGE PERSON WHO WATCH ME!!! n/////n thanks for your support and for being with me for so long! n//n by the way! the watch number 100 was  XNeonX!!! and my new star of my new goal was  scat_puppy!!! THANK YOU SO MUUUCH n.n

oh! by the way! my new gaol is 100 more!!! n/n yay! 200!!!! new goal yay yay meow~meow nyan~nyan nyan~nyan arigato nyan~<3 n///n ( sorry if is bad pronunsed the thank you in japaness I only know to spell it in spanish XP a lot of sorrys ) meow meow n//n

Happy happy eastern lets go meow~meow~meow~<3
Bunnies bunnies lets go hoping happy meow~meow~meow~<3
Lets dance lets sing lets find that thing meow~meow~meow~<3
A happy egg, cute and colored meow~meow~meow~<3

( stops dancing and singing and with a big smile on my face )

HAPPY EASTERn DAY!!! n///n meow~<3

me soo happy~<3~<3~<3 I still trying to find the eggs T.T I find like... 4

the thing is that I bury a big and very shiny egg inside every one of you! and is my friendship and love the ones that I put inside your hearts~<3 meow~<3
( and in the naughty and cute way I think you all already know were I hide the other eggs hehehe ( looking at you with evil and naughty eyes ) meow~<3

but well n//n I am starting my big bunneh cake!!! I will not be able to do the cake were the bunneh stands ( because my money ruuun short ) soooo I hope I can send the picture in tuesday aaaand as I promise to  yarek he will be the first one in have a picture yay!!! n//n ( hugs him ) well I hope every one of you have a wonderful eastern day! aaaaand find does eggs! n.n ( I hope you can! I trust you all! n.n... try to win against me in that! I ALLWAYS WIN!!!! XD just that this time they made it tricky.. HOW MEAN!!!! T.T )

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! THIS EASTERN DAY I WILL DO THE MOST BIGEST ART I EVER DO BEFORRRRRE!!!!! I WILL DO A BIG CAKE!!!!! is a cake with a bunny on it, the theme will consist in a bunny on a little green plain with some eggs around him and some decorations more with jelly beand n//n the inside of the cake ( I mean the bread ) will have ron ( is the alcohol... that thing I dont know if it well said ) AAAAAAND I will take photos of eat for you all to enjoy my cute little big art n///////n oh! the big bunneh I will do it with 90% chocolate and a very thin and heavy strawberry jelly for the inside of it! n.n the green plain will be... duh... green glace.. sooooo I hope I can start it soon! it will be my best art maded!!! n///////n I... I hope.... who wants cake??? n///////////n if you all could live close I could give you sooome n//////////n

I still trying to find some one that plays Animal Crossing!!! if you play Animal crossing PLEEEEEEEASE lets play tougetheeeeer!!! I want to play with some ooone!!!! the same with Monster hunters 3!!!!!! n.n sooooo pleeeease and if you have a Wii I am free to assept invitations aaaand to invitate tooo n///n

I love to share my love to every one in this day!! I hope you all get a very happy day and I most say I am extreamly proud of meet such wonderfull friends as you! I want to be with you FOR EVER!!! purrrr n////////////////////////n

 daisukeuke  Badcoin  Akinyi  Nirfirvious  sutherncross2006  takuya^^  itameshi  glowfox  Azrael_Amarose  WhiteLeo  lonelygabu  Dralun

Meooow! I needed to do another space for them, I will be making diferent journals to show allllll my favorite artists!!! n//n

I AM DRUNK!!!!! but not of beer, of the love of you all and I want to be allways with you all until my body and spirit vanish! something that it will never happen! n////n I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! AND I AM PROUD TO BE WITH EVERY ONE AND MEET SUCH WONDERFUL FAMILY HERE IN FA!!!! n///////n

Sorry I have been with my Family all this days and well... ( Yawn ) not big deal at all and I get stuck about buy a wii or a Ps3... heeeeey and advice that you all can tell me about both please? I really will thank it! n.n

Well Merry Christmas for every one! n.n Thanks for beoing with me in all these years purrrr!~<3 n///n