I was told that once again my ex is making fun of me and what goes on in my life. I think I remember or yes, I think I still have this on my phone somewhere backed up because I knew it would be useful at some point but you said that you wanted me out of your life and never wanted to hear from me again. After a bit a chat with this other person I found out everything that has happened because the last thing I knew was that you were with someone that cheated and left you, didn't know about the others, didn't know about all the dumb drama and everything else that you continue to cause. Odd how someone that wanted someone out of their life is still looking at everything that I say and everything that I do. Everything is so funny to you but in the time that we have been apart I would have to say that I had the better end of the stick. I was able to save for conventions and do things and meet new people.

I guess you were right about one thing, my life has been better without you. The papers for the divorce will be in soon, I just have to save up a bit more because you didn't send your half and don't think you will ever pay me back but thats ok, I have been able to save so much by not having you around. Like wow, only one over draft and that was because a bill was paid and forgot about it. I don't remember a single time that I wasn't in the hole and having to pay overdraft charges when I was with you. Anyway we will have a house soon, I plan on having a nice starter home and after 3 years moving on to something bigger and better. Thanks for holding me back and making me out to be an asshole.


Dear Ren,
Thank you for everything that you do for me, you have done more for me in one month then my ex ever did in the three years I was with her. The fact that you are willing to drive 6 hours to be with me on the weekends proves that you do love and care for me. I hope to come out to your place soon but we both know why its going to take a while thanks to car repairs and other fun things. My life has gotten better and the fact that you are able to get along so well with my family is amazing. They want to have you out again sometime soon but we will stay home and do things with them so they get to know you better. I can't wait to see your area and i hope your dad won't do that weird overly protective father thing and ask me question after question, I hate tests.

But ren, I do love you with all my heart, I think of you all the time. You make my stress melt away and my life so much better. I no longer live in fear but now live in joy of what is going to happen for us. We have it made and I love you oh so much, next year will be better for us even if we still have to live where we do now. Knowing that you still love me and my problems and other things is the best thing that could've ever happened to me. Here is to hope for a full year of love and being together in the same place.

Love you so much,
Dragon Buttz

In my last post I talked about how I was going to start making squeaking steaks, I have no set price yet but seeing things like it going for as high as $35 I'm just going to sit at a happy 20-25. I will also be selling pillows in the shape of the steak (softer material and better fill and maybe bigger. I will be working on designing the steaks and how to put them together today after I make a fabric run for a new idea. One idea that I had that I will be trying throughout the week will be squeaky sushi rolls. I need to get smaller squeakers for these but will make bigger rolls and maybe nigiri to be pillows.

So a question remains and want to get it out there before asked. No, I'm not open for commissions just yet. I'm doing this to get started and maybe get a new machine or at-least get the money started for a new machine. I don't plan on leaving my job to do this full time and my convention list when I get there will be few but if  annalove wants to go to more conventions and sell everything, then the list will grow.

Speaking of  annalove she will be driving back to hang out with me and spend another weekend dealing with my dumbass and the things in the area. Saturday we will be recording a pod cast/vblog. We will try our best to keep it updated but I might just keep doing it alone or have her on skype or the phone and talk for a bit. Its still up in the air but working on it and we will see where it goes. In a few years if this keeps up we will be doing live shows. We have other things planed for later on with everything that was just listed here but that will be for later on.

I will make some squeaky steaks because some people keep asking for it. I just got 20 squeakers from amazon so yeah, its going to happen. I will see how long it takes to make one and post more details from there. I was thinking of only doing about 10 of these and see how things work out. I plan on making a few newer things as well just because I want to get better at this.

Going to also make a few more with no squeakers for pillows because why not. Give me a few weeks and I will see what is going on.

 annalove is willing to drive 6 hours to spend a few nights with me and get to see the area a bit. First time anyone has ever gone out of their way to spend time with me. Our goal for next year is to have a house with all the tiny lizards and such. I do hope she likes the area and its too big of a change for her or that it will freak her out. Anyway, I look forward to seeing her and holding her tight.

I shall drive out to see you soon and maybe have a better time in your area.

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Kind of a shit deal, no insurance and has been out of work for almost a week now.

I'm putting money together to get my new computer set up and running. Its a cheap system but its going to have the i7 and start out with 8 gigs of ram (max on this one is 32) a few things will be coming over from the computer i have now like hard drives, power supply, and graphics card. Hope that this will get me up and going again and with all those USB 2.0 and 3.0 I should be set for sometime. I hope to get into video production again and might start writing this winter.

And as some of you might know already, i'm now seeing someone that has really taken me away. She has been a huge support in my life as of late and we have had a strong connection for about 9 months now and it gets better everyday. I can't think of what life is going to be like without her. It was kind of heart breaking after FM when tried this other guy first, and turned out the guy didn't want her. I'm glad she came back and we are together now. I couldn't be any happier and I know shes happy that she came back and that I let her back into my life. And before anyone attacks her, we were still friends up till FM and trying to see if a relationship would work with us.

The time that we have been together has been the greatest, and look forward to much more. We have a strong connection and nothing can break us apart. I have cleaned up my act a bit and put my foot down a bit more on things. Shes whats been keeping me strong and keeping me level headed. I love this girl more then anything out there and we have decided that even if we can't be together later on, we would still end up living together.

 annalove is the greatest, she looks out for me and almost slapped me a few times when I tried to buy her things. She has become my world, and I have never felt so loved by someone in my life. I love you my silly puppy. Thank you for picking me up and fixing me to be a greater thing.

Hey kids, do you like putting malware on your computer or mobile device, then you will love  annalove who is selling a set of 6 telegram stickers for only $15. Totally awesome right!!

You need these, you want these, look at the link and see her examples.

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Go and get them you furry freaks

Disclaimer
The views and opinions are not that of  annalove just the dork shes with.

I don't really have the time right now to post in full detail how bad this con was but all I will say is that if they return to this hotel again next year, I won't be showing up. I have a lot of people that I would like to address stuff to and make sure that they know how lazy or how much they have no idea what they are doing as I have heard from others what happened with the staff and getting things up there and posted.

Thursday I have to go to grandma's and help clean the house, pack everything and get to bed early. I have to be down in the cities by 6am to pick up some people from the airport and get to their new house before the con. They have a half furnished house and might crash again before we head out to fm and be there by 10 or 11.

We wait till our roommates show up (mine are driving, theirs are getting by plane at about 12) And troll the convention. Going to help fate setup for artist ally and try to be helpful or just pick on the table next to us and ask for cheese or other random things just to be dick. Once artist ally is closed we go to moa and see what trouble we can get into.

Saturday we do more con things and don't know what else just yet. Just know we will be staying at the hotel because who knows what's going to happen with the black Lives matter people.

Sunday we leave and that's all that's planed out for now.

Because stress and other things I don't know how things are going to be at fm. If you are talking to me an I'm distant, it's not you. There will only be two people that I know I will respond to and give my fullest attention. So please, don't think I'm ignoring you, I have alot going on.

Where are you staying?
Hyatt Regency Minneapolis

What day are you getting there?
Friday morning

How are you traveling?
car

Who are you staying with?
spacek1tty nefarox annalove

How is the best way to find you?
Will be at the artist ally with annalove and at other random places, note me here if you want to try and hang out

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Maybe, Maybe not.

What do you look like?
Nerd

Will you be suiting?
Maybe, don't know if I will fit into any of them

Do you do free art?
Yes but its also a free game trying to find out what the hell I made.

Do you do trades?
If you want shit art then ok.

Do you do badges?
I could do that too

What is your gender?
Penis

How tall are you?
6FT

Can I talk to you?
Yes, but keep it short, I got a few things I will be doing at the same time.

Can I touch you?
Trust me, I exist.

Can I visit your room?
Maybe, depends on who you are and what you want to do when we get there.

Can I buy you drinks?
Yes and if you want me to come up to your room and have one there, bottles or cans only and I have to open it.

Can I give you stuff?
I don't know why anyone would give me anything but sure

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs yes, snuggles no

Are you nice?
Depends on what you think is nice.

Do you have an artist table?
nope, not good enough

Will you be going to parties?
maybe, depends on what happens.

Will you be performing?
Yes, but don't have a time. i just walk around telling stupid jokes so it happens when it happens.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say my name from a distance, do not jump on me or touch me.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Wherever I feel like

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Maybe, depending on what is planed so ask

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I don't have a sketch book

Can I take your picture?
ok

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
None

What's your food plan?
Anything that is close but might go out of the area for something really good.

These past few weeks have been hard on me, to people that have me on facebook, twitter, or instagram you might have seen something. If you would like to know more, just send me a note, not going to get into details here.

Other then that I have given up on two of my three remaining comissions, one gave me a aditude and the other never responded. As for the third person, he has kept me up to date with things and I can't be mad at him.

That is all for now, back to work.

I have been ranting and raving for the past few days on some strange topics like the Confederate Flag and the whole Gay Marriage thing, both things I won't bring up here other then saying the flag needs to stay in the history books and thank god the separation of church and state still exists. But I have been busy with things like trying to land this new job at a game company. I won't be posting anything that is going on till later on when the game is about to be finalized or if I get turned down. This isn't a full time job right away but if the game sells i get some of the profit and that works I guess.

Other things that have been going on, quite a bit of personal stuff with trying to land this job, animal care, and in general trying to break free of everything and do something fun. I'm starting to get my stress dreams again and have been waking up at random through out the night. I think next weekend i will try and get something going with a group of friends to see a movie and go to taco bell or even buffalo wild wings after.

There is more to ramble on about but not going to bring it up here as only a few people need to hear about it and haven't even told them about it yet. I might bring it up here after but not too sure if I will. I'm off to work and glad its a short week and hope that there is enough work to go around because getting tired of going to other places to work at the factory.

I was called out in a note about how my character Soonu is unoriginal. Yes, I admit to that. I put a lot of work into his background story but kept things the same (markings and some of the story) for a good reason. Soonu is a huge part of my life even more so then Mort and Mini Mort and to be honest, I like Soonu more then Mort and Mini Mort. So here is a quick story about Soonu.

About 5-6 years ago I was depressed more so then I am now. I had no friends, I didn't have anything to do, and was always on SL. I was broke and that was all I could do and one day I saw the curx character walking around and fell in love with it. I had a fox at the time but was starting to drift away from my fox fursona. I told myself that I was going to get a crux once I could afford it, once I had a job and was able to put money on SL so I could get one. Sure enough the day came and I made Soonu (named Huey at the time) and started to accept him as my fursona and was for some time.

With him i was more active on SL, talking to more people, doing more things, and making a hell of alot more friends. I fell in love with this character but for the short time I was a crux I felt better about everything in my life. This was huge for someone that liked to be alone and was a huge turning point in my life. I could change him but then he wouldn't be who he was to me.

I have no plans on changing anything about him, this character means a lot to me and like him the way he is. I don't care that im not original, I don't care that i ripped off something because I still give credit to the original creator and im sure they don't mind that I didn't change them unlike the asshole that started this who has so much porn of his character its not even funny.

Needless to say, Soonu isn't changing and he never will. he will always be genderless and he will always have the same markings.

I was given word today that my cousin was running around saying that she had a miscarriage at my sister's wedding two days before it the wedding. Words can not describe how much this pisses me off, she didn't have a miscarriage and even if she did she would have documents from the hospital that she did and when asked to show these documents she told my sister that she didn't have to prove anything to her. Made you the Maid of Honor, the Godmother of her son, best friend and all you do is treat her like shit and take the spot light when ever you get a chance.

I have been done with them for the longest time and its time to cut ends and be done with them forever. That side of the family makes having a family not even worth it anymore and that goes for your sister and mother as well because they think that they are entitled to everything that belongs to grandma and even started to take things from the house. There is a reason that they are not allowed to go to grandmas, things always go missing, things that are important to grandma more then ever. If this is how they treat family, then I want nothing to do with them.

Yes I am pissed, I'm so pissed that one more thing that happens something is going to come out and end everything and I will not regret it one bit.

So might as well talk about a few things because why not.

Game Design
I'm thinking of kicking everything into gear with this game, a few of you might have heard me talk about it a while back and I have tried a few battles with myself to test out my theory. I have a few ideas on how to get the game board set up and how different hoods will be marked. I will test this out with a few people to see how things run. The hardest step would be to pitch it to game companies or having a kickstarter to get things rolling.

I'm also looking into making a cellphone app. This app will try and get random people to meet up just by telling the app you are looking for something to do. The weird thing about this app is it won't tell you who you are about to meet up with until you are in the same area. Thats right, won't tell you anything, no gender, no name, and no photo, but when you are in the same area the phone will buzz and beep helping you find each other. When you are really close it will flash a picture to help you spot them. Once you find them you must introduce yourself and start talking. there is no time limit but if the other bails on you or talks about how they only wanted to hang out with someone of the opposite sex, then you can X them and if they get 5 X's then they need to get a new phone number and Google account to try again.

If things go great you can share info right off the phone to the other such as your facebook, phone number, twitter and other such things and the other can pick what they want to add you to. I think this would be a great app because its getting two people together (no it will not get a neo-nazi to hang out with a jew) and get people out of the house. It will ask a lot of questions like what is your religion and are you willing to talk to people of other religions. Still a lot of work to be done with this yet too so don't know when I will get this out.

Video Production
I tried to get the vblog going a few times but having some computer problems, not too big of a deal to have an older computer to do simple edits but trying to get back into Linux and thats been a bit of a battle its self. I could use the VM system and have it on the side but it runs so slow and the computer heats up faster so not that good of an idea. I will still be posting to vine but its going to be really random dumb things. Once i get better I will hammer it out and get everything set.

Thats it for now, going to feed tiny dragon and relax a bit more and try and get rid of this flu, might go in and get a doctors note to take the rest of the week off because its not going away. 98.7 is not a good thing when i run about 96.5

Just a quick vent because don't know where else to go right now and feel that if I type things out, I will feel a bit better.

Once again, this year like that past 3 years, I don't want anything for my birthday nor do I want to do anything. The reason is simple, I don't care and it has been depressing me and it depress me even more now after my grandpa died a week after my last birthday. I still feel guilt from all of this because he was looking forward to doing something and I feel as if I fucked it all up. I know someone else is to blame for it but still, it holds a hard spot for me. I might try and hide in the cities or somewhere else to avoid everything.

On top of that, I don't feel like I don't deserve one. People can tell me all day about the great things I have done for them but to be honest, I still feel like I don't deserve anything. No cards, money, art, or even to be remembered. I removed my birthday from everything that I can and hope that no one says anything or tries to do anything. I don't do the things that I do for people because I want something in return, I do it because I want to help someone have a good time or do something and if I have the power to do something, I will do it.

Help pay for hotel, spend some time with someone that is depressed, give things away to people that I know will use it, and even give people money for a few things as long as i know its going to that and only that. I do a lot for a lot of people and I never want anything in return and to be really weird and honest, I don't know how to act when someone does something nice for me. It was rare that someone helped me or did something for me so when it happened I didn't know what to do or what to say.

Yes, I have had some free art sent my way and did thank them for it and told them that I loved it, and yes, I do love everything that anyone has given/done for me but I always question why they did it. I know a lot of problems and trying to enjoy more of the random gifts of life but know that I will always question things.

I know this journal was weird and if you have any questions, comment and I will explain better. I might be hard to talk to as the time goes on with personal issues and a few other things going on.

I was asked about my videos and how that was coming along. For the most part, I don't have enough bad movies to review and seeing that the guy with the glasses has done most of what I wanted to make fun of. My idea is still out there but working on a few side projects and one that I hope starts to take off soon. It depends on the artist and how she wants to do things. To get me started on making videos I decided that I'm going to try and start a video blog and maybe after sometime start a podcast/video cast and see how long I can keep up with that. The first video might come out in a few days or this weekend depending on the time that I get to do this and need to find out if what im going to talk about on my first topic is correct and have some info to back things up.

The Podcast/Videocast was something I tried a while back with a few friends. Tried to record it but things didn't work out but was a fun test run of a round table discussion on things. The funny thing is the show was called "Sunday Morning Tea with Zielvos" and I might keep the name but not sure how things will work out when i get that far. I will work things out as time goes on.

Another thing that has been going on is a game called Turf Wars. Its in the really early stages of production and just got the system to work out on a board game level. I might make the board and print up some cards and try it out with some other people but going to fix a few things to try and make it harder. The system works on a 20 sided die and a series of coin flips depending on the attack. An example is that everything has 20 to 200 shots and takes HP from the gang member, a pistol will shoot 20 rounds at 5 attack points each and the attack costs $100 so if they were to roll 14 that would be -70HP from target.

More info on that to come in the next few weeks as I try and make something that looks somewhat good to the eye, right now I don't even want to look at it because its just cards that I penciled in details on.

Final note, I lost almost all my stalkers, this is a good thing but at the same time other weird people have been popping up. Not often mind you but its kid of a reason that I stay off SL (that and always busy) and not on FurNation as much. For some reason, they think its ok to ask day one if I will be their mate, I don't care if they are male, female, or trans I just kind of want them to not ask every other day. They are fun to talk to any other day but when they try and tell me how I should be with them I tell them that I'm in a relationship (kind of but not yet but yeah, more details are needed) and they will drop it after I tell them only for a few weeks later for them to do it again.

Yes, Im not really in a relationship but trying to work things out with one person right now and if you all did what she did then maybe you would still have a chance if things don't work out with us. I don't RP much in the first place because you never know who might be lying to you about their age. So unless I really know the person and other things, I won't RP unless its clean. A final note on this kind of thing too, I do have a strange account on a strange site that I will not link here or talk about here but no, I will not get on it, add you as a friend, and post things that you want to see. I made this page to try and learn more things and try things on someone that I can trust so no, its not a place for you to force me to be your eye candy.

Chamomile Tea kicked in a while back so if things are spelled wrong or look weird, that is why.

As I said, I was going to touch base on this. This was a really emotional thing for me. Last week on sunday, we got some bad news about a family member that kind of upset grandma because everyone is always saving for retirement or they don't go out and do anything fun. Now that we might have two people in our family that might die early it puts things in a huge light for everyone. Also, its been 9 months since my grandpa died.

He saved for retirement but was always saving for adventures, only bought things that he needed and only took care of what needed to be taken care of. He spent a lot of time with everyone and even took me on a few trips that I will never forget. So far im the only one in the family that is being practical about anything in life, I have goals, I have money being saved, I have fun things planned.

It was on the way to FurSquared, that I somehow missed my exit and even after looking at the Phone/GPS and took me on a long detour to Rochester, not too far from where grandpa is buried. I gave a small nod to the sign to Mantorville. I knew this was going to be the closest that I would get to the cemetery for quite sometime and wished that I did stop by and see if the stone was placed and grab a quick picture.

But I was content at the time and knew that I was being watched over during this trip. Grandpa always said to take in the beauty of the area you are in. With the ice coming off the sandstone cliffs in southern Minnesota, I did take it all in, but almost shat myself going over the bridge but thats another story.

The convention was a blast. Spent most of my time looking for a few people and playing artimis reviving a nice little gift from one of my favorite artists (sucks that we were both busy the whole time so didn't talk much), met some new people that I hope to see again and im going to make cards for myself because I forgot peoples names but a few of them remembered me from Furry Migration so know that I might bump into them again.

After the convention it was time to go home, happy with the way things turned out even if goals weren't met (I got one Soonu but need more but need ref sheet that can be printed.) it was in two places that I broke down a bit. First was Wisconsin Dells, the last big trip that we took with grandpa back in 2007 (might be wrong) and trying to find the place we stayed was kind of tricky but seeing the signs to everything that we went to, everything that we saw, and everything that we did reminded me of how rich and how good I still have things.

Then I got to St. Paul, I remembered the hard times I had when I was in college and the mistakes and yet the fun that I had. Seeing old street signs and old buildings I took a bit longer here then I should have but I think that it was worth it. To me, that was a great way to end a trip, going back to start of the last convention I went to before the drugs really took me down and out and made me come home. Furry Connection North is still the farthest convention that I have ever gone to by car and will still be a great con story to tell someday.

Before I end this, May 20th will be my 10th year in the furry fandom, the start of my life, the start of a huge journey filled with beautiful times and moments that you wish everything would end. I look back at the past 10 years and think that if I didn't find this, what would I have done, would everything have ended, would I even have the adventures and the fun that I had. I can tell you all one thing. Its going to be hard for me to leave in 10 years. I will still be online but I give myself 10 more years going to conventions, 10 more years to make things awesome, and 10 more years to enjoy everything before I work on my last few years of work and get ready to sit back and relax till my final days come knocking.

I'm going to make the best of it, and you fuckers know it.

Im not getting anything for boosting this but played the game and enjoyed it. In a nutshell, its Mad Libs meets Cards Against Humanity.

https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....token=6f6ae8de

I really want to see this game take off. It was fun playing this with the roommates and already put down a $25 on a pre-order. If you like the idea, share the link.

I will have a con report later, this was a very emotional thing for me because going that far for a convention and seeing things I haven't seen in years. kind of sparked things for me again.

Im done packing, just need to do a quick clean up of the car in the morning and put something down on the seat because a pop blew up and got all over the seat. I will be leaving at 7am and should be at the hotel by 3 tomorrow Hope to see a few people there the first night but not going to jump them. I will message them at random to see if they are around or if they are still on the way.

Im also done with the idea of getting art of Soonu, I had too many problems with the printer and one of them I just don't want to use anymore because of the fact that its from SL so its just gong to be more Mort and Mini Mort stuff. I can't be too mad at the last artist that I tried to get the ref from. Im a bit upset that we put a time on it that didn't work for any of us because shes busy with college and im busy doing everything for everyone else.

I might still try and bug someone for a Soonu badge but its going to be too much of a pain in the ass to even try. But anyway, time for bed so I can drive 6 hours.

So a little upset about not getting the final Soonu refsheet before the con. That would be three artists that have backed out of it and I tried to get this back in December. I looked at the one that I just kind of whipped together one night from SL and thinking that it should work just going to update a few things and make a back sheet that has  kimmies color and character design along with the icon so they know the color better. Anyway, tonight after work, have to train in the caretakers on how to handle a tiny dragon and hope that they don't kill it when im gone.

Goals for the convention, get a badge or two of Soonu, see  mlw and  nyxsiern and try and meet my favorite tumblr bloger  allurekin

TIme to get to work, still have to finish packing and making sure I have everything before I go.

I finished my first plush and to all that have me on Snapchat, you got to see it last night before I went to bed. I finished the sewing about a hour ago and yes, it will be posted here and on DA as well as Instagram. going to spend some more time working on these and get a new machine because this one is old as crap 1934 singer 66-6 that my grandma gave her mother when my grandma worked for singer when she was going to college. Its a great machine but only does one stitch. But happy with the end result, the plush will be hanging out the window holding a sign because I need something for him to do and also want to see if this will become a thing during the convention. Don't think it will but still.

As for stories go, working on a new one that I might pass off to a friend so she can have her way with it. I will get more details posted later but all I can say is that is a one of those stories where the main character goes insane and kills a bunch of people then ends up killing himself over what he has done. Still in the note processes but soon we will see somethings come from it.

I'm working more on the Soonu, Mini Mort, and Mort story lines. To the few that I didn't talk to about this yet, Mini Mort is a spiritual being created by Soonu after the Crux were allowed to be free. Soonu became kind of a celebrity and got to meet some powerful spiritual people and during this adventure in his life he created Mini Mort but he had a different name that I have yet to come up with.

Also, this thursday I will be going to Fursquared to meet a bunch of fuzzbutts and hope to met a few more newer people. I still have to pack so  kimmie can feel better about things and stop calling me a lazy cunt or something.

Where are you staying?
At a hotel that the con is at

How are you traveling?
by car, 7 hours

What day are you getting there?
Thursday

Who will you be rooming with?
The king and queen of derp with their friend turbo

How is the best way to find you?
you will never find me

are you taken?
kind of

Are there any panels you might be attending?
depends

What do you look like?
tall, black hat, hoodie or something

Will you be suiting?
nope

Do you do free art?
yeah, but its not even worth that

Do you do trades?
nope

Do you do badges?
nope

will you have a DD/AA table?
nope

What is your gender?
androgynous

How tall are you?
5ft 11in

Can I talk to you?
maybe

Can I touch you?
only if I get to touch back

Can I visit your room?
Thursday yes, friday and saturday nope

Can I buy you drinks?
yes but you can't touch it only the bar tender

Can I give you stuff?
why would you give me something.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
hug yes, snuggle maybe

Are you nice?
Different people have different opinions

Will l you be going to parties?
might stop at one or two

Will you be performing?
nope

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
use flairs

What/where will you be eating?
what i can find

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
maybe

Can I look in your sketchbook?
nope

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
nope

Can I take your picture?
you are creepy

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
My main goal might be dead so other then that, have fun and have some drunken stories to tell.

Its best to just read his story and why hes doing it.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6469175/