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Happy New Year all!!
Posted 9 years agoWooo, well with 2016 now done and gone we have 2017 rolling up to the plate! I myself had quite an awesome New Year with some good fur family and new friends! I Thank them all for an amazing start to this new year and wish them the best with what ever is to come.
And though I may not know what this year holds I wish the rest of you a great year ahead full of fun, fuzziness, health, and good people!
Sorry the post be a few days late, had to much of a good time that I couldn't get to it till now
And though I may not know what this year holds I wish the rest of you a great year ahead full of fun, fuzziness, health, and good people!
Sorry the post be a few days late, had to much of a good time that I couldn't get to it till now
Furnal equinox 2016!!
Posted 9 years agoWelp, another year, another Furnal has come and gone... This year was just absolutely Fantastic! It was a complete blast to say the least. Got to see a lot of friends from last year, and hey even made a few new ones on top of that!
From just the mass amount of Badges I got this year, to all the Fursuiting I got to do, oh and lets not forget those dances. It was definitely something to remember and definitely something I didn't want to leave from. All the laughs and hugs, even a few snuggles here and there its as though with each year it just gets better and better. I really must thank everyone who I got to see, hug and interact with at Furnal this year, it really wouldn't have been as great as year as it was without all of you!!!! And of course I can never forget the mass amount of blushing I was left with at the end of the con...yeesh I got called cute by a good handful of furs my face was beet red and nearly on fire. to all of you, I am mini death!! *Tries to hide my blushing face* lol
Though alas the saddest part is that as all good things eventually it had to end, but the memories will always be with me. And hey another year may be down, but there is always another one yet to come, that will be packed with (at least I hope) just as much fun and memories if not more then the years previous to!!
ps. (though the PCD will be a killer for the next few days) oh well :P
From just the mass amount of Badges I got this year, to all the Fursuiting I got to do, oh and lets not forget those dances. It was definitely something to remember and definitely something I didn't want to leave from. All the laughs and hugs, even a few snuggles here and there its as though with each year it just gets better and better. I really must thank everyone who I got to see, hug and interact with at Furnal this year, it really wouldn't have been as great as year as it was without all of you!!!! And of course I can never forget the mass amount of blushing I was left with at the end of the con...yeesh I got called cute by a good handful of furs my face was beet red and nearly on fire. to all of you, I am mini death!! *Tries to hide my blushing face* lol
Though alas the saddest part is that as all good things eventually it had to end, but the memories will always be with me. And hey another year may be down, but there is always another one yet to come, that will be packed with (at least I hope) just as much fun and memories if not more then the years previous to!!
ps. (though the PCD will be a killer for the next few days) oh well :P
One Hell of a year!
Posted 10 years agoHey All!!!
Normally I'm not one to make journals on here like at all, but with all that has happened throughout the year.... Let me say it's been one HELL of one!!!! Enough for me to want to write about it in some way!
Sparing a chunk of the details cause then I'd be writing paragraphs of paragraphs and who really wants to read my life story :P lol
Sigh, So....
Where can I start.... Well it's been a good share of ups and downs that's for sure, let me tell you I'm surprised I'm still standing after how many times I've been put through the ringer as it were (apparently I've been told resilience is one of my strong suits who would have thought) ... So many relationships both friendships and otherwise have been really put through test after test, and maybe Im the crazy one for trying to keep it all on good terms and surprisingly keeping them together. But let me tell you the trails have been all over from hurt feelings, to broken trust, lies and promises that didn't get kept.... Things slowly fall apart and yet managed to survive. Even my relationship though now over (been for a little while), we managed a clean break we still even talk and hangout like good friends. In fact as long as the other is happy with whatever comes his way I'll be happy for him. sure there are some awkward moments but hey its all a matter of readjusting right?
On a lighter note of things after a forever (like 3+ years) of searching and let me tell you I went everywhere and changed my resume fixing it rewriting it a lot of times trying to get some more volunteering experience and such, I finally FINALLY got a job!! You are currently looking at a part time Produce clerk for Food Basics.. I know, I know its not the most ideal of all the jobs out there but Hey it is experience, and a source of income. Let me tell you that is a really nice thing to have a bit of cash on hand, I'm even saving up to be able to move out on my own; a much needed process given my current living arrangements I have to say, but still a little ways away. Also with all that heavy lifting I can try to gain a little bit more muscle mass maybe get some guns to show off XD
Now to the I guess most personal part I'll get to in this journal... my ever so fun battle with my health.. throughout the year its been pretty good though you know sometimes your body just has its own way of letting you know somethings wrong and getting worse.. So from February onwards I've spent my fair share this year seeing my family doctor each visit proving to be a bit better then the last but still no results of the ongoing health issue, blood test after blood test each result being good, healthy... at least until November hit...
I don't know how much you all would want to know but lets just start with I had through my family doctor around August- September got myself booked for a Colonoscopy only the soonest they got me in was February 18 2016... figured my issues weren't to dire.. and well though for me it wasn't the most ideal I was happy something was in place to get done.. That was until November hit... I actually couldn't take the waiting as things kept getting worse for me.. even a little pain started so with the suggestions of my friends I went and popped into emergency to see about getting a ct scan or something to try and figure out the problem.. only all the doctor did was take my blood saw it was healthier then a horse (his words) and just gave me the I'm over reacting child comments and sent me on my way... now going to there I spent the whole day waiting on seeing and getting results.. I even managed to miss my class (Yes I forgot to mention I'm in part time schooling, Sept - Dec term, trying to get the last two credits for my program; Game Development if any are wondering).... but beside the point, like anyone told things are fine and I can wait it out, that is just what I did.. two weeks later back to Emergency I was worse off then I was nausea, pain galore, running to the washroom a lot... even irregular heart beats.. After that little (another day lol) visit I got booked for both A colonoscopy and Gastroscopy that week (within 3 days) so that meant a new diet, watching what I ate the next day, then the day before all clear fluids (with laxatives, though surprisingly it wasnt as bad as I thought)... Bringing me to the day of the procedure, tubes up everywhere!! and results... Ulcerative colitis to the severe extent throughout my entire intestinal track.... FUN!! So they gave me prescription to new meds to get it under control, (prednisone) Here's where you think it gets better... but after a few days on a Sunday I started to experience a few side effect of the procedures in which its recommended you go to your nearest emergency, though I chose to wait at least till the next day to be sure it wasn't just a random thing.. Monday rolls in and it actually got worse not better, so another viit to my favorite spot... after the day and lots of blood work, a urine and stool test, and a camera down or up my nose I almost get admitted but not cause the specialist found i should give it a few days of rest and relaxation to be sure its not just my body reacting and adjusting to the meds i recently got... so I went home and gave it a few days missing school a second week, cause I remained bed ridden from tues- friday when I went back (things got a bit worse, add a fever up and down as well as me going paler then a ghost) So I get to emergency and get a bit more blood work... finally figure out that my hemoglobin in my blood has dropped from the Thursday to when I went in Monday from 127 - 106, and going in that Friday it dropped even more to 96... at which point they decided I need admittance.. I was put on fluids, and put on special steroids that worked like my meds I got through injection (thankfully it went through the iv in my arm that was in the whole time through out my admittance but yeah iv in the arm not to fun).... Sparing time, It wasnt to bad in there three times a day for the steriods, running to the bathroom a lot in the beginning but it stabilizing after two days.. blood tests in the morning as well as a blood thinner in the stomach to avoid clotting.. the nurses made it homely and I got three meals a day, I even had a good roommate (hope his battle is going well)... Life drama was all the rage while I was in hospital though its been dealt with now but you know adding things on makes all that much more fun....
So Friday -Wed about a good week I missed of everyday life.. let me tell you getting the boot Late Wed wasn't to fun.. not fully ready to jump into life again after all that i went through wish they let me stay till Thursday morning so i got a good nights sleep, but they needed the bed and thats life...
Anywho now I'm at the now in life and let me say I am feeling better then I did then, still recovering though, and getting back into active enough shape lol... though with the school I've missed making that up wont be easy in process of getting something figured out, whilst being mindful of my health as for doctors recommendation I shouldn't stress myself out to much or risk more hospitalization or worse (though ive got my resilience XD) .. so far its been a lot of emails and conversations... nothing yet fully decided..
Adding the fun of work as Ive missed enough, got more shifts then expected Thursday, Friday and Saturday two 6hrs shifts and one 9hrs it'll be quite fun to get back into that, lets have fingers crossed i'll survive XD
Well anyhow this has gone on a lot longer then expected and I even left out family drama's, and living stuffs, and extended details on the trails my relations went through, along with some other minor things here and there....
Wow as I said Its been one HELL OF A YEAR!!! and its not even the end of it.... Yet..
At the end of the day though, Somehow I feel I've been through a lot worse then this,(I dont know what, but it feels like I've been through a lot worse at some point) and I'm still alive, tackling everything the best I can! All that's left for me to say is Lets bring on what little bit of the year is left!! It cant be any worse then whats already been!
Thanks to any who happen to read through all this, my apologizes again for how long it turned out! Also I'm glad I seemed interesting enough to actually get you through the whole journal post! *HUGS*
Normally I'm not one to make journals on here like at all, but with all that has happened throughout the year.... Let me say it's been one HELL of one!!!! Enough for me to want to write about it in some way!
Sparing a chunk of the details cause then I'd be writing paragraphs of paragraphs and who really wants to read my life story :P lol
Sigh, So....
Where can I start.... Well it's been a good share of ups and downs that's for sure, let me tell you I'm surprised I'm still standing after how many times I've been put through the ringer as it were (apparently I've been told resilience is one of my strong suits who would have thought) ... So many relationships both friendships and otherwise have been really put through test after test, and maybe Im the crazy one for trying to keep it all on good terms and surprisingly keeping them together. But let me tell you the trails have been all over from hurt feelings, to broken trust, lies and promises that didn't get kept.... Things slowly fall apart and yet managed to survive. Even my relationship though now over (been for a little while), we managed a clean break we still even talk and hangout like good friends. In fact as long as the other is happy with whatever comes his way I'll be happy for him. sure there are some awkward moments but hey its all a matter of readjusting right?
On a lighter note of things after a forever (like 3+ years) of searching and let me tell you I went everywhere and changed my resume fixing it rewriting it a lot of times trying to get some more volunteering experience and such, I finally FINALLY got a job!! You are currently looking at a part time Produce clerk for Food Basics.. I know, I know its not the most ideal of all the jobs out there but Hey it is experience, and a source of income. Let me tell you that is a really nice thing to have a bit of cash on hand, I'm even saving up to be able to move out on my own; a much needed process given my current living arrangements I have to say, but still a little ways away. Also with all that heavy lifting I can try to gain a little bit more muscle mass maybe get some guns to show off XD
Now to the I guess most personal part I'll get to in this journal... my ever so fun battle with my health.. throughout the year its been pretty good though you know sometimes your body just has its own way of letting you know somethings wrong and getting worse.. So from February onwards I've spent my fair share this year seeing my family doctor each visit proving to be a bit better then the last but still no results of the ongoing health issue, blood test after blood test each result being good, healthy... at least until November hit...
I don't know how much you all would want to know but lets just start with I had through my family doctor around August- September got myself booked for a Colonoscopy only the soonest they got me in was February 18 2016... figured my issues weren't to dire.. and well though for me it wasn't the most ideal I was happy something was in place to get done.. That was until November hit... I actually couldn't take the waiting as things kept getting worse for me.. even a little pain started so with the suggestions of my friends I went and popped into emergency to see about getting a ct scan or something to try and figure out the problem.. only all the doctor did was take my blood saw it was healthier then a horse (his words) and just gave me the I'm over reacting child comments and sent me on my way... now going to there I spent the whole day waiting on seeing and getting results.. I even managed to miss my class (Yes I forgot to mention I'm in part time schooling, Sept - Dec term, trying to get the last two credits for my program; Game Development if any are wondering).... but beside the point, like anyone told things are fine and I can wait it out, that is just what I did.. two weeks later back to Emergency I was worse off then I was nausea, pain galore, running to the washroom a lot... even irregular heart beats.. After that little (another day lol) visit I got booked for both A colonoscopy and Gastroscopy that week (within 3 days) so that meant a new diet, watching what I ate the next day, then the day before all clear fluids (with laxatives, though surprisingly it wasnt as bad as I thought)... Bringing me to the day of the procedure, tubes up everywhere!! and results... Ulcerative colitis to the severe extent throughout my entire intestinal track.... FUN!! So they gave me prescription to new meds to get it under control, (prednisone) Here's where you think it gets better... but after a few days on a Sunday I started to experience a few side effect of the procedures in which its recommended you go to your nearest emergency, though I chose to wait at least till the next day to be sure it wasn't just a random thing.. Monday rolls in and it actually got worse not better, so another viit to my favorite spot... after the day and lots of blood work, a urine and stool test, and a camera down or up my nose I almost get admitted but not cause the specialist found i should give it a few days of rest and relaxation to be sure its not just my body reacting and adjusting to the meds i recently got... so I went home and gave it a few days missing school a second week, cause I remained bed ridden from tues- friday when I went back (things got a bit worse, add a fever up and down as well as me going paler then a ghost) So I get to emergency and get a bit more blood work... finally figure out that my hemoglobin in my blood has dropped from the Thursday to when I went in Monday from 127 - 106, and going in that Friday it dropped even more to 96... at which point they decided I need admittance.. I was put on fluids, and put on special steroids that worked like my meds I got through injection (thankfully it went through the iv in my arm that was in the whole time through out my admittance but yeah iv in the arm not to fun).... Sparing time, It wasnt to bad in there three times a day for the steriods, running to the bathroom a lot in the beginning but it stabilizing after two days.. blood tests in the morning as well as a blood thinner in the stomach to avoid clotting.. the nurses made it homely and I got three meals a day, I even had a good roommate (hope his battle is going well)... Life drama was all the rage while I was in hospital though its been dealt with now but you know adding things on makes all that much more fun....
So Friday -Wed about a good week I missed of everyday life.. let me tell you getting the boot Late Wed wasn't to fun.. not fully ready to jump into life again after all that i went through wish they let me stay till Thursday morning so i got a good nights sleep, but they needed the bed and thats life...
Anywho now I'm at the now in life and let me say I am feeling better then I did then, still recovering though, and getting back into active enough shape lol... though with the school I've missed making that up wont be easy in process of getting something figured out, whilst being mindful of my health as for doctors recommendation I shouldn't stress myself out to much or risk more hospitalization or worse (though ive got my resilience XD) .. so far its been a lot of emails and conversations... nothing yet fully decided..
Adding the fun of work as Ive missed enough, got more shifts then expected Thursday, Friday and Saturday two 6hrs shifts and one 9hrs it'll be quite fun to get back into that, lets have fingers crossed i'll survive XD
Well anyhow this has gone on a lot longer then expected and I even left out family drama's, and living stuffs, and extended details on the trails my relations went through, along with some other minor things here and there....
Wow as I said Its been one HELL OF A YEAR!!! and its not even the end of it.... Yet..
At the end of the day though, Somehow I feel I've been through a lot worse then this,(I dont know what, but it feels like I've been through a lot worse at some point) and I'm still alive, tackling everything the best I can! All that's left for me to say is Lets bring on what little bit of the year is left!! It cant be any worse then whats already been!
Thanks to any who happen to read through all this, my apologizes again for how long it turned out! Also I'm glad I seemed interesting enough to actually get you through the whole journal post! *HUGS*
