This year has been really bad. No income for almost 5 months, last-ditch decision to apply for college for financial aid and to force education into my lazy brain, and only now are things actually getting better then I had anticipated. .w./

I'm no good about talking about my personal life, but maybe some people watching me care enough to wanna know why I haven't been active at all aside from more and more favorites added and an occasional comment or two. I'm stable and afloat now.

Otherwise, I have more art to upload later when it's not 3 in the morning. Good Night!
(God help me if I mis-credited a commission to the wrong artist. I caught myself making that error twice during the upload process.)

Tanuki's birthday hits tomorrow on Sunday~! However, with the COVID-19 outbreak going on, I won't be spending my special day with my family this year as I normally would.

If anyone is feeling generous and would like to send a gift, you can make a donation here:
https://ko-fi.com/zeroraider1

Fan art of my OCs is also welcome. Please donate responsibly if you choose to do so.

With the current state of the world I am frustrated and decided to make a journal to rant in.

The first issue is income. As a west coast resident of USA, my state has ordered all non-essential businesses to close down until the outbreak is resolved. While my job doesn't quite fall under that category (I work with food. Food is important. :P ) my hours have been severely reduced in response to this.

Which brings me to my second issue, which is financial stability. Being unable to make enough money to live off of, I am now dealing with the stress and anxiety of being able to afford rent (+utilities), my phone bill, groceries, and credits borrowed and have not yet been paid back.

On the plus side, I have a lot of money saved up right now, which was suppose to go towards medical fees until COVID-19 happened. While this lessens the stress of my more immediate concerns, I'm left wondering about the long term as I have no idea how long this will go on for and how long my funds will last for.

On the other hand, I have lesser concerns regarding the artists here and elsewhere trying to make a living off of their art and wondering. I, myself, would like to continue commission artists if possible, but can not do so since I have to make sure my well being is secured like a responsible person should. I have a Ko-Fi account for donations, sure, but I don't like using it much due to moral concerns. =^=

So that's my speal. I don't like talking at length about stuff as it makes my head hurt, so I just try and keep things as simple as possible.

So I recently joined a team of a group of artists to help work on large-scale art projects and other ambitious design goals normally too much work for a single person. After some brainstorming we finally launched our first project in the form of a 3 Character YCH auction.

You can view the scene at the following address.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32118305/

Do take a look if you like. I'm anxious to test my abilities. Tanuki needs a confidence boost. .w.;

Looks like FA introduced a new feature, so let's give it a go. I've enabled shinies, so feel free to tip in shinies as well if you like. :3

A little project I've been mulling over in my head, but never sure on how to execute. Simply, It's a means of me writing down commission ideas I want to pursue and people can look at and suggest artists or possibly volunteer to do them. Kinda like a job listing, maybe not as complex.

So here are some of the ideas on my mind:

Kayalia: Looking for co-op art with females or studs of certain flavor (Male, Shemale, Hermaphrodite) for general sex scenes.

Vaaratii: Looking for artists willing to draw Femboys for general femboyish pin-up arts. I don't know many artists willing to draw femboys of Vaarati's build.

Jade Tinkerton: No currently looking for art of this OC at this time.

Miairah: Looking for an artist to create a default outfit. Looking for a chinese dress style with pantyhose made to fit a shemale with large assets. I may have one in mind but that depends on his/her availability.

Valett: Need more art, not sure what kind yet. Open to suggestions.

Miranda Steelport: Very much looking to make her BIGGER, BUSTIER, and BULGIER. She needs to be bigger. :P

Rayciel: Looking for an artist versed in asian, kung-fu, fantasy to design an outfit for her to wear as a default outfit.

Rhemora: Definately looking to get more art for her in general, but I am trying to wait for a ref sheet commission to finish before I do.

Skyler Tanaka: Looking for an artist skilled it clothes-ripping details to do a piece of Skyler's horsecock tearing through her uniform's pantyhose at full erection.

I don't really expect people to bother(especially considering I'm not an artist who draws things for a living. Yet.), but here it is. I'm not gonna do a patreon account, I don't trust them with handling my money and I don't expect to bring in that much either.

Simply put, this is just a tipping jar of sorts. If you like the art I've commissioned other artists to draw and want to support me in getting more, I more then welcome the donations.

I don't play to paywall any of my art commissions either. That's just wrong and disrespects the artists who drew them.

With that out of the way, here is the link to my Ko-Fi account. Thank you for reading and understanding~! I'll also be adding the link to my summary page as well.

ko-fi.com/zeroraider1

My birthday is finally here. Hooray~! Wonder what today will bring.

Once again, thank you all so much for helping me reach the 500 watcher milestone~! <3

Turns out she may be an Inumimi? I think she's actually a doggo, but with how unique the ears and tails look it's kinda hard to tell.

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....595092/Rhemora

Here she is. I should definately ask the person I adopted her from about it. :o

Woo! I made it to 500 watchers before the end of the month, and there's still time left until my birthday!

Thank you all so much for watching me and taking interest in my commissioned work! Which characters of mine do you look forward to seeing commissions of the most?

First of all, holy shit, I've almost reached 500 watchers! '^'
I didn't think my commissioning hobbit would warrant so much attention. I'm not an artist, just a person with a creative imagination who discovered this hobby thanks to friends I've made in the RP community. Regardless, there's still a lot of people watching me, so thank you so much for the attention! \o/

Secondly, my birthday is coming up in less then a month! The 5th of april to be exact! I dunno what gifts I may get, but if I reach 500 watchers by that time that would be a spectacular gift from the FurAffinity community as a whole! Hopefully I won't have too much cake to eat this year. .w.

If you all been watching me for a while, you know I have an OC named Miranda Steelport. Big woman, tanuki breed, most recognized for her huge balls and massive, fluffy tail.

I've always struggled to find an idea on how I can commission her drawn in proffessional, working attire or simple casual wear that's decent and not exposed. Pants are naturally impossible to wear due to her bulk and skirts are all I can really see her wearing. However, her balls are large enough that her skirts won't conceal them, and while I've considered adding a ball bra to her proffessional apparel, I still don't think having your balls exposed in view of everyone is SFW, so to speak.

I guess I'm just having a traditional hyper problem with her, or maybe I'm overthinking it. What do you people think about balls/testicles being exposed? Would wearing a ball bra help or just make it even more lewd?

Have a happy holiday today everyone!

Figure I'd add two cents to this topic while it's still fresh.

This is not how I imagine newgrounds coming back into my life. Used to go there all the time when I was a teen. Great place. Still is though, but I guess I moved on to other endeavors and forgot about it.

Porn is powerful. :I

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26680323/

To all the people watching me, I have updated the reference sheet for my big floof Miranda Steelport with a cock reference. It was a difficult endeavor to do as it was a very unique cock shape in which there was only 1-2 picture refrences on the internet that accurately depicted the shape. =w=
Additionally, I added a belly reference to show how Miranda's belly looks when her cock is erect, and when it's flaccid. :3

Big shout out to  DiscoveryChannelOfficial for the excellent work.

That feeling you get when you're watch list gets so large and you can't figure out which people that you're watching are the artists or the art commissioners(like myself :P)