But I find it hard to be active on this site. I did just leave twitter and Instagram is going to be a back burner type thing where I will only post if it is important. tired of endless scrolling and getting nothing done. On the college side of things, its going ok for the most part. GPA is 3.7~ and it shouldn't be much longer now before I'm done with everything on that. Final semester is winter 25 before I go into my main path but I get to work at the funeral home while trying to get my degree so that helps.

Yes, I'm going to school to be a funeral director because why not. Computers, cabinets, and coffins!!! I know too much!!!

But yes, going to try and be more active here and stay away from twitter and instagram as they have never done much for me anyway.

I hope you enjoyed it. I will be getting a few more up later today maybe but trying to get everything uploaded that I can. I'm also trying to sort out any extra copies of things because I'm dumb and take things off the phone and redownload over and over again. That and for a while I had everything get saved from telegram. decided to stop that because group chats would post too many memes and I would only want to save one out of the 50 that were posted.

I have decided that I need to get a lot of this art up and posted so going to aim for at least one pic a day till it is all posted. I might post one an hour when it comes to Ali's story as that is a bigger and longer project. The Pics will be at random but I kind of want to get a few of the newest ones up first because they have to do with Halloween but because I was sick with Covid, I didn't have the ability to post because getting out of bed and doing anything wasn't on my list.

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note me first and wait a few days/weeks/months

Thanks in advance for the watch/favorite but maybe go and watch the person that made the art. They have more to offer.

I try to upload when I can but I'm busy on workdays and lazy on non-workdays so it takes a while

Thank you for coming.

I have been gone for a bit of time. I still check this everyday and as it stands I have 10,142 submissions 27 watchers, 1 comment, and 603 journals that haven't been deleted since maybe July of 2018. I know some people get a lot more in a month because they spend too much time doing things here that I would never be able to do (not very social) but once again, I will be making a return but it will be a slow roll out. I have been doing a lot of things to advance in life, learning new things, taking new jobs, going deeper into things that I ever did before. Going to stop working on one thing and change to another to try and build up to that at some point but this will be a pet project that may or my not get off the ground. I just need to get a crew together that can help take my vision and make it real.

So what are the things that im going to work on? Three major things that will take up the time the rest of the year and so far, its looking good.

In July last year, I got really sick. They ran a series of tests and didn't know what I had but I was near death. Once I started to get better I went and got a Ukulele and I'm just playing with it a bit each day. It has gotten harder because getting busy with yard work and taking care of duck eggs but I will get in half an hour a about 3 days a week. I will take more time to learn something and know more of what I'm doing but for the most part, this is just fun for me to play with and wasn't looking to ever get on stage anytime soon. Maybe play for friends or just get drunk and play in a open space at a convention. But still trying to find time to play when that stupid animal crossing game isn't getting in the way.

I will be returning to 3D stuff. I got a chance to get a 3D printer (no, I will not make you things unless you send the thing you want me to make) and going to grab it when I can. Will make a few things to sell but make a few smaller things to pass out to random people at conventions. Something like tiny Keychains that have something to do with the convention. The main thing I want to try and make old school game system cases for the raspberry pi that are fully wired so you have the on and off switch, HDMI, and front end USB. I'm kind of designing these to how I use my raspberry pi where I have a USB Thumb Drive inside with the wireless receiver for the keyboard and yes, I know that some people use VNC to see what is going on but I still like having this kind of a setup for an emulation machine. I have some package ideas like I will sell the newest model of Pi with it and can help people set up if this is their first time. I don't want to preload SD cards because to me, that just sounds a bit iffy in a way. I would never temper with the program so I can get info off your computer but I also don't want to be accused of doing it so everyone that wants me to install things. I will get it to you with you nearby so you see nothing fishy going down.

Finally, I will be working on a YouTube channel or two. Details on these will be rolled out little by little but hope to have episodes made by the end of summer. I have an artist picked out but haven't told them they are going to do this. I hinted at it a few times in our chats but never said that I picked them. I will still test them on how they make the character but I feel that they will be able to do it. I will still pay them in full and give extra for their time and pain in dealing with me.

But all being said, I will try and make a bit of a return. Im still more active on Twitter and trying to stay on Instagram but that is falling. Maybe when I start making things, I will post more but its still not my go to place. All thanks to my anti-social tendency.

Its been a rough few months, job is getting to be a bit too much and with car problems and everything else, its been more stressful. I'm glad I got a few friends out there that are keeping me somewhat sane and ok with life as all this goes down. In a nut shell, trying to learn to code again, finding a backway into the game industry, and trying to enjoy summer as I will soon have to deal with winter and I want to find a job closer to home so I don't have to drive to the other side of the county to get to work. (its about a 45 min commute and when the snow hits, I'm done. I do not like to drive in the snow and ice)

In some good and bad news my Taurus kind of went out on me but I was able to get a new car same day. I got a 2011 civic LX and man this has been a huge trip down the past when I got my 02 In 05. I feel almost young again and my mood has improve a lot. Still sour as all hell give out and still quick to anger but that if you get on my bad side and stay there.

I have been plugging away at a few ideas and will be getting back into them but thanks to how hot its been the past few days, kind of hard to run a computer. Plans are to get a new laptop that has a bit more power behind it so I can do some design stuff. I got one of those cutting machines and besides making a few stupid little things to test, I haven't done much with it and I want to change that. Working on a few decal designs that I hope to sell soon. Going to try and make more nerd related things and say up with current games and events but also keep up with the old school cartoons and video games.

I have a few other things to work on but not sure how far I will go with things just yet. I will try and post more stuff and if I get really into it, I will start a new twitter to take over.

I'm coming back, just give me time to collect things and enjoy the final days of summer.

Not my art but art by others. Once again I will have to deal with people clicking the favorite button and not going to the artist's page and watching them. This is something that I wish we could get rid of but asking too much from FA when its been in a huge downhill slope as of late. There is your reason for the massive amounts of uploads and there will be some changes to come when it comes to characters when I have decided I will no longer have a true main at least for a while. Might change that next weekend or a few weeks down the road.

I know its been a long time since I started doing anything. I had many things that I needed to overcome in the past few years and being held back by computers that just couldn't handle things to trying to get life on track. Im going to try and be as focused as I can be while I get back into 3D artwork. Last time I tried I had a powerful enough computer to get me from start to finish and some things happened with that computer. In a way it was taken over and used as a youtube machine so they could watch bros eat things they shouldn't and also get involved in drama with others on youtube. They said they were going to use it for art but they never really did anything impressive nor grew, just caused drama with people that could grow and could have a turn around in less then 2 weeks.

Once that was all said and done the computer was outdated, the CPU was unable to keep up, the GPU was a joke at this point, and I had to reinstall windows and linux because I didn't care what was on that computer anymore, it wasn't mine and what was mine was taken off. The stuff that belonged to the other was burned to a DVD and given to them with no thanks, just more insults and other dumb bullshit.

As some have known for a while my job at the factory wasn't cutting it and was trying to get back on my feet and get out there again to meet new people and get my life back so computer stuff took a back seat with games and other passions being tossed to the side and forgotten. I do have everything still but just going to slowly release it as time goes on. A new year is upon us and Going to work my ass off a bit. My credit has come back and with that more buying power a long with a new job that I have been enjoying to no end. Its paying a lot and I have gotten new things to help friends and myself make new and exciting things. I am most happy about the new computer with the i7 and ok Nvidia 1060gtx. I will upgrade that sometime soon and just use that in a smaller build PC for coin mining.

I will be returning to my passion and that was game design and animation. I'm downloading Source film maker as I type this and will learn to animate with that and blender. I don't know the full power of them but will soon find out. I will be working with someone to try and get my characters made and animated so people can see a day in the life and get a better understanding of them. if I get good enough I might start doing Ref sheets in flash so you can pass that on to an artist and they have a fully movable ref but that will take a while longer.

With that being said, I hope to make this a more productive year. I'm excited to get things rolling and see what comes out of 2018 and what you beautiful bastards are able to do yourselves.

Yep, title says it all. I did get some folders made for characters as my shark being designed by pawfee is almost done. Ali is going to take some time but my awesome girlfriend fleeting_sparrow is helping bring her to life too. I'm just too picky on this character but she will be released soon. Still need to reupdate the page yet.

I might not look busy or even sound busy but I have been busy with things. That was till the desktop decided to shit out on me. The thing needs more ram but for some reason the new ram never worked. I bought a new power supply (700w is an upgrade from the 500w and should have worked) but the motherboard was rejecting the ram and I just kind of gave up. Trying to get things going on the Laptop to run ubuntu but this computer is just above minimum and have always had problems with Ubuntu on laptops. My Dell D820 fried out twice because of it, even after reprogramming the fan controls and a few other things. But somehow the graphics card went out.

So, now what? I have been getting a lot of hours at the post office and with that in mind I should be able to get money rounded up after MFF for a new system. But might take a while to get that taken care of because not sure how long this thing with the post office is going to last. From the sounds of it it might be a 3 month deal or only till after Christmas, its that uncertainty that is keeping me from making a move, will be putting a lot in savings and maybe selling more things.

On another note, been thinking of becoming a realtor. I had a nice little sit down with the manager at a nearby office and he put it all out on the table for me on how things work and how much can be made. I'm going to try and get started on that first and want to see where it takes me. I have a feeling that this would be an awesome opportunity for me even if someone out there thinks its dumb that I left my steady job to go and work for the post office and try to make things better.

Only time will tell who is right on that end.

I'm sitting here thinking of popping a few dollars for my friends to get married but with everything that has been going on I have to be careful with the few dollars I still have. If you are in a better place then me go and help support and get some art in return.

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To the few that have seen me in the past few years you will know that things have kind of made a turn for the worst with my mental health. Im glad I have the few friends that I have because it was good to vent some of this stuff out and get things out there. I have been having a huge battle with depression that I almost lost, it was to the point that I almost didn't make it to work and was seriously thinking of going to the hospital to start getting treatment. I was able to just tell myself to keep going to work, you will get out of it. This was shortly after Kitsune Kon, I don't know what it was that made me so depressed and almost sent me over the edge but I pulled through and looks like I will be in a better place with better opportunities.

I know its going to be a long road and I know its going to be a bit of a battle but I spend more money getting to work then its worth. 13 an hour isn't doing anything for me and the miles suck. I applied to the post office and for the past month and a half its been a battle getting things sorted out, running to get tests done, getting prints, and almost everything, Made august look bad on the paycheck front but I made it and might have to spend more but in the spending i will be getting everything back including miles to get to training and to spend the nights at hotels. I don't know how much I will be getting back in full but at least I know the hotel will be almost all of it. (might take some out because I have never once been fully reimbursed for anything.)

I'm not going to do money counts and all that fun stuff but things are looking a bit better. I'm slowly getting to be better again and thats all that matters to me right now. I might have to get a part time job but thats ok, I need this slowdown, i need this change even if it sounds bad i know that things will be better.

My updates on FA have been almost monthly but anyway a few topics.

Youtube
I have two channels up right now and no activity on any of them. I might keep up with one but the other one is changing again, well kind of. I did try a lets play for a bit but it just got to be a bit much for me to take on and really killed the game for me. I might try again later when I get updates on everything, better computers, better software, and better everything else that these videos lack a lot of. The running blog is something that I don't see ever going anywhere but will try and make a weekly update of things in the studio. The next task is to start doing some skits and other fun things. Maybe team up with a few lesser known names and boost both of us. but we will see what happens. The Grave Tours will be returning once I find a way to make this better. Was thinking of poking around abandon places and finding old grave sites and if we get lucky, paranormal stuff again. But as of right now, still messing around with everything and trying to get an understanding of what I need to do and how to set things up. I got a RC Drift car that I'm still trying to figure out and will be making a few videos on that.

Character return
After a long time and a lot of thinking I decided to bring back Ali (short for Alisha) who was taken from me but has been returned to me because reasons. There will be changes to this character but I don't think anyone would know or remember so its going to be a new character in a way.

FA
Yes, I am done posting things to FA. I never had much to post to FA anyway and might get back into DA but not sure yet. I will be on other sites soon, maybe after the summer I will work things out and get them all posted and sorted out. Till then its all Instagram and twitter.

My birthday is coming up and people that know me and have known me for a while know that I have always hated my birthday. When I was young only one person was willing to show up to my birthday party. Others had excuses or were forced to show up by their mothers or something. My last birthday party was in 4th grade, after that I ignored it and said that I was better off not having one. It was just close friends and family on a weekend and yes, that was better then trying to get people to come over. However, still didn't enjoy them.

All of High school I kept my Birthday secret from the few friends and the girlfriend (in like 11th grade) I had. Only one person knew when my birthday was and after trying to do something in 8th grade and watching me breakdown and almost die he never did it again. During this time it was because I didn't think that I had friends and was afraid of the whole event being a joke on my behalf and that people only showed up because some reason.

After I was done with school and into the college years, it was once again a secret, never told anyone even when I was friends with a good 10 people in my class and another 5 out of class. One person even asked after being there for a year when my birthday was. Being a furry (and they knew) I told him that I was never born, just hatched. He said he gave up and we had a hatching day on a random day, it was kind of fun but still slightly triggered me because I knew 15 of the people that were in class when it happened just got trapped in with it and went with everything.

After college it was back to normal with nothing going on, just the way I wanted it. Just give me my card and let me be, (sad thing is, I did cash some of the checks and gave the money back by putting it somewhere or making smaller bills and randomly putting the money back in a wallet or somewhere that they keep money. Dad got a roll of quarters every week till the 100 was returned and grandpa got random 5's in random places.) and that isn't the end of everything. It got worse and was fueled by someone. Yes, the damage was already done, the damage was there just waiting to be made worse. Sure enough it happened and only one person here will know what happened.

I will not get into the story of my ex-wife. Some know what happened and a few have seen first hand what was done and said. I won't get into it here because she likes to read things and tell everyone something different, so just not going to get into it. All I will say is that my last birthday was the worst. she went out with some girl that she was seeing on the side while seeing someone on the side and yes, I knew of them and everything that went on, its just the fact that I requested her to be with me that day and she told me was was going to drink but wouldn't drink that much. I had to pick her up shit faced drunk, the 17 mile drive home was filled with drunken slurs about how she loved me and how awesome I was. I knew she was lying but just told her to be quite and that she had to wake up and go to work in the morning. The next day, on my birthday I took her to work and 2 hours later I had to pick her up and take her to the ER where we waited 3 hours to find out that she was just dehydrated. Birthday was ruined and the thing that hurts the most is that the next week, my grandpa died. He was looking forward to going out to eat but had to sit in the ER with her to be told what I knew. This hurts me to this day, I still have the card from grandma and grandpa. its not signed by grandpa himself but still, the last one that I got with him still on it.

This all comes to today. No, its not my birthday and to the few that know when it is, please, just don't. I will be 30, I live in my parents basement, I work a shit job that stresses me out but getting to the point that I don't care anymore. This is not about work, I will save that for when I get fired for blowing up at someone and slapping them with the grease brush or do something else that will get me fired. I feel that I owe everyone a debt. I could have met you at the last convention and owe you nothing but still feel that I owe you something. After all the years of not being worth someones time i've told myself enough to believe that i'm not worth anyone's time. I do things for people for no reason and put myself second. I push all my anxiety to the side to pay for things for someone for no reason because I feel that they are more important then myself. I tried to get better this year as I know the people around me are happy to be around me, but once again, this year, I just can't. I want nothing from everyone. If you must spend the money on something, buy something for yourself. if you must spend the time on me, spend it on someone else. I just don't want to deal with it, It causes too much anxiety and and causes me to run and hide.

I had to get this out, I was on auto pilot when I wrote most of this because from the stress of today and people bugging me and saying that they want to do something. I can't, and I won't. I already have a plan in place if something were to happen. As I finish this, my hands shake, have to retype every other word because how much fear and anxiety is taking over. I'm going to try and eat, and going to get ready for bed.

Danger to myself is non-existent so don't freak out. I know this is a bump in life, I will get over it but it will be hard.

I won't post anything on here anymore, I will still try and keep in touch and it will still be updated from time to time but kind of been done with this place for a long time now. So here are some other places to find me if you would like to know

Instagram
Zielvos is my main, its friends only so unless I know you, you can't get in. However there is Dragon.Scribbles (kind of dead but might keep using it) and Tiny.Dragon.Crafts where I post silly little things that I work on and might be up for sale soon.

Facebook
Again friends only and only if you note me.

Youtube
Zielvos is the name of the account, right now working on lets plays so I have some videos to mess with as i learn how to edit. There will be more loot crate unboxing videos and other fun things too. If I can find the time I will be working on a mini series.

Vine
Zielvos because I suck at coming up with names for things.

kik
yep

telegram
note me because I have no idea what im doing

tumblr
Name

Twitter
Name again

I will still be around but only to look at others work and keep up with streams and other fun things. Please note me before you try and get a hold of me,

I really don't want to go back to work today, like really don't want to go back to work. I'm going to work because what else am I going to do, what other jobs are out there? I hate the hours, I hate the drive, I hate most of the people, I hate everything about it. Like I have said about many jobs in the past, something needs to change, I need to go somewhere else. What I have isn't cutting it anymore because my paycheck gets less and less. Yes I make a lot of money but its just so discouraging to see it fly out the window driving 28 miles to get to work. What I get paid pays the bills and takes care of everything but still, I spend more on gas to get to work then I think is worthwhile. I don't hate the area I live in but there just isn't enough jobs that pay enough for me to be on my own and still be able to go on trips and do things. I want a better job closer to home or the ability to live closer to work but with how much I make, im going to be stuck here till I can get paid 14 an hour and till AnnaLove can move in.

Going to stop rambling and get to work like a good little slave.

I tend not to buy western digital products because they tend to fail a lot faster then anything else. I just lost my 1TB linux drive and not sure if I should go out and replace everything now or wait till 16.04 is released. I am going to look for the disk for 15.10 to see if I can get anything off of it and see if this isn't a hard drive failure but a update failure like in the past when I did something wrong. (it was back when I updated 8.04 to 10.04 but on my 250GB)

Anyway, back to windows till I decide what to do.

Just going to make this as short as I can and cut things into topics. This is going to be kind of a big post so pick topics that you want to see.

Youtube
Things are being worked out, testing a new editing program and finding patches for it. This is going to be a blog type thing with unboxing videos and other fun things. As time goes on I will try and add more things but right now, just going to post when I can and try and show cool and exciting things that go on. I plan on doing more things this year and maybe pick up a new hobby or two. I will still try to get lets plays up and running but its going to be older games on an emulator so not sure how good that will be.

Art
I started to draw again and time is running out to post something for the day. I draw for one hour working on one thing at a time, might do some more head shots of random characters but its going to take some time to get into the swing of things. I have an Instagram account for it called Dragon_scribbles. This is a post only account so I will not follow back, I might follow back on my main instagram but that is up for debate

Job
I was going to have a second job but that was put back as the person that I was going to help care for decided to just remain in the nursing home for a bit longer. I will be on the hunt again maybe Tuesday as I have to go over and help my grandma with a few things tomorrow. As stated before I really don't want to go back there, its going to be a nightmare, empty bottles everywhere, garbage not done, sidewalks are going to be shit, hell, not even sure if I will be able to get to grandmas house Monday to help or even look for a job Tuesday.

Savings goal
My old bank still has my savings account and if I were to have the same luck as Fry I would end up a really happy guy in 1000 years. But thats not going to happen so have to put money in it. Its $10 a week adding a dollar every week, so this week was $10, next is $11, then $12 going to the end of the year with $62 by the end of the year. I might keep going till its about 100 a week and keep going from there to keep building. This will be an emergency fund and house down payment.

There are other things but I will talk about them later, they have been kind of touched up here but more details will be posted later.

Its mostly work and at the point that im about to just give up, I will start looking for a second job and hopefully I can find one before I rage quit and just walk out of the plant. I want to get my youtube started, been working with a computer that I got back in 2009 and its not really running that good anymore. I tried to upgrade the ram but that didn't work out at all. I know the CPU is out dated and really need a new OS. Buying a new computer isn't really in my budget but something has to be done if I want to start doing lets plays and other fun things. Hell might not even do lets plays but do other things like game reviews or blogging about my adventures. Spring is almost here and the garage sales will be popping up everywhere. I know I won't be making a lot of money on my youtube right away but thinking of finding a way to get fans to give me $1 a month from something like Patrion but need to find something that will make that $1 donation worthwhile, maybe seeing a live stream of some side show where I talk to the fans.

But this will all take to long, just going to keep working my ass off, show up to work sick again and try to get overtime to pay bills and make my paycheck worthwhile.

A few things that I need to get out.

1) I will be doing Lets Play videos, something that I have been thinking of doing for a long time but never got around to it. I will be doing other things along with it including a podcast with Fate.

2) I will keep up with the art challenge but not the one I was thinking of first. People want the steak, I will give them the steak and other fun things. I will be working on getting a pattern made up and make a few of them. Fate gave me her sewing machine so now I can do this kind of thing. I will be getting back into Blender as this can do wonders for what I want to do so you might see more 3D stuff.

3)I have a lot of art that needs to be posted yet for this account and the Soonu account. I might get everything uploaded in the next few days.

Too tired to talk more and think that was it anyway so all is good.

I haven't been around much, missing out on some art and other things but busy for now. The stress of work has been really getting to me and so has some drama between me and some family members. Won't get into a lot of detail but things are still going the way they need to be. Still trying to get ready for the art challenge that I will be doing all next year and might stop being lazy and do the whole YouTube thing. I will be doing a lets play and for the past few days have been working on trying to record and getting other things done. Testing everything and trying to get everything to work has been a bitch but got everything sorted out and plan on doing a quick lets play to do a final test. I also want to try and get ahead on Fallout so I don't spend my whole time looking around for things that are really easy to find. If things pick up I will be doing other things like a Vblog Mystery, but that will take some time.

Still thinking of doing a Q&A thing along with the podcast. See going to be busy for a bit longer but you have to work hard to get anywhere in life, that or work smart and we all know that I don't think most of the time. This and blender again (like try number 20 or something) to try and make something worthwhile or just for shlits and giggles. I will try and get around to the messages soon. Till then, Shine on you Crazy Diamonds.

Its been a long time since I last had money issues but I can blame the car for all of it. I had to replace the breaks, something that I have done time and time again on my Civic and on the f150. Well this is a game changer. After removing the calliper and looking at the breaks I saw that one side was down to nothing while the other still had plenty to go. This is a good sign that the calliper is shot or not working right, I was planing on doing a whole upgrade later on in like spring but now I have to get that all taken care of. I had to take Monday off to try a few more things before I gave up and have to buy a new calliper. My boss is picking me up today for work as I now have the car in the shop to get everything tested and maybe get the ABS back on. The calliper is about 60 bucks and having him put it on and check for other problems is whats going to bring the cost up, he might even get the other calliper replaced. This drains out my savings account and it kind of sucks because I had enough to get the divorce papers paid for and ready to send in to be filed.

I hope to get them in but if not then I really can't and have to deal with her bitching about how she needs to move on and the only way she can is if she can change her name. I will see how things pan out but right now, hate the car more then ever.

I kind of found some of my old art and seeing that I was doing kind of ok I decided to spend the rest of the year getting a good starting style then doing a 100 challenge. I will try my best to do three rounds of this in one year, so yes, this gives me 65 days to take a break or just say that I was too busy to do it.

Rules
1) one hour time limit
2) must do in order
3) must use my own characters or my friends characters (mostly going to be  annalove)
4) once done, start over and redraw
5) round 3 i can spend a bit more time but must post at the end of the day
6) with time left I can take as much time as I want one the ones I liked the most.

Going to see what happens and hope to bust this out, maybe next year I will start on 3D and do the same challenge or find one that works better using same kind of guidelines.

I hope this only lasts a few more months. Been having a hard time holding on to money as of late as bills come back and take what I have in savings and can't keep a lot. I have started saving for F2 but I also have to save to get the divorce papers and the house. The house, yep, getting one once the divorce is final. And why isn't the divorce finalized you may ask. When you spend over $500 in one month to pay for someone else to keep living and trying to keep them happy as well as keeping yourself happy but having to do all the work including driving someone that shouldn't have been drinking away all the money and letting bills go unpaid, they kind of come back after a year and a half. I got notice that I will be getting my pay checks garnished and even if its not a huge hit, it kind of sucks. Everything is getting paid and everything is on track.

The only thing that is holding me back is that my ex didn't send her half of the payment to get the divorce so once again I have to pay for everything. But hey, my life is looking better. I just hope my anxiety won't kick in when I get the house.

We both hate doing this but times are really hard for  annalove as she lost her insurance and has been trying to get on something but because her dad won't hand over his SSN. Shes kind of stuck in a really hard place and there is nothing that I can do for her as im tiring to finish a divorce with my ex wife and car repairs. I can't do much in return but she can. You can just commission her for a few good and cheap things or you can support her and get art every month at prices lower then if you commission her once. https://www.patreon.com/renpeirce?alert=1&ty=h

If we can get 100 people to donate at the $5 level on patreon (or any donation level really) I will post a poll and you can all vote on what stupid thing i can do to myself to entertain you like shave whole body or wax. Find a better way to spend $5 I dare you.