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ChaoticHuman

👁 | Registered: November 3, 2021 12:56:45 PM

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Sup 👤.

Activity at VERY RANDOM bursts. I lurk, I spectate, I watch 🧿🧿. I like your art. Unless directly notified by me following or liking anything from you, HOW did you get here.

That's all you've got to know, really. You can move on. I wish you a great night/day/morning/afternoon 💟.

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I am certainly AN individual; for the basics, I am Latino , male, and straight. I choose to lurk in the dark despite bearing that one commonly shared human itch to connect with others.

I rarely follow artists and people at random, for it is nice to see what people have to share (mostly)..! I'm pretty sure I've never dropped a single comment, at least at the time of writing this. I would love to draw better, but I guess I'm stuck in this entropic state of knowing how to draw stuff yet being unable to make good drawings while also being incapable of bettering myself, so I just watch, and what I see and have seen keeps me happy.

Whoever you are, wherever you are reading from, I hope you have been having a nice time. I sure haven't recently. And if you aren't having a great time aswell, just know you're not alone. Even if you are LITERALLY alone in flesh, at least one person will understand you in this big world; it's never a zero.

Writing of which! From what I've seen, this world seems to be crumbling apart, and we're part of it. I suppose we should enjoy what we have until it's too late, shouldn't we all? Keep doing what you do best! Draw, Animate, Write, I don't know, FISH or something, for at least even during these times we still can find a reason to keep going.

I GREATLY suffer from that one thing people have named "Anemoia". You know what that is? Please tell me you know.. I don't really know how to describe stuff most of the time!! And if you don't... well, I can try to describe it here, I think... I LOVE WRITING!!! Aherm aherm. Have you ever felt melancholic when thinking of past events where you never were? Heard memories you wished you could be part of? Seen images or videos of others resulting in you feeling "left behind"? That's my very crude concept of "Anemoia", and it is what I suffer daily.

Seeing people commissioning pieces of art, drawing for each other, animating, collaborating, and referencing others in their art or whatever they do makes me feel left behind. Even though I LITERALLY have nothing to do with those people. I've gotten used to just watching and not talking, and while I'm fine with it and I quite LITERALLY fear the idea of becoming popular for REASONS, I do feel like I will end up leaving this world as the ghost I am. I don't even haunt people; I'm a lame ghost with the fear of being forgotten.

But in the end, I'm just some random bozo who has been through too many rabbit holes. Whatever you are, I'm sure it's wonderful. And if you think it's not, maybe tune down that self-hatred, dummy. You might end up like me.