Election day is over and I'm $100 richer...which is good because I'm a week behind on my rent. (for those who read this, I've found a house, but am quickly starting to regret it. Allow me to explain.

My landlord is constantly arguing with her husband for one reason or another...par for the course. This time wasn't any different...except that it was 4 AM! They have a shouting match in the living room, then barge into MY room, turn the lights on, and keep arguing! What the hell?

I know I've been elected house manager (which, in truth, boils down to "I am forced to get involved in every argument, yet nobody will tell me what's going on.") But I have put a strict policy about not bothering me after 10 PM (the landlord has been known to storm in here at midnight and demand I look someone up on facebook, telling me I'm doing it wrong when I can't find the person.)

Yes, before anyone says it, I KNOW my landlord is bat shit insane...and her husband is an alcoholic and apparently a porn addict, given our pay per view bills. But I REALLY don't feel like this means I have to get involved in a 4 am fight when I'm sleeping.

The landlord's husband just came in, showing me she smashed his phone and asked if that qualifies as an excuse to smash hers...what the hell have I gotten myself into?

Alright, well, I waited a week and only got one reply, so I guess that makes things a little easier. Was kind of hoping people would jump on this a little more, but oh well. Here we go, my favorites from Foxon's gallery.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3093364/ Was something Fox wrote a while back when he was still in love with Kitsuneyoukai and his sister, Firecat. While it's short, I did enjoy reading it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1893413/ I was actually the editor for this story, so naturally, I'd have liked it a little more. I gave up on pokemon long ago, but still, this story has its charms if you don't mind a little watersports, which pretty much covers all of Foxon's stories. He's a good writer.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1973020/ This one is a picture of the aforementioned story. Again, more watersports, but it's a rather cute pic.

Alright, I know it's been nearly forever since I was active around here, and I have a legitimate excuse: I'm homeless. So sit tight watchers, I'll get something up after I can find a job that actually cares about WHO I am, rather than WHAT I am (no, I am not referring to being a fur.) I'll be fine though, I'm currently sleeping in a church shed in Florida (for a guy without money, I sure do find ways to get around, don't I?) I usually don't do memes, but this one seems like a good way to get some lesser-known artists out into the open. And, as a writer, I know how hard that can be. Anyway, Meme time!

Alright, as stated in the journal I got this from, I will look through the galleries of the first five posters to this, and display 3 of my favorite submissions from their gallery. There is only one catch: You have to post this same Meme for others to do likewise. Please don't cheat here.

I finally graduated from college! The problem is that I can't find a job, and will be moving in with my sister in Yakima, Washington. Unfortunately, she'd rather spend money on smoking and racing parts than on cable and internet, so I'll be offline for the next few weeks until I can get a job and secure an apartment. Wish me luck everyone.

Sorry I've been silent for a bit. I've been putting my stories on the back burner with school and the like. I got a new computer, which delayed my story writing, since I've had problem after problem with it (Can't use Word with the wireless) and lost my stories folder, among other things, when I swapped computers.

Anyway, just to prove I'm still writing, I noticed a friend of mine didn't have any watchers, or not any aside from his friends. So I helped him with a new story, which you can find on his page  Shizari-kun (warning, mature content.)

Sorry about it being...over six months since my last submission. I'm not dead, just swamped with homework, most of which requires me to use a somewhat less than cooperative Word. I've just been sick of the program.

Well, I've just uploaded my latest piece to tide you over until I can manage to finish that Wolf's Rain chapter I'm only half done with. Please be patient, I have a lot of headaches right now, and there isn't enough asprin in the universe to cure them all.

This one will not be removed, even by his request...this latest stunt hurt too badly.

Foxon (foxon.deviantart.com) has done it again. I haven't even thought about him in weeks, and he enters my life once again to steal another friend. This time, Nopast (nopast.deviantart.com). I've lost so much...why do I deserve to lose more?

Is telling the truth truly this much of a crime? I was slowly starting to get over this, when Nopast pops up and says he has to leave me. Foxon is upset that he is a friend of mine too...I can't believe he would be so jealous of me to not allow someone I barely speak to to not be a friend...I feel sick...

What else will the duo take from me? I've done nothing to arouse his wrath...

Why does this happen to me?

I've recently been chatting with a new friend of mine,  lone_wolf_666. She's about to lose her pet rat and can't afford to put her down. She's an excellent artist and does great commission work. If any of my watchers need anything done, I recommend her for it.

I myself have requested a new avatar from her. Please help support struggling artists.

I hope this journal helps.

I've lost everything. In a matter of hours, I have lost nearly everyone important to me.

The story:

Kitsuneyoukai has been in Canada with Foxon. As he was leaving, I felt hurt by Foxon's latest journal, and tried desperately for him to contact me. After Kitsune left, I got my wish...

I told foxon exactly what had been happening, Cat had been sleeping with me, and that Kit has been lying for the past 6 months.

Shortly before Kitsune left, I bought him a plushie. It was a cute red fox that I had been looking for forever. I sent it to to show that I cared. After this...I fear for its fate...I can never forgive myself for that...all it wanted to do was love him...and he's probably destroyed it.

Well, back to the issue, Foxon was depressed at this, to the point of being suicidal. Being the person that I am, I spend the next few days trying to cheer him up, completely putting aside my schoolwork to be with him. I need to mention that I cannot afford to fail any classes this quarter...in fact, I can't afford less than 2 'B's at most if I want to stay... I gave that all up to cheer him up and save his life. This includes a four hour yiff. These were the best four hours of my life. I fell in love with the fox. We Spent the next few days very close, the best of friends...and he actually returned my feelings.

We spent four to six hours skyping, just talking about our feelings...I HUGGED my computer for the first time out of love for him.

Then Kit came home...and my life shattered like a window hit by a stone. First, Foxon showed him the pictures he took of Cat's shattered portrait which he worshiped. Foxon cried his eyes out. I was forced to sit there and say nothing while Kitsune made him wish he was dead, and threaten suicide again. I eventually spoke up. This just made Kitsune more angry. He said he wished me dead. Furthermore, he decided to break my spirit more by saying Cat hated me...while he claimed he left her with me while he was gone.

He then turned the tables on Foxon, forcing HIM to beg forgiveness. Kit eventually accepted this, on the condition that he never speak to me again, and he worship that picture again...Foxon accepted, and hurt himself on the shattered glass.

But it gets worse...After he was told of my yiff with Foxon, he lost it completely. He told me to kill myself...and what's worse, he asked me to record it. Then he spent the next 20 minutes asking if I was dead yet. It boiled down to Foxon begging Kitsune not to take him back. If Kitsune said he wouldn't, Foxon said he'd sleep out in the cold, with nothing but a staff to comfort him...He then threw aside my our love, claiming it wasn't him, and he regrets it.

I tried to show Foxon that this wasn't a healthy relationship...that Kit was hurting him...It was as easy to see as his tears. I told him I would never force him to suffer that for love...

I spent the next few minutes crying to myself and sending him messages that he would ignore. I then left my room, crying and trying to find a church that would be open at 3 in the morning, so I could pray for both Foxon's happiness and health, and Kitsune's soul.

I wandered the city for half an hour, then cried into my pillow for 20 minutes before messaging Foxon again. I told him that even though he abandoned me, I would never abandon him. He blocked me after that comment. So, in a matter of hours, I lost Kit, Cat, and foxon. three of my closest friends. Two of which wish me dead, and the third wishes whatever will get the first two to love him again.

Some reward this is... I try to save his life only to hear: "You fucked him up, now go kill yourself!"

With this, I've lost my friends, loved ones, and my ability and will to write. While I can assure everyone that I will not grant Kitsune's wish that I die, I won't be returning again. Goodbye everyone.

Ok, I've put this off long enough. I've been busy for the last 10 weeks or so designing my own web site. despite my limited HTML knowledge, I have a nice one almost finished. I'm glad I haven't had any setbacks, this was mildly challenging...well...some of the more interesting parts, anyway. The good news is that the main pages are up, and I am working on getting the image pages up. http://myweb.msoe.edu/~perkinsj/

This site is best viewed in IE, but can be accessed by any browser, at least to my knowledge, but I know it works in firefox and IE. I think I've rambled enough, but I hope to make it the most viewed site on my school's server.