For those few people that actually do look at my profile, y'all deserve an explanation for my absence on here.

Long story short, I've been struggling mentally and physically.

Firstly and the biggest contributor: being an American
I don't think I need to explain much about how the current US political climate makes me fear for my life as a gay trans man with schizophrenia and DID.

Other than that, I was about to move out. I was going to move in with my long-distance boyfriend and we were so close to our goal and then... They have to quit their job for personal reasons. It didn't bother me at all, they couldn't help it, and I didn't mind taking some extra hours at my job. Oh would you look at that? The company I work for is going out of business! Come August 30th I will no longer have a job either! I live in the bible belt and have autism with several physical disabilities that would need accomodations, and I'm young. Either they don't want to give the accomodations, they don't believe me and think I'm lazy, or they don't hire me because of my age because several places are *very* open about how they "would never hire Gen Z".

It's just been very discouraging lately and I haven't had motivation to do anything other than just bedrot for the past couple weeks. My boyfriend has been the only thing keeping me sane and my mother is a saint istg, she's going to let him stay with us until we have our savings back up because he does need to come down here before September 20th.

Edit: AND I need surgery. Great.