Hey everyone! I got a couple of updates for why I've gone dark the last year.

I recently had a pretty spooky health diagnosis, one that directly correlates with weight gain and being on the larger side (I am pretty chonky). More on that later though. It's unfortunately turned into a lot of personal self-loathing, hatred spirals towards myself, and unfortunately, a lot of anxiety and uncertainty directed towards this fetish/kink I have.

This made it really difficult to write stories about that topic, because it would remind me of my current situation and what I'm dealing with. I want to write about these things, but it's just really difficult right now...

While I'm working through these really intense feelings of shame and guilt, I want to update you on the current health situation.

Things are looking really good. In fact, we may have caught it early enough where I can go into remission without any long term damage. At least I hope so. My blood work numbers were really scary in late December. But with the work I've done, finding that balance between maintaining my size and changing my diet to be healthier on all fronts, I've made it work really well! I've been maintaining my weight, slowly gaining weight far healthier now, and I feel energetic and motivated again.

This was the reason the last year of my life I haven't posted anything. My motivations and energy levels were just awful so I didn't write even when I wanted too due to how I was treating myself, the things I was putting in my body. I couldn't muster up the energy. Now I have that energy, but am now dealing with some pretty tough anxiety, identity issues, and trying to get back to wanting to write again. Luckily, I am going to therapy and on medications.

So overall, things are getting better, slowly. It's a 3 steps forward, 2 steps back situation. I don't know when I'll write again. I hope one day I can do it without a second thought and just pump out the most horny weight gain stories, but right now I'm focusing on myself.

Along with that, UWU University series is going to be ending as well. And likely the discord server will be shut down. I want a fresh start when I'm ready to come back.

Anyways, that's the update. Thanks for understanding. <3

- Chamellow