I haven't been on here and months, and I feel bad because I constantly disappear..

But the more important thing is that I am much happier than I was beforehand.. Single life, 6 days until my 21st birthday was able to win my friends back.. it's a good life now for me..

Also I have been trying to get rid of some of my character.. might just only have Zizi for now.. who knows.. I need to be on here more..

My luck never seems to get better now does it? Not only have I lost all the friends that I hold close to me and I am trying to do in my relationship with my boyfriend because now I realize that it's more my fault than his..

MY COMPUTER DECIDES TO TAKE ANOTHER MASSIVE SHIT ON ME! It legitly took me 4 hours.. yes you read that right.. FOUR fucking hours just to get it to start because it's a HP computer and it does automatic updates and shit..

I let it do the update because I had no choice it always stopped at 64% and popped up {Error with updating 11373 out of 17295} C4ooAD Registry://

Is it sad that I stared at for soon long I memorized that shit? ^

My father rents this laptop from Rent-A-Center and so I had to result to doing a factory restore.. and it keep all my documents but deleted all my installed programs like Sai etc... like what the actual shit.. now that I temporary fixed it.. I am going to have to return it to them and the factory to restore it once again because I am "in possession of stolen property" and then wouldn't allow me to access it at all..

The only good news about this is that I was able to save the stories that I write... that's it.. great...

Now i am going to get off here and go back to my shitty life off the computer because I am just always alone.. no.. I just need to fix my relationship or decide if it's right for me or not..

Whoopie FUCKING DO!

So yeah.. I am kind of been vanishing because of how unhappy that i am.. and I just don't want to feed people bullshit excuse.. now I have to get SAI back and all that... because I am going to lose all my WIPs for the stuff I did.. also gotta get my tablet to work again...

After a day of waiting a got a reply from them..

Here are the screenshots
http://gyazo.com/451989c40143ad7f30714fc0839d2a6
(She is green and I am yellow)

LOOKS LIKE SHE KNEW SHE WAS BUSTED.. as you can see I did not threaten her in any way shape, or form.. so yeah... the poorly re-written story that was ripped off mine.. is gone

THis is even want I said regarding it..
http://gyazo.com/62831dbdd841932311f5e0a614245bf1

I highly doubt it was her 'cousin' but it's whatever..

*does a happy dance..*

Sometimes I am still to nice about things...

Not here though, on Fanfiction.net ... I write Wrestling Fan Fiction. and I wrote a one-shot here..
Mine: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/108043.....d-Was-A-Friend

My story is a Summer Rae/Paige Pairing
Theirs is a Emma/Paige Pairing

Well this morning I decided to scroll through and see what new fics have been posted and this one catches my attention.. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/110702.....Beyond-the-sun so I am like hmm.. I will click and see.. and as I was reading it.. I made me think of my story (link above) and so I decided to look at the similarities.. this is what I got

Similarities- (Because I fucking found MORE) like really

-Both are told in the POV of the abused blonde
-Both set in their NXT days
-Both had a match against Paige (even though, theirs didn't show a match) both women lost
-Their abusive boyfriends leave them stranded in the arena parking lot after the match and bashes them in some way
- They sit near or in the parking and start crying
-Paige checks on both of them and they basically tell her to go away.. then apologizes..
-Paige gives them her jacket to warm up
- She offers to the blonde a ride
- Both vehicles are black and are parked across the street
-Paige asks why them where in the rain.. and they responded "I will tell you if you promise not to tell" kinda of thing and they make a pinky promise
-Both motels have lion statues in the front..
-When they confront abusive boyfriend Paige responds with "Are you dead from the neck up?"
- He follows up with saying something along the line of "Did I say you could bring company over.."
-He lays his hands on her one way or another before Paige kicks him in the balls basically then they leave..
-The blondes leave to go with Paige to her motel room

As of right now I am trying to get in contact with this person, who have not responded with me. I am trying to avoid drama with people BUT I did warn the reviewer who reviewed it that it was a ripoff of my idea. There are to many similarities not to be.. I will remain polite with them unless they are harsh to me first, all I did was say if I could ask a question about their story. If this person was inspired by my one-shot (which at the bottom of it even says 'Soon to be a story after I finish some others') but now... I am not sure if I want to expand it or not because of this. If I can talk to them and maybe see which direction it is going and see if we can make them to completely different stories.. Because I know where I want to go that story.. Why should I have to change mine when they are ripping me off?

:c like seriously...If you are going to rip off a story.. try to make it better than the original..

Not here though, on Fanfiction.net ... I write Wrestling Fan Fiction. and I wrote a one-shot here..
Mine: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/108043.....d-Was-A-Friend

My story is a Summer Rae/Paige Pairing
Theirs is a Emma/Paige Pairing

Well this morning I decided to scroll through and see what new fics have been posted and this one catches my attention.. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/110702.....Beyond-the-sun so I am like hmm.. I will click and see.. and as I was reading it.. I made me think of my story (link above) and so I decided to look at the similarities.. this is what I got

Similarities-

-Both had a match against Paige (even though, theirs didn't show a match) both women lost
-Their abusive boyfriends leave them stranded in the arena parking lot after the match and bashes them in some way
- The cliché 'It's can't get any worse' and it starts raining
- They sit near or in the parking and start crying
-Paige checks on both of them and they basically tell her to go away.. then apologizes..
-Paige gives them her jacket to warm up
- She offers to the blonde a ride
- Both vehicles are black and are parked across the street
-Paige asks why them where in the rain.. and they responded "I will tell you if you promise not to tell" kinda of thing and they make a pinky promise
-Both motels have lion statues in the front..
-When they confront abusive boyfriend Paige responds with "Are you dead from the neck up?"
- He follows up with saying something along the line of "Did I say you could bring company over.."
-He lays his hands on her one way or another before Paige kicks him in the balls basically then they leave..

That's a lot of similarities to me.. but maybe they were inspired.. I did only right one chapter so maybe they want to write their own version with a different pair..

I am NOT going to start drama with this so if you think it is Theft or whatever.. let me know and I will ask them myself.. I just want to know if I am overreacting or it could be a coincidence..

I am done.. just done..

When can I do something right for once..

Everything I say and do is wrong...

So I am going to curl in this corner and cry.. cry until I die.. I am fucking better off dead anyways..

Would you like to see my traditional artwork such as portrait and such..

I am only to exchange her for art...

Here she is..
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12353838/

She comes with 8ish pieces of art..

I am not going to call anyone out here but I have been waiting since April.. I mean don't get me wrong it's only $4 for 2 Chibis but it's that I am not the only one waiting.. Multiple people has been waiting for as long as I have for this.. and no contact with the artist since May..

so should I post an AB on this artist... only over 4 dollars.. but I am not the only one waiting..

Give me your opinons...

They are raffling up 3 before they sell them

Here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15671976/

We have some good stuff for sale and cheap.. all make an offer...

 ZTAdopts

Here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6473063/

You suspend my friend Jessi for posting reminders about her Raffle and YCH once a day. Doesn't everyone else on the entire site do that?

But people can post the same shit, like every two hours and you do nothing about that or anything else against FA riles, cub porn and bestiality are still around?

I see where your priorities are..

(Let's see if I get suspended now) might get butthurt..

HEY Guys go to my DA MistressDaisy just in case.. watch me there :D Thanks

Where I live I am required to do 8 hours of Community Service a month.. those of you who have watched me for years knows I was homeless on and off from July 2011 til March 2013.. I have lived in public housing ever since..I am behind on my hours because I was searching for a job so now I have to catch up on my hours or get evicted. I volunteer at my local rec center for Coalition For Kids, 9 hours a week, 3 days.. from 3:00-6:00pm.. It's hard not to leave with a migraine with 36 kids not listening to a word you say.

I help set out snacks, clean and do homework. I was asked by staff to take one of the kids in the gym because he had finished his homework. The boy was maybe about 8.. he wanted me to play soccer or basketball.. I agreed. I am not the smallest woman in the world.. exercise is good for me. After playing soccer for a few. we decided to play basketball, now I have a really bad knee so I can't bend them to shoot and we were running having fun// Then my knee decides to give out and I fell backwards and hard, landing on my back and head.

I posted a journal last night about how to cure back pain because mine is always hurting so this doesn't help me in the slightest.. I came home at 5:30pm.. and I have only sat up once for like a minute.. I just can't, I had to limp home. But what made me feel a little better was when the little boy ran over and asked if I was okay. I said I was fine (mentally cursing up a storm in my mind about how bad I am hurting) This kid maybe about 60 pounds then hold his hand out and offers to help me up. It was sweet because he is one of the well behaved boys.. the girls that came in sometime after just looked and turned away..

That wasn't all that hurt me.. I was talking to one of the staff members near the door which is conveniently near the fucking doors. This kid thinks it's smart enough to toss the ball at the goal and it bounces of the goal.. I moved the staff member out of the way and I got hit right on the heart.. Basketballs are harder than I remember..

Not only that but I have a migraine for all those spoiled brats that don't get disciplined by their parents. I mean it's okay for parents to spoil their kids to a point.. I know some of my watchers because have kids so Im not trying to offend anyone.. I am just saying that some kids have no manners whatsoever, don't listen to staff, hides or refuses to do their homeworks..have never been disciplined and copies what their parents do. Not a good fucking example for them. It's frustrating because they are 36 kids and like 4 to 5 staff so we can't always be chasing them around all the damn time.

Not only that.. but I have to do it all again today.. more painkillers for me.. hopefully I can sit by then..

Please don't be an ass and answer lose some weight.. I under had a person tell me that in the past.. it made me cry. I know I am overweight.. im 215ish and 5 foot 9.. I am about 30 dollars away from my yoga kit and then I will need 30 more to get a fitness DVD..

Im planning to lose weight but my back has only really been bothering me recently.. like I can't sit up more than fifteen minutes of so without it killing me. I have tried various medication and none have been success..

I can't get my back to stop hurting.. I am in a lot of pain.. I have nothing wrong with me though..

Click here man.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15585133/

Bid is still low and it's to help my friend out so yeah. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15541650/
Check it out.. Thanks

Go here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6446260/

Come here peeps..https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....p?watch=Floxty

Watch them first  Floxty

Maybe a night with Zizi auction..
YOu know, you banging that fluffy wolfie.. or something.. Zizi prefers girls.. I dunno..

With my art level what should the starting bid be..

I have some NSFW ideas in mind, anyone around my skill level interested because... Lesbians..

Looking for designs and/or art..

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13214501/ (has three other pieces of art)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13196828/ (has another piece of art)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12729160/ (has four pieces or art.)

I am also looking for a male character..

Go here for details
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15527921/

Basically you donate to them to help pay off their head and I will do fullbody lineart for you. If you spread the word about the picture I have posted then you get entered into a raffle I will do for the flat colored bust..

Thanks for reading

Just really wanting to clear out some of my characters.. the only ones I am keeping are Cynder and Chelsea.. maybe Tara if someone doesn't buy her..

Frankie-Kitsune- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12129263/ (Has 20ish pieces of art.. good bit of them are commission.. maybe $50-60 range)

Zizi- wolf/dog.chrysanthos- I have two designs of her that I am going to try to sell separately.
First Design Ref- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8063952/ (adult content) Feral form (palette is that of a shiny Bulbasaur)https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8373044/
$15 for this design since it consisted of mostly freebies .. comes with 20+ I believe

Second Design Ref ref- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13114345/ This has a decent amount of commissioned art so I want to say maybe about 30+ pieces of art.. when she some of the examples.. go to Kaytee-anne Kaytee-anne 's account and see. She is my bestfriend..so we love each other bunches.. maybe about $50 for her? She is dear to my heart..

Secondary:
Tara- Saber Tooth Tiger- HOLD for  RoxyShadowFang

Other Characters:
Callisto- Bear- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12353838/ (8 pieces of art, maybe $15 for her?)

Candace- zebra/ram- SOLD

Sapphire- peacock/dragon- SOLD

Moxie and Beast- chowchow/tailmouth- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12729160/ (4 pieces of art so maybe $10?)

Mufasa- Zoxas- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13030937/ (2 pieces.. maybe like $3)

Loki- Hyena/Lion- SOLD

Umiko- cat/fish thing- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13196828/ (2 pieces of art.. 3 dollars..)

Stitch- Mouse- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13214501/ (2 extra art pieces.. $5)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15501681/

Help them out and please spread the word.